<p style="background:#ffffff;font-weight:bold;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-weight:bold;"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-weight:bold;">18. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;font-weight:bold;">구속된 아들을 면회하는 어머니</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span></p><p></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">학생들의 격렬했던 가두시위가 진압된 청량리 진주 상가 앞 도로에는 시위대가 던진 화염병 조각</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">돌멩이</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">유인물</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">찢어진 현수막</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위대의 신발 그리고 전투경찰들이 쏜 최루탄 파편 등이 바닥에 널브러져 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">오늘 청량리 시위 진압을 마친 후 김용수가 경찰서 구내 공중전화기로 여수에 있는 어머니와 통화를 하고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">나는 몸 편히 잘 지내고 있어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">엄마가 보내준 반찬이랑해서 밥도 잘 먹고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">몸은 어때요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? ....... </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">몸도 안 좋은데 자꾸 일 나가니깐 상태가 안 좋은 거잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수가 몸이 아픈 어머니가 일하는 거에 대해 마음이 아파 짜증을 낸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">우리는 데모 진압 안 나가요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">나는 경찰서 책상에 앉아서 사무 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">보니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">걱정하지 마세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">공중전화기 동전이 거의 다 없어지는 걸 보고 급히 말한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">돈 다 됐어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그만 끊어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">또 연락할게</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">통화를 마치고 김용수가 담배 한 대를 피워 문다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위대의 각목에 맞은 팔꿈치 부위를 본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시퍼렇게 멍이 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">안티프라민을 호주머니에서 꺼내 바르고 있는데 남루한 차림의 아주머니와 상사계급 복장의 군인이 김용수 쪽으로 다가온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">정보과가 어디입니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">상사계급의 군인이 아버지뻘 되는 나이라 김용수가 담배를 비벼 끄고 정보과 위치를 알려준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">정보과는 저 건물로 들어가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">2</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">층이에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">앞에 있는 아주머니 얼굴은 울음이 터져 나오기 직전이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그걸 보고 김용수가 조심스레 묻는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">무슨 일로 정보과를 찾으세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">아들을 만나러 왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">아드님이 정보과 형사예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수의 재차 물음에 상사계급 군인이 입을 다문다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">강원도에서 올라왔다는 두 분을 김용수가 친절히 정보과 건물로 모시고 간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">정보과에는 오늘 청량리 시위를 주동한 대학생이 수갑을 차고 앉아있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그 학생 조서를 꾸미는 정보과 형사가 나름 인간적인 대화를 나눈다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">너는 급이 높은 관계로 우리 정보과에서 직접 챙긴다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그런데 솔직히 난 니</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">들</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">이해가 안 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">현실에 불만이 있어도 서울대 다니는 놈들이 조금만 참았다가 졸업하고 사회 나와서 국회의원 되고 장관 돼서 사회를 바꾸지 왜 이 난리를 쳐서 감방 가고 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">다 니들 인생 조지는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">마음씨 착한 정보과 형사가 시위 주동자에게 담배 한가치를 내민다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">한 대 펴</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">!”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">말씀만 고맙게 받겠습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위 주동자는 어떠한 타협도 하지 않겠다는 비장한 각오로 담배를 거절한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수가 아주머니와 상사계급의 군인과 함께 정보과로 들어온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">아주머니가 수갑을 차고 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">있는</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">아들을 발견하고 한걸음에 달려간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그리고 수갑 찬 아들의 양손을 잡고 소리내어 울기 시작한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">아들은 어머니에게 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">‘</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">죄송하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">’</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">는</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">말을 하려다가 그 말을 도로 삼킨다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">상사계급의 군인 아버지가 분노한 눈빛으로 아들을 노려본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">화가 치밀어 오르는지 눈의 혈관까지 보이는 아버지가 아들을 때리려 하자 어머니가 아들을 온몸으로 감싸 안는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">내 새끼 때리지 말라는 행동이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">이 모습을 김용수가 다 지켜보고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">정보과 사무실을 나온 김용수가 경찰서 마당에서 담배를 꺼내 불을 붙여 연기를 속 깊이 들이마셔 내뱉는데 최성식이 다가온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">오늘 시위 주동도 체포하고 한 건 크게 했네</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">축하해</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">최성식의 