<embed src="http://player.bgmstore.net/4dh3P" allowaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="422" height="180"></embed><br /><a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/view/4dh3P" target="_blank">BGM정보 : 브금저장소 - http://bgmstore.net/view/4dh3P</a> <div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px"><br /></span></div><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">안녕하세요. 초록환타입니다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">저는 현재 군복부중이고요. 글못쓴지 한참됐네요.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">주임무가 해안선경계이다보니 매일 바다를 보고삽니다. 그러다가 생각난 소재고요.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">재밌게 보아주셨으면 좋겠습니다. 감사합니다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지가 자살한 이유는 분명했다. 마을어른들의 입에선 분분한 의견이 쏟아져나왔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">제 어미가 구박했다더라, 사실 본래부터 어디가 아팠다더라, 우울증이라더라...</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">다양한 이유들은 각각의 이유들에 그 신빙성을 더해 여러가지 이야기의 형태를 띄어가기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그와중에, 혹시나 이름모를 외간 남자의 애를 밴 것이 아니냐는 약국집 최씨의 말은</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">여기저기서 비난을 불러 일으키곤, 못할소리할거면 당장 꺼지라는 이장의 삿대질과 함께 무색하게 쭈그러들었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그게 가장 답에 가깝다는 사실은 아무도 모를 것이다. 그래, 이 모든게 태광이 때문이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아니, 정확히는 나때문이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">여름방학을 맞아 우리는 물골로 왔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물골은, 내 고향이지만, 피서지로 적합하다고 선뜻 말할 수 있는 그런 곳은 아니었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">처음 와보는 누구라도 물골이 왜 이름이 '물골'인가 하는 것은 쉽게 맞출 수 있다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그것은 첩첩산중에 뜬금없이 커다랗게 펼쳐져있는 저수지때문이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">네 방향을 막고 있는 커다란 산 지하수가 흘러 만들어진 저수지는, 흐르지 않고 고여있음에도 불구하고</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">무시무시할 정도로 차가웠다. 그리고 끈적끈적하기까지 했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">마을 어른들은 모조리 저수지에 대해 잊어버린척 하며 살았다. 낚시가는 사람도 없었고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">하물며 더운 여름날이 되어도 멱을 감으러 가는 사람조차 없었다. 기이한 일이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">딱히 어른들이 무언가 말한것이 없는대도, 마을의 장난꾸러기 골목대장 꼬맹이들조차 저수지엔 가지 않았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">어른들이 '가지말아라, 위험하다' 라는 잔소리에 호기심을 자극받아 떠나는 아이들의 옛날이야기.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그런 것이 성립되기조차 까다로울 정도로, 그 저수지는 어둡고, 습했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">학업을 위해 이사간다며 갑작스레 물골을 떠날때조차 아쉬운 마음 하나 없을 정도로. </span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물골에 도착한 우리는 짐을 풀었다. 마뜩찮은 표정으로 우리를 맞이한 할머니는 돌아가신 할아버지가</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">썻던 큰방을 내주었다. 당장 저수지로 가보자고 떠들어대는 친구들이 소리쳤다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">기어이 피서지를 물골로 정한 아이들을 말리는데 실패한 나는 차에 기운없이, 불안하게 앉아 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">10년 가까이 살았지만 한번도 들어가보지 않은 저수지다. 시원하다고, 또 수영할만큼 깊다는 이유로 아이들은</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">막무가내였다. 나만 빼고 모두가 들떠 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">모두가 바지 안에 수영복을 챙겨입고는 차에 오르고 있을 때였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">가장 말이 많은 태광이가 조용해졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">"쟤, 누구야?"</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">누구에게 하는 말인가 싶었는데, 나에게 묻는 말이었다. 녀석은 옆집에서 동생을 어르고 있는 여자앨</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">쳐다보고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">헐렁한 티셔츠 사이로 봉긋한 가슴이 엿보였다. 흰 피부위로 긴 머리카락이 흔들거렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">어느새 아이들 모두가 넋을 잃고 그 광경을 쳐다보고 있었다. 여자애가 아이 어르는 소리가 유난히</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">크게 들렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">옆집 살았던 수지. 한눈에 알아 볼 수 있었다. 어릴적이랑 이목구비가 똑같았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">어느새 수지가 동생 손을 잡고 몸을 일으켰다. 큰 키였다. 시골이라서 그랬을까.