<P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>심지어 남편이 열쇠로 문을 따고 차에 올라타고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>시동켜고 불을 넣고 했을때도 말입니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>돌아오는 동안 남편의 꽥꽥거리는 잔소리를 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>온몸으로 받으면서도...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 장면이 머리에서 가시질 않더라는 것이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그리고 문든.. 생각난 것은 역시 하얀색 점퍼..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>남편은 당연히 다른 차로 착각 했을 거라고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>말하면서 더 이상 이야기도 못꺼내게 했죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 일이있고 난후.. 항상 꺼름직한 생각이 유독 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>가시질 않았는데...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그로부터 딱 보름뒤쯤인가..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>또 한번 황당한 사건을 겪는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그때도 회원들 태우고 이번에 어떤 새미나 참석차 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>당일로 갔다 오는 코스였답니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세미나 끝나고 돌아오는길에 잠시 화장실겸</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>간단한 요기를 하려고 휴게소에 들렀을 때</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>사람들 다 내리고 자신은 뒤정리 하고 마지막으로</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>내렸고.. 내려서는 남편이 나오기를 기다리는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그때 무심히 버스를 처다 보고 있는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>버스 뒤쪽편 차장에 사람의 옆모습이 보이더라는겁니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지긋히 머리를 차장에 기댄채로 말이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어. 저사람 안내렸네..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>방금 모든 사람이 다 내린 것 분명 확인했는데 말입니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>하는 순간...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>버스 불이 탁 꺼지고.. 남편이 내리더랍니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그래서 아직 사람 덜 내렸다고 하면서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>올라타서 불을 켜고 확인했는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아무도 없더랍니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그리고 역시 눈에 아른거린 것은 하얀색...옷..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어느날 남편에게 진지하게 그런 버스에서 벌어진 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>일련의 상황을 이야기해 봤지만.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>말도 안되는 소리 하지 말라고..요즘 세상에 그런게 어딧냐고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>일갈에 끊어 버리는 바램에 더 이상 이야기 꺼낼수도 없고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>할수 없이 친정 어머니께 이야기했더니..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>왜 어른들은 그런일을 좀더 심각하게 받아 들이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>조심하라고 분명 그 버스에 먼가 씌인 것 같다라고 하더랍니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그리고 그 뒤 또 한번 이상한 일을 겪게 되는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그때도 지금과 비슷하게 센터 회원부부간에 여행이었답니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그때는 총 18쌍이 떠나기로 했는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>버스가 서고 출발할 때 마다 자신이 인원체크 하고 했더랍니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그날 하루종일 18쌍으로 체크 하고 다녔는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>일 끝나고 돌아와서는 처음 출발 인원이 17쌍이었다는 것이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>한쌍이 빠져서 17쌍이었는데 사모님은 18쌍인줄 알고 그렇게</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>좌석을 세고 다녔답니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>한쌍이 빠진걸 남편은 보고 받아 알고 있었는데 대수롭지 않게</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>여기고 부인에게 말해주지 않았죠. 당시 인원파악이라고 하지만</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>꼭 해야하는것도 아니고.. 걍 ‘다 탓어요.’ ‘네’ 하면 출발 이게 다였죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>당연 부인은 18쌍인줄 알고 그렇게 인원체크 했었고...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>더욱이 황당한 것은 여행 중간에 커피타임때 버스 인원 전원에게</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>커피를 돌렸는데... 총 36잔... 남편하고 자신하고 치면 총 38잔을</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>돌렸고.. 다 마신 커피잔은 수거해서. 비닐봉지에 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>담아 두었는데.. 다음날 확인해 보니.. 역시 38잔이 맞았더랍니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>남편한테 그 이야기를 진지하게 풀어 보아도..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>역시 무슨 황당한 소리하느냐듯이 묵살해 버리고.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그러다. 친정엄마가 좋은데 알아봐서 부적써왔다고..해서.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>쫓아 버려야 한다고.. </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>부적 써 주신분이 가르쳐 준데로 부적 셋팅하고 그랬답니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>부적 써 붙여 놓았으니.. 좀 안심 해도 되겠다 싶었는데...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>역시 그날도 사람이 덜 타서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>“사람 덜 탔으니 출발 하지 마세요...”</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>다들 웅성거리면서 인원확인해 보니..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>덜 탄 사람이 없더라는...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지금까지 사람 덜 탔으니 출발하지 마란 소리를 벌써..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>3번이상 했다는군요...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그러니 오늘 내가 그 말을 하는 순가..