<p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="line-height:1.5;font-size:10pt;">사슴농장에서 나올 때 까지 코카콜라 녀는 말이 없었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="line-height:1.5;font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">혼자 뭔가 골똘히 생각에 잠겨 있어서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">분위기상 말을 걸 수도 없고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">결국 사슴 농장을 나올 때 까지 저는 그녀 어머니와 이런저런 잡담을 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 낯가림이 심해서 처음본 사람과 친해지기 힘든 성격인데 그녀 어머니는 참 털털 하시더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">직설적이고 솔직한 코카콜라녀 성격이 그녀 어머니를 닮았던 것 같습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀 어머니가 저희 집에 도달해 저를 내려줄때까지 결국 그녀는 한마디도 안했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘가 왜 화가 났지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">궁금하기도 하고 그녀가 갑자기 화난 듯 하자 그녀 어머니도 그녀 눈치를 보는 것 같고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">아무 말도 못하고 집으로 왔죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">집에 와서 별 생각 없이 씻고 책을 보며 시간을 때우고 있는데 전화가 울려서 받아 보니 코카콜라 녀입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">삼십분 후에 집 앞에 오겠다고 잠깐 내려오라네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">내려갔죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이번엔 샤워도 하고 청바지에 깔끔한 티하나 입고 내려가니 그녀가 왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">차를 주차장에 세우고 저희 집 근처 커피숍으로 향했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">커피를 시키고 한참을 말없이 있었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">여전히 화가 난 것 같기도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">무슨 말을 해야 할지도 모르겠고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">한참을 멍하게 앉아 있다 무슨 말이라도 해야 할 것 같아 제가 입을 땠어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어머니 참 멋있으시더라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미인이시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">성격도 좋으시고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일단 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">갑자기 무슨 말인가 싶었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">미안 하다니 뜬금없이 뭐가 미안 하다는 건지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아무튼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일단 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 커피 잔에 담긴 얼음을 빨대로 휘휘 저으며 말합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">오늘 새벽에 찾아 온 거</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">괜찮아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">잠 좀 덜자면 어때</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">괜찮아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 겸연쩍게 웃으며 말하는데 갑자기 그녀가 고개를 바짝 들어 내 눈을 바라봅니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일단</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이제 걱정 하지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">내가 알아서 해결할게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">잉</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이게 무슨 뚱딴지같은 소린지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">나중에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일단 해결하고 내가 다 말해줄게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 자리에서 일어납니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그날 밤부터</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">아파트 복도에서 나던 괴소리가 안 났어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">느낌상 그랬는지 어쨋는지 모르지만 확실히 밤에 신경 거슬리는 소리가 나지 않았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">저를 헤꼬지 하려는 일련의 소동들도 더 이상 일어나지 않았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러다 보니 괴롭힘을 당했던 공포심이 조금씩 사그라지기 시작 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 생각해보니 코카콜라 녀와 만난 지 이주가 그냥 지나갔어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">연락이 한동안 오지 않게 되자 슬슬 제가 궁금해집니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">무슨 일 있나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이따 연락이나 한번 해볼까 싶은 찰나 그녀에게 연락이 왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">잠깐 얘기 좀 하자더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">저녁에 만나 저희 동네 한강 고수부지로 향했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">고수부지 뚝방 길에 앉아 그녀가 자신의 과거 이야기를 해 줍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">코카콜라 녀와 최화정녀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">청바지 녀는 고등학교 때부터 단짝 이었답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">여자들은 흔히 그러잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;">남자들은 사춘기 시절 친해지면 서로에게 육두문자로 친밀감을 표시 하는데 여자들은 좀 다르다고 하더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">셋중 청바지 녀는 독립성이 강해서 혼자 이것저것 잘 해 나갔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">최화정녀는 그게 아니었다고 하더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음에는 최화정녀의 공부가 조금 모자란 것 같으니 코카콜라 녀가 도와주고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">학교 끝나고 밤에 집에 갈 때도 청바지 녀가 최화정녀 집에 먼저 바라다 주고 집에 가고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀들에게 반한 사춘기 남학생들이 그녀들을 쫒아 다닐 때도 코카콜라 녀가 다 해결하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러다 보니 최화정녀는 코카콜라 녀를 아주 많이 의지 하게 되었답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러다 고등학교 이학년 시험기간때 자기 집에서 최화정녀와 같이 공부하다 같이 잠이 들었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">잠결에 뭔가 기분이 이상 하더래요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">설핏 잠이 덜 깬 상태에서 정신을 차려보니 자신의 가슴을 속옷 안으로 최화정녀가 만지고 있더랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음엔 그냥 잠결에 손이 올라간 건가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">싶었는데 그게 아니었답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">확실히 손에 힘이 들어간 상태에서 의식적으로 만졌다네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이상한 건 그 상태에서 그녀도 조금씩 정체를 알 수 없는 쾌감이 들어 그대로 더 깊이 진행 됐답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때부터 둘이 연인 관계 비슷한 상태 였대요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">섹슈얼한 관계까지 포함해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">좀 다른 점이 있다면 코카콜라 녀는 이러면 안 되는데 하는 마음이 있었던 반면, 최화정녀는 그녀가 조금이라도 눈을 돌리거나 다른 남자에 좋은 표현을 쓰면 난리가 났었다는 군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 듣다보니 뭔가 얘기가 이상 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">왜냐하면 저한테 처음 대쉬 했던 날</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">저에게 