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20px;font-weight:500;line-height:1.6;color:#1d1d1b;font-family:'Open Sans', 'Noto Sans KR', 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '나눔고딕', nanumgothic, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;">4화. 양승태가 거래한 엄마의 60년 비밀</h1> <div class="cover-meta" style="padding:0px 0px 15px;border-bottom:1px solid rgb(173,181,189);color:#ffffff;font-family:'Open Sans', 'Noto Sans KR', 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '나눔고딕', nanumgothic, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;font-size:14px;text-align:center;"> <div class="cover-author" style="padding-left:37px;text-align:left;"><a target="_blank" href="http://www.neosherlock.com/reporters?rid=20" style="background-color:transparent;color:#323132;" target="_blank"> </a><div class="item-image" style="width:32px;height:32px;background-position:center;background-repeat:no-repeat;"><a target="_blank" href="http://www.neosherlock.com/reporters?rid=20" style="background-color:transparent;color:#323132;" target="_blank"></a></div><a target="_blank" href="http://www.neosherlock.com/reporters?rid=20" style="background-color:transparent;color:#323132;" target="_blank"><span class="item-title" style="color:#1d1d1b;line-height:1.67;">박상규 기자</span></a></div> <div class="cover-date" style="line-height:1.67;color:#1d1d1b;"><span class="posted-on">2018.07.05</span></div></div> <div class="entry-content" style="line-height:1.75;color:#1d1d1b;max-width:700px;padding:40px 0px;margin:0px auto;font-family:'Open Sans', 'Noto Sans KR', 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '나눔고딕', nanumgothic, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;"> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px 0px 20px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">가슴에</span> <span class="s2">할</span> <span class="s2">말이</span> <span class="s2">가득해도</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식</span><span class="s1">(92</span><span class="s2">세</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">은</span> <span class="s2">좀처럼</span> <span class="s2">입을</span> <span class="s2">열지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">환갑을</span> <span class="s2">바라보는</span> <span class="s2">딸</span> <span class="s2">강정숙</span><span class="s1">(</span><span class="s2">가명</span><span class="s1">. 1959</span><span class="s2">년생</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">에게도</span> <span class="s2">함구했으니</span><span class="s1">, </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">비밀은</span><span class="s1"> 60</span><span class="s2">년간</span> <span class="s2">봉인</span> <span class="s2">상태였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">오래된</span> <span class="s2">비밀은</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">남자가</span> <span class="s2">눈앞에</span> <span class="s2">나타나면서</span> <span class="s2">조금씩</span> <span class="s2">드러났다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마가</span><span class="s1"> 60</span><span class="s2">년간</span> <span class="s2">하루도</span> <span class="s2">잊어본</span> <span class="s2">적</span> <span class="s2">없다는</span> <span class="s2">남자</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">잊기는커녕</span> <span class="s2">속으로</span> <span class="s2">늘</span> <span class="s2">안녕과</span> <span class="s2">행복을</span> <span class="s2">기도했다는</span> <span class="s2">사람</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">남자는</span> <span class="s2">강정숙</span> <span class="s2">씨와</span> <span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">다른</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">오래전에</span> <span class="s2">낳은</span> <span class="s2">아들이다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">‘</span><span class="s2">나에게</span> <span class="s2">오빠가</span> <span class="s2">있다니</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">내가</span> <span class="s2">태어나기</span> <span class="s2">훨씬</span> <span class="s2">이전에</span> <span class="s2">엄마에겐</span> <span class="s2">또다른</span> <span class="s2">결혼생활이</span> <span class="s2">있었다니</span><span class="s1">..’</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">누구에게도</span> <span class="s2">말하지</span> <span class="s2">않은</span> <span class="s2">과거는</span> <span class="s2">놀라웠다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">골짜기에서</span> <span class="s2">총살</span> <span class="s2">됐다는</span> <span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">전</span> <span class="s2">남편</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">오빠</span> <span class="s2">정도곤</span><span class="s1">(1948</span><span class="s2">년생</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">의</span> <span class="s2">삶</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">불발된</span> <span class="s2">포탄이</span> <span class="s2">터져</span> <span class="s2">죽었다는</span> <span class="s2">또다른</span> <span class="s2">오빠</span> <span class="s2">정병곤</span><span class="s1">..</span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1782" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3472-871x517.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="53671"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">엄마 이외식은 딸에게도 말하지 않은 비밀을 60년간 간직하고 살았다. ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">입을</span> <span class="s2">열수록</span> <span class="s2">딸</span> <span class="s2">강</span> <span class="s2">씨의</span> <span class="s2">입도</span> <span class="s2">다물어지지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">그런</span> <span class="s2">세월</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">이런</span> <span class="s2">인생이</span> <span class="s2">있다니</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그동안</span> <span class="s2">자신에게도</span> <span class="s2">말하지</span> <span class="s2">않은</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">얄밉지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">오히려</span> <span class="s2">저</span> <span class="s2">비밀을</span> <span class="s2">평생</span> <span class="s2">간직해온</span> <span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">마음이</span> <span class="s2">가슴에</span> <span class="s2">사무쳤다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">일생에서</span> <span class="s2">단</span> <span class="s2">하루</span> <span class="s2">딱</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">번</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">스스로</span> <span class="s2">지난</span> <span class="s2">삶을</span> <span class="s2">토해낸</span> <span class="s2">적이</span> <span class="s2">있다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> 2013</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 9</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 5</span><span class="s2">일</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">먼</span> <span class="s2">길을</span> <span class="s2">떠나</span> <span class="s2">판사님</span> <span class="s2">앞에서</span> <span class="s2">자신이</span> <span class="s2">겪고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">보고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">들은</span> <span class="s2">모든</span> <span class="s2">걸</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">판사가</span> <span class="s2">놀라고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">변호사도</span> <span class="s2">놀란</span> <span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">무서운</span> <span class="s2">기억력</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">하루를</span> <span class="s2">위해</span> <span class="s2">평생을</span> <span class="s2">버텨온</span> <span class="s2">듯했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">증언으로</span> <span class="s2">이득을</span> <span class="s2">보려는</span> <span class="s2">사람은</span> <span class="s2">따로</span> <span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">양승태</span> <span class="s2">대법원장과</span> <span class="s2">대법관</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그때</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">시절의</span> <span class="s2">판사들</span></span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이들은</span> <span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식의</span><span class="s1"> 60</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">비밀을</span> <span class="s2">박근혜</span> <span class="s2">대통령과의</span> <span class="s2">거래</span> <span class="s2">물품으로</span> <span class="s2">이용했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">양승태</span> <span class="s2">대법원이</span> <span class="s2">진행한</span> <span class="s2">재판</span> <span class="s2">거래의</span> <span class="s2">살아</span> <span class="s2">있는</span> <span class="s2">증거</span></span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">이외식을</span> <span class="s2">만나러</span><span class="s1"> 6</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 27</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">오후</span> <span class="s2">충북</span> <span class="s2">영동군으로</span> <span class="s2">향했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">남매</span> <span class="s2">정도곤</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">강영숙이</span> <span class="s2">동행했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">영동군의</span> <span class="s2">깊은</span> <span class="s2">산골</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">요양원에서</span> <span class="s2">삶의</span> <span class="s2">마지막을</span> <span class="s2">보내고</span> <span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">초여름</span> <span class="s2">태양이</span> <span class="s2">뜨거운</span> <span class="s2">날이었다</span><span class="s1">. 