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이 사모님이 기겁을 한겁니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그리고.. 무지막지한 호기심이 동한 것이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지금 얼마나 답답했겠습니까..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그동안 자신이 겪었던 그것이 사실화 되는 순간이고.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>설마. 요즘 세상에. 에이.. 아니겠지..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>내가 잘못한거겠지.. 했던 논리들이 단숨에</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>역전이 되는 상황이 온것이었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그래서 내가 버스에 내리기 무섭게 나를 주시하다가..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>버스 뒤쪽에서 담배 한 대 물고 혼자 있는걸 보고는</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>득달같이 달려온거죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그녀 자신도 무언가 확신이 찬 표정이었고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>우리 두사람이 목격한 그것들이 동인인물(?)이며..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>사람이 아닌것만은 확실하다라는 결론을 지었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그렇지만.. 해결방안은 없고 속수무책이었다는 것이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>답답한 상황이었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>서로간 그 사실에 대한 증인이었지만..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>갈수록 답답한 현실임은 분명했습니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>한 두사람씩 차에 오르는 것을 멍하니 보고 있었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>다만 사모님 말로는 그런 존재들 때문에 사고난 적도 없고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아무일 없었으니 신경 쓰지 말라고 하면서 일어 나더군요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그거 하나는 다행입니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어떤 사유인지 모르지만 사람한테 헤꼬지는 하지 않았던걸루</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>봐서는 나쁜쪽인 것 같지는 않지만..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>유독 왜 제게 그런 역겨운 모습을 선사 했는지는 의문이었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그냥 가만히 있었으면 저도 모르고 지도 모르고 했을텐데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>왜 목까지 180도로 꺽어 가면서 지 존재를 내게 피력했을까요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이 버스에서 내려라.. 그런 메시지 였을까요?</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>여튼 지금 버스에서 내릴 상황도 아니잖아요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지금이 휴가긴 하지만 알게 모르게...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>애써 은행쪽에서 마련해준 자리인데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그런 분위기 파토 치면 완전.. 병진쉐리가 되는거잖아요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>엉덩이 툴툴 털면서 일어 났죠...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이제 곧 스키장에 당도할테고...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>사람들 분위기도 한껏 격앙됐는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>혼자 우울한 분위기의 얼굴표정으로 꿍하게 앉아 있으면</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭐라 그럴까요..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>애써. 만면에 웃음을 띄우며 버스에 올랐죠...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>버스에는 저마다 들뜬 표정과 상기된 표정으로..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>왁자지껄한 분위기....</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>전대빵님과 깡사장은 뭔가 이리저리 중요한 이야기꺼리를</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>찾았는지 연신 말을 주고 받고 있었고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>전 전대빵님에게 살짝 고개숙여 인사를 건내고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>안쪽으로 들어 갔죠. 저 끝에 뺀질이는 열변을 토하고 있었고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>옆자리의 배줌마는 뺀질이의 말끝마다 환호성을 질러 주고 있고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아주 평범한 그런 관광객들의 분위기..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>문득.. 그 다섯 번째 자리에서 살짝 걸음을 멈췄죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>가방만 두 개 덩그러니 놓여진 자리...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>슬쩍 거기를 처다 보면서...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>다시 움직이려는 순간...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>누군가 제 오른팔 손목을 강하게 꽉 움켜 잡더군요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아. 그. 감각이.. 마치..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>엄청난 압력으로 손이 꼼짝 달싹 하지 않는 느낌이더군요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>몸이 깜짝 놀라서 반응해야 하는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>마치.. 그것은 내 몸주위로 뭔가 옥죄어 오는 듯한..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>꽁꽁 묶인듯한 느낌으로 말이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>더욱이 이상한 것은...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>나를 움켜진 사람쪽으로 고개를 틀어야 했는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>누군가 궁금했지요. 나를 움켜잡은 사람이.. 말이죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그런데.. 정말 말로 설명하기 힘들지만..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>약간 어지럼증을 느꼈죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그래서 눈을 감았다가 살짝 떳는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세상이..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>흑백이더군요. 순간적으로. 아니. 수십초 였나...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어지럽다고 느끼는 순간.. 본능적으로 눈을 감은 것 같았고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>다시 눈을 떳을때는.. 세상이 환하다는 느낌에서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>왜 어두운 곳에서 감짜기 전등불을 켰을 때 눈이 부시는 느낌..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아니 .. 거의 흑백세상을 보는듯한 느낌이었죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>좀더 세밀하게 말하면 파란톤만 느껴지는 흑백세상이랄까..