<div style="text-align:left;"><img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201609/1473839275f52f3a997760419db97eab9881d8f19b__mn727463__w2377__h3575__f710381__Ym201609.jpg" width="800" height="1200" alt="0001 케이학개론 제1강 살아진다.jpg" class="chimg_photo" style="border:none;" filesize="710381"></div> <div style="text-align:left;"> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">케이학개론 제</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">1</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">강 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">: </span></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">그저 살아가면 살아진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.” </span></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">(</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">러블리즈 케이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">(</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">본명</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">: </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">김지연</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">), </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">방년 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">22</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">세</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">가수</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">)</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">***</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">케이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">인생무대에서 인생을 배웠어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.***</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">(</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">마가리타소마조르지엥</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">)</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">세상은 불합리하다</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">.)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">헬조선</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, 88</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">만원세대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, N</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">포세대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">갑의 횡포</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">금수저</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">vs</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">흙수저</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">유전무죄 무전유죄</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">열정페이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">청년실업</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">대한항공 땅콩회항</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">서울지하철구의역 사망사고</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리고 과거로 되돌아가보면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">세월호</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">삼풍백화점</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">말그대로 헬조선이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상은 불공평하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">불합리하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">열심히 일한 자는 평생 열심히 일만하다 등골빠져 죽고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">가진 자는 평생 딩가딩가 거려도 돈이 차고 넘친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">가슴이 답답해서 죽을 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">옛날 프랑스대혁명처럼 확 세상이 뒤집혀 새롭게 리셋했으면 좋겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">원래 세상은 불합리했었고 불합리하고 불합리할것이다</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">.)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">과연 지금 현재 이시점에서만 세상은 불합리한가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">?</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">역사속을 보면 과거부터 현재까지 늘 세상은 불합리했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리고 그 불합리가 극에 달하면 세상이 뒤집히고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">새로운 세상이 열렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">통일신라 진골성골</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">고려시대 권문세족</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">몽골의 난</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">조선시대 세도정치</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">일제시대 친일파</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, 6.25, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">전두환 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">5.18...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">당신이 과거 고려말로 돌아갔다고 가정해보자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">권문세족이 아닌 노비인 당신은 과연 행복할 수 있을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">?</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">가정맹어호란 말이 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">춘추전국시대 바른 정치를 꿈꾸던 공자가 깊은 산속을 지나던 중 구슬픈 울음소리를 들었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">한 무덤들 앞에서 통곡하며 우는 한 아낙네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">우는 이유를 묻자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">석달전에 시아버지가 호랑이에게 당하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">얼마전엔 남편이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">엊그제는 아들마저 죽고 혼자남은 여인은 슬피 울었던 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">공자는 왜 다른 안전한 곳으로 이사하지 않느냐고 묻자 이곳에는 호랑이보다 더 무서운 가혹한 정치가 없다고 답했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">가혹한 정치는 호랑이보다 더 무서운 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상이 정의롭고 합리적이기를 바라는 그대는 너무도 순진하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상은 늘 공평하게 불합리해왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">물론 정도의 차이가 있고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">시기의 차이가 있지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상은 늘 불합리해왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">아주 드물게 세종대왕같은 시대가 오기도 하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">거의 대다수는 그렇지 못하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">기득권층은 자기가 가진 것을 놓치 않으려 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">가지지 못한 대다수는 늘 인내하고 순응하며 살아간다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그러나 그것이 영원하지는 않다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">역사속에 그래왔듯이 지금의 이 세상도 언젠가는 뒤집어진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">다만 그것은 내가 어찌 할수 없는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">외면할 것인가 </span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">vs </span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">받아들일것인가</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상은 불합리하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">여기서 묻는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그대는 이 불합리한 세상</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">땅위에서 두발을 딛고 어떻게 살아갈 것인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">?</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상이 불합리하다고 욕을 할 수도 있고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">더러운 세상이라고 외면할 수도 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">어차피 죽을 인생</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">아이고 의미없다하며 자살할 수도 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그렇지만</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">살고싶다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">어차피 한번밖에 주어지지 않은 인생</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리 길지 않은 인생</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">나답게 행복하게 살아보고 싶다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">받아들여야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상이 불공평하고 불합리함을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">모든 변화의 시작은 세상이 어찌 되었든 받아들이는 것에서 시작된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그냥 무한긍정으로 살아가라는 말이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상은 과거부터 불합리했음을 인정하되</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">소중한 나의 삶을 잘 살아가야 한다는 말이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">불합리한 세상속에서</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">, </span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">나는 어떻게 살것인가</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">?)