92</span><span class="s2">세</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">보조기구에</span> <span class="s2">의지해</span> <span class="s2">천천히</span> <span class="s2">요양원</span> <span class="s2">복도를</span> <span class="s2">걸어서</span> <span class="s2">나왔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">얼굴엔</span> <span class="s2">주름이</span> <span class="s2">가득했고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">머리카락은</span> <span class="s2">눈처럼</span> <span class="s2">하얗게</span> <span class="s2">보였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><em><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">가슴에</span> <span class="s2">박힌</span> <span class="s2">이야기를</span> <span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">하면</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">여기가</span> <span class="s2">너무</span> <span class="s2">아파</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그래서</span> <span class="s2">말을</span> <span class="s2">할</span> <span class="s2">수가</span> <span class="s2">없어</span><span class="s1">.”</span></em></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">오른손으로</span> <span class="s2">왼쪽</span> <span class="s2">가슴을</span> <span class="s2">툭툭</span> <span class="s2">쳤다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그녀는</span> <span class="s2">일제시대인</span><span class="s1"> 1928</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">경북</span> <span class="s2">칠곡에서</span> <span class="s2">태어났다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그녀가</span><span class="s1"> 10</span><span class="s2">대</span> <span class="s2">중반일</span> <span class="s2">때</span> <span class="s2">일본은</span> <span class="s2">태평양전쟁을</span> <span class="s2">일으켰고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">곧</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">처녀공출</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">을</span> <span class="s2">시작했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">전쟁터에</span> <span class="s2">끌려가기</span> <span class="s2">싫어</span><span class="s1"> 15</span><span class="s2">세</span> <span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">다섯</span> <span class="s2">살</span> <span class="s2">많은</span> <span class="s2">동네</span> <span class="s2">총각</span> <span class="s2">정재식</span><span class="s1">(1923</span><span class="s2">년생</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">과</span> <span class="s2">결혼했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">자신은</span> <span class="s2">공출을</span> <span class="s2">면했지만</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">남편은</span> <span class="s2">강제징용을</span> <span class="s2">피하지</span> <span class="s2">못했다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">정재식은</span><span class="s1"> 1944</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">첫째</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정병곤이</span> <span class="s2">태어나자마자</span> <span class="s2">일본군</span> <span class="s2">군속으로</span> <span class="s2">오키나와로</span> <span class="s2">끌려갔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식</span> <span class="s2">혼자</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">키웠다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그녀는</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">짧게</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">곤</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">이라</span> <span class="s2">불렀다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">남편은</span> <span class="s2">해방</span> <span class="s2">이후</span> <span class="s2">살아서</span> <span class="s2">고향</span> <span class="s2">칠곡으로</span> <span class="s2">돌아왔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">해방정국의</span> <span class="s2">조국은</span> <span class="s2">좌익</span><span class="s1">–</span><span class="s2">우익</span> <span class="s2">대결이</span> <span class="s2">치열했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">적군과</span> <span class="s2">아군이</span> <span class="s2">불분명하고</span> <span class="s2">전선도</span> <span class="s2">없는</span> <span class="s2">전쟁</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">미군정이</span> <span class="s2">친일</span> <span class="s2">관리를</span> <span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">고용하고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">강압적으로</span> <span class="s2">식량을</span> <span class="s2">공출하자</span> <span class="s2">이에</span> <span class="s2">항의하는</span> <span class="s2">대구</span><span class="s1">–</span><span class="s2">경북</span> <span class="s2">사람들이</span> <span class="s2">많았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">항의는</span> <span class="s2">시위로</span> <span class="s2">이어졌다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">경찰이</span> <span class="s2">시위대에</span> <span class="s2">총을</span> <span class="s2">쏴</span> <span class="s2">많은</span> <span class="s2">사상자가</span> <span class="s2">나온</span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">대구</span><span class="s1">10</span><span class="s2">월사건</span><span class="s1">’</span></span><span class="s2">이</span> <span class="s2">터졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이념은커녕</span> <span class="s2">한글도</span> <span class="s2">모르는</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">남편과</span> <span class="s2">농사를</span> <span class="s2">지으며</span> <span class="s2">살았다</span><span class="s1">. 1948</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">둘째가</span> <span class="s2">태어났다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">딸을</span> <span class="s2">기대했으나</span> <span class="s2">첫째</span> <span class="s2">정병곤처럼</span> <span class="s2">아이는</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">고추를</span> <span class="s2">달고</span> <span class="s2">나왔다</span><span class="s1">.” </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식의</span> <span class="s2">첫마디는</span> <span class="s2">이랬다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p3" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">“</span><span class="s3">또</span><span class="s2"> ‘</span><span class="s3">곤</span><span class="s2">’</span><span class="s3">이가</span> <span class="s3">태어났네</span><span class="s2">..”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">둘째는</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">또곤이</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">라</span> <span class="s2">불렸고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그게</span> <span class="s2">이름으로</span> <span class="s2">굳어</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">정도곤</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">이</span> <span class="s2">됐다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">눈에</span> <span class="s2">안</span> <span class="s2">보이는</span> <span class="s2">이념전쟁이</span> <span class="s2">마을을</span> <span class="s2">덮쳤다</span><span class="s1">. 1949</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">초여름</span> <span class="s2">경북</span> <span class="s2">왜관경찰서</span> <span class="s2">소속</span> <span class="s2">경찰들이</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">빨갱이</span> <span class="s2">색출한다</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">며</span> <span class="s2">마을로</span> <span class="s2">찾아왔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">그들은</span> <span class="s2">과거</span> <span class="s2">식량</span> <span class="s2">공출에</span> <span class="s2">항의한</span> <span class="s2">적</span> <span class="s2">있는</span> <span class="s2">남편</span> <span class="s2">정재식을</span> <span class="s2">끌고</span> <span class="s2">갔다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1784" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3528-871x581.