<div>1편: <a target="_blank" href="http://www.todayhumor.co.kr/board/view.php?table=panic&no=87137&s_no=87137&page=1" target="_blank">http://www.todayhumor.co.kr/board/view.php?table=panic&no=87137&s_no=87137&page=1</a></div> <div><br></div> <div><br></div> <div><a class="title may-blank loggedin" href="https://www.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/3p2df2/the_new_girl/" target="_blank" style="color:#ffffff;text-decoration:none;margin-right:.4em;padding:0px;overflow:hidden;font-size:medium;margin-bottom:1px;font-family:verdana, arial, helvetica, sans-serif;line-height:normal;background-color:#555555;">The New Girl</a><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:21.6px;"> </span><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:1.5;"><font face="Arial" size="2">by wyldepixie</font></span></div> <div><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"><br></span></div> <div><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"><br>내 전학생 친구 - 2편</span></div> <div><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"><br></span></div> <div><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">먼저</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">여러분들의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">친절한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">말과</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">용기를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">주는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">글</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">모두</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">고마워</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">여러분들이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">격려해준 것 처럼</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">난</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">소포를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">열어봤어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">사실</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">언젠간</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> 열어봤을꺼야</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">난</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">내</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">친구가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">내게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">무슨</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">이야기를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">하려고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">했는지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">알아야만</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">했을테니까</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">설사</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">알고나면</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">후회하게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> 될 내용이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">더라도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">말이야</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">소포</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">안에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">무슨</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">나무로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">만들어진</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">상자가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">들어있었는데</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">나무</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">상자는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">꽃무늬</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">뚜껑이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있는</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">보통</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">공방에서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">구할</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">수</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그런</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">거</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">였어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">뚜껑에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">힌지가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있거나</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그런건</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">아니고</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">뚜껑이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그냥</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> 옆으로 </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">미끄러져</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">빠지게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">되어 있었어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">뚜껑의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">안쪽에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">이상한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">도형이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">새겨져</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있었어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">안에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">자물쇠가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">달려있는</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그런</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">애들이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">쓰는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">평범한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">일기장이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">들어있었어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">일기장의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">표지에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">아기</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">고양이가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그려져있었어</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">Tricia</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">동급생의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">수준까지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">정신적으로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">성숙하지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">못했던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">면이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있었지</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">기억해보면</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">예전에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">애가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">나보고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">자기와</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">키스를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">해보자고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">이야기해서</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">깜짝놀라서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">싫다고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">했던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">적이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있었는데</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">왜냐면</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">애가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">대체</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">무슨</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">생각으로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그런</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">얘기를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">했는지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">이해할</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">수</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">없었거든</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그녀는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">누구와</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">데이트를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">적도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">없고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">그런데에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">관심이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">있어</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">보이지도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">않았거든</span><span style="font-size:medium;line-height:1.5;">.</span></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">난</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">당연히</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일기장의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">제일</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">첫페이지부터</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">읽기</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">시작했어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">여기다</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">최대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">말이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">되도록</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">옮겨보려</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">노력은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">해볼께</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><font size="3">“</font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">복수의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">화신</span><font size="3">”</font><font face="맑은 고딕" size="2">(Vengeful Heart; <span lang="ko">복수심</span>?<span lang="ko">이라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">해석되지만</span>, <span lang="ko">단순히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">마음이라기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뒤에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">숨은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악마적</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">존재에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이름이라</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신이라</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">해석합니다</span>, <span lang="ko">역자주</span>)</font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">이라고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">부르는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><font size="3">‘</font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">것</span><font size="3">’</font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">이야기는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일기장</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">전체에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">흩어져있어서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">조각들을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">최대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">모아서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">정리해봤어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일기장도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">뭐</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">앞뒤</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">순서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">없이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">뒤죽박죽이라</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">여의치가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">않네</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">문장이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">두세개가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">섞여있질</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">않나</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">자기의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">자해에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내용을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">기록해놓은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">페이지에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">피로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">물든</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">지문이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">찍혀있기도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">했어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일기장의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">대부분의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">이야기는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일상</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">생활에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">이야기야</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">예를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">들어</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">하루는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">카페테리아에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">초콜렛</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">우유가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">떨어져서</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">얼마나</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">실망을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">했는지</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">자기가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">얼마나</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">흰</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">우유를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">싫어하는지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">적혀있었지</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">개인적으로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">제일</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">마음에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">들었던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">부분은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">나와</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">함께</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">보냈던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">날들을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