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">호리호리한 몸매가 목 늘어난 헐렁한 티셔츠밖으로 그대로 윤곽이 드러났다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지가 동생 손을 잡고 집안으로 들어갈때까지 우리 무리는 아무런 말도 못한채 가만히 서있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'저수지, 안볼래?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">내가 말을 꺼내자 얼었던 정적이 어색하게 부서지며 다들 빨리 저수지 보러가자고, 수영하러 가자고</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">외쳐댔다. 태광은 말이 없었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아이들이 날 원망하지는 않았다. 물안개가 잔뜩 꼈고, 바닥을 보이는건 상상할 수 조차 없을 정도의 깊이,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">지나치게 새파래서 비오는 날의 바다같은 물 색깔. 아이들은 도착해서 망설이고, 선뜻 물에 들어가지 않고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">이윽고 겨우 발에 물을 담가본 다음 물이 너무 차갑다는 이유로, 날이 따듯해지면 다시 오자는 이유로</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">빨리 저수지를 떠나길 원했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">어쨌든 물은 있었고, 그래서 나는 거짓말을 한것은 아니었으니까. 다만 내가 왜 극구 이곳으로 피서를</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">오자는 의견을 반대했는지, 조금쯤은 다들 이해한것 같은 느낌이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">차를 타고 오면서도 다들 물놀이를 못하게 된 것에 관해 별다른 말이 없었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">오히려, 지나치게 조용한 느낌이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 운전을 하면서 문득 깨달았다. 친구들은 조용히 있었지만, 무언가 흥분을 포함한 침묵이었다는걸.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 그게 그날 옆집에서 봤던 수지때문이라는 것까진 이어 생각하지 못했다. 그날 저녘부터였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">챙겨온 맥주와 소주를 챙겨온 녀석들은 저희들끼리 마시기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">술을 못하는 나로서는 술자리가 고역이었다. 오랜만에 밟은 고향마을에 대한 정취라고 하면 웃기는 일이고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">반쯤 도피하는 심정으로 예전에 걸었던 마을 어귀를 걷고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">짧은 반바지를 입은 여자애가 먼저 걷고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">생각지도 않게, 그 애가 나한테 먼저 말을 걸었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'맞지? 어릴때 나 옆집에 살았던 그오빠야?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'그러게... 신기하다. 그땐 쪼그맣던 여자애가 지금은 숙녀가 다 됐네'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 별로 나를 경계하지 않았다. 어릴때 함께 살았다는 것, 그것 하나때문에. 실제론 그시기에도</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">서로 말 몇번 붙여본적도 없었음에도. 아픈 엄마랑 함께 사는 작고 예쁜 아이. 그정도.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'여긴 다시 왠 일이야?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'대학교 친구들이랑 물 놀이 왔어'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지가 풋 웃었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'여기에? 물골에? 도시 사람들은 그렇대두 오빠도 여기서 멱을 감겠다구 왔다구?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 말없이 걸었다. 다른 말을 찾아 꺼냈다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'잘 지냈어?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'여긴 똑같아. 어제가 오늘이구 오늘이 내일이지'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'어머닌? 아직도 불편하셔?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'그래두 아직 혼자 하실건 다하시니까 괜찮아, 내가 하는게 있나 뭐'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지 머리카락이 걸음걸이에 맞춰 일정하게 흔들렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'그럼 오빠도 들어가서 마저 놀아, 친구들 데려와서 혼자있지 말고'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">말을 마친 수지는 먼저 뛰어갔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">집에 들어가자 이미 녀석들은 거나하게 취해있었다. 빈병들이 바닥에 굴러다녔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">친구들은 수지를 주제로 대화에 열을 올리고 있었다. 수지가 어느 연예인을 닮았는지에</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">서로가 침을 튀겨가며 언쟁하고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">내가 시야에 나타나자 녀석들은 다투듯이 나에게 아는 여자냐며 물어왔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">태광이 제일 열을 올렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'야 골반이 말이야.. 아우... 원래 시골애들은 그렇게 넓은가? 저 몸으로 타이트한 청바지를 입는다고</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">생각해봐'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'저런 애들이 클럽에 있어야되는데, 인재가 썩고 있구나'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 모른다고 했다. 그랬다가 말을 바꿨다. 아니, 알긴 아는데... 너희들이 생각하는것만큼 친한것도</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아니며, 말한번 변변히 붙여본적도 없다고.. 남자친구가 있는지 없는지도 모른다고. 그때였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'저기, 오빠 있어?