<b style="font-weight:normal;"></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">숫자가 올라갔다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">1,2..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">8…</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그리고 멈췄다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">나는 이 정도일 뿐인가.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이 작은 세계에서 알아주는 이가 겨우 8명 뿐인 걸까.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">8명도 결국 나와 이야기 하고 싶어하지 않는다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">수많은 유명인들이 있고, 그들은 언제나 주목을 끌지만</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">나는 그저 50kb짜리 의미없는 글귀를 쓰는 아류작으로 전락해버렸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그때였다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">누군가의 고민에 사람들이 관심이 끌린다는 것을 보았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그들의 숫자는 기하급수적으로 올라갔다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">누군가가 올린 연탄불의 모습에</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">수많은 사람들은 숫자를 올렸고, 수많은 상냥한 말을 나눴다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그 모습에 부러워했던 걸까.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그 모습이 되고 싶었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그래서 베었보았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">손목에 붉게 선이 그어졌고, 피가 새어나왔다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그 사진을 찍어 올렸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">1..2..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">8..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">10!</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">드디어 한 고비를 넘겼다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">사람들은 나에게 많은 말을 건넸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이거라면 주목을 끌 수 있다는 확신이 들었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">숫자는 계속 늘어 만 갔다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">10...15..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">40…</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">여기서 정체하고 말았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">움직이지 않았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">나는 이 기회를 놓치고 싶지 않았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">숫자가 움직이게 하고 싶었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">더 이야기가 하고 싶었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">손목은 욱신거렸지만</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이것보다 더한 것을 찾아야만 했다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">고민하다 눈에 띈 것은 택배 박스였다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">정확히 말하면 포장되어있는 노끈이었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">인터넷을 뒤져 완벽한 고리를 만들었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">거울에 비친 나를 찍었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그야말로 자살하고자 하는 사람의 모습이 담겨있었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">좋아.. 이거라면..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">키보드를 향해 손을 뻗었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">다만 잊고 있었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">목에 끈을 메고 있었다는 것을.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">실수로 의자를 차버렸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">눈이 터질 것 같이 뜨겁게 달아오르고</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">탁 막힌 목구멍에선 꺽 꺽 거리는 끔찍한 소리만이 들렸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">다만 나는 확인 버튼을 누르기 위해 필사적으로 발을 뻗었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">시야가 까맣게 흐려지기 시작했다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">얼굴이 화끈거리다 이젠 화끈거림이 점차 사라질 정도가 되었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">나는 발을 뻗어 엔터 키에 뻗었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">닿지 않았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">제발.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">제발..</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">탁. 하고 눌리는 소리가 들렸다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이거라면.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">충분히 100도 넘을 것이다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">수많은 사람들이 말을 건네주겠지.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">수많은 사람들이 숫자를 올려주겠지.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">하지만 나는 행복함에 눈물을 흘릴 수도 없었다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">꽉 막힌 숨통은 트이지 않았다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">하지만 이 작은 세상에서</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">수많은 사람들이 보는 가운데 죽는 것도 나쁘지 않아.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">의미 없는 숫자들에.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">의미 없는 글자들에.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">목을 조여지며</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">의미 없다는 것을 알고 있었지만</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">다만 그렇게 생각했다.</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br><br><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:13.33px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그리고 눈을 감았다.</span></b>