다가와 말을 걸었던 게 최화정 녀 였거든요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘기를 들어 보아 하니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">대학을 진학 하고 얼마 안가 코카콜라 녀가 이런 관계 더 지속 하지 말자고 이야기 했답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그랬더니 최화정녀가 난리 난리가 났었다는 군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">칼들고 너 죽이고 나도 죽겠다는 둥</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러다 둘이 합의를 본게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그럼 네 마음에 드는 남자가 나타나면 한번 만나 봐라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">자기와 관계를 끊지 않는 조건으로 만나 보는 건 허락 하겠다는 조건 이었 답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 대상이 왜 하필 나 였냐고 물어 봤더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그날 술 마시는데 건너편 남자가 웃는데 웃는 얼굴이 마음에 들더 랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래서 가만히 들여다보는데 웬지 자기를 구해 줄 수 있을 것 같은 예감이 들더 랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런 예감은 드는데 웬지 슬프더래요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래서 자기가 최화정녀에게 말했답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">나 저 남자 한번 만나보고 싶다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런 게 어디 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">누구나 웃는 모습은 다 예뻐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 구하긴 뭘 구해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">내가 슈퍼맨도 아니고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 짐짓 웃는 얼굴로 이야기 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 이때쯤</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제 감정이 이상해지는 거예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐랄까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 그동안 코카콜라 녀를 여자로 안 봤던 이유가 대가 아주 쎄보이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">좋은 집안에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">좋은 학벌에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미모에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 모습들 때문에 좀 거리를 뒀던 건데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀 어머니를 만나는 시점부터 감정이 미묘하게 바뀌기 시작 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘가 의외로 참 해맑구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라든지</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제게 돈을 준다던지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">얼굴 보자고 했던 게 정말 순수하고 직설적인 성격 이어서 그렇구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">하는 연민 비슷한 감정이 생기기 시작 했던 것 같습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 그녀가 최화정녀와 왜 친하게 되었는지 말을 이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">저번에 내가 호텔에서 방에 영가가 보인다고 했던 말 기억나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">갑자기 그 말을 하니 온몸에 소름이 오싹 돋습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀에게 처음 이상한 영가의 모습이 보이기 시작 한건 초등학교 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">6</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">학년 때였답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">집에서 자다가 새벽에 물을 마시러 부얻으로 향했는데 부얻에 누군가가 빙글빙글 같은 자리를 돌고 있더 랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음에 가족 중 누군가가 부얻에 있나 싶었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음 보는 사십대 남자가 자기 집 부얻에서 빙글빙글 돌고 있더래요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">알아 들을 수 없는 말을 중얼중얼 거리면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 그녀가 소리 지르고 기절하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">가족들은 다 뛰어 나와서 들쳐 업고 병원가고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">지금은 그나마 봐도 놀라거나 하진 않는데 살면서 그게 어마어마한 고통 이었다네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">사실 그 문제로 엄마랑 여기저기 용하다는 무속인 들도 많이 찾아 다녔답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">가봐야 뻔 하죠 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">네 딸 신 내렸다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">신 받아야 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 그런 말이 엘리트 집안에 통하겠습니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그냥 집안에서는 쉬쉬 했대요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">하지만 이상하게 최화정녀와 같이 있으면 그런 일이 없었다네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">자기는 처음에 최화정녀가 생명에 은인 같았답니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 저를 처음 본 순간 웬지 저하고 같이 있으면 최화정녀가 자기를 지켜주듯 제가 지켜줄수 있을 것 같다는 생각이 들었대요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">근데 너 나랑 있을 때 귀신 봤다며</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 아무렇지 않은 듯 물었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">...............”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀 말에 의하면 저와 같이 있던 그날 영가가 보이기에 자기도 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아 이 남자는 아니구나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라는 생각을 했대요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 느낌이 이상해서 영가들을 자세히 바라보니 영가들이 저를 보고 덜덜 떨고 있더 랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">평소 그런 일이 생기면 자기 보고 희죽 희죽 웃거나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">짖꿏은 상대로 장난을 치는데 어쩐 일인지 저와 같이 있으니 영가들이 피하려 하는 게 역력히 느껴지더래요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 문득 든 생각이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, ‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아 내가 가지고 다니는 호신불 때문에 그런가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하는 생각이 들었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어린 시절부터 저희 모친이 항상 그때그때 호신불을 챙겨 주셔서 저는 항상 호신불을 지갑이든 어디든 챙겨 다닙니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐 제가 영적으로 뛰어난 사람도 아니고 하니 그런 결론을 내릴 수밖에 없더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">...........