">기록해놓은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">부분들이었어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">기록한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">우리의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">추억은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">실제로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">있었던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일과는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">엄청나게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">달랐지</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">예로</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">우리가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">산책하는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">동안</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">주위를</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">맴돌던</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">유니콘에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">대한</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">설명이라던지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">말이야</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">관찰력이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">뛰어난</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">사람은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">절대</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">아니라는건</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">인정하지만</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">진짜</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">유니콘이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">주변에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">있었으면</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">못봤을리가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">없지</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">일기장의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">전체적인</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">분위기가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">딱</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그랬어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">말도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">안되는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내용</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">뿐이었지만</span><font size="3">, </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">분명</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그만의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">아름다움도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">가지고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">있었지</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">내용의</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">미스테리함과</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">신비로움에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">비하면</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">우리가</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">사는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">진짜</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">세계는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">흑백으로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">보이게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">만들</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">정도였으니까</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">페이지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">중간</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">중간에는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">무슨</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">기호와</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">도형들이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그려져</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">있었어</span><font size="3">. </font><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그녀는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">페이지에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">자국이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">깊게</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">남을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">때</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">까지</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">그</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">기호와</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">도형을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">몇번이고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">덧그려</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:medium;">두었어</span><font size="3">.</font></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko">아마</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">여러분들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">퍼부은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">작은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">디테일들에는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">별</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관심이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없을거야</span>. <span lang="ko">나를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">웃고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">울게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">만들었던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">작은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일들</span>. <span lang="ko">아마</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">공유했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">추억들</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때문에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그런</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">작은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하나부터</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">열까지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내겐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">소중하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">느껴졌겠지</span>. <span lang="ko">여러분들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신</span>”<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">듣고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">싶을꺼야</span>. <span lang="ko">그게</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진짜</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이름이거나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아닌거</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">같아</span>, <span lang="ko">그냥</span> Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">붙인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이름이지</span>. “<span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신</span>”<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">제일</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">처음</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급했을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">가장</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자세히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적혀있었어</span>. <span lang="ko">정확히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몇</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">살인지는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나와있지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않지만</span>, Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">어려서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">처음으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">병원에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">입원했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있대</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아동</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">환자를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">위한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">특수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">병동에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">입원했었는데</span>, <span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트는</span>10<span lang="ko">대</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">청소년이었어</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span> 10<span lang="ko">대</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">소녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말하길</span>, <span lang="ko">자기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안에는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기운이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">깃들어</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는데</span>, <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">괴물은</span>(<span lang="ko">괴물의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정체</span>, <span lang="ko">예를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들어</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">귀신</span>, <span lang="ko">영혼</span>, <span lang="ko">혹은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악마</span>,<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없어</span>) <span lang="ko">인간을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관찰하고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있다가</span>, <span lang="ko">인간이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">잔인한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">행동을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때마다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸맞는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">복수를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내린다는거야</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트는</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">깃들게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">된</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이유가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구에게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">저지른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때문이라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">믿고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었대</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">얌전하고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">착한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">스타일</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이었던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">반협박으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">어느</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">파티에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">끌고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">갔는데</span>, <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">파티에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뭔지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">약을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">먹고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">죽어버린거야</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">심장에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무슨</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">문제가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었는데</span>, <span lang="ko">그걸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모르고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었대</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">후로</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몸속으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들어와버렸어</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말하길</span>, <span lang="ko">네</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">죄는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">너무나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">커서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">네</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">목숨으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">갚아야</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하니</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">네</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">목숨을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">받아가겠다고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했대</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">얼마나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">오래</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트였는지는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정확히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나와있진</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않지만</span>, Tricia<span lang="ko">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">구할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수있을거라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">생각했어</span>. <span lang="ko">그들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">샤워장에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일회용</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">면도칼을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">훔쳐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">면도날을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뽑아냈어</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">둘은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">서로의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">손목에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">상처를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">손을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">맞잡아</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">상처에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나온</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">섞이게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">만들었지</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자신의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몸속으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">초대해버린거야</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">후</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">얼마</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">지나지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않아</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">퇴원할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었지</span>. <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뒤로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일기장에는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">더이상</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">룸메이트에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없었어</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다시</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신</span>”<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대해</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">부분을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보면</span>, ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기에게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">시작했대</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이런</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">저런</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀에게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">밤낮을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">가리지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">속삭였어</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">목격할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때마다</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">힘이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">강해지며</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악인은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">지불하도록</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">해야</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한다며</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">속에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">날뛰었지</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span> Tricia<span lang="ko">보고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">방해하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말라며</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">괴롭혔어</span>. <span lang="ko">그래도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">절대</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">포기하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않았지</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자해를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">해서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">괴물이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">원하던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대신</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">지불했어</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">서로에게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무심코</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">저지르는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">작고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">큰</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">때문에</span>, <span lang="ko">몇</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">주</span>, <span lang="ko">몇</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">년에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸쳐서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대신</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">흘리고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었던거야</span>. <span lang="ko">하지만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일기장에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">결코</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">원망하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">않았어</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">오히려</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">눈</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">부실</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정도의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이해심을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보이며</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대신</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">치른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">행한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">용서해줬어</span>.</font></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">마지막</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일기는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진실</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">게임에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이야기였어</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">학급</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그런식으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">창피를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">준</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대해서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">큰</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">요구했어</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이번</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뿐만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아니라</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">놈들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">저지른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모든</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">받아내겠다고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말했지</span>. <span lang="ko">뭔지는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몰라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그 </span>4<span lang="ko">명이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진실</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">게임보다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">훨씬</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나쁜</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">짓을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">저지른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모양이더라구</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모두</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">쏟아내더라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그 </span>4<span lang="ko">명의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">죄를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">갚지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">못하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">될까봐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걱정했어</span>. <span lang="ko">그래도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">설사</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">목숨을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">잃게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">되더라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">시도해보기로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">결정한거야</span>.</font></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko">뒷</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">커버</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안쪽</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">골판지에는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나에게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">남긴</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">노트가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있었어</span>. <span lang="ko">거기에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진심으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">믿어준</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나밖에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없었다고</span>, <span lang="ko">그래서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나보고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">특별히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몸조심했으면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">좋겠다고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적혀있었어</span>. <span lang="ko">무슨</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이유에선지는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모르지만</span>, ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아주</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">증오했대</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">노트에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">따르면</span>, ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이끌어내기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">위해서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일부러</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">조종해</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">곁에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">멍청한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">짓이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">부끄러운</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">짓을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하도록</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">만들었는데</span>, <span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">단</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한번도</span><span lang="ko"> 그 놈의 수작에 </span><span lang="ko">넘어간</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없었어</span>. <span lang="ko">하지만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">당연히</span>, <span lang="ko">내</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안에도</span><span lang="ko"> 분명히 </span><span lang="ko">잔악함의 씨앗이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">잠재되어</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있겠지</span>. <span lang="ko">그리고</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’이<span lang="ko"> 더 이상 </span><span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">속에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">갇혀있지</span><span lang="ko"> 않게 되는 순간 </span><span lang="ko">모든</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">꿰뚫어볼</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">될거라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했어</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">신변의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">위협을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">느껴지면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사용하라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했어</span>. <span lang="ko">필요한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">전부</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">성스러운</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기하학</span>”<span lang="ko">을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">참고하면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">된대</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">성스러운</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기하학을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이해하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">못한대</span>.</font></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko">사실 그건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">마찬가진데</span>… <span lang="ko">나도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무슨</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미인지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도저히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모르겠어</span>. <span lang="ko">난</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수학시간에서도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기하학은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">거의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">포기했었단</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말이지</span>. “<span lang="ko">성스러운</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기하학</span>”<span lang="ko">은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무슨수로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이해해야</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하지</span>? <span lang="ko">그래도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다행인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">점은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">빙의되거나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그런건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아니라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">거야</span>. <span lang="ko">좀</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이상한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">점은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있지만</span>, <span lang="ko">그냥</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일기장이었어</span>. <span lang="ko">이제</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">난</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">후회만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">가득찬</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">느낌이야</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진심으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">믿었다고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했지만</span>, <span lang="ko">그건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사실이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아니야</span>. <span lang="ko">난</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">단</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한번도</span>, <span lang="ko">한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">순간도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진심으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">믿어준</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없어</span>. <span lang="ko">내</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말은</span>, <span lang="ko">보통</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">누가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">영혼이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">귀신에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이야기를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들어주긴</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하잖아</span>, <span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">믿던지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말던지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일단</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도와주려고는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하지</span>. <span lang="ko">하지만</span> Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말은 항상 말이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">되는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">구석이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">없었단 말이지</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀는</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">세상의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">진실</span>”<span lang="ko">이라던가</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">성스러운</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기하학</span>,” <span lang="ko">외계인이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몰래</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보내는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">메세지처럼</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">비정상의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정석과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">같은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이야기만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했었지</span>. <span lang="ko">그래도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">애는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">착했어</span>. <span lang="ko">진짜</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">착해</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">빠졌었지</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">혼자의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">망상이었을지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">몰라도</span>, <span lang="ko">자기를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">괴롭히는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">위해서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">피를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">흘릴</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">생각을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">과연</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">또</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있을까</span>?