<p></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><span style="font-family: 돋움;">글 올리다 두번 날려먹었어요..-ㅅ-... 화딱지나네요잉...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">꼬꼬마는</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지금 살고있는 집으로 오기 전까지 이사를 많이 했음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">전편에 언급했다싶이..초딩 꼬꼬마가 되고난 후에 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">한번더 이사를 하게됨.</span></font></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"></font> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"></font> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"></font> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"></font> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지금 살고 있는 집은</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">초등학교는 물론이요, 중학교와도 가깝고 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">버스정류장까진 걸어서 7~8분</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지하철 역까진 마을버스로 10분</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">마을버스 타는곳까진 걸어서 3분...</span></font></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both; color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄청 좋았음!ㅋㅋㅋㅋ</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">(글쓴이는 뛰는거 싫어함. 귀차니즘 종결자. 무조건 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">교통수단이 가까워야 좋음. 잠도 많아서 늦잠자기 대장임)</span></font></p><font size="2" face="dc1865490667460d06a5a748#881000" style="color: rgb(48, 48, 48); font-family: 굴림, Gulim; line-height: 22px;"><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나는 이사를 많이 다녀봐서 그런지</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">새로운 집으로 가게되는게 무진장 좋았음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">젤큰 방을 내방으로 하고싶었지만</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">안방이 되야했으므로, 그다음 큰방을 내방으로 하려했는데</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">문앞은 여자가 쓰면 안된다는 엄마의 말에</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">구석댕이 젤 쪼그만 방이 내방이 됐음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 싫었음. </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄청 작았음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">2미터 좀 안되는 길이로 딱~ 정사각형으로 생긴 내방은</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">침대와 책상으로 노면 30센치 정도의 공간만 남았음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">하아....</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그때야 어리니까 책상 침대면 끝이지만..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">20대 중반이 된 나는 아직도 그방을 쓰고있음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">화장대도 못놈. 책상빼고 옷장넣어놔서 밑에 서랍만 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">30센치 틈으로 간신히 옷만 집어넣음..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><a target="_blank" href="http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443315" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); clear: both;"><img id="3130125635" name="image" src="http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443315" width="271" height="182" swaf:cywrite:info="image|%EC%A0%9C%EB%AA%A9%20%EC%97%86%EC%9D%8C.jpg|http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443315|40514|24412654" swaf:cywrite:file_seq="" swaf:cywrite:object_id="24443315" style="border: medium none; vertical-align: middle; width: 444px; height: 272px;"></a></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">뭐 대충 이런구조인데,</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">앞으로 이 집에서의 이야기 때문에</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">본의아니게 발그림판으로 보여드리겠음;;ㅎㅎ</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내방은 베란다와 창문으로 연결되어 있음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">베란다는 밖과 벽돌한창으로 경계가 나눠져있기에</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">여름엔 엄청 덥고, 겨울엔 엄청 추운 방임.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">베란다 건너론 뒷동이 붙어있어서 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내방은 햇빛 한점 들어오지 않음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">5. 또 이사...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">이번엔 화려하게 집들이를 하게됨.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지금 사는집이 내집이기 때문임.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">임대? 전세? 월세?</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">노농~ 내! 집!  대출 쫌 끼고산 내~! 집~!</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">아니.. 아빠집..ㅠ-ㅠ...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">우선은 친가쪽 식구들을 1차로 불렀음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">신기 있던 둘째 고모는 이때 신병이 나서</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">집에 우환이 많아서 안온다고 했음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">할머니, 큰고모, 막내고모, 작은아빠, </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그들의 가족들.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">작은집인데, 엄청 마니 와서....</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나 쫌 그때 싫었음.