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지 목소리가 들렸다. 문을 열자 녀석은 삶은 고구마를 든 소쿠리를 들고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'이거 엄마가 갖다주래. 오랜만에 와서 반갑다고...'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">태광이 먼저 나서서 소쿠리를 받았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'아 예, 안녕하세요? 저흰 전부 같은 대학 친구들이에요. 물골이 참좋은곳이네요, 저수지도 멋지고..'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">이말 저말을 쏟아내는 태광앞에서 수지는 표정없이 가만히 말을 듣고만 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그러다가 내가 문득, 말을 꺼냈다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'너도, 같이, 놀래?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">남자들만 가득한 공간에 여자 한명이 들어섰단 것 만으로도 친구들은 표정이 바뀌었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 벌써 왜 그런 쓸데없는, 생각도 해본적 없는 말을 꺼냈던걸까 후회하고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 술을 잘 못했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">중학교때부터 친구들과 술을 마시던 도심속 아이들과는 다른거였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물골에 있는 유일한 고등학교는 전교생이 60명이었다. 수지는 지금 2학년일 것이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아마... 처음 술을 마셔보는 것일 터였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">연신 고개를 푹푹 숙이며 큰 한숨을 쉬면서도 술잔을 내밀면 일단 마셨다. 마시고 봤다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나도... 마셨다. 왤까, 평소엔 마시지도 못했는데. 주량이 적은 내가 정신을 잃기란</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">이 일이 가져온 결과만큼 명확한 것이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 취해서 잠들었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">잠결에 취해 정신을 차리지 못하는 수지를 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">꿈결에, 속살이 드러난 수지를 볼 수 있었다. </span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 하얬고, 가느다랬고, 연약해보였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">친구들은 수지를 둘러싸고 있었다. 녀석들이 하나둘씩 바지를 까내렸다. </span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">등뒤로 보이는 모습으로 누군가를 분별하긴 쉬운 일이 아니고, 더구나 술에 약한 사람이</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">만취한 상태에서 잠결에 볼때란 그 정도가 더하다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">하지만 난 그게 태광이라는걸 알 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">녀석이 잠시 꼼지락거리다가, 이윽고 움직였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">잠결에도, 크게 숨을 들이켜며 인상을 찌푸리는 수지를 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">첫 움직임이 계속되는 동작으로 바뀌자 고개를 도리질하는 것이 보였다. 만취한 입술사이론 </span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">명확한 형태와 발음이 없는 가느다란 소리들이, 아프다고, 그만두라고 하는 분명한 뜻을 가진채</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">분명한 대비를 두고 흘러나았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">태광이 헐떡이다 기성을 내며 동작을 멈췄다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고... 다음 친구가 있었고, 밤은 길었고, 나는 비몽사몽했으며, 수지는... 연약했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나무 창호 사이로 들어오는 햇빛에 눈을 떴을땐, 방에 엎어져 곯아떨어져있는 친구들을 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">방에 남아있는 희미한 냄새들로, 어젯밤 내가 본 것이 환상이나 꿈이 아니라는 것을 짐작할 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고...수지가 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">퀭한 검은 눈이었다. 의미를.. 잃은 눈이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'어제...'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 거기까지밖에 말 할수 없었다. 수지는 상처입은 것처럼 나를 쳐다봤다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">날카로운 시선이었다. 그리고 그 눈에 눈물이 어리기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 문을 박차고 나갔다. 걸음도... 걸음도 제대로 옮기지 못하면서, 절뚝이면서.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">비가 내리고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 친구들이 일어날때까지 기다렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">녀석들은 아무런 말이 없었다. 라면 끓여먹자... 그래... 부스스한 누군가가 버너를 켰고, 누군가는</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">신라면을 뜯었다. 암묵의, 암묵적인 합의였다. 모두들 입닥치자 라는..</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 그날 저녘 저수지에서, 수지의 신발이 발견됐다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">걸어들어갔으리라는 건 누구나 잘 알수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">마을 어른들은 까닭을 아무도 추론해내지 못했다. 시체를 건져낼 생각도 못했다. 거긴 저수지였으니까.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지의 아픈 어머니는 조기성 치매였다. 