<span><font size="2" face="맑은 고딕"></font></span><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">있잖아요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">사실 알고 있었어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그날 밤, 잠이 너무 안와서 뒤척이고 있었어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">우유나 한잔 마시자 하고 밖에 나왔을 때,</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그때 들었어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">제가 어머니의 아들이 아니라는 것을</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니가 전화하시는 걸 엿들었어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 그때, 정말 고민 많이 했어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하지만 결국 저는 어렸고</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">두 분이 절 속였다고 생각했어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래서 저는 비뚤어졌어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하라는 공부도 안하고</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">담배도 몰래 피고</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">고등학교땐 술마시고 난동피우고</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 아줌마라고 불렀잖아요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">저는 제가 아들이 아니라면 어머니라고 부를 수는 없다고 생각했어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇게 대학도 어영부영 나와서</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">대충 졸업하고 대충 막일 하면서 집 나갔었잖아요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그때 어머니께 꺼지라고 했었죠.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니께 참견하지 말라 했었죠.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내가 애새끼로 보이냐며 소리쳤잖아요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">미안해요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">왜 전 잊고 살았던 걸까요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">저번에 꿈을 꿨어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 어렸을 때</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 때의 꿈을요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니가 제 손을 잡고 갔던 그 유원지에서</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니는 저에게 맛있는 아이스크림을 사주셨었죠.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 같이 갔던 그 꽃축제에서 </span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">제 손을 잡고 꽃밭에서 아름다운 꽃을 꺾어주셨잖아요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그러다가 걸려서 혼이 나기도 했고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그때 갔던 그 전시회는 기억나시나요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">돌아오는 길에 먹었던 그 함박 스테이크도 참 맛있었어요.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 다음날에 잘 못 일어났지만 어머니는 혼내지 않으셨죠.</span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br class="kix-line-break"></span><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">자전거에 태워서 힘들게 밟고 언덕길을 올라가셨잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아들 유치원 보내겠다고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이런 아들 십 몇년동안 뒷바라지 해주셨잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이 쉬운 한마디를 저는 하지 않았죠.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아아.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">들리지 않을 소리만을 반복해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신에게 이 말은.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이 눈물은 영영 닿지 않겠죠.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">미안해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">정말 미안해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">울지 말아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">입양한 피 하나 섞이지 않은 저를 키우시고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">사랑해주시고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">몰래 도와주시고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신의 가슴을 후벼 파는 이야기를 해도 한번도 화내지 않고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">힘드셨잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">미안해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">미안해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">모든 것은 제 잘못이에요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 사랑을 알지 못하고 도망치고</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">비뚤어지고</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나쁜 짓만 골라서 하고</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신에 수많은, 수많은 비수를 박고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">끝까지 어머니라는 한 마디를 하지 못하고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">끝까지 사랑한다는 한 마디를 하지 못하고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">끝까지 고마워요라는 한 마디를 하지 못하고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그러니</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이젠 그 손을 놓아주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">저는 일어날 수 없어요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">전 가망이 없어요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 날.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 꿈을 꾼 날.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그제서야 당신의 사랑을 깨닫고</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신을 만나러 가는 길에서</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">트럭에 치인 저는</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이제 더이상 일어날 수 없어요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">더이상</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신에게 사랑한다는 말도.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">고맙다는 말도.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니란 말도.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하지 못해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그러니 그 손을 놓아주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">너같은거 키우는데 힘들었다고 해주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">죽어서 다행이라고 해주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">빨리 죽어버리라고 해주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">계속 그 손을 잡고</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">사랑한다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">미안하다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">언제나 함께 있어.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">엄마는 언제나 널 믿어.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이런 말 하지 말아주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">떠나갈 수 없잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">살고 싶어지잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">죽을 것을 알면서도.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">한번.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">딱 한번만 일어나서</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">당신에게</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니, 고마웠어요. 사랑해요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이 한마디 하고 싶어서</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">떠나지 못하잖아요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아아.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어머니.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 손을 놓아주세요.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">닿지 않는 목소리와 흐르지 않는 눈물이</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">따뜻하게, 그리고 새하얗게</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">저기 저 너머로.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">닿는다면</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">흐른다면</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">마지막에 </span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div><span style="background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">웃을 수 있을 텐데.</span>