<p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">최근에 어떤 이가 이별을 했기에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">잠깐 지켜봤다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">한 시간 정도를 그의 감정변화를 관찰했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">호흡이 거칠어지면서 서서히 화를 내었다가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">자신도 이별이 납득이 되지 않았는지 웃어댔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그는 분노조절장애가 없는 것이 틀림없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">사귀던 여자가 양다리를 들키자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">미안하다는 말만 남기고 떠났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">심성이 착한 녀석이라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">찢어지는 마음이었을 테지만 좋은 모습으로 보내줬단다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;"> </span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그러나 그녀의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">SNS </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">계정이 화근이 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">몇 시간 뒤</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">양다리 상대였던 그와 커플 사진을 SNS프로필로 바꾼 것이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그걸 보더니 증기기관차처럼 폭주하다가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">웃어댔다가 실성하기 일부직전까지 가는 것 같았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">녀석은 슬픈 음악을 틀어댔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">박효신의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">해줄 수 없는 일</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">’</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">이라든지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">거미의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">친구라도 될 걸 그랬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">’, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">휘성의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">안되나요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">등 철지난 발라드를 들으며 눈물을 쏟았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">가사들이 참으로 아름다웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;"> </span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">이별까지는 아무래도 안 될 것 같아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">네가 없이 살아가는 게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">나에게는 자신 없으니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">아무 말도 못들은 걸로</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">아무 일도 없었던 걸로</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">오늘 일만 지워 버리면 우리들은 달라지는 게 없다는 걸</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.”</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">이별을 소재로 한 발라드가 이토록 절절하고 슬펐는지 미처 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">녀석은 이별을 되돌리고 싶었던 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">사실 잘못 한 것은 그녀인데 말이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">모두 자신의 탓으로 돌리는 친구가 불쌍했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그러면서도 한 가지 내린 결론은</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">이별 노래가사가 아름다울 수밖에 없는 이유를 알아낸 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">사실 사건으로 따지면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">이별을 당한 당사자는 비통하고 분할 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">원래 이별이란 한쪽의 배신에서 시작 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">배신의 결말은 늘 지저분하기 마련이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">하지만 유독 남녀 간의 사랑 앞에서는 배신의 결말이 잘 포장 되는 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그것은 아마도 상대와 함께했던 추억을 소중이 여기기 때문인 것 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">헤어지면 남남이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">돌아보면 좋은 기억일 리가 없는데 굳이 포장 할 필요가 있을까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">?</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">원래 인간이란 배신하는 꼴을 못 본다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">제</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">3</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">자가 봐도 화가 나는 것이 배신이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. '</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그래, 우리 이제부터 사랑을 하자.</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;"> 그러기 위해서는 바람을 피우면 안 되는 거 알지?'같은 </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">여러 계약 하에 진도를 나가는 것이 아니던가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">어쨌든 요점은 그것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. 사랑에서 </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">먼저 배신을 한쪽이 무사 할 가능성이 높은 이유는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, 이별 노래의 가사</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">가 큰 공을 세웠다는 것이다.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">사람이란 동물은 배신을 당하면 시간이 지날수록 분노가 커지기 마련이다.</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;"> 그러나 아름다운 멜로디에 가사를 듣게 되면</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> 그것을 억제해주는 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. 분노</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">가 치밀어 오르는 상황이지만, 아름다운 가사와 멜로디가 귓가에 들리면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">희한하게도 미움으로 둘러쌓인 화들이 그리움으로 바뀐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. 그것은 배신 당하기 전까지의 신뢰의 산물이 아니던가? 그래도 그것이 아름다운 사랑이었다고, 믿고 싶은 걸까? 자신이 선택한 사랑이 실패는 아니었다고 자기합리화 시켜버린다. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">그리고 상황이 지나면 모두 자신이 부족해서 그렇다며 상대를 이해하게 된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">.</span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span><span style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"></span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">정말 음악이란 대단하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">. 분노를 용서와 이해로 바꾸다니 말이다. </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">만약 내가 이 친구처럼 음악을 좋아했더라면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">나에게 이별을 고했던 그녀들은 죽지 않았을 텐데, 아쉬운 마음이 든다. </span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;"> </span></p> <p align="justify" style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;text-align:justify;"><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">"</span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">배신</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:13pt;font-family:'바탕체', batangche;">배반형이야.</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'바탕체', batangche;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:13pt;">"</span></p>