<iframe width="560" height="315" src="https://www.youtube.com/embed/VVfrswjWKIs" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div><br></div> <div> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">-</span><span class="s2">미소</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잃은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마일</span><span class="s1">-</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s2">MADE IN JIIN</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">웃는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사람</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">없는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만원</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지하철</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">안에서</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">지겹다</span><span class="s1">...’ </span><span class="s2">라는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">생각을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사람이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뿐만은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아닐</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s3">지겹다</span><span class="s2">...</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">어제도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겨웠고</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">오늘도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겨웠다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">물론</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">오늘이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아직</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">완전히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">끝난</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아니라서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">뭔가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겹지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">일이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">벌어질</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">수도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있지만</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">오늘이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">끝나기까지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이제</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">불과</span><span class="s1"> 4</span><span class="s2">시간</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">정도밖에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">남지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그렇기</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때문에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">분명</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">오늘도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겹게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">끝날</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">지하철역</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밖으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나오자마자</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">어제와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마찬가지로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">차가운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바람이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나에게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">시비를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">걸었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">어제와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">다른</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">점</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이라고는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바람이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">싣고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">온</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">노란</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비닐봉투가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">덮쳤다는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것뿐이었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">짜증스러운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">몸짓으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">신경질적인</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">표정의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">덮고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비닐봉투를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">손으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잡았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">노란</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비닐봉투에는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">일그러진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴과는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">정반대의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그려져</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">스마일이었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">스마일이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그려진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비닐봉투는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">어디를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그렇게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">싸돌아</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">다녔는지는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">몰라도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잔뜩</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">구겨진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">상태였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">하지만</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">봉투에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그려진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마일의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">미소에는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">구김살이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">전혀</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">없었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">녀석은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">주름이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있든</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">말든</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">상관하지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것처럼</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">그저</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밝게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마일을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">바라보면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">입꼬리를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">올려</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">웃는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">까먹은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마냥</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">미소가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잘</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지어지지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">않았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">스마트폰의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">알람이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">귀를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사정없이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때리는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">시작으로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나의</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">오늘이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">또다시</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">시작되었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">분명</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">오늘도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겨운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하루겠지</span><span class="s1">... </span><span class="s2">라는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">생각을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">알람을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">끄려고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마트폰을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잡았을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">뭔가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">이상한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">녀석이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있다</span><span class="s1">.’ </span><span class="s2">라는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">문장이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">머릿</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">속에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">적혀졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s1">‘</span><span class="s2">이상한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">녀석</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마트폰</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아랫부분에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스피커였다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">왜</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스피커에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">ㅡ</span><span class="s1">_</span><span class="s2">ㅡ</span><span class="s1"><span class="Apple-converted-space">  </span></span><span class="s4">←</span><span class="s2">이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">녀석이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">걸까</span><span class="s1">?</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">어제</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">귀갓길에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마주쳤던</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">노란</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마일</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때문에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마트폰</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아랫부분에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스피커가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">귀여운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">표정처럼</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보이는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">분명하다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> ‘</span><span class="s2">이상한</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">녀석</span><span class="s1">’</span><span class="s2">을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">자세히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">살펴보았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">ㅡ</span><span class="s1">_</span><span class="s2">ㅡ</span><span class="s1"><span class="Apple-converted-space">  </span></span><span class="s4">←</span><span class="s2">이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">녀석을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">모르게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">피식</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃어버렸다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">왜</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃음이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나왔는지는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">모르겠지만</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃음이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">버렸다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃으면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">방을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">한번</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">훑어보았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">방</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">안에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">사물들</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하나하나가</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">모두</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">귀여운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">표정을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">짓고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">같았다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">때문인지</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">늘</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겨웠던</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아침이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">조금</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">밝아진</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">것처럼</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">느껴졌다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">거울에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">비친</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼굴은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">어제</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">우연히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">보았던</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">스마일</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">만큼은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">아니지만</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나름</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">괜찮게</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">표정이었다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">출근</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">준비를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마친</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">현관문</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">손잡이를</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">잡은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">채</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">생각했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">문을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">열면</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">재밌는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">표정들이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">얼마나</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">많이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">눈에</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">들어올까</span><span class="s1">?</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">나는</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">현관문을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">열면서</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">분명</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">어제와</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">마찬가지로</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">지겨운</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">하루겠지만</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">그래도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">웃을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">일이</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">많을</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">수도</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">있겠다고</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">생각했다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1"><span class="s2">그때</span><span class="s1">, </span><span class="s2">내</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">발걸음은</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">굉장히</span><span class="s1"> </span><span class="s2">가벼웠다</span><span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"><span class="Apple-converted-space"> </span></span></p> <p class="p3"><span class="s2">fin</span></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p2"><span class="s2"></span><br></p><br></div>