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="73618"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">92세 이외식 ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">아내</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">가만히</span> <span class="s2">있을</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">없었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">첫돌</span> <span class="s2">지난</span> <span class="s2">젖먹이</span> <span class="s2">또곤이를</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> <span class="s2">걸어서</span> <span class="s2">왜관경찰서로</span> <span class="s2">향했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">편도</span><span class="s1"> 20</span><span class="s2">리</span> <span class="s2">길이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">경찰은</span> <span class="s2">남편</span> <span class="s2">면회를</span> <span class="s2">허락하지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">다시</span><span class="s1"> 20</span><span class="s2">리를</span> <span class="s2">걸어</span> <span class="s2">집으로</span> <span class="s2">돌아왔다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">다음날에도</span> <span class="s2">또곤이를</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> <span class="s2">경찰서를</span> <span class="s2">찾았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이번에도</span> <span class="s2">실패</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">다음날에도</span> <span class="s2">또</span> <span class="s2">또곤이를</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> <span class="s2">왜관경찰서로</span> <span class="s2">향했다</span></span><span class="s1">. “</span><span class="s2">남편</span> <span class="s2">얼굴</span> <span class="s2">좀</span> <span class="s2">보게</span> <span class="s2">해</span> <span class="s2">달라</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">고</span> <span class="s2">애원했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">경찰이</span> <span class="s2">땀에</span> <span class="s2">절은</span> <span class="s2">이외식에게</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><em>.</em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">수감된</span> <span class="s2">사람들</span> <span class="s2">전부</span> <span class="s2">어젯밤</span> <span class="s2">저쪽</span> <span class="s2">골짜기로</span> <span class="s2">끌고</span> <span class="s2">갔으니까</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">거기로</span> <span class="s2">가보세요</span><span class="s1">.”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">경찰은</span> <span class="s2">칠곡</span> <span class="s2">유학산을</span> <span class="s2">손가락으로</span> <span class="s2">가리켰다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">또곤이를</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> <span class="s2">경찰이</span> <span class="s2">가리킨</span> <span class="s2">산으로</span> <span class="s2">걸었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">깊은</span> <span class="s2">골짜기로</span> <span class="s2">걸어도</span> <span class="s2">걸어도</span> <span class="s2">남편은</span> <span class="s2">보이지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">등에</span> <span class="s2">업힌</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">칭얼댔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">우연히</span> <span class="s2">만난</span> <span class="s2">산골마을</span> <span class="s2">주민이</span> <span class="s2">얼굴은</span> <span class="s2">땀에</span> <span class="s2">절고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">등은</span> <span class="s2">아이</span> <span class="s2">눈물에</span> <span class="s2">젖은</span> <span class="s2">이외식에게</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">어젯밤</span> <span class="s2">저</span> <span class="s2">위</span> <span class="s2">골짜기에서</span> <span class="s2">총소리가</span> <span class="s2">났는데</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그쪽으로</span> <span class="s2">가보세요</span><span class="s1">.”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">주민이</span> <span class="s2">알려준</span> <span class="s2">곳은</span> <span class="s2">칠곡군</span> <span class="s2">성곡리</span> <span class="s2">절골이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">절골이</span> <span class="s2">가까워질수록</span> <span class="s2">심장이</span> <span class="s2">빠르게</span> <span class="s2">뛰었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">세상</span> <span class="s2">끝으로</span> <span class="s2">끌려가는</span> <span class="s2">기분이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">저쪽에서</span> <span class="s2">거적에</span> <span class="s2">덮인</span> <span class="s2">사람들의</span> <span class="s2">손발이</span> <span class="s2">보였다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">수십</span> <span class="s2">명은</span> <span class="s2">돼</span> <span class="s2">보였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">학살지에</span> <span class="s2">도착한</span> <span class="s2">이외식의</span> <span class="s2">등</span> <span class="s2">뒤에서</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">또</span> <span class="s2">칭얼댔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">가쁜</span> <span class="s2">숨은</span> <span class="s2">가라앉히고</span> <span class="s2">거적을</span> <span class="s2">하나씩</span> <span class="s2">들추기</span> <span class="s2">시작했다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">뜬</span> <span class="s2">눈으로</span> <span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">사람의</span> <span class="s2">눈동자를</span> <span class="s2">봐도</span> <span class="s2">무섭지</span> <span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">오히려</span> <span class="s2">다행이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">남편이</span> <span class="s2">아니었으니까</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">거적을</span> <span class="s2">들춰</span> <span class="s2">타인의</span> <span class="s2">죽음을</span> <span class="s2">확인</span> <span class="s2">할</span> <span class="s2">때마다</span> <span class="s2">묘하게</span> <span class="s2">안도감이</span> <span class="s2">들었다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">남편은</span> <span class="s2">여기에</span> <span class="s2">없고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">어딘가에서</span> <span class="s2">살아있을</span> <span class="s2">거란</span> <span class="s2">희망도</span> <span class="s2">꿈틀댔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">타인의</span> <span class="s2">죽음으로</span> <span class="s2">커지는</span> <span class="s2">희망은</span> <span class="s2">부질</span> <span class="s2">없었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">몇</span> <span class="s2">번째</span> <span class="s2">거적이었을까</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">거기</span> <span class="s2">숨쉬지</span> <span class="s2">않는</span> <span class="s2">남편이</span> <span class="s2">누워</span> <span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">남편</span> <span class="s2">얼굴을</span> <span class="s2">거적으로</span> <span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">덮고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">옆에</span> <span class="s2">가만히</span> <span class="s2">앉았다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">푸른</span> <span class="s2">벼랑골이</span> <span class="s2">검게</span> <span class="s2">보였다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">죽었는데</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">등에</span> <span class="s2">업힌</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">배가</span> <span class="s2">고파</span> <span class="s2">칭얼댔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">앞으로</span> <span class="s2">안고</span> <span class="s2">젖을</span> <span class="s2">물렸다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">옆에서</span> <span class="s2">젖을</span> <span class="s2">맹렬히</span> <span class="s2">빨았다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">이외식의</span> <span class="s2">눈에서</span> <span class="s2">눈물이</span> <span class="s2">뚝뚝</span> <span class="s2">떨어졌다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">온몸에서</span> <span class="s2">물이</span> <span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">빠져</span> <span class="s2">나가는</span> <span class="s2">기분이</span> <span class="s2">들었다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span></span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:581px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1780" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3590-581x871.jpg" alt="" width="581" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="76576"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">92세 이외식. ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이외식은</span><span class="s1"> 2013</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 9</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 5</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">부산고등법원에서</span> <span class="s2">이렇게</span> <span class="s2">증언했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p><blockquote style="border-left:3px solid rgb(173,181,189);padding-left:30px;padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px;margin:0px;"> <p style="margin:0px;">“<span style="font-weight:700;">그 골짜기에 가서 남편 시신을 찾았습니다.</span> 찾은 후 저는 먹지도 못하고 앉아 있었습니다. (학살 현장에서) 내려오니까 그 동네에 아는 사람이 물을 줘서 먹었습니다. (현장에서) 밤을 새우려고 하니까 저를 재워줬습니다. 그 이튿날 집에 와서 (마을 사람들에게) 이야기하니까 누가 알아줍니까. <span style="font-weight:700;">죽은 듯이 있다가 3년 뒤에 좀 수그러져서 장사를 지냈습니다.</span>”</p></blockquote> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">빨갱이로</span> <span class="s2">몰리면</span> <span class="s2">언제</span> <span class="s2">죽을지</span> <span class="s2">모르는</span> <span class="s2">무서운</span> <span class="s2">시절이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이듬해</span> <span class="s2">한국전쟁이</span> <span class="s2">터져</span> <span class="s2">더욱</span> <span class="s2">그랬다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">남편의</span> <span class="s2">죽음에</span> <span class="s2">대해</span> <span class="s2">아무</span> <span class="s2">말도</span> <span class="s2">못하고</span> <span class="s2">살았다</span><span class="s1">. <span style="font-weight:700;">“</span></span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">빨갱이</span> <span class="s2">아내</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">라는</span> <span class="s2">손가락질은</span> <span class="s2">전쟁의</span> <span class="s2">총질만큼</span> <span class="s2">잔인했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">전쟁이</span> <span class="s2">끝날</span> <span class="s2">무렵</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">첫째</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정병곤은</span> <span class="s2">초등학교</span> <span class="s2">다닐만큼</span> <span class="s2">자랐다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">어느</span> <span class="s2">날</span><span class="s1">, </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">정병곤은</span> <span class="s2">마을</span> <span class="s2">냇가에서</span> <span class="s2">터지지</span> <span class="s2">않은</span> <span class="s2">포탄을</span> <span class="s2">장난감으로</span> <span class="s2">갖고</span> <span class="s2">놀았다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">그러다</span> <span class="s2">포탄이</span> <span class="s2">터졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정병곤은</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">자리에서</span> <span class="s2">숨졌다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">신식</span> <span class="s2">병원은</span> <span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">사람도</span> <span class="s2">살린다</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">는</span> <span class="s2">헛소문을</span> <span class="s2">믿었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">등에</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> <span class="s2">종일</span> <span class="s2">걸어</span> <span class="s2">큰</span> <span class="s2">병원이</span> <span class="s2">있다는</span> <span class="s2">대구로</span> <span class="s2">갔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">숨을</span> <span class="s2">들이킬</span> <span class="s2">때마다</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">피</span> <span class="s2">냄새가</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">뱃속으로</span> <span class="s2">들어왔다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">이윽고</span> <span class="s2">도착한</span> <span class="s2">신식</span> <span class="s2">병원</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">의사가</span> <span class="s2">타박했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">사람을</span> <span class="s2">누가</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">어떻게</span> <span class="s2">살립니까</span><span class="s1">? </span><span class="s2">얼른</span> <span class="s2">데려</span> <span class="s2">가</span> <span class="s2">묻어</span> <span class="s2">주세요</span><span class="s1">.”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">죽은</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">업고</span> 울며 <span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">집으로</span> <span class="s2">향했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">온몸에서</span> <span class="s2">물이</span> <span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">빠져</span> <span class="s2">나간</span> <span class="s2">느낌이</span> <span class="s2">들었다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">마을에선</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">빨갱이</span> <span class="s2">아내는</span> <span class="s2">팔자가</span> <span class="s2">사납다</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">는</span> <span class="s2">소문이</span> <span class="s2">돌았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">마을</span> <span class="s2">청년</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">명이</span> <span class="s2">나무를</span> <span class="s2">해주고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">물도</span> <span class="s2">길어다</span> <span class="s2">주면서</span> <span class="s2">이외식에게</span> <span class="s2">친절히</span> <span class="s2">대했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span><span class="s1"> 11</span><span class="s2">살</span> <span class="s2">또곤이를</span> <span class="s2">할아버지</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">할머니에게</span> <span class="s2">맡기고</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">청년과</span> <span class="s2">마을을</span> <span class="s2">떠났다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">얼굴을</span> <span class="s2">모르는</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">엄마에</span> <span class="s2">대한</span> <span class="s2">증오심을</span> <span class="s2">키웠다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">중학교를</span> <span class="s2">그만두고</span> <span class="s2">대구의</span> <span class="s2">도너츠</span> <span class="s2">공장에서</span> <span class="s2">일했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">미웠지만</span> <span class="s2">보고</span> <span class="s2">싶기도</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1">15</span><span class="s2">살</span> <span class="s2">무렵</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">친척들에게</span> <span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">소재를</span> <span class="s2">물었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">경북</span> <span class="s2">상주의</span> <span class="s2">산골에</span> <span class="s2">있다고</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">어렵게</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">집을</span> <span class="s2">찾아갔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">한눈에</span> <span class="s2">봐도</span> <span class="s2">누추한</span> <span class="s2">단칸방에</span><span class="s1"> 3</span><span class="s2">살</span><span class="s1">, 1</span><span class="s2">살</span> <span class="s2">남매가</span> <span class="s2">누워</span> <span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">동생들이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">또곤이가</span> <span class="s2">엄마에게</span> <span class="s2">모질게</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">이마이</span> <span class="s2">없이</span> <span class="s2">살라꼬</span> <span class="s2">지는</span> <span class="s2">처내삐리놓고</span> <span class="s2">갔능교</span><span class="s1">? </span><span class="s2">저</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">아버지는예</span><span class="s1">?”</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">빨갱이</span> <span class="s2">아내라고</span> <span class="s2">손가락질</span> <span class="s2">받던</span> <span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">사랑한</span> <span class="s2">청년의</span> <span class="s2">얼굴을</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">안다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">청년이</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">탄광에서</span> <span class="s2">일하다</span> <span class="s2">땅속에서</span> <span class="s2">죽었다</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">고</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">잠자는</span> <span class="s2">두</span> <span class="s2">꼬맹이를</span> <span class="s2">보고</span> <span class="s2">생각했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">‘</span><span class="s2">저것들도</span> <span class="s2">내처럼</span> <span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">얼굴을</span> <span class="s2">모른</span> <span class="s2">채</span> <span class="s2">살겠구마</span><span class="s1">..’