축하 인사에도 김용수는 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">기쁘지가 않다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">심한하게 담배만 뻑뻑 피워댄다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그러자 최성식이 궁금한 듯 묻는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">왜 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">무슨 일 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">오늘 시위 주동 새끼의 어머니랑 아버지가 방금 왔는데 엄마가 울고불고 난리다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그 새끼 아버지 군인이던데 이제 군대 잘리고 연금도 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">못 받고 좆됐어</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">운동권 새끼들 오늘 지들 주장대로 민중 생존권이 끝장난 거네</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">겁대가리를 상실한 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그래도 부모들이 고생고생해서 서울대 보내놨는데 불쌍하잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">불쌍하다는 김용수 말에 최성식의 목소리에 날이 선다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">불쌍하기는 어디 감히 국가를 상대로 싸워보겠다는 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">? </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">조선 시대 같았으면 반역죄로 능지처참당할 놈들이지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">경찰서 유치장 안에는 조서를 마친 시위주동자가 한쪽 구석에 앉아있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">술 취한 잡범들과 섞여 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">이때 김용수가 유치장 문을 열고 들어온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그리고 눈이 퍼렇게 멍들어 있는 시위 주동자를 쳐다본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위 주동자도 자기를 체포하고 구타한 김용수를 쳐다본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수가 주위 눈치를 살피며 시위 주동자 옆에 앉는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위 주동자는 이 사람이 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">왜 이러지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">하는 동작으로 일단 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">경계를 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수가 호주머니에서 뭔가를 꺼내 시위 주동자 손에 슬쩍 쥐어준다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">타박상</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">멍 등에 바르는 안티프라민이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">시위 주동자가 김용수에게 고맙다는 말대신 고개만 끄덕인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김용수는 조용히 유치장 밖으로 나간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">최지혜가 서클 후배 김영철과 학생 회관에서 나오는데 누군가 뒤에서 김영철을 부른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">법학과 조교이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">최지혜는 보안 관계상 조교에게 자기 얼굴을 보이지 않으려고 혼자 도서관 쪽으로 향한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">조교가 뛰어서 김영철에게 다가온다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">영철아 점심 약속 없으면 나랑 먹자</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">점심 좋지요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김영철이 조교를 따라 교수식당에서 밥을 먹는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">여긴 교수들만 먹는 데 아니에요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">학생들도 먹어도 돼</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">너희가</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">몰라서 못 먹는 거지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">조교님한테 늘 고마워하고 있어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">. </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">복사도 하게 해주고 용돈도 주시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김영철이 숟가락을 내려놓고 고마운 말을 전한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">내가 니</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">들한테</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">미안해서 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">궁금한 게 있는데 조교님은 강제징집 어디로 갔어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">나는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">7</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">사단</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">, </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">철책에 있었는데 초소 경계근무 서면 무릎이 시큰거릴 정도로 산세가 가파랐던데야</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">그때는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">80</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">년 광주가 끝난 직후라 지금보다 훨씬 운동하기 힘들었죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">?” </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">경찰이 아예 교내에 상주하고 있었지</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.” </span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">“</span><span style="background:#ffffff;">조교님이 그때 동 뜰 때 얘기 좀 해주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.”</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">김영철이 </span><span style="background:#ffffff;">흥미진진하게 물어오자 조교가 그 당시를 떠올린다</span><span lang="en-us" style="background:#ffffff;letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">.</span></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"></p><span style="background:#ffffff;font-family:'함초롬바탕';"> </span><p style="background:#ffffff;"> </p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:11pt;">* ‘</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">대머리</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:11pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:11pt;">단어는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:11pt;">1980</span><span style="font-size:11pt;">년대 파쇼정권의 전두환을 의미한다</span></p><p></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"></p> <p><span style="font-family:'한컴바탕';"> </span></p><p></p>
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