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>컬러는 유독 푸르스름하게...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세상이 푸르스름하게 푸른빛이 살짝 감도는 흑백처럼 보였죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어...어...하는순간...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말이지.. 내 의도와는 전혀 상관없이..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>순간 신경질이 무지 하게 팍 치솟아 오르면서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>감정이 정말 격하게 솟구치더군요..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>짜증, 분노, 화남.. 아. 정말 순간적으로 아무런 이유도 없이</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그러한 감정들이 마치 화산이 터져 나오듯 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>한순간에 밀려 올라오는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>눈에 핏발이 설 정도였죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>머리가 깨질 듯이 그러한 감정이 치고 올라오는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 주먹이 쥐어지고 힘이 들어갈 정도였고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아. 도저히.. 도저히. 참을수 없어서.. 터질 것 같아서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>나도 모르게 버스를 내렸던 기억이 나는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>솔직히 내가 버스를 내 의지대로 내린것인지..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭔가에 홀려서 버스를 내린것인지 지금도 아리송하네요..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭔가에.. 말이죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지금도 느껴지지만 그때 순간적으로 느낀 감정은..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 분노, 형용할수 없는 순간적인 짜증감...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아.. 뭐라 표현하고 싶어도 표현할수 없는...그런 </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 누구를 죽이고 싶은 딱 그런 느낌...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그것이 내 자신일지라도 말이죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>너무 너무 짜증이 나는 그런 느낌이랄까.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그 짧은 순간에 감정이 그리 치솟아 오르는 것은</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>평생 살면서 단 한번도 느껴보지 못했고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>나무며.. 건물이며.. 주위 배경이 흑백 비스므리 하게 느껴지고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>간혹 화면이 흔들리는것처럼 느껴지기도 하고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭔말인고 하면 눈에 보이는 시각적화면의 구도가..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>아래위로 울렁거리면서 보이는 것이죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>즉..건물이 하늘위로 올라간 것처럼 보이다가도..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>땅이 눈높이에서 보이는 것 같고.. </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이걸..글로 표현하기가...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>내가 걸어간 것 같은데요. 어디를 향해 걸어가고 있는지도 모르겠고....</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>조금 있다 안 사실이지만.. 그때 당시.. </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>제가 걸어 들어가고 있던 곳은 휴게소에서 고속도로쪽으로</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>일직선 방향으로 걸어 나가고 있었거든요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그걸 당시에는 전혀 인지 하지 못했죠. </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>어디를 향해 걸어 가는지를.. </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>눈에 비치는 것은 하얀색 콘크리트 바닥이었고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이 것도 울렁 울렁 거리면서 느껴졌는데..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>방향감각은 거의 제로 상태였죠.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 그 상태로 계속 걸어 나갔다면...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>고속도로위로 나가게 되더군요...그리고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>지나가는 차에 뛰어 들었다면..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>오늘 전 여기서 글을 쓰고 있을 수 없었겠지요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>멈춘다는 생각은 전혀 들지 않았고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>다만 지금 느껴지는 것은 감정이 격하게 가슴을 치고 올라와서..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 씩씩 거리면서 걸었다는 기억과</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세상이 푸른색빛깔 흑백이었다는 사실뿐입니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>뭔가에 휩싸인 기분이었지만...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>정말 당시 그때는 아무런 생각을 할 수가 없는 상황이었고</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>이 현실을 직시할수도, 해보아야겠다는 우회적인 생각조차 할수 없었지요.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그냥 감정에 휩싸여서 나도 모르게 씩씩 거리면서 걷고 있다는 것과...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>무언인가 이 감정을 풀지 않으면 안될 것 같고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>몸이 멈춘다면 감정이 폭발할 것 같고..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그래서 몸이 저절로 앞으로 움직여 나간것이겠죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>계속 걸어 나가면 고속도로 였고...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>세상은 옅은 파스톤빛깔..흑백이었고.....</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>화면이 가끔씩 흔들거리는거 빼고는 말이죠...</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>그렇게 나도 모르게 걸어 나갔습니다.</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>고속도로를 향해 말이죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>물론 당시는 전혀 인지하지 못하고 있었죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>단지 앞으로 걸어 나가야만 한다는 욕구만이.. 있을 뿐이었죠..</P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0> </P> <P style="LAYOUT-GRID-MODE: both; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt 0.0pt" class=0>next...</P> <P> </P>