아버지는 중국에서 돈을 부치고 있는 불법 포경업자라고 했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">고구마를 삶아줬다는 어머니따윈 없었다. 수지는 손수 고구마를 삶았고, 내 얼굴을 봐서 내 친구들과</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">어울렸고, 그리고... 죽었다. 자살이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">우리는 내일 떠나기로 했다. 찝찝함. 연관성에 대한 어떤 생각과 추론은 각각의 머리속을 맴돌았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">서로가 입밖으로 꺼내어 말하지 않아도 무언가 찝찝하다는 생각이 들었을것이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">하지만 그럴 수 없었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">마을 밖으로 나가는 유일한 개천교가 계속되는 비에 잠겼기 때문이었다. 물이 빠지기 전까지 우리는</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물골에 있어야했다. 그리고 문제가 생기기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">친구가 한명 사라졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">홀린것처럼, 자고 일어나면 없었다. 우리는 마을을 돌아다니며 찾았다. 그 좁은 물골 어디에서도,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">친구들 찾을 수 없었다. 죄책감으로 인한 자살이 아닐까, 우리는 그렇게 잠정적으로 결론을 내렸다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">일이 커지자, 녀석들의 얼굴에서도 두려움이 감돌기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고, 다음날 한명 더 사라지자, 우리는 정말로 두려움을 느끼기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">마을 사람들은 대수롭지 않게 생각하는것 같았다. 외지인들이란 본래 이런 시골 생활을 잘 못견뎌하며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">답답한 마음에 저수지에 찬 물이 빠질때까지 밖에서 쏘다니는 것일 거라고... 도무지 말이 통하지 않았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">태광이 말했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">'시발... 이거 뭔가 이상해. 애들이 말도 없이 사라질리가 있어? 자살? 좃까지 말라고 그래.. 뭔가 있다고.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">너 똑똑히 들어. 그깟 계집애한테 한번 쑤셨다고 나는 자살같은거 절대 안해. 알았어? 나까지 없어지면</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">뭔가 있는거니까 그렇게 알아. 알았어?'</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 태광이 사라졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 텅 빈 방에 말없이 앉아 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물이 적잖이 빠졌다. 내일이면 물골을 나갈 수 있을 것이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">하지만 나는 기다렸다. 기다려야했다. 행방불명의 의문점을 풀기위한 노력은 아니었다. 궁금했을 뿐이다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 방에 앉아 기다렸다. 온갖것을 상상했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">밤이되자, 방바닥이 쌀쌀해졌다. 두꺼비집에서 보일러를 켜려고 나간 나는 저수지에서 묘한 소리가 나는</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">것을 들었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">철썩이는 소리였다. 그리고... 부르고 있었다. 저수지에서 누군가 날 부르고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">맨발로 걷는 것도 아프지 않았다. 왜냐면 누군가 날 부르고 있으니까. 저렇게 애타는 소리로.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그건 이름도 아니었고 무슨 호칭도 아니었지만 날 부르는걸 알 수 있었다. 애절하게.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 저수지에 다다랐다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">저수지 중앙에 갑자기 사람의 머리가 떠올랐다. 젖은 생머리가 어깨가 닿아 붙어 있었다. 흰 얼굴이</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">달빛을 받아 반짝였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">빨간 입술을 핣는 모습에 눈동자가 멍해졌다. 수지는 점점 내쪽으로 미끄러져 오기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물이 찰랑였다, 떠있기위해</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">움직이는 수지 주변으로 물 파동이 잔잔히 번지고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">점점 더 가까워졌다. 이윽고, 다섯발자국 정도를 남겨두고 멈췄다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">왜지? 뭐야?</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">왜 더 가가오지 않는건데?</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 안타까웠고, 어쩔줄 몰랐다. 그녀를... 안고 싶다. 안아주고 춥지 않냐고, 저수지는 너무 위험하다고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그런 일이.. 내 친구들이 너에게 한 일은 정말로 못된 짓이었다고... 내가 잘못했다고...</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">용서해주고 안아주고, 만지고, 입맞추고 싶다... 진심으로.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 큰 눈동자를 날 바라봤다. 그건 내게 취해야할 다음 동작에 대해 세세하고 정확하게 일러주고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 물 속으로 다가갔다, 물은 차가웠다. 불이 붙는것 같았다. 내가 다가간만큼 수지도 더 다가왔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 나는 물 속에 허리까지 잠긴 시점에서야... 그녀를 바로 앞에서 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 지느러미를 가지고 있었다. 