(타인이 내 영역에 들어오는거 완전 싫어함;;)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그리곤 2차로 외가 식구들을 불렀음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">외가는 거의 차로 3시간 안으로 걸리는 대체적으로</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가까운곳에 살았으므로, 저녁 잡숫고 가신다고 하셨음.(오~예~)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 이때 초딩2학년 말..ㅋㅋㅋ 가을에 이사했음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">외가 식구들은 모두 기독교임.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지금 어머니들 대부터 제사도 지내지 않게됬다고함.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">(정확히는 외할아버지 돌아가시고 나서부터)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그럼에도 불구하고, 집터라든가(풍수지리) 수맥이라든가 용하다는 무당, </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">스님 등은 좋아 하셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">막내외삼촌은 어디서 구하셨는지 수맥진단한다는 구리 ㄱ자 도구까지 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가져오셨음 (이름 생각안나요;;ㅎㅎ)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">안방부터 이곳 저곳 한걸음 한걸음 걸어다니시면서 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">수맥을 진단하셨는데</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">최종적으로 3곳에 수맥이 흐른다고 했음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">1- 안방과 화장실벽이 연결된곳으로 현관까지 ㅣ 자로 뻗어있다고,</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">2- 내방 침대위치에서 대각선으로 현관까지</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">3- 내동생방과 현관이 붙어있는 곳까지...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">또 발그림판으로 하자면...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><span style="font-size: 12pt;"><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><a target="_blank" href="http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443326" target="_blank" style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51); clear: both;"><img id="2130125131" name="image" src="http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443326" width="345" height="229" swaf:cywrite:info="image|%EC%A0%9C%EB%AA%A9%20%EC%97%86%EC%9D%8C2.jpg|http://fimg2.pann.com/new/download.jsp?FileID=24443326|55541|24412683" swaf:cywrite:file_seq="" swaf:cywrite:object_id="24443326" style="border: medium none; vertical-align: middle;"></a></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p></span><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">이렇게..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">물론 그 얘길 들었던 모든분들은 그냥 우스겟 소리로 넘겼음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">막내삼촌도 웃으며, 이자리에 머리만두고 안자면 되지~</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">라며 머쓱해 하셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">아빠의 친구분들, 엄마의 모임분들, 모두모두 왁자지껄 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">집들이를 하면서 보낸게 벌써 한달.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그 사이 나는 초등학교에 전학을 왔고,</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">친구사귀고, 동네 지리 익히고,</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">동네친구들도 만들어야 했고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄청 바빳음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">얼마 안있으면 겨울방학이란 생각에 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">초금이라도 더 친구들과 친해져서</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">방학때도 만나야겠다는 생각에</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">5시까지 집에가야했지만 무려 해떨어지고서도</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">한참 후인 7시에 집에 끌려 들어갔음 (어마마마가 데리러옴..)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가뜩이나 잠이 많은 나로서는 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">체력의 한계가 왔는지 일찍 잠이 들었음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">침대 위치는 지금과 똑같고, 그때는 문을 정면으로 바라보고 자는</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">형태로 머리를 두고 잤음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">하아... 이집으로 이사와서 처음으로 가위 눌렸음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">검은옷을 입으셨음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">한복도 아니고, 드레스도 아니고, 그냥 검은색으로 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">몸을 덮고 있었음. </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">양손으로 지팡이를 짚고 계셨음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">머리는 히끗히끗한 느낌이지만 보이지 않았음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">왜냐면 난 잠잘때 가장 이상적인 자세로 잠들어서</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">아침에 일어나면 고데로 자고있음 움직이지 않음</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">(이불은 뒤집혀져있지만..ㅋㅋ)</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">새우잠으로 잠.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그리고 그 할머니는</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 어깨위에 계셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 시선은 창문아래 벽인데, 그 할머니가 옆 시야로 보임.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">날 내려다 보고 계셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지금 생각해보면 "내가 가는길. 길막하지 마라!!"하고 쳐다보신거겠지만</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">진심 저땐 너무 무서웠음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나 델꾸 갈까봐...