</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">아들에게</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">이제</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">찾아오지</span> <span class="s2">마라</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">죽었다고</span> <span class="s2">생각하고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">다시는</span> <span class="s2">찾아오지</span> <span class="s2">마</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">너는</span> <span class="s2">그냥</span> <span class="s2">너대로</span> <span class="s2">살면</span> <span class="s2">돼</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">또곤아</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">알았지</span><span class="s1">? </span><span class="s2">다시는</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">찾아오지</span> <span class="s2">마</span><span class="s1">.”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">두</span> <span class="s2">남편과</span> <span class="s2">첫째</span> <span class="s2">아들의</span> <span class="s2">죽음</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">이</span> <span class="s2">모든</span> <span class="s2">걸</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">내</span> <span class="s2">팔자가</span> <span class="s2">사나운</span> <span class="s2">탓</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">으로</span> <span class="s2">돌렸다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">자기</span> <span class="s2">곁에</span> <span class="s2">있으면</span> <span class="s2">또곤이마저</span> <span class="s2">어떻게</span> <span class="s2">될까봐</span> <span class="s2">멀리</span> <span class="s2">밀어냈다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그걸</span> <span class="s2">알</span> <span class="s2">리</span> <span class="s2">없는</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">증오하며</span> <span class="s2">길을</span> <span class="s2">떠났다</span><span class="s1">. </span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1788" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3604-871x636.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="142684"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">아들 정도곤은 아버지가 다른 여동생 부부와 찍은 사진을 엄마 이외식에게 줬다. 엄마는 보행 보조기구 안에 사진을 넣었다. ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">세월이</span> <span class="s2">흘렀다</span><span class="s1">. “</span><span class="s2">또곤이</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">라</span> <span class="s2">부르는</span> <span class="s2">사람</span> <span class="s2">없는</span> <span class="s2">부산에서</span> <span class="s2">그는</span> <span class="s2">정도곤으로</span> <span class="s2">살았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">부두</span> <span class="s2">노동자로</span> <span class="s2">일하고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">부산</span><span class="s2">초량시장에서</span> <span class="s2">꽈배기를</span> <span class="s2">만들어</span> <span class="s2">팔기도</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">결혼해</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">녀</span><span class="s1">3</span><span class="s2">남을</span> <span class="s2">낳았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식과</span> <span class="s2">인연을</span> <span class="s2">끊고</span><span class="s1"> 50</span><span class="s2">년을</span> <span class="s2">살았다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">자신도</span> <span class="s2">환갑을</span> <span class="s2">넘긴</span> <span class="s2">할아버지가</span> <span class="s2">됐다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1">2009</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">진실화해를위한과거사정리위원회가</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">대구</span><span class="s1">10</span><span class="s2">월사건</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">을</span> <span class="s2">조사했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">위원회는</span><span class="s1"> 2010</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 3</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 30</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">정도곤의</span> <span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">정재식이</span> <span class="s2">거론된</span> <span class="s2">진실규명결정서를</span> <span class="s2">발표했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">대목은</span> <span class="s2">이렇다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <div class="box" style="margin:20px 0px;padding:40px;background-color:#f1f1f1;"> <p style="margin:0px;">“이 사건의 일차적 책임은 법적 절차 없이 민간인은 임의로 살해한 현지의 경찰에게 있으므로, 대구10월사건 관련 민간인 희생자 및 그 유족들에게 위령-추모사업 지원, 가족관계등록부 정정, 역사기록 수정 및 등재, 평화인권교육 강화 등을 적절한 조치를 취할 것.”</p></div> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이를</span> <span class="s2">근거로</span> <span class="s2">정도곤은</span><span class="s1"> 2011</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 4</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 7</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">부산지법에</span> <span class="s2">국가손해배상소송을</span> <span class="s2">제기했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">담당</span> <span class="s2">변호사는</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">정재식</span> <span class="s2">사망</span> <span class="s2">당시</span> <span class="s2">어머니</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">정식</span> <span class="s2">혼인관계였으니</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그분도</span> <span class="s2">배상금을</span> <span class="s2">받아야</span> <span class="s2">한다</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">고</span> <span class="s2">조언했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">안</span> <span class="s2">만난</span> <span class="s2">지</span><span class="s1"> 50</span><span class="s2">여년</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">먼</span> <span class="s2">친척을</span> <span class="s2">통해</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">생존한다는</span> <span class="s2">걸</span> <span class="s2">확인했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">친척에게</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">엄마도</span> <span class="s2">배상금</span> <span class="s2">청구하라</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">는</span> <span class="s2">뜻을</span> <span class="s2">전했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">소송을</span> <span class="s2">거부했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정도곤이</span> <span class="s2">다시</span> <span class="s2">우회적으로</span> <span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">설득했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">아들보다</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">늦은</span><span class="s1"> 2012</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 5</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 24</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">부산지법에</span> <span class="s2">국가손해배상소송을</span> <span class="s2">제기했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">같은</span> <span class="s2">사건을</span> <span class="s2">다루는</span> <span class="s2">소송이니</span> <span class="s2">이외식</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">정도곤의</span> <span class="s2">재판은</span> <span class="s2">동시에</span> <span class="s2">진행됐다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">부산지법</span> <span class="s2">같은</span> <span class="s2">재판부가</span> <span class="s2">맡아</span><span class="s1"> 2013</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 16</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">선고했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">국가는</span> <span class="s2">정재식의</span> <span class="s2">아내</span> <span class="s2">이외식에게</span> <span class="s2">약</span><span class="s1"> 3</span><span class="s2">억</span><span class="s1">3000</span><span class="s2">만</span> <span class="s2">원</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정도곤에게</span> <span class="s2">약</span><span class="s1"> 2</span><span class="s2">억</span><span class="s1">6000</span><span class="s2">만</span> <span class="s2">원을</span> <span class="s2">지급하라고</span> <span class="s2">판결했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">국가는</span> <span class="s2">돈을</span> <span class="s2">줄</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">없다며</span> <span class="s2">항소했다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">부산고등법원에서</span><span class="s1"> 2013</span><span class="s2">년부터</span><span class="s1"> 2</span><span class="s2">심</span> <span class="s2">재판이</span> <span