<span></span> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 걷고 있었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무 것도 없는 세상을.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그저 정처없이 걸어다녔다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">확실한 것은 지금 콘크리트 길 위를 걷고 있다는 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">딱딱하고 차갑다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">주변에는 아무 것도 없다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">사실 무언가가 있을 지도 모르지만</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무 것도 보이지 않는다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그저 걸을 뿐.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">왜 나는 이 곳에 있는 걸까.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">왜 나는 혼자서 이 곳에.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 내 자신이 무엇인지도 모른다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">다만 눈을 떴을 때 나 혼자 였다는 것 만을 기억하고 있다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">딱딱하고 차가운 콘크리트 길에서 벗어나 바닥은 보도블럭 같은 느낌이 되었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그냥 돌 길인가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">잘은 모르겠지만.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내 양 손으로 주변을 더듬거렸다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도 아무 것도 없다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">문득 두려워졌다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">아무도 없었고 그 누구도 만난 적 없기에 그러한 두려움을 느끼지 않을 것이라 생각했지만</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 소외감에 두려워졌다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 의문은 의문을 이끈다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나 말고 다른 사람이 없기에 나타나는 소외감은 어떻게 해야하는가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그럼 소외감은 해결될 수 있는가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 누구인가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 존재하는가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">갑자기 무서워졌다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내 존재에 대해 확신이 들지 않았기 때문이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">두 손으로 얼굴을 더듬었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">있다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 한가지 단순한 사실은 나에게 있어서 모든 것이었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">있다는 것.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 한가지가.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">자박자박 소리가 들린다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이것은 흙이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">어느새 흙길에 접어들었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 나는 또 한가지 사실을 깨닫는다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">왜 나는 이런 것을 알고 있을까.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">콘크리트이든, 돌이든, 흙이든.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 그런 것을 배운 적이 없었을 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">문명에 대해서도 죽음과 생에 대해서도</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">존재에 대해서도 누구에게도 배운 적이 없었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇다면 나는 왜 알고 있는가.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이 질문에 대한 답은 매우 간단했다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">모른다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그냥 그렇다는 것 만은 깨달았다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그건 그렇고 여긴 꽤나 따뜻하다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">콘크리트보다, 돌길보다 온기를 느낀다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">차가움에서 따뜻함으로.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">걷는다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그저 걷는다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">걸으면서 물었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">수많은 질문을.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 수많은 질문의 답을 깨우치게 되었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">깨우치기 보다 이미 알고 있었던 것이지만.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">하지만 단 한가지.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">혼자인 것이 너무나도 슬펐다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">발이 촉촉했다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">진흙인가 싶었지만 그것은 나의 눈물이었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나의 눈물이 땅을 적시고 있는 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그렇게 울었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">땅에 무릎을 꿇고 울었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">바닥을 치며 울었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">울음이 그쳤을 때, 바닥은 온통 진흙이었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">진흙을 꽉 붙잡았다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그리고 모든 것을 깨닫게 되었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내 고독과 모든 진리에 대해서.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">이 고독이 가실 일은 없겠지만</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">지금보다는 따뜻하고.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">지금보다는 행복할 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그 것을 깨닫자 내 양손에는 작은 돌멩이가 한개씩 쥐어져 있었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 마지막 질문을 던졌다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내가 걸어온 길을 걷게 될 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">내가 깨달은 진리들을 차차 깨닫게 될 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">결국 고독이 삶이라는 것을 깨닫게 될 것이다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도 나는 움직일 것인가?</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">꽉 돌멩이을 쥐었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">없는 것보단 낫다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">결국 자멸할 것을 알지만</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그래도 그 시간 전까진 외롭지 않겠지.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">나는 두 돌멩이를 들고 맞대었다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">그럼 움직이자.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';background-color:transparent;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">돌멩이를 세게 쳤다.</span></p> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div> <div dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><br></div><span style="font-size:14.6667px;font-family:Arial;color:#373a3c;background-color:#eeeeee;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;">יהי אור</span>