인어.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아름다운 인어. 빨간 입술과 아직 다 성숙하지 못한 수줍은 유방과 검은 머리카락과 큰 눈동자와...</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">부드럽게 떨어져내리는 허리의 윤곽선 아래로 커다란 비늘이 박힌 지느러미가 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">인어가 되었구나 너는. 이 저수지에서... 우리 물골에서. 니가 있다면야, 이 저수지도 그렇게 끔찍한 것만은</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아닐테지.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지가 손을 내밀어 내 다리를 잡았다. 강한 힘이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 저항하지 않았다. 친구들도... 태광이도... 이렇게 죽은 거야.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">강간당하고 자살한 수지는 인어가 됐고, 인어로... 다시 태어났고 그래서 우리에게 복수한 거야.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">순간 바지가 내려가는 것이 느껴졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">차가운 물이 성기에 닿았다. 고환이 순식간에 쪼그라드는게 느껴졌다. 너무 차가워서 고통스러웠다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지가 나의 페니스를 움켜잡았다. 차가운 물속에서도 뜨거운... 손, 그리고 움직이는 손.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">너무나 차갑고 그래서 너무나 고통스러워서 나는 도무지 그게 커질거라고 생각할 수 없었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">하지만, 수지의 손에 잡힌 내 페니스는 내가 보았던 그 어느순간보다 더 단단하고 크게 발기하고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 재미있다는 얼굴로 나를 바라보며 물속에 잠긴채 완만하게 손을 움직였다. </span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">뜨거움과, 차가움이 공존된 시점에서, 나는 젖은 상체를 부르르 떨며 신음했다. 추워서일까, 쾌락때문일까.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">뭔가 더 뜨거운것이 아래를 덥쳐왔다. 수지가 페니스를 입에 물고 움직이기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">느리고 부드러웠다가, 이내 강해졌다. 압력이, 흡축이, 빨아들임이 점점 격렬해지기 시작했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물속에서 움직이는 수지의 머리를 움켜잡았다. 수중속에서 여러갈래로 흩어지는 머리결이 산만했다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">내가 저수지위에서 격렬하게 숨을 몰아쉬자 입김이 같이 뿜어져 나왔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나의 떨림을 감지한 수지는 페니스를 목까지 끌어물고, 정말 조용하게, 그전까지 움직이던 행동들이</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그야말로 거짓말이었다는 것처럼 가만히 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">내가 움찔거림의 잔재를 마치고도 한참을 그렇게 있었을까, 이윽고 수지가 목에서 나의 그것을 빼냈다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">뜨거움이 가시자 다시 페니스에 엄청난 통증이 느껴졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그리고 수지는 망설임없이 한순간에 뒤로 돌아 저수지 속으로 사라졌다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">안돼...!</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">사라지면... 안돼.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 물속으로 뛰어들었다. 처음으로, 저수지속으로 헤엄쳐 들어갔다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">물은 찼고, 달빛만이 은은하게 저수지 내부를 비추고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">저만치 앞에서 위 아래로 흔들리며 헤엄쳐가는 수지의 지느러미가 보였다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">기다려.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">같이가줘.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아무리 팔을 휘젖고 발을 움직여도 수지를 따라갈순 없었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">뒤쳐진 나는 미친듯이 헤엄쳤다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">이윽고, 보였다. 보인다. 저수지 바닥에, 그녀가 있었다. 지느러미를 꼬아 무언가를 감싸고 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그건 알이었다. 개구리의 알처럼 점막을 이룬 무수한 알들.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">수지는 그곳에 정액을 뱉어냈다. 내게서 뽑아낸.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">저수지 물 가운데 갑자기 부유한 정액은 갈곳없이 흔들거리다가 이윽고 알의 점액질에 유연하게 달라붙었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">알은 거의 수정을 마친것 같았다. 친구들이... 산란한 알이구나.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">아름답다. 수지는 웃으며 내게 다가왔다. 그리고 천천히 아래로 끌어당겼다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는, 알을 가까이서 볼 수 있었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">그것은 하얗게 빛났다. 나와, 수지의 결과물이니까... 더없이... 아름다운...</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">손을 가져다대자 점액질이 물컹하게 와닿았다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; border: 0px; color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px" /><span style="color: #333333; font-family: dotum, 돋움, gulim, 굴림, Helvetica, Apple-Gothic, sans-serif; line-height: 21.600000381469727px">나는 미래를 껴안았다.</span>