class="s2">시작됐다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">역시</span> <span class="s2">동일한</span> <span class="s2">사건이니</span> <span class="s2">같은</span> <span class="s2">재판부가</span> <span class="s2">맡았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">하지만</span> <span class="s2">박근혜</span> <span class="s2">정권이</span> <span class="s2">들어서자</span> <span class="s2">사법부는</span> <span class="s2">과거사</span> <span class="s2">사건을</span> <span class="s2">이전과</span> <span class="s2">다르게</span> <span class="s2">판단하기</span> <span class="s2">시작했다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">이외식</span><span class="s1">–</span><span class="s2">정도곤</span> <span class="s2">사건도</span> <span class="s2">예외는</span> <span class="s2">아니었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">특히</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정도곤</span> <span class="s2">사건이</span> <span class="s2">그랬다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">많은</span> <span class="s2">걸</span> <span class="s2">목격하고</span> <span class="s2">경험한</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식이</span> <span class="s2">아버지</span> <span class="s2">사망</span> <span class="s2">사건의</span> <span class="s2">증인이자</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">피해자였다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">엄마에게</span> <span class="s2">연락해</span> <span class="s2">법정에</span> <span class="s2">증인으로</span> <span class="s2">나와달라고</span> <span class="s2">부탁했다</span><span class="s1">. <span style="font-weight:700;">50</span></span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">여년</span> <span class="s2">만에</span> <span class="s2">들어보는</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">또곤이의</span> <span class="s2">목소리</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">아들의</span> <span class="s2">부탁들</span> <span class="s2">받아들였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">사는</span> <span class="s2">충북</span> <span class="s2">영동군으로</span> <span class="s2">찾아갔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">아흔</span> <span class="s2">살이</span> <span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">된</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">제대로</span> <span class="s2">걷지도</span> <span class="s2">못하는</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">지팡이를</span> <span class="s2">짚고</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">기다렸다</span><span class="s1">. 3</span><span class="s2">살</span><span class="s1">, 1</span><span class="s2">살이던</span> <span class="s2">아버지가</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">두</span> <span class="s2">동생도</span> <span class="s2">중년이</span> <span class="s2">되어</span> <span class="s2">나타났다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">차에</span> <span class="s2">태워</span> <span class="s2">부산으로</span> <span class="s2">달렸다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">한동안</span> <span class="s2">어색했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">얼마쯤</span> <span class="s2">달렸을까</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">먼저</span> <span class="s2">입을</span> <span class="s2">열었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1">“</span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">또곤아</span><span class="s1">.. </span><span class="s2">너</span> <span class="s2">깡패나</span> <span class="s2">나쁜</span> <span class="s2">사람</span> <span class="s2">안</span> <span class="s2">되고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">이렇게</span> <span class="s2">살아줘서</span> <span class="s2">고맙다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">너</span> <span class="s2">하루도</span> <span class="s2">잊지</span> <span class="s2">않고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">잘</span> <span class="s2">살게</span> <span class="s2">해달라고</span> <span class="s2">날마다</span> <span class="s2">기도했어</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">이렇게</span> <span class="s2">살아</span> <span class="s2">있어서</span><span class="s1">.. </span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">고맙다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span>”</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">이젠</span> <span class="s2">등에</span> <span class="s2">업을</span> <span class="s2">수도</span> <span class="s2">없는</span> <span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">칠순의</span> <span class="s2">또곤이가</span> <span class="s2">훌쩍였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">엄마도</span> <span class="s2">그동안</span> <span class="s2">고생</span> <span class="s2">많았심미더</span><span class="s1">~. </span><span class="s2">나도</span> <span class="s2">인자</span> <span class="s2">엄마를</span> <span class="s2">안</span> <span class="s2">미워한다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">시절이</span> <span class="s2">험악해서</span> <span class="s2">그렇지</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">뭐</span> <span class="s2">잘못</span> <span class="s2">했능교</span><span class="s1">~. </span></span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">잘못한</span> <span class="s2">거</span> <span class="s2">없으니까</span> <span class="s2">마음고생</span> <span class="s2">고만</span> <span class="s2">하시소</span><span class="s1">~.”</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">부산에</span> <span class="s2">도착해</span> <span class="s2">엄마에게</span> <span class="s2">저녁으로</span> <span class="s2">전복죽을</span> <span class="s2">샀다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이가</span> <span class="s2">성치</span> <span class="s2">않은</span> <span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">먹을</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">있는</span> <span class="s2">건</span> <span class="s2">죽뿐이었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">태어나</span> <span class="s2">처음으로</span> <span class="s2">엄마에게</span> <span class="s2">대접한</span> <span class="s2">음식이</span> <span class="s2">죽이라니</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">또</span> <span class="s2">훌쩍였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1786" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3626-871x581.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="68315"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">엄마 이외식(92세)와 아들 정도곤(71세). ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">다음날</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">법정</span> <span class="s2">증인석에</span> <span class="s2">섰다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">판사는</span> <span class="s2">선서를</span> <span class="s2">요구했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">정도곤이</span> <span class="s2">끼어</span> <span class="s2">들었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">우리</span> <span class="s2">어무이는</span> <span class="s2">한글을</span> <span class="s2">모릅미더</span><span class="s1">~. </span><span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">방법으로</span> <span class="s2">선서를</span> <span class="s2">하게</span><span class="s1">..”</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">말을</span> <span class="s2">끊었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">됐다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">너</span> <span class="s2">살아</span> <span class="s2">있으면</span> <span class="s2">기별이라도</span> <span class="s2">할라고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">엄마가</span> <span class="s2">한글</span> <span class="s2">배웠어</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">읽을</span> <span class="s2">줄</span> 안다<span class="s1">.”</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">드디어</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">위해</span> <span class="s2">뭔가를</span> <span class="s2">하는</span> <span class="s2">순간</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">오른손을</span> <span class="s2">들고</span> <span class="s2">선서를</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p><blockquote style="border-left:3px solid rgb(173,181,189);padding-left:30px;padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px;margin:0px;"> <p style="margin:0px;">“양심에 따라 숨기거나 보태지 아니하고, 사실 그대로 말하며, 만일 거짓말을 하면 위증을 벌을 받기로 맹세합니다.”