<div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저는 20대 후반 남성입니다....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">제가 살아온 길을 설명 하자면...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">일단 초등학교 때부터 얘기 하겟습니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">초등학교때 이사를 많이 다녀서 여러사람들을 많이 만나왔었습니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">친구들이랑 친해질라그러면 이사가고 그랬습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 중학교때는 부모님 이혼하고 저도 아빠랑 싸우고...(아빠도 때렷습니다.)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">중학교때는 성격이 소심해서 그런지 3년 내내 친구가 없었습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">학교에서 소풍 놀러가고 그러잖아요?</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그때 혼자서 빵이나 김밥천국같은에서 산 음식으로 혼자 때우고</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">의자에서 가만히 앉아있거나 그러면서 시간 때웠습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그게 제 중학교 생활이 었습니다. (정말 3년내내 괴로웠습니다.)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">집에 도착하면 저혼자 난왜 친구가 없을까 하면서 혼자 울고 그랬습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 집에는 부모님이 없었습니다...(보통 혼자서 밥을 해먹었습니다.)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 고등학교는 실업계로 진학하였고....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">IT계열 학과라 그냥 자격증이나 이런거 전부 애매했고 학교 분위기는 대학가는것에만 쏠려있었습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">고등학교때도 친구는 없었습니다..</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">중학교때처럼 괴롭진 않았고 그냥 무난하게 생활했습니다..(성적은 하위였고요..)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 20살이 되고 대학은 안가고 이것저것 많이 했습니다...(1년을 거의 히키코모리 생활..)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 등록금 싼 전문대 2학년 마치고 군대를 갔습니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">이때까지 저는 친구가 없엇고 집에 부모님도 없는 상태 였습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">군대 생활은 친한사람은 없엇지만 그냥 고등학교때 처럼 무난하게 생활 하였습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그리고 군대 전역하고 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">중소기업에 취업을 하고 기숙사에 들어가서 3년 가까이 일을 하고 있습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">회사생활은 좀 않좋은 상태입니다...(사람들이 대부분 저를 고문관 취급합니다.)</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">여기가까지가 제 삶 입니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저는 살아오면서 창피한게 싫엇고...언젠간 나도 남들 처럼 살 수 있겟지 하면서 살아왔습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">주말에는 그냥 집에서 해피한 상상만하면서 그냥 누워있거나</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">걷거나 돌아다니고 있습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">요즘 들어 문뜩 생각 든게...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저는 연락할 사람이 없다는겁니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">남들은 밖에 나가서 여자친구 만나고 아니면 친구들끼리 모여서 동창회나 어디 놀러간다든지...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">친구가 많이 없는 사람들도....옆에 친한친구 한명은 불러서 같이 PC방간다 그러던지 그렇게</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">살고 있는거 같더군요....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">근데 저는 스마트폰 전화번호부 목록을 보니</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">같이 푸념이나 늘어놓으면서 얘기할사람 조차 없었습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">대부분 나쁘지도 않고 좋지도 않는 관계였고...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">뭔가 잘못살았다 생각하기도 하고.....뭘 어떻게 해야할지도 모르겠고..</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">앞으로의 미래도 모르껫고....자신감도 없고....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">왜 난 이렇게 됬을까 생각이 들고....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">지금까지 살아온길은 너무나도 괴로웠습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">친구가 없어 쪽팔리고.....남들처럼 못논다는점에서 괴롭고.....외모,성격, 모든것이...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">항상 애니나 미연시같은거 하면서 현실 돌리고 그쪽세상에만 몰두합니다..</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">인생이란 뭔가요....저는 왜 항상 괴로운건가요....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">전 왜 태어난것이고....왜 스스로 노력해서 선택해야 하고....</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저한테도 인간이라는 감정과 마음이 있는대도 불구하고 괴로워하고</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">아마 저에게 감정과 마음에 없었다면 자살했을지도 모릅니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">이세상이 만들어 지고</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">사람이 만들어질때 마음이라는 영역이 생긴이유가 이것이라고 저는 생각 됩니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">사람은 마음이 없다면 살아가기 위한 힘든상황을 극복 못했을거라 생각합니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">이것마저 고려해서 만든게 인간이라는 존재가 아닐까 생각됩니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">마음이라는 영역을 통해서 믿음이라는 존재를 형성해 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">예를 들어 신이나 종교 이런게 생기면서 인간은 마음속으로 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">위안삼아 가면서 버티는 것이라고 생각됩니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">마음이 없었다면 인류가 지금까지 이렇게 발전하고 살지 못했을거라 생각됩니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저는 단지 이 현대시대의 사람들끼리 만들어진 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">형성된 사회를 적응 못하면서 살아가고 있는거같습니다.</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">저는 앞으로 어떻게 해야 할지도 모르겠고...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">모든게 두렵고 그렇습니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">목표라는 개념을 가지기가 힘든 상황이고 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">이 대한민국 현실에서 목표라는 정의를 내리기가 힘든 현실인거같습니다...</div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">딱히 이런 얘기할수있는 사람도 없어서 </div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;"><br style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"></div> <div style="margin:0px;padding:0px;color:#404040;font-family:gulim, sans-serif;font-size:13px;line-height:22.1px;">그래서 인터넷으로 이렇게 글을 올리고 사람들의 평을 듣고자 글을 올렸습니다.</div> <div><br></div>