<div><font size="2"><br></font></div> <div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">넘쳐오는 졸음에 물결에 서서히 눈꺼풀이 떠질락 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">말락 하다</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 이내 감기었다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">어째서인지는 몰라도 몸 전체에서 따듯한 온기가 느껴져 온다 아득한 의식에 저편에서 간드러지고 느릿 느릿한 현악기들에 협주곡들이 들려온다 아무런 생각도 고민도 들지 않는다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">단지 내가 지금 이렇게 엎드려있고 몹시나 평화롭다는 사실에 </span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">짐짓 마음속으로 미소를 지으며 졸음에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">순응할 뿐.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">언제부터 내가 이렇게 평화로움을 알았던가?</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그런 생각을 하며 서서히 멀어지는 의식에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">영역 속에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 몸을 맡기려던 찰나 서서히 사라지던 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">생각들 중</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 하나의 단어가 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나의 몽롱한 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">의식 속에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 냉수를 끼얹었다. </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'여긴 어디지?'</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">공포와 두려움이 의식을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">꽉 잡는다</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 사늘해진 등골을 따라 이내 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">소름 끼치는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 닭살들이 돋아난다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'여긴 어디인가?' </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">가까스로 회복되는 의식이 서서히 기억들을 되짚어 낸다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나는 분명히 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">방금 전까지만 해도</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 평소처럼 무거운 책가방을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">매 들고는</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">끔찍한</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">등굣길에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 나섰다.</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'그리고? 그리고? 그리고 어떻게 됐지?'</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">기억이 도저히 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나지 않는다</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">머릿속이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 안개로 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">꽉 찬 듯이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 막힘을 느끼자</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">이내 짜증이 올라온다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그러나 내가 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">겪고 있는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 상황에 대한 두려움은 끊임없이 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">머릿속에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 의문을 집어넣는다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'여긴 어디인가? 분명히 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하굣길이었던</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 내가 왜 이곳에 엎드려 있는가 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">왜?왜?왜?</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> '</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">일단은 엎드려있는 고개를 돌려보자 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">마음먹고</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 돌려보려 하지만 쉽사리 움직이지 않는다 정확히는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">온몸에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 힘이 도저히 들어가지를 않는다 내 팔 다리 몸이 마치 나의 정신만을 빼놓고 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">자고 있다는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 듯이 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">아무리 노력해보아도 움직일 수가 없었다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그럼에도 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">어찌저찌</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 내 눈만큼은 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">움직일 수가</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 있어 눈꺼풀을 떠 보았다 앞에는 어둠만이 보였</span><span class="re_purple" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">온몸에 힘이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">안 들어가질지언정</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 감각만은 살아있었다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">내가 어느 의자에 앉아 책상에 엎드려있음을 대략 '추측'했다 최소한 내가 느끼기에는 그랬다 평소에 학교에서 누워본 느낌으로서 말이지.</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하지만 그 외에는 도저히 생각나지 않는다 아무것도 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">알 수</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 없음에 두려움이 몰려온다 온갖 두려운 상상들이 떠오른다 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'납치, 감금</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 인신매매' </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그 외에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 어디 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">한 번쯤은</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 생각해보았을 두려운 생각들이 머릿속에서 떠오르자 두려움만이 한없이 가중된다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그런 망상들을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">다스리기 위해서라도</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 의식을 잡으려고 노력한다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">혼란스러운 와중에도 조금식 조금식 현실 감각이 회복되고 있었다 몽롱했던 잠결에서 깨어나지니 귀도 열리고 감각도 더 세밀하게 느껴진다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">어디선가 멀리서 향긋한 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">허브 냄새가</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 코 끝을 </span><span class="re_purple" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">간지렀다</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 귀를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">귀 기울였지만</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 아무런 소리도 들리지 않았다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그리고 얼마나 지났을까 덜컹하는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">소리와 함께</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">끼익 거리는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 소음과 함께 철문이 열리는 소리가 들린다 그리고 발자국 소리가 서서히 다가온다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">두려움과 약간의 호기심에 심장이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">터질 듯이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 두근거리기 시작하였다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그러다가 발걸음이 이내 나의 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">등 뒤까지</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 돌아와 멈추었다.</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그 순간</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 몸이 뒤로 젖혀지자 나는 그대로 심장이 멈추는 줄 알았다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">갑작스러운 빛이 눈에 들어오자 나는 신음하며 눈을 </span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">찌푸리었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">눈부신 빛에 제대로 눈을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">뜨지 못하고</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 신음하는 사이 발자국 소리는 다시 나의 앞으로 이동하고는 이내 끼익 거리는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">의자 소리와</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 함께</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">덜컹 거리며 앉았다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'안녕하세요?'</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">젊은 여자의 목소리 </span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">조금은 가벼운 목소리가 들려온다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">서서히 빛에 익숙해지고 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그제야</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">앞에 서있는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 흐릿한 형체가 조금시 선명해진다. </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나의 몸은 뒤로 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">젖혀진 이래</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 그대로 의자에 기대어져 앞만을 볼 수 있었다 나의 앞으로는 양복을 입은 단발머리에 젊은 여자가 보였다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'저가 보이나요?'