</p></blockquote> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s1"></span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">놀라운</span> <span class="s2">기억력으로</span> <span class="s2">약</span><span class="s1"> 70</span><span class="s2">년</span> <span class="s2">전의</span> <span class="s2">진실을</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">재판</span> <span class="s2">끝무렵</span> <span class="s2">재판장이</span> <span class="s2">엄마에게</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">더</span> <span class="s2">하고</span> <span class="s2">싶은</span> <span class="s2">말</span> <span class="s2">있으면</span> <span class="s2">하시라</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">고</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">잘</span> <span class="s2">걷지도</span> <span class="s2">못하는</span> <span class="s2">자신이</span> <span class="s2">여기까지</span> <span class="s2">온</span> <span class="s2">이유를</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p><blockquote style="border-left:3px solid rgb(173,181,189);padding-left:30px;padding-top:20px;padding-bottom:20px;margin:0px;"> <p style="margin:0px;">“자식(정도곤) 보기도 미안하고, 서울에도 (아버지가 다른) 남매가 있습니다. 사주가 안 좋으니 거기에서도 남편이 먼저 죽었습니다. 저는 고향이고 뭐고 자식을 안 보려고 했습니다. <span style="font-weight:700;">어린 것을 두고 50년이 넘도록 내려가지 않았으니까 아들 볼 면목이 없었습니다. 어미가 돼서 이 사건 증언은 한 번 해주자고 생각하고 거동도 못 하는데 왔습니다.</span> 존경하는 판사님, 우리 아들 잘 부탁합니다.”</p></blockquote> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">양승태</span> <span class="s2">대법원장</span> <span class="s2">시절의</span> <span class="s2">사법부</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">재판은</span> <span class="s2">이미</span> <span class="s2">이상하게</span> <span class="s2">돌아갔다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">부산고법은</span> <span class="s2">이외식</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">정도곤의</span> <span class="s2">손해배상금을</span> <span class="s2">대폭</span> <span class="s2">삭감했다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">재판부는</span> <span class="s2">이외식에게</span> <span class="s2">약</span><span class="s1"> 8800</span><span class="s2">만</span> <span class="s2">원</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">정도곤에게</span> <span class="s2">약</span><span class="s1"> 5000</span><span class="s2">만</span> <span class="s2">원만</span> <span class="s2">지급하라고</span><span class="s1"> 2014</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 9</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">판결했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">그래도</span> <span class="s2">이건</span> <span class="s2">나은</span> <span class="s2">편이다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">놀라운</span> <span class="s2">반전은</span> <span class="s2">대법원에서</span> <span class="s2">일어난다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> 2014</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 5</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 16</span><span class="s2">일</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">대법원</span> <span class="s2">제</span><span class="s1">2</span><span class="s2">부</span><span class="s1">(</span><span class="s2">주심</span> <span class="s2">김소영</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">는</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식의</span><span class="s1"> 2</span><span class="s2">심</span> <span class="s2">판결을</span> <span class="s2">그대로</span> <span class="s2">인정했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">사고는</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 5</span><span class="s2">개월</span> <span class="s2">뒤</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정도곤</span> <span class="s2">판결에서</span> <span class="s2">터졌다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">대법원</span> <span class="s2">제</span><span class="s1">3</span><span class="s2">부</span><span class="s1">(</span><span class="s2">주심</span> <span class="s2">김용덕</span><span class="s1">)</span><span class="s2">는</span> <span class="s2">국가는</span> <span class="s2">정도곤에게</span> <span class="s2">단</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">푼의</span> <span class="s2">돈을</span> <span class="s2">주지</span> <span class="s2">말라는</span> <span class="s2">취지로</span> <span class="s2">판결했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">손해배상금을</span> <span class="s2">청구할</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">있는</span> <span class="s2">기간이</span> <span class="s2">지났다는</span> <span class="s2">논리를</span> <span class="s2">댔다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">이해</span> <span class="s2">불가능한</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">황당한</span> <span class="s2">논리다</span></span><span class="s1"><span style="font-weight:700;">.</span> </span><span class="s2">아들</span> <span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">엄마보다</span><span class="s1"> 1</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 4</span><span class="s2">개월</span> <span class="s2">일찍</span> <span class="s2">손해배상</span> <span class="s2">소송을</span> <span class="s2">제기했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식에겐</span> <span class="s2">국가의</span> <span class="s2">손해배상</span> <span class="s2">책임을</span> <span class="s2">인정하더니</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">먼저</span> <span class="s2">청구한</span> <span class="s2">정도곤에겐</span> <span class="s2">너무</span> <span class="s2">늦게</span> <span class="s2">신청해</span> <span class="s2">돈을</span> <span class="s2">줄</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">없다니</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">같은</span> <span class="s2">사건을</span> <span class="s2">두고</span> <span class="s2">앞뒤가</span> <span class="s2">안</span> <span class="s2">맞는</span> <span class="s2">논리로</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">판결을</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">대법원을</span> <span class="s2">어떻게</span> <span class="s2">이해해야</span> <span class="s2">할까</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">대법원에서</span> <span class="s2">무슨</span> <span class="s2">일이</span> <span class="s2">있었는지</span> <span class="s2">짐작</span> <span class="s2">가능한</span> <span class="s2">게</span> <span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">법원행정처가</span><span class="s1"> 2015</span><span class="s2">년</span><span class="s1"> 7</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 31</span><span class="s2">일에</span> <span class="s2">작성한</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">정부</span> <span class="s2">운영에</span> <span class="s2">대한</span> <span class="s2">사법부의</span> <span class="s2">협력</span> <span class="s2">사례</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">에는</span> <span class="s2">이렇게</span> <span class="s2">적혀</span> <span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <div class="box" style="margin:20px 0px;padding:40px;background-color:#f1f1f1;"> <p style="margin:0px;">“(대법원은) 대통령의 국정운영을 뒷받침하기 위하여 최대한 노력해왔다. <span style="font-weight:700;">부당하거나 지나친 국가배상을 제한하고 그 요건을 정립했다.</span>”</p></div> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">자신과</span> <span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">지난</span> <span class="s2">삶이</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">양승태의</span> <span class="s2">재판</span> <span class="s2">거래</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">에</span> </span><span class="s2"><span style="font-weight:700;">이용됐다</span>고</span> <span class="s2">생각한다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">누구보다</span> <span class="s2">큰</span> <span class="s2">상처를</span> <span class="s2">받은</span> <span class="s2">건</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식이다</span><span class="s1">. 50</span><span class="s2">여년</span> <span class="s2">만에</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">돕는다는</span> <span class="s2">마음으로</span> <span class="s2">법정에</span> <span class="s2">섰는데</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">모든</span> <span class="s2">게</span> <span class="s2">쓸모없는일이</span> <span class="s2">됐다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">대법관</span><span class="s1"> 13</span><span class="s2">명은</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">재판</span> <span class="s2">거래</span> <span class="s2">의혹은</span> <span class="s2">사실</span> <span class="s2">무근</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">이라고</span> <span class="s2">지난</span><span class="s1"> 6</span><span class="s2">월</span><span class="s1"> 15</span><span class="s2">일</span> <span class="s2">발표했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">위해</span> <span class="s2">부지깽이로</span> <span class="s2">마당에</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">가</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">나</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">다</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">라</span><span class="s1">…’ </span><span class="s2">적으며</span> <span class="s2">한글을</span> <span class="s2">배워</span> <span class="s2">보란듯이</span> <span class="s2">법정에서</span> <span class="s2">선서를</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">엄마는</span><span class="s1">, </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">많이</span> <span class="s2">배워</span> <span class="s2">똑똑한</span> <span class="s2">대법관들이</span> <span class="s2">같은</span> <span class="s2">사건을</span> <span class="s2">두고</span> <span class="s2">왜</span> <span class="s2">다른</span> <span class="s2">판결을</span> <span class="s2">했는지</span> <span class="s2">도무지</span> <span class="s2">이해할</span> <span class="s2">수가</span> <span class="s2">없다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">그들을</span> <span class="s2">이해할</span> <span class="s2">수</span> <span class="s2">없는</span> <span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">오늘도</span> <span class="s2">요양원</span> <span class="s2">침대에</span> <span class="s2">누워</span> <span class="s2">자책을</span> <span class="s2">한다</span><em>.