</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 아직 살아야했으니까...</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">먹고싶은거 다 못먹어봤으니깐...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그 할머닌 한참을 날 쳐다보셨고,</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내몸은 움직이지 않았음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그땐 가위푸는 방법따윈 몰랐으니 무조건 움직여 보겠다고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">버둥거렸음..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그리곤 할머니가 내방문으로 스스스스~~~ 하고 사라지니</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내몸을 누르고 있던 기운도 스스스~ 하고 가벼워졌음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 눈을 떳고, </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄마옆으로 가서 잤음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">6. .....</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그 뒤로 가끔가다 할머니는 찾아왔음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">소리치는 일도 없었고, 뭐라고 말씀하시지도 않고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가만히 내 어깨나 가슴위에서 (똑바로 누워자면 가위 안눌릴줄알았음..ㅠㅠ)</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">지팡이 짚고 쳐다만 보셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">한번은 지팡이로 가슴을 누르는데 나도 모르게 욕할뻔...</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">ㅠㅠㅈㅅ! (그치만.. 너무아팠어요..)</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄마가 아줌마들에게 들은 조언으로 배개 밑에 칼을 놓구 자봤음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">손가락 잘릴뻔함...(잘때 배개밑에 손집어넣고 잘때도 종종있음..)</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그래서 위험지려서.. 가위로 바꿧음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그날 할머니가 첨으로 나에게 말을 거셨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"><font color="#e75813">" 그거 소용 없단다 "</font></span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 24pt;"></span> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">헐....</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">무섭게 말씀하신건 아니였음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그냥 웃으시면서 말씀하신거임.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">둘째고모가 이사온지 몇달만에 놀러오셨음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 거실에 이불피고자고, 고모가 침대에서 잤는데</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">다음날 고모 말씀이 날 기가 막히게 했음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">고- 너잘때 가위 안눌렸어?</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나- 눌려.. 나 잠 잘 못자.. 고모 뭐 봤어?</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">고- 할머니. 뭐라고 했는데 기억은 안난다. 머리 반대쪽으로 두고자.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가위는 </span><span style="font-size: 12pt;">두고자는것 같은데.. 일단 없는것보단 낫겠지.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나만 보는게 아니였음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내가 허한게 아니였음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 다크가 이유있는 다크써클이였음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">고- 이 집은 힘이 너무 쎄다. 영들 지나가는 자리에 집을 지었네.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">아마 영들이 지나가다가 놀리고 가는 일이 많겠네..</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">언니~ 이집에서 1년만 잘버텨 봐요, 그럼 물줄기타고 돈들어올꺼야.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">엄- 근데 벌써 꼬꼬마가 저러니까.. 아휴.. 내팔자야..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">고- 꼬꼬마는 괜찮아. 얘는 애가 좀 독해. 오히려 귀신이 겁먹고 갈꺼야.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">다만 같이 놀자는거지~ 나중에 배개밑에 부적하나 해와서 넣어놔요~</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">일단 엄마는 고모말을 잘 새겨들음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">얼마 안지나 내 가방엔 부적이 꿰매져있었고, 배개밑에도 들어가있었고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">문위에도 붙여놨음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">하지만 그 스님이 용하지 않은건지,</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그 부적땜에 영들이 화가 난건지</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 이제 할머닌 안보이지만 다른 귀신들 때문에</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가끔 눌렸던 가위를 한달내내 눌리게됨.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">7. ....</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가위 눌려보신분은 공감하실꺼고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가위 안눌려보신분은 나에게 자작이라 하시겠지.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그치만, 십몇년 지난 지금도 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그때를 떠올리면 목소리가 생각나는 무서운 기억임..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">난 고모말을 듣지 않았음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">새우잠을 자는 내가 문득 잠에서 깻을때 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">머리옆에 문을 보는게 그냥 싫었음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">누군가 들어올것 같았고,</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">도둑이라도 들어오면 얼굴보기전에 죽을것 같다. 