</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나는 고개를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">끄덕이려 하나</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 이내 고개를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">끄덕일 수</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 없음을 깨닫고는 </span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그저 눈만을 깜빡였다 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그러자 내 앞에 있는 여자는 이내 내 상황을 알았는지 옅은 미소를 지으며 입을 열었다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'아직은 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">불편하실 거예요</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 방금 깨어나셨으니까 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">약 효과가</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 풀리려면 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">조금 더</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 시간이 걸리겠죠 불편하겠지만 좀 있으면 멀쩡해질 </span><span class="re_purple" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">테니</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 안심하세요</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">별것 아니라는 듯이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 말을 상긋상긋 내뱉고는 장난스러운 미소를 짓는다 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그제야</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 나는 나의 상대편 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">사람에 대해</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 조금 자세히 볼 수 있었다 짧은 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">단발머리에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">뿔테 안경을</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 낀 상대방은 나보다 조금 연상에 젊고 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">장난기</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">넘쳐 보이는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> (그 짧은 순간에 느낀 느낌이지만) 몹시 귀여운 여자였다 나에 시선보다 약간 아래에 있기에 그녀가 나보다 작음을 알 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그녀는 장난스러운 웃음을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">짓고 있는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 마치 나의 이 당혹스러운 상황이(나의 얼굴에 감각이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">없는 것을 볼 때</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 아마도 나의 당황한 눈을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">보는 것이겠지)</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 그녀에게는 몹시라도 재미난 일인 눈치였다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'아무래도 많이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">당황스럽죠?</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 애석하게도 아직은 서로 통성명할 상황도 아니네요? 그건 좀 있다가 하기로 하죠'</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그녀는 웃으며 손을 내밀었다 하지만 나는 이내 손을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">내미는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 악수를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하기 위함이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 아니라 내가 움직이지 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">못하는 것임을</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 알고 장난을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">치는 것임을</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 알았다 그녀에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">악동 같은</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 행동에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">화가 나</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 나는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">보려 보았고</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 그녀는 내가 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">화난 것을</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">눈치챘다는 듯이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 조금 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">장난기</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 넘치는 웃음과 손을 거두었다.</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그녀는 팔을 괴고 나의 얼굴을 찬찬히 평가하든 훔쳐보더니 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">이내 그녀의 손을 아래로 뻗어 가방을 집어 올리고는 다이얼을 돌려 딸깍 소리와 함께 가방을 열었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">가방 안에는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 다량에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">서류 다발들이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 보였다 그녀는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">한 뭉치나</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">되는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 서류들을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">자기 앞으로</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 옮기고는 그중 하나를 꺼내 나에게 보여주었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">나는 흠칫 놀라서 눈을 크게 뜰 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">수밖에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 없었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그곳에는 나의 이름 나이 주소지 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그뿐만이 아니라</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 내가 태어나서 지금까지 있었던 곳 내가 어떤 일들을 해왔는지가 빼곡하게 정리되어 적혀있었다</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">놀라고 있는 나의 표정을 보면서 다른 서류뭉치에서 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">몇 개를</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 꺼내었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'보자…이거는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">10살 무렵</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 때의 일들 이거는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">13살 때의</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 일들 </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">오 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">중학교 때부터는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 훨씬 자료가 많</span><span class="re_purple" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">네요?</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">역시 인터넷은 정말 좋단 말이에요 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">안 그래요?</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 이렇게까지 많은 개인 정보들을 알려줘 자료들을 만들어주는데 감사함을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">느껴야 할지</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 경의를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">표해야 할지'</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">손으로 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">문서 몇 장을</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 장난스럽게 내 눈앞에 흔들며 그녀는 비꼬는 듯한 말투로 말했다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'자 아무튼 너무 긴장하지는 말아요 해치지는 </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">않을 테니까요</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">이런 너무 늦게 말했나?</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">보나 마나</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 당황하고 두려워하고 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">무서워하는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 느껴지거든요</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">너무나 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">당연한 거니까</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">부끄러워할</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 필요는 없거든요 안 그래요? 그렇다고 혹시나 </span><span class="re_purple" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">실금하지는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 말고 그래서 이렇게 편안한 장소를 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">택한 건데..</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 아무래도 다음에는 데려오는 과정에 더 힘써야 하려나요 정 불편하면 기분이 좋아지는 약이라도 놔드릴 수 있는데 '</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"> <span style="background-color:#fefefe;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">그렇게 악동에 못됀 장난과도 같은 몸짓과 말투로 말을 이었갔다</span></font></div> <div align="left" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, Helvetica, sans-serif;"><font size="2"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'뭐 잡담은 여기까지 하죠 시간은 금이라고 하죠? </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그쪽에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 불안과 두려움을 해결해드리고 이 상황을 설명해드리는 최소한의 예의는 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">갖추는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">옳을 테니까요'</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그러고는 그녀는 턱을 괴고는 잠시 말을 멈추었다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">기묘한 정적이 흘렀다 겨우 그녀를 똑바로 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">노려보는 데에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 모든 힘을 쏟았는지 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">더 이상</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 밝은 불빛들에 지친 눈꺼풀이 감겨온다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그럼에도 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그런 거와는</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">상관없단 듯이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 목소리가 귀를 타고 들어온다</span><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#444444;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">'자 일단 대화를 시작할까요?'</span></font></div></div>
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