<p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>난 아이들을 별로 좋아하지 않는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>철없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>시끄럽고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>툭하면 울고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>보통의 사람들은 그런 것 마저 귀엽다며 좋아하겠지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">,</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>나에게는 짜증나는 광경일 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>아이러니 하게도 아이들을 싫어하는 내 직업은 초등학교 교사이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>말 그대로 이래저래 먹고살려다 보니 우연히 초등학교 교사를 하게 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>아이들을 상대하는 것이 싫긴 하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>그냥 일이라고 생각하면 오히려 견딜만 하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>물론 열의는 없기에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>아이들에게는 교사로서의 가장 기본적인 의무만을 이행할 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>미술시간</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span>가족을 주제로 그림을 그리는 시간이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>수업시간 대부분 아이들이 각자 그림을 그리기 때문에 다른 수업보다는 훨씬 편한 과목이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>계속 앉아만 있을 수 있다면 좋겠지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>아무리 그래도 기본적인 교사로서의 의무는 이행해야한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>아이들 사이로 걸어다니면서 아이들이 그리고있는 것을 둘러본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>집앞에 가족들이 나란히 서있는 모습</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>가족과 소풍을 가는 모습</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>밥을 먹는모습</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>비슷비슷한 그림들을 대강 둘러보며 교실 뒤쪽으로 걸어가다가 눈에 띄는 그림을 발견했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>방 한가운데에 엄마가 누워있고 그 옆에 아빠가 앉아있는 모습이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>그림 분위기를 봐선 병간호를 하는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>그림을 그리고있던 아이 지호는 엄마와 아빠를 다그리자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">,</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>녹색크레용을 꺼내어 잠시 들여다보았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">'</span><span>초록색</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">' </span><span>이라고 쓰여있는 걸 확인한 지호는 엄마가 누워있는 바닥을 열심히 칠하기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>그 모습을 잠시 지켜보다가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>교사로서의 의무를 이행하기로 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>지호는 어떤 걸 그리고 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>내 말에 지호는 해맑게 웃으며 대답했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>엄마가 아파서 아빠가 슬퍼해요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>역시 병간호를 하는 모습이었나 보다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>엄마가 아프셨구나...</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"> </span><span>초록색 침대에 누워계신 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>바닥에 넓게 칠해진 초록색을 가리키며 내가 이야기했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>아니요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span>이건 이끼에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>분명 집안 같은데 이끼라니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.... </span><span>호기심이 일었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>잔디 말이구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span>지호네 집안에 잔디가 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">?"</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>내말에 지호는 고개를 세차게 저으며 말했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>아니요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span>이끼에요 엄마가 아프면 이끼가 막 자라요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>도저히 이해할 수 없는 말이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>궁금증에 조금 더 자세히 물어봤지만 나오는 대답이라고는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">,</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>어떤 때는 벽에 생기고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span>창문이나 책상에도 생겨요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">"</span><span>저번에는 이끼가 아주아주 많았어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span>엄마가 그 위에 누워있었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">."</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>등이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>몇 번을 생각해도 이해할 수 없는 이야기였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>아무래도 아이들의 상상력이 만들어낸 거짓말인 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>흥미를 잃고 지호를 적당히 칭찬해 준 뒤 자리로 돌아왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>이번수업에서의 의무는 다 한 것 같으니 남은시간은 편히 좀 쉬어야겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>그날의 수업을 모두 마치고 집으로 돌아가는 길</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>가게 앞에서 아주머니 몇분이 모여 수다를 떨고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>그냥 지나쳐가려 했지만 우연히 들린 말에 난 걸음을 멈추었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;">그 얘기 들었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;">지호네 엄마 며칠째 집에 안들어온대요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span>아이고 지호네 아빠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.. </span><span>술만 먹으면 그렇게 손찌검을 한다던데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">... </span><span>도망간거 아니에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">?”</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span>아무리 그래도 지호 그 어린걸 버려두고 도망가다니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.. </span><span>지호엄마 그렇게 안봤는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>지호의 집 이야기였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>관심이 없기도 했고 특별한 연락도 없어 몰랐는데</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>가정사가 그리 행복하진 않았던 모양이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>작게 한숨을 쉬며 가정방문이라도 해야하나 생각하던 그때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>급작스레 떠오른 것이 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>의무감 때문에 훑어보던 아이들의 기록 속에서 지호는 특이한부분이 하나 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">‘</span><span>적록색맹</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">’</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>지호는 붉은색과 녹색을 구분하지 못한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>오늘 지호가 그렸던 그림은 상상이나 거짓이 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span style="font-size:9pt;line-height:1.5;">다만 지호가 초록색 이끼라고 생각했던 것은</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>말라붙어 굳어진 붉은 피였을 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span><br></span></p> <p style="padding:0px;margin:0px;font-family:dotum;"><span>아무래도 의무를 저버리고 가정방문은 없었던 일로 해야 할 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></p>