<div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">나는 지금 무엇을 하고 있는가</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">아무것도 하지 않았다는 것은 내가 잘 알고 있고,</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그리고 나는 결국 이렇게 홀로 남게 된다는 것은 당연히 알고 있었다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">나는 홀로 있는것이 어느새 익숙해 졌고,</font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">타인들보다 홀로 있는것이 어렵지 않았다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그러나 타인들과의 벽을 직시하는것은 홀로 살아가는 나에게도 어려웠다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">결국 나는 인간이다.</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">외로움은 결코 없어지지 않는다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">십몇년전부터 진정한 사랑따윈 모르고 살아왔고</font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">혼자 얕은 바다에 떠다니는 듯한 삶이었지만</font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그럼에도 외로움은 사라지지 않았다.</font></span></b><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"> </span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="굴림"></font><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">어제 학교에서 갔던 MT가 떠올랐다.</font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">의미없는 시간이었지만 그 모래사장은 잊을 수 없었다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">나는 차라리 모래였으면 한다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">누구도 기억해주지않아도 아무렇지 않을 모래이고 싶다.</font></span></b><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그렇게 된다면 누군가의 기억에 있고 싶은 이 마음도 잔잔해질텐데.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">모래이고 싶다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">바다에 흘러가며 여행하며 자유롭게 사라지는</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">다른 모래사이에, 함께 다들 그곳에 있는 모래.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그런 모래는 지금 슬피우는 나보다 더 행복할것이다.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">아무도 없는 이곳에서.</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">벽한개끼고 수많은 관계와 단절된 이곳에서.</font></span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"></span></b> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그저 그저 조용히. </font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">아무도 모르게</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그렇게 사라져갈 것이고, </font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2"></font></span></b> </div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">그렇기에 기억되어지기 위해 발버둥 치는</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">작고 작은 먼지같은 나와 이 공간을</font></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">언젠가 사랑하게 될 수 있을까.</font></span></b></div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2"></font></span></b> </div> <div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">언젠가 사랑하고 싶다.</font></span></b></div>