란 생각에</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그냥 문을 정면으로 보이게 머리를 두고잤는데</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내방 구조 중에서 옷장있는 부분이 </span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">이때 당시 책상위치였음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">책상엔 의자가 있고, 난 귀차니즘 종결자므로</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">의자에 겉옷들을 걸쳐놨었음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그날은 정자세로 잠이 들었음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">잠시 눈이 떠졌는데 내방이 평소보다 좀 밝았음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">붉은 빛으로...</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">아시다시피 창문 건너편은 다른 동, 즉 건물</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">빛이 들어올 곳이 없는데...</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">라고 태평하게 생각하고 있을때쯤</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 18pt;">"으아아아아아아아아악~~~"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 18pt;">"꺄아아아아아아아아악~~~"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 18pt;">"삐~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 왼쪽귀엔 남자의 저음목소리로 으악!이</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 오른쪽귀엔 여자의 앙칼진 목소리로 꺄악!이</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">갑작스럽게 큰소리로 들리고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">큰소리가 갑자기 들리면 으레 귀안 고막이 진동하는것처럼</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">삐~ 하는소리가 들렸음</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 심장은 미친듯이 고동쳤고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">내 눈은 소리난곳을 보려고 얼굴전체를 돌리려는 순간..</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">가위에 눌린거임..-ㅅ-</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">고개가 안돌아갔음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">눈알만 댕글댕글 옆으로 보진 못하고</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">천장 끝에서 끝을 왔다 갔다</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">방금 그소린 잘못들은거라고..</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">마음속으로만</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">'안들려..안들려.. 안들렸어'</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">라고 주문외듯이 말했음</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">"쿠쿡.. 다 들렸으면서.."</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">'안들려.. 안들려.. 안들려..'</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">심장이 미친듯이 뛰었음.</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">터질것처럼 뛰었음.</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">"안들린데 크크크크~"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">'진짜 안들려.. 몰라.. 안들려..'</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">"한번더 해줄까?"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-size: 12pt;">'싫어. 하지마."</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 24pt;">"들리네"</span></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">그리곤 가위에서 깻는데</span><br><span style="font-size: 12pt;">나 3일은 내방에서 안잤음.</span><br></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">------------------------------------------------------</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">와!! 감사합니다! 제가 쓴 글이 톡되었네요~ㅎㅎㅎ</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">두편에 달아주신 댓글들 모두 확인했습니다.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">응원해주신분들, 지적해주신분들 모두모두 감사합니다.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">악플은 신경안써요ㅎㅎㅎㅎ 제가 좋아하는 글쓴이들에게도</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">악플러는 있었으니까요.. 재미도 없는글 클릭해서 들어와주신게</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">감사하죠~ 진짜 놀랐어요~ 조회수와 추천수에!! 꺄악>_<ㅋㅋ</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">그리고...</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">1편에 '색기' 라는 단어를 쓴것은.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">어렷을적 제 자신을 생각해보면요... 어떻게하면 이쁨받을수 있고,</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">어떻게 하면 예뻐해주시는구나~ 하는걸 알고 애교를 부렸어요~</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">그런 나쁜아이를 한단어로 표현한다는게 여러분들의 심기를 불편하게</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">해드렸나봐요.. 죄송합니다.ㅠㅠ</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">앞으로 올릴 판에서는 좀더 단어선택에 신중하겠습니다.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">한가지 더 말씀드리자면.. 전편 1,2편은 제기억이 30%정도밖에 안되요.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">엄마한테 듣거나, 단편적으로 생각나는 것들이였어요.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">앞으로 얼마나 올릴진 모르겠지만 이번편부터는 제기억이에요.</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">그래서인지 이야기 맥끊는 유머 아닌 유머는 깔끔하게 뺄께요..</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">아무리 '틱'해도 호러이야기니까요..</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"> </p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">다시한번 톡만들어주시고, 관심가져주시고, 추천눌러주시고,댓글달아주시는</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;">모든 톡커님들 새해복 받으시고! 부자되세요^^    -꼬꼬마올림-</p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><br></p><p style="overflow: hidden; clear: both;"><span style="font-family: 돋움; font-size: 12px;">출처: 네이트 판(http://pann.nate.com/b317522630)</span></p></font><p></p>