</em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">내가</span> <span class="s2">팔자가</span> <span class="s2">사나워서</span> <span class="s2">그래</span><span class="s1">.. </span><span class="s2">이게</span> <span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">내가</span> <span class="s2">못나서</span> <span class="s2">그래</span><span class="s1">..”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">정도곤은</span><span class="s1"> “</span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">잘못</span> <span class="s2">아니</span><span class="s1">”</span><span class="s2">라고</span> <span class="s2">이외식을</span> <span class="s2">위로했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">이</span> <span class="s2">말을</span> <span class="s2">남기고</span> <span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">요양원을</span> <span class="s2">나서려</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">침대에</span> <span class="s2">누운</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">정도곤에게</span> <span class="s2">베지밀</span> <span class="s2">하나를</span> <span class="s2">건넸다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">정도곤은</span> <span class="s2">베지밀을</span> <span class="s2">들고</span> <span class="s2">요양원을</span> <span class="s2">떠나려</span> <span class="s2">했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식이</span> <span class="s2">작게</span> <span class="s2">말했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p3" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">“</span><span class="s3">또곤아</span><span class="s2">.. </span><span class="s3">여기</span><span class="s2">.. </span><span class="s3">앉아서</span><span class="s2">.. </span><span class="s3">먹고</span> <span class="s3">가</span><span class="s2">. </span><span class="s3">다</span> <span class="s3">먹고</span> <span class="s3">가</span><span class="s2">..”</span></span></em></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="size-medium wp-image-1778" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3643-871x581.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="79599"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">칠순의 또곤이는 엄마 앞에서 베지밀 하나를 다 마셨다. 엄마 들으라는 듯 일부러 큰 소리를 내면서 마셨다. ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">세상에서</span> <span class="s2">가장</span> <span class="s2">듣기</span> <span class="s2">좋은</span> <span class="s2">것</span> <span class="s2">중</span> <span class="s2">하나가</span> <span class="s2">자식</span> <span class="s2">입에</span> <span class="s2">밥</span> <span class="s2">들어가는</span> <span class="s2">소리라고</span> <span class="s2">한다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">또곤이의</span> <span class="s2">그</span> <span class="s2">소리를</span> <span class="s2">거의</span> <span class="s2">못</span> <span class="s2">듣고</span> <span class="s2">살았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">칠순의</span> <span class="s2">또곤이는</span> <span class="s2">침대</span> <span class="s2">끄트머리에</span> <span class="s2">앉아</span> <span class="s2">베지밀에</span> <span class="s2">빨대를</span> <span class="s2">꽂아</span> <span class="s2">쪽쪽</span> <span class="s2">빨아</span> <span class="s2">먹었다</span><span class="s1">. </span></span><span class="s2">자기</span> <span class="s2">엄마</span> <span class="s2">들으라는</span> <span class="s2">듯</span> <span class="s2">꿀떡꿀떡</span> <span class="s2">소리나게</span> <span class="s2">베지밀을</span> <span class="s2">식도</span> <span class="s2">뒤로</span> <span class="s2">넘겼다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">엄마는</span> <span class="s2">누워서</span> <span class="s2">그런</span> <span class="s2">아들을</span> <span class="s2">가만히</span> <span class="s2">바라봤다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">베지밀은</span> <span class="s2">금방</span> <span class="s2">바닥났다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><em><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s1">“</span><span class="s2">엄마</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">다</span> <span class="s2">묵었다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">인자</span> <span class="s2">됐능교</span><span class="s1">?”</span></span></em></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">아들은</span> <span class="s2">침대에서</span> <span class="s2">일어나</span> <span class="s2">요양원</span> <span class="s2">엄마의</span> <span class="s2">방을</span> <span class="s2">떠났다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">침대에</span> <span class="s2">누운</span> <span class="s2">이외식은</span> <span class="s2">가만히</span> <span class="s2">눈을</span> <span class="s2">감았다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">가슴에</span> <span class="s2">박힌</span><span class="s2">여러</span> <span class="s2">사연이</span> <span class="s2">꿈틀</span> <span class="s2">대는지</span> <span class="s2">가끔</span> <span class="s2">한숨을</span> <span class="s2">토했다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">그럴</span> <span class="s2">때마다</span><span class="s1"> 92</span><span class="s2">년을</span> <span class="s2">버텨온</span> <span class="s2">한</span> <span class="s2">여인의</span> <span class="s2">오래된</span> <span class="s2">몸이</span> <span class="s2">작게</span> <span class="s2">흔들렸다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p><figure class="wp-caption alignnone" style="margin:20px 0px;width:871px;"><img class="wp-image-1777 size-medium" src="http://www.neosherlock.com/wp-content/uploads/IMG_3704-871x581.jpg" alt="" width="871" style="border:0px;display:block;height:auto;margin:0px auto;" filesize="89567"><figcaption class="wp-caption-text" style="margin-top:10px;color:#495057;text-align:center;">92세 이외식은 충북 영동의 한 요양원에서 삶의 마지막 순간을 보내고 있다. ©셜록</figcaption></figure><p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span class="s2">요양원</span> <span class="s2">밖은</span> <span class="s2">여전히</span> <span class="s2">뜨거웠다</span><span class="s1">. </span><span class="s2">또곤이</span> <span class="s2">얼굴은</span> <span class="s2">땀인지</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">눈물인지</span> <span class="s2">물기로</span> <span class="s2">범벅이</span> <span class="s2">됐다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:20px 0px;"><span style="font-weight:700;"><span class="s2">서울</span> <span class="s2">서초동의</span> <span class="s2">대법원</span> <span class="s2">판사들이</span> <span class="s2">거래한</span><span class="s1"> 92</span><span class="s2">세</span> <span class="s2">여인은</span> <span class="s2">충북의</span> <span class="s2">첩첩산중</span> <span class="s2">요양원에서</span> <span class="s2">생의</span> <span class="s2">마지막을</span> <span class="s2">보내고</span> <span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.</span></span></p></div> <div class="single-donation" style="max-width:700px;margin:0px auto;text-align:center;color:#323132;font-family:'Open Sans', 'Noto Sans KR', 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '나눔고딕', nanumgothic, 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Arial, 'Trebuchet MS', sans-serif;font-size:14px;"> <div class="donation-title" style="line-height:1.6;">세상을 바꾸는 월 1만원,<br><셜록>은 당신의 후원으로 운영됩니다.</div> <div class="donation-title" style="line-height:1.6;"><br></div></div> <p style="list-style:none;margin:0px 0px 20px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:16px;line-height:27px;">- 양승태를 비롯한 법피아들 정말 파면 팔수록 소름 끼치네요.</p> <p style="list-style:none;margin:0px 0px 20px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:16px;line-height:27px;">예전 이명박근혜때 대법원에서 내려졌던 고개가 갸우뚱해진 판결들 보면 죄다 이놈들이 정권의 하수인으로써 자의+타의에 의해 자행된 것.</p> <p style="list-style:none;margin:0px 0px 20px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:16px;line-height:27px;"><br></p></div></div></div></article></div></div></div></div></div>