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">신이 인간에게 공평하게 준것이 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">언젠가는 모두 죽을 것이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">하루 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">24</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">시간이라는 같은 시간을 준다는 점이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">아무리 부자라도 죽는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">삼성전자 이건희도 죽고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">진시황도 죽고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상에 이름모를 나도 죽는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">거의 대부분은 잊고 산다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">우리들 모두가 죽는다는 사실을</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">비로서 죽음에 임박해서야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">... </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">결국은 이렇게 죽고 사라지는 것이구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">... </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">너무 늦게 느끼게 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리고 후회하게 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">당신은 죽고나면 모든 것을 버려야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">당신이 가진 돈이 아무리 많더라도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">결국은 남의 것이 될 것이며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">당신의 재산이 아무리 커도 결국은 세상에 되돌려진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">결국 당신이 가진 모든 것은 잠시 당신에게 빌려진 것일 뿐이라는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">돈이나 부</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">재산은 인생을 살아가면서 궁극적인 목표가 될 수없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">돈이 행복의 척도라면 그 많은 부자들이 왜 자살을 선택하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">행복은 부자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">가난뱅이에게 계급지워지는 것이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">내가 생각하기에 나답게 살아가면 좀더 행복에 다가설 수 있을 것같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">남들의 조연배우가 되지말고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">내가 내 삶의 주인공이 되는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리고 사회규범을 일탈하지 않는다면 가능한 내 욕망에 충실하게 살아가는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">인간에게 주어진 에너지는 생각보다 작다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">미미하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">나답게 살기에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">나만을 위해 살기에도 에너지가 부족한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상을 향해 화를 내고 욕을 하는데 그 에너지를 써버리면 내 삶이 너무 아깝고 가치없어진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">물론 세상을 향해 늘 깨어 있어야 하지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">주인공은 세상이 아닌 나다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">내 에너지를 집중해야 하는 것은 내 삶이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">그저 살아가면 살아진다의 의미</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">나답게 살아간다는 것에는 세가지가 필요하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">-</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">삶은 인과관계다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">간단하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">인생에 공짜점심은 없다고 믿고 살아가는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">농부는 씨를 뿌려야 열매를 얻을 수 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">가뭄이 들면 수확이 줄어들 수 있지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">씨뿌리지 않고 수확할 수는 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">세상 모든 만물에는 원인과 결과가 있음을 받아들이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">내 인생의 밭에 가능한 나다운 것들의 씨앗을 뿌려야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">씨뿌리지 않고 얻은 것은 약하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">언젠가 쉽게 사라진다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">인생에 소중한 것들은 내가 노력하고 힘들게 얻은 것들이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">-</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">버리기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, Here and Now</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">내가 인생에 주연이 되려면 남들과 나의 비교를 버려야한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그리고 나의 욕망에 충실해야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">과거의 나와 미래의 나를 버려야한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">과거를 반성하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">미래를 준비하는 것은 좋지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">대부분은 과하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">과거를 되돌아보고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">후회하며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">불확실한 미래를 낙관하며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">소중한 현재를 흩날리는 사람들이 얼마나 많은지 모른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">정신병원에 가면 상담자가 상담을 하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">상담의 궁극적인 목적은 현실감이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">환자의 의식은 현재 이곳에 머물러 있지 않고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">자신의 아픈</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">/</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">화려한 과거 어디쯤이나 공상의 미래 어디쯤에 머물러 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">상담을 통해 이 환자를 지금 바로 여기에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">(Here and Now) </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">데려오는 것이 상담의 궁극적인 목적이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">그런데 정신병원 바깥에도 얼마나 많은 사람들이 현재를 놓치며 사는 지 모른다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">산다는 것은 어제나 내일이 아닌 오늘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">바로 지금 이순간을 사는 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">하루하루 어떻게 보내는 지 모르겠다는 사람은 정말 진지하게 자기자신과 대화해볼 필요가 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">계속</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">이렇게 살다 죽을 것인지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">이렇게 별일없이 편히 사는 것을 선택할지</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">아니면 조금은 두렵지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">좀더 자신의 욕망에 충실하게 하루 하루를 살아갈 것인지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">-</span><span style="font-size:12pt;">최선을 다한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">크게 두가지를 살펴봐야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">우선 나는 알고있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">다른 사람은 모르지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">자기자신은 안다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">자기자신에게 솔직해야한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">오늘 최선을 다하지 못했다고 자책할 필요도 없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">오늘 최선을 다했다고 자만할 필요도 없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">다만 자기자신에게 솔직하게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">하루 하루 최선을 다해야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">두번째는 완벽하려는 강박에서 벗어나야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">내 안에 너무 잘하려는 완벽의 욕구가 있고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">너무 잘하려고 하면 발걸음을 떼기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">시작하기가 어렵고 힘들다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">시험치기전 배가 아프고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">공부하려는데 어디를 가고싶은 것은 대부분 이때문이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">너무 잘하려는 강박에서 벗어나야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">완벽의 강박</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">거기에 에너지를 뺏기면 정작 본질에 집중하지 못하게 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">좀더 한편으로는 자신에게 관대하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:12pt;">한편으로는 자신에게 엄격해야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">최선을 다한 후에는 자기자신을 토닥토닥여줄 수 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">자기자신의 진정한 자부심과 만날 수 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p> </p><p></p> <p><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">(</span></u><u><span style="font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">정 리</span></u><u><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-weight:bold;font-style:italic;font-size:12pt;">)</span></u></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">나도 잘 못살면서 이런 말을 해서 죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">케이양 무대보면서 울컥하다 결국 이런짓까지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">...</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">위의 글은 사실 저 자신에게 이야기하는 것이기도 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">케이양 무대를 보면서 좀더 행복하게 살고 싶어졌어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">하루 하루 흘러가는 삶에 반전을 주고 싶어졌거든요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">이대로 살다가 죽고 싶지 않아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p> <p><span style="font-size:12pt;">긴글 읽어주셔서 감사합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'한컴돋움';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:12pt;">.</span></p></div>
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