</font></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p><font size="3"> </font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><span lang="ko"><br></span></font></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="3"><b><span lang="ko">저자의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">댓글</span></b></font></p> <p></p> </div><blockquote style="margin:0px 0px 0px 40px;border:none;padding:0px;"> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">도형들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무슨</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">가지는지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">알아낼라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정말</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">많이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">노력해봤어</span>. <span lang="ko">내가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">암호를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">푸는데</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도움을</span><span lang="ko"> 주려고 한 </span><span lang="ko">사람들</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모두</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">정말</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">고마워</span>. <span lang="ko">하지만</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">무슨</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있다면</span>, <span lang="ko">분명히</span> Tricia<span lang="ko">가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">만들어낸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것일테니까</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자료를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">아무리</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">찾아도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">별로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도움이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">안될거</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">같아서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대신</span><span lang="ko"> </span>Tricia<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일기장의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">좀</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">더</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">분석해보기로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했어</span>.</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/gallery/meVulLY" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/gallery/meVulLY</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2">Tricia<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">생각엔</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">위의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">세</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">일종의</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“lock”<span lang="ko">을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미하나봐</span>. Tricia<span lang="ko">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">상자</span>, <span lang="ko">일기장의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">첫페이지</span>, <span lang="ko">그리고</span><span lang="ko"> </span>‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">페이지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">가장자리에</span><span lang="ko"> 저 세 도형을 새겨놨어</span>. <span lang="ko">가끔</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">순서로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그려져</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있기도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했어</span>. <span lang="ko">아마</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">중</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">버젼은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">물리적인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">잠금쇠를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸까</span>? <span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">버젼은</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>”<span lang="ko">의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">시야를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">막는거라던가</span>?</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/gallery/DX8m8cE/new" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/gallery/DX8m8cE/new</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">이건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">행복한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">경험과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관련있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">듯</span>? <span lang="ko">아니면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뭔가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">긍정적인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>? <span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">행복했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">경험이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">재미있다고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">생각했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">페이지에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">새겨져있었어</span>.</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/gallery/IJK4rZw/new" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/gallery/IJK4rZw/new</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신</span>”<span lang="ko">에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span>“<span lang="ko">복수의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">화신</span>”<span lang="ko">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">학급</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">친구들과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">애들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">짓에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">복수를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">요구한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">페이지에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">새겨져있었어</span>. ‘<span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span>’<span lang="ko">을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸까</span>? <span lang="ko">아니면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">악행</span>?</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/gallery/6HGH02m/new" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/gallery/6HGH02m/new</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">이건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">비밀에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">언급이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">페이지에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보였어</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들에게서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">숨기려</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">했거나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">사람들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">알까봐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걱정했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내용</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">말이야</span>. <span lang="ko">관찰자</span>? <span lang="ko">아니면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">타인의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관찰을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">건가</span>?</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/kSKu3sj" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/kSKu3sj</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">이건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">뭔가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도움을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">요청하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관련이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">듯</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">해</span>. <span lang="ko">그녀가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도움을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">청하던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">존재</span>(<span lang="ko">예를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들어</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">신이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">천사</span>?) <span lang="ko">아니면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도움</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자체를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">의미하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">걸까</span>? <span lang="ko">아니면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">그녀의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">기도가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">들릴</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">있도록</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도와주는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">도형인가</span>?</font></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><a target="_blank" href="http://imgur.com/K1WEh0c" target="_blank"><font size="2">http://imgur.com/K1WEh0c</font></a></p></div> <div> <p class="MsoNormal"><font size="2"><span lang="ko">이건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">자연에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">대한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">같아</span>. <span lang="ko">우리가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">야외에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">동물이나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">식물을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">관찰하던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">추억</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">옆에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보였어</span>. <span lang="ko">누가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">적은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">것</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">처럼</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">나무</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">모양</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">같이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">보이니</span>, <span lang="ko">그게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">내</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko">추측이야</span>.</font></p></div> <div><font size="2"><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">이게</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">정확한지는</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">전혀</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">알</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">길이</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">없네</span><span style="line-height:115%;">. </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">도형을</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">쳐다보고</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">있을</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">수록</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">내</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">머리가</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">새로운</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">의미와</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">패턴을</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">계속</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">떠올리려고</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">노력하는</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">거</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">같아</span><span style="line-height:115%;">. </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">잠이</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">모자라서</span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="line-height:115%;">그런거같아</span><span style="line-height:115%;">.</span></font></div></blockquote>