<p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#666666;font-family:Dotum;line-height:2;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;line-height:20px;">글 쓴 이(By): staire ( 강 민 형) </span></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#666666;font-family:Dotum;line-height:2;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">날 짜 (Date): 1996년04월29일(월) 13시22분59초 KST</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">제 목(Title): 예수의 추태와 개구리</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">우선 저는 무화과나무의 이야기를 인용하고서 논평할 때에 '성경에 씌어 있는</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">것이 사실이라면'이라는 종속절을 생략했습니다. 이것은 홍수 이야기나 창조 설화,</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">아브라함의 연대 추정 등에서 늘 해당되는 종속절입니다. 그것을 생략함으로 인해</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">혼란을 불러 일으킨 점 죄송하게 생각합니다. 앞으로는 '성경에 묘사된', '성경</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">대로라면'이라는 종속절을 생략하지 않겠습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">둘째, 반복되는 당신의 논리를 보면서 다시 느낍니다. 이 토론은 계속할 가치가</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">없다는 것을. 당신의 기독교적 세계관 아래에서는 기독교회의 폭력은 정당합니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">나치 정권의 논리 아래에서는 이민족에 대한 폭력이 정당했던 것과 같습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그러나 마찬가지로 기독교적 세계관이 아닌 다른 세계관을 가진 저로서는 저의</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">방어논리가 마찬가지의 타당성을 갖습니다. 이 논의는 타협의 여지가 없으므로</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">더 이상 진행시키는 것은 불가능합니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">애초에 저는 자신의 논리를 당신에게 검증받고자 한 적이 없음을 기억하십시오.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">당신은 제가 기독교에 대해 반감을 갖는 이유를 질문하셨고 저는 나름의 이유를</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">말했습니다. 만일 저의 세계관 속에서 제가 납득할 수 있는 반론을 당신이 펼친다면</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">고려해 볼 일이로되 그렇지 않다면 저로서는 더 이상 신경쓸 이유가 없습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그것은 당신에게 저와 같은 형태의 반기독교적인 세계관을 요구하지 않는 것과</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">같습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">다만 이런 생각이 드는군요. 전제 왕권 하에서 일개 백성의 생사여탈권은 당연히</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">왕이 갖습니다. 당신은 권력에 빌붙어 왕의 폭력을 정당화해주고 있으며 저는</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">거기에 저항하고 있습니다. 어느 편을 택하느냐 하는 것은 당신과 저의 자유입니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">* 온누리에님. 기독교에 대한 저의 반감을 이해하시겠지요? *</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">세째로, 예수가 기적을 보였으니 신의 아들임에 틀림없다는 논리(?)는 맞상대할</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">가치를 느끼지 못합니다. 알아서 반성하시리라 믿습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">마지막으로 개구리 이야기를 해볼까요. 저는 의대생 시절에 수많은 동물들에게</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:20px;font-size:11pt;">폭력을 행사했습니다. 하루에 개구리 200마리를</span><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">죽인 적도 있습니다. 쥐 40마리를</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">잡은 적도 있고 순전히 저의 과실로 인해 죽이지 않아도 되는 토끼를 죽이기도</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">했습니다. 저는 토끼를 죽이던 날 잘 피우지도 못하던 담배를 반 갑이나</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">태웠습니다. 제가 어쩔 수 없는 제도의 틀 아래에 있었기 때문에 죽인 것이</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">아닙니다. 그게 싫으면 의대를 그만두었어야 하는 것이겠지요. 또한 제가 아니라도</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">누군가 그 동물들을 희생시킬 것이기 때문도 아닙니다. 저와 같은 길을 가는</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">친구들이 같은 폭력을 휘둘러야 하는 상황 속에서 저 하나만 빠져나온다는 것이</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">결코 죄갚음이 되지 못한다는 것쯤은 알고 있었습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">우리 의대생들은 그러한 상황을 순간순간 괴로와했습니다. 실습을 마치고 실려</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">나가는 시체들을 보면서 저는 나중에 이러한 죄로 인하여 지옥행을 선고받는다</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">하더라도 할 말이 없음을 통감했습니다. 학기말에는 다같이 모여 희생된 동물들에게</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">사죄하는 시간을 갖기도 했습니다. 그러나 그런 속죄의 과정은 죽을 때까지</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">계속해도 이루 다함이 없으리라는 것을 잘 알고 있습니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">그러나 저는 적어도 한 가지 점에서 성경에 묘사된 예수와 다릅니다. 성경에</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">묘사된 예수는 의기양양하게 '보라! 이 나무가 죽었으니 다시 열매맺지 못할</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">것이다. 이 저주의 의미는 어쩌구저쩌구...'라고 떠들어 댔지만 저는 그런 류의</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">패설을 결코 내뱉지 못합니다. 신의 권능이 저에게 그 동물의 생사에 관한 권리를</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">허락했다 하더라도 저는 그들의 시신 앞에서 죄인입니다. 죽는 날까지 모든 생명</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">가진 것을 소중히 여기며 속죄하는 삶을 살아갈 것입니다. 비천한 삶이지만</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><br style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="color:#000000;font-family:'굴림';line-height:20px;"><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;">적어도 성경에 묘사된 예수보다는 값있게 살아갈 것입니다.</span><span style="font-family:Gulim, '굴림', AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:11pt;"> </span></span></p>