</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 그녀가 말합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">머</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 말하는데 바람이 스윽 스쳐 지나갑니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">무덥고 습한 여름날이었는데 어째서 바람은 그다지도 차가운지요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 얕은 한숨을 내 쉽니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어쨌든</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너한테 이상한 일 겪게 해서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">태풍이 다가옴을 알리는 바람이 부는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 바람에 제 마음도 는실난실 춤을 주고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">찰랑이는 그녀 머릿결이 제 얼굴 곁을 스치는데 라벤더 향기가 드리웁니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐가 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미안할 것도 많다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 별것 아니라는 듯</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">심드렁하게 말을 받았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이제 그런 일 없을 거야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">걱정 하지 않아도 왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">가을이 첫발을 디디기 아직 먼 계절인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">마음속에 강쇄 바람이 스쳐지나 갑니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">만약에 말이야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">...........”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀 시선이 가로수 불빛으로 총총히 빛나는 강위 윤슬들을 향한 채 말을 이어 갑니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 말하기 염치없지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너 내가 만약에 계속 나랑 인연을 이어 가자고 하면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러니까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일반적인 사람들이 보기에 조금 이상하고 말하기 힘든 과거가 있지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">네 옆에 있겠다고 하면</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.........”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 말을 멈춥니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">저도 하릴없이 흑석동편 올림픽 대로를 쌩쌩 달리는 자동차만 바라보고 있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">사실 그때 마음이 알 수 없는 여러 가지 물음표들로 뒤엉켜 무슨 말을 해야 할지 몰랐습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">참으로 슬겁지 못하게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 그 말을 하는 그 순간조차 그녀의 집안</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너무 뛰어난 학벌</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">부담스러운 미모 따위만으로 마음이 잔뜩 어지러워 졌어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그것 때문에 선뜻 대답을 못했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 제게 듣고 싶었던 해답은 전혀 다른 문제들 이었는데 말이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">멍청하게 그저 한강만 바라보고 있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀 얼굴도 바라보지 못한 채로 말이죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 말 못들은 걸로 하자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 말을 끊자</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀와 저 사이에 은하수를 비끄러져 지나가는 침묵만 남았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그렇게 한참을 말없이 앉아 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 일어섭니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">아무런 말도 없이 일어서 뒤로 걸어가기에 매점이나 화장실을 가는 줄 알았어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">십 분이 지나고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">삼십분이 지나고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">한 시간이 지나도 그녀가 돌아오지 않습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그제서야 저도 천천히 일어나 집으로 향합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 뒤로 정말 이상한 일은 다시 일어나지 않았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 저게 아무 말 없이 뒷걸음질 쳐 떠나갔듯</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">일련의 일들도 소리도 없이 뒷걸음질 쳤어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;line-height:1.5;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 날 멍하게 집에 들어갔다가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하루하루 지날수록 엄청난 후회가 밀려 왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음에는 바람에 찰랑이는 강가 파도처럼 조그맣게 일더니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">시간이 지날수록 저 먼 배래에서 어마어마하게 크나 큰 너울로 변해 제 마음을 후려 쳤습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 그해 가을</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">저는 입대를 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;line-height:1.5;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;line-height:1.5;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">입대 전까지 그녀에게 계속 전화를 했었지요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">몇 번은 받지 않았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">몇 번은</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.......</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미안한데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">우리 애가 전화 통화 하고 싶지 않다네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이거 어쩌지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 겸연쩍어 하시는 그녀 어머니 목소리를 들었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이번 이야기는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이렇게 끝이 납니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">많이 허무 하시죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 그랬잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이번 이야기는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">100</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">프로 실화로 쓰겠다고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그냥 있었던 일 그대로 가감 없이 쓰면 끝이 원래 많이 허무 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">처음 쓸 때만 해도 무서울 줄 알았는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">막상 쓰고나니 별로 무섭지도 않고 망작이네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">죄송합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">ㅜㅜ</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 후로 그녀 소식을 전혀 듣지 못했습니만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">저를 괴롭히지 않는 조건으로 다시 최화정녀와 관계를 지속 했을 거라 생각 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">젊은 시절 저를 생각해보면 어쩌면 그렇게도 머져리 같은지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 소중한 인연을 그냥 스쳐 지나 보냈습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사실 이런 종류의 글만 써도 한 없이 쓰겠네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">문제는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">다른 인연들은 생각 할 때 마다 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어릴 때 다 그런 거지 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 피식 웃어 넘길 수 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 식의 인연들은 회한으로 남아 계속 저를 괴롭힙니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">길고 지루한 글이었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">마지막까지 읽어 주셔서 감사 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p>
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