<!--StartFragment--><p class="0" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); text-align: left; line-height: 120%; -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">나는 아버지의 이름도 모르고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">흔한 친가쪽 친척도 없이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">홀어머니 밑에서 어렵게 자랐다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그래서인지 입대무렵부터 친구관계가 아닌 상하관계가 뚜렸한 군대에서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">어떻게 버텨야 할지 걱정이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 걱정을 하고 있던 터에 입대하였고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">훈련소를 수료하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">자대 배치를 받은 곳이 하필이면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">외진곳에 있는 부대였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">어떻게 할지 걱정하던 차에 부대까지 외진 곳에 있으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">더욱 걱정이 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 전입부대로 이동하게 되었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">대대장과의 면담을 하게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">신병이 나 혼자라 그런지 상당히 긴장되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그런데 대대장이 날 보자마자 당황한 기색이 역력했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 대대장은</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">내게 아무말도 하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그냥 주임상사와 면담만 하라고 당번병에게</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">지시할 뿐이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">난 황당했지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">어쩔수 없이 대신 주임상사와 면담을</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">하게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">곧바로 주임상사와 면담을 했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임상사는 자신과 모습이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">흡사하다고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">나를 매우 친근하게 되어주었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">나도 왠지 그런 주임상사가</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">싫지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">꼭 아버지가 있다면 이런 느낌일 것이라는 어렴풋한 좋은 느낌을</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">가지고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임원사에게 좋은 이미지를 받아서인지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">사수가 전역일이</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">많이 남았음에도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">부사수로 당번병의 보직을 부여받았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">한마디로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">군생활이 풀린 것 이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">하지만 당번병 첫날부터 대대장과는 편하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">대대장은 처음 이미지 처럼 항상 불안해 했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">대대장실에</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">문을 닫아 놓지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">항상 뭐에 쓰인 사람처럼 행동했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그리고 이상하게 나를 별로 좋아하지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">꼭 나를 피하는 것만</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">같았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">내가 대대장실에 들어오는 것도 싫어했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">내 얼굴을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">마주치는 것을 싫어해서 나는 한마디도 대대장과 애기를 나눌수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 군생활을 하고 얼마 지나지 않아서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">야간사격을 하게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">아직 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2</span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주대기 기간도 안 끝난 이등병이기 때문에 당번병 임무와 상관없이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">사격을 했었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">사격호에서 사격을 하는데 갑자기 중대장의 사격중지의 명령과 함께</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">전 부대원의 자신의 중대로 복귀했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">복귀해서 들은 소식은 대대장의 사망 소식이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">이미 대대장실에는</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">헌병이 와서 조사 중이라고 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">모든 사람들이 생각은 다 예상했다고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">처음부터 대대장은 우리 부대의 대대장 보직을 끝까지 거부하다고</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">울며 겨자먹기로 맡은 사람이었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">전입 때 부터 불안 증세로 제대로 된</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">업무조차 보지 못해서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">곧 대대장의 바뀐다는 소문이 돌던 때였기 때문이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">며칠 후 대대장은 약물중독으로 인한 사망으로 판결났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">대대장은 몇십년 동안 꾸준히 약을 복용해 왔는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">최근 전입 온 시점부터</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그 약을 다량 복용해 왔고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">최근 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">2</span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주 사이에 다량으로 복용하여</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">환각증세로</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">시달리다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">약물 과다복용으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">야간사격 때에 심장 쇼크로 사망하였다는 애기였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 대대장 사망과 관련 한참 바쁘던 때를 보내던 중 주임상사에게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">이 애기를 전해들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임상사의 애기는 이러했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">아주 예전에 부대에 새로 전입온 이등병이 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그 이등병은 전입오자 마자 다행히 소대장과 같은 고등학교 선배여서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">편하게 군생활을 하게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">소대장과 친하게 지내다 보니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">이등병이 여자친구와 외박을 나가게</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">됐을 때 읍내 술집에서 소대장도 합석해서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">셋이서 술자리를 가지게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">되었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">여자친구도 같은 동향 사람이다 보니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">자연스레 소대장과</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">여자친구는 친하게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 헤어지고 외박을 마치고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">돌아온 이등병이 어느 덧 일병이 되던 시점이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">잘 적응하고 있던</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">일병이 결혼을 약속했던 여자친구에게 이유도 없이</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">이별을 통보당했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">일병은 매일 고통속에 살다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">우연한 계기로 소대장과</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">자신의 여친이 자신을 놔두고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">서로 만나다 여친이 자신을 버린 걸 알게 된</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">일병은 깊은 배신감과 아무것도 할 수 없는 무기력함 때문에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">결국</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">야간사격을 하는 날</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">일부러 병을 핑계로 사격에 불참하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">야간사격 감독으로</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">비어있는 대대장실에 들어가 자살을 했다고 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">하지만 유서는 발견하지 못했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇게 일병은 아무런 사실도 전하지 못하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">억울하게 죽었다고 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">하지만 그것을 유일하게 아는 사람은 소대장이었다고 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">소대장은 죽으러 가는</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">사실도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">유서도 있다는 것을 알고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">말리지도 않고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">자신의 영위를 위해서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">유서를 자신이 숨겨 놓고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그 소대장이 대대장이 되서 다시 이 부대로 온것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그렇기에 대대장실이 더욱 무서웠는지 모르겠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">자신이 죽인 일병의 숨결이 있는 곳이니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">,</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">얼마나 불안감과 죄책감에 시달렸겠는가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그 사실 때문에 약을 더 복용했고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">환각증세로 정신을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">차릴수 없었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">과다 복용으로 죽게 된 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">여기서 더욱 더 큰 충격을 받게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임상사가 대대장의 손에 쥔 편지를 읽었는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그 편지는 바로 죽은 일병의 편지 였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그리고 주임상사 형의 편지 였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임상사는 형의 의문스런 죽음과</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">형에 대한 존경 때문에</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">연고지 복무제도를 통해 이 부대에서 몇십년간 근무한 터였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">한마디로 대대장은 주임상사가 일병의 동생임을 알았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그로 인해 죄책감과 그 사실을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">알지도 모른다는 불안감에 하루 하루를 근근히 버틴 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">그리고 내가 느낀 가장 큰 요소는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">약물 과다복용으로</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;"> </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">환각증세에 시달리던 때에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">일병과 쏙 빼 닮은 내가 왔으니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">대대장은 반 정신이 나가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">약물 과다복용으로 죽은 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">. </span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">이렇게 애기가 끝나고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">난 뭔가 모를 기쁨과 슬픔에 감정이 교차하였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">주임상사가 나의 작은 아버지 인것을</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">죄책감에 시달리던 어머니는 아버지의 자살소식을</span><br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">듣고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">아버지의 아들인 나를 차마 지우지 못하고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">, </span><span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">죄를 비는 심정으로 나를 키운 것이었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span><br> <br> <br> <span style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); font-size: 9pt; mso-fareast-font-family: Gulim;">어쩌면 이 모든일이 아버지가 만들어 낸 운명 일지도 모른다는 생각이 든다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); letter-spacing: 0pt; font-family: Gulim; font-size: 9pt; mso-ascii-font-family: Gulim; mso-font-width: 100%; mso-text-raise: 0pt;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background: rgb(255, 255, 255); -ms-text-autospace:; mso-pagination: none; mso-padding-alt: 0pt 0pt 0pt 0pt;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p>
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