<span></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">누군가가 나에게 말했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"괜찮겠어?"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 익숙한 걸요, 라고 말하며 자리를 떴다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">발인이 끝난 날이었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니가 돌아가셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">갑작스레 심장마비로.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">할머니,할아버지가 8살 때 돌아가셨고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아버지가 12살 때 돌아가셨고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">동생이 18살에 죽었고</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">외할머니가 20살 때 돌아가셔서 장례식은 익숙했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇다고 슬프지 않은 것은 아니다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니는 아버지가 돌아가시고나서 나를 혼자서 15년이나 기르셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니에게 있어서 나는 짐이 아니었을까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니의 주름은 깊어져만 갔다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도 어머니는 웃으셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"언제나 즐겁게"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그것이 어머니의 모토였다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"> </p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나의 모토이기도 했고.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래서인지 단 둘이었지만 즐겁게 지냈던 것 같다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">장난도 치고, 그러다가 싸움도 하고, 화해도 하고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그런 평범한 집안이었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 어머니는 돌아가셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 임종조차 보지 못했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그런데 나는 의외로 그렇게 많이 울지는 않았다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">무언가 그냥 그랬다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">익숙해서였을까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">잃어버리는 것이 익숙해서 그랬을까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇게 허무하게 장례식은 끝났다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">찰칵 소리와 함께 문이 열렸다</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">다녀왔습니다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한마디 남겨본다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그때 그대로의 집이었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">남아있는 공기마저.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">우선 환기 좀 시켜볼까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">창문을 열었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">시원한 공기가 들어왔다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그러고보니 벌써 6시 반이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 냉장고를 뒤적였다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">간단한 밑반찬들이 있었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">고사리..는 내가 별로 좋아하지 않고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">시금치도 마찬가지다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니는 그러고보니 나물을 참 좋아하셨다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">물론 나는 싫어했지만.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">영 아니다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 내 방에 들어가 비장의 노트를 꺼냈다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">'엄마의 요리법'</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">언제였는지는 모르겠지만</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한번 그랬던 적이 있었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아마 드라마에서 그런 내용이 나오고 있었던 것 같다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"엄마가 죽으면 난 엄마 음식 어떻게 먹지?"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이렇게 말하자 엄마는 피식 웃으면서 말했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"뭔 헛소리를 하는거래. 얘는."</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"너가 나이 다 먹고 애 낳고 그 애가 대학을 가도 살아있을거니까 걱정마."</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그러고선 다음날 자랑스럽게 보여준 노트가 이거였다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">지금 보게 될 줄은 꿈에도 몰랐다만.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아마 그 요리는 확실히 있었을 것이다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내가 가장 좋아하는 요리니까</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아니나다를까 맨 앞장에 있었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">불고기.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">재료는 소고기.. 간장..</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">일단은 집에 다 있다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">별일이다 싶었다만 이내 깨달았다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">오늘 내 생일이었지.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">케이크도 선물도 없는 생일이지만</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">다행히 고기는 있나보다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">고기를 자르고 양념에 재웠다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한 입 크기, 한 줌 같이 써있었던지라 제대로 되는지는 모르겠지만.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">3시간은 의외로 빨리 지나갔다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">잠깐 조각케잌을 사고 샤워만 했을 뿐인데.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">조금 멍때려서 그런가.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">팬에 소고기를 볶다가 양파랑 팽이버섯을 넣고 조금 더 볶아준다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이러면 완성.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">식탁에 팬을 올리고 케잌을 꺼냈다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">초에 불을 붙였다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">원래면 꽤 꽂아야 했지만.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">크기가 크기인 만큼 초는 딱 하나다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">불을 끄고 노래를 불렀다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">습관적으로 불렀지만</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">카메라는 없었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도 끝까지는 불러본다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">마지막에 초를 훅, 부는 것도 잊지 않고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">잘 먹겠습니다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하고선 젓가락을 들었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">역시 첫 반찬은 불고기지.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한웅큼 잡아 먹었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">맛없었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">뭐가 틀렸는지는 모르겠다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">정말 맛없었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한 웅큼을 틀린 걸까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한 숟갈을 틀린 걸까.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그걸 생각하기 전에</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">먼저 목이 메었다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">행복해야할 생일에</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하염없이 눈물이 흘렀다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 그제서야</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">잘 다녀왔다는 인사도.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">즐거운 콧노래도.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">행복한 웃음도.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">장난스러운 농담도</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">생일 축하 노래도.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">맛있는 불고기도.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">더이상 없다는 것을 알았다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무도 없는 집에서는 내 울음소리만 흘러나왔다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"> </p><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">“언제나 즐겁게”는 잊어버리고.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">누군가가 나에게 말했다.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">"괜찮겠어?"</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무래도</span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아닌 것 같다.</span>