<ul style="margin:0px;padding:0px;list-style:none;color:#2e2e2e;font-family:'굴림', verdana, sans-serif;line-height:20px;"><li class="flt" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;"> <div class="smartOutput" style="line-height:1.6;width:680px;overflow:hidden;"> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;line-height:1.5;font-size:10pt;">5.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">남자는 누구나 그런 시기가 존재하잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">하나부터 열까지 순수 했던 시기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 그때 그 시기 였습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 코카콜라 녀가 술도 많이 먹었으니 잠깐 방 잡은 후 술이나 깨고 가자기에 쭐래쭐래 따가올라 가며 그 생각을 했어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아직 열시도 안됐으니까 잘하면 할증 붙기 전에 택시 타고 갈수 있겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.’</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">방에 들어가자마자 땀을 많이 흘렸다고 코카콜라가 씻으러 들어가고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">지금 생각해보니 그때 코카콜라 녀가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너 먼저 씻을래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라기에 제가</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">난 집에 가서 씻을 건데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 겁내 초롱초롱한 눈빛으로 말했던 기억이 나네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">순간적으로 저를 병신처럼 바라보던 눈빛이 기억납니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어쨌건 저는 침대에 웅크려 앉아 있다가 깜빡 잠이 들었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그럴 나이잖아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. ‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">잠깐 술 깨러 방 잡자 그랬으니 빨리 술 깨야지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 생각할</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">요즘은 아닌가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">하긴 그때도 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그렇게 따지고 보면 제가 좀 많이 늦었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">군대 병장 달고 첫사랑을 만났고 그 여자가 첫 경험이었으니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">참 희한하죠</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">군대 가서 잠깐 외출 나온 사이 첫 사랑을 사귀다니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">암튼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">실제 그 당시에 여자들과 모텔이나 여행가서 콘도에서 묵은 적이 많았는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">저는 정말 잠만 잤습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">시간이 지나고 생각해보면 얼굴이 화끈 거리는 에피소드가 많은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 개들이 날 얼마나 욕했을까하는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;">깜빡 잠이 들었다 깨어보니 어슴푸레 불이 꺼져 있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 앞에 코카콜라 녀가 서있는데 호텔에서 주는 흰색 가운을 입고 서있더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">시간은 삼십분이 채 지나지도 않았고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 사온 맥주를 주섬주섬 꺼내며 한잔 더 하잡니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">엉거주춤 테이블 쪽으로 가는데 어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어렴풋이 저쪽 테이블 위로 그녀가 벗어서 개어 놓은 듯 한 옷 위에 속옷까지 있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">엥</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어두워서 희미하게 보이지만 분명 속옷 같은데 그럼 지금 저 까운 안에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">..........</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">정신이 번쩍 듭니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">순간적으로 당황스러워서 어떻게 해야 할지 모르겠더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그냥 못 본척 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">무슨 말이라도 해야 겠기에 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너는 자고 갈거냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">고 물어 보니 자기는 자고 간다 더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래서 대답한다는 게 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그럼 난 조금만 더 있다 나갈게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라는 말을 해 버렸습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">돌이켜 생각해보니 그때 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">내가 너 매너 있게 건드리지 않을 테니 안심해라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라는 </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">병신 같은 메시지를 전하려 했던 것 같습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">병신 같지 않아 보이기 위해 상병신 같은 말을 하다니</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.......</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그럴 때가 있습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">휘몰아치는 병신력으로 찬란히 빛나던 시기가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">....</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어쨋건 둘이 앉아 맥주를 마셨습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런저런 얘기를 하다가 갑자기 얘가 그러더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">자기가 여자로 안보이냐고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">저는 좀 이상한게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">외모 보다는 목소리나 말투를 보고 사람에게 호감을 많이 느끼는 편인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘 목소리가 허스키한 편이었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">피부도 까무잡잡한 편이고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">약간 허스키한 목소리를 내는 서기 라고 연상 하시면 됩니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">거기다 대화도 잘 안통하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘는 주로 말하는 게 외국 유학 준비하는 얘기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">미국얘기</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">연예인 누구</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">누구랑 술 먹었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 이야기 등인데 당췌 제가 끼어들 공통 화제가 없다보니</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그냥 앞에서 덩더쿵 쿵덕 맞장구나 쳐대는 수준 이었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러니 여자로 보이니 마니도 없었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">조금 있으면 군대도 가야하니 애인을 만들겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 생각도 없었고 뭐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래서 그냥 웃으며 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">여자로 보인다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아주 아름답다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">다만 나랑 어울리지 않을 뿐이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">우리는 친구지 않냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런 식으로 둘러 댔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러자 그러더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사실 내가 너 오늘 잡아먹을라 그랬는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">관둬야 겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">랍니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">무슨 소리야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그게</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">...</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사람이 사람을 먹으면 안 되지 식인종도 아니고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 당황해서 그렇게 말하자 그녀가 어이없다는 듯이 저를 쳐다봅니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 시간이 조금씩 흐를수록 그녀가 입고 있던 까운 앞섬이 조금씩 벌어지는 거예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">거기다 까운 안에 속옷 까지 안 입었다고 생각하니 이거 참 여러모로 거시기 해 집니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 조용히 있던 그녀가 말을 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너 내가 왜 오늘 그냥 지나 가는 줄 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“..........” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 말은 못하고 침만 꼴깍 꼴깍 삼켜 댑니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이 방이 너무 번잡해서 그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이 방 사람 죽은 방이네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">히이이이익</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">~~ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">얘가 무슨 소리를 하는 거야 싶습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">와 갑자기 등골이 쐐 해 지면서 엄청난 공포감이 몰려옵니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 말을 듣자 그때까지 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">차렷</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">자세로 용맹하게 기립해 있던 제 곧휴가 곧바로 엎드려뻗쳐를 실시합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';font-size:10pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?.....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?....</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너는 그걸 어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">..</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어떻게 알아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러자 그녀가 방 안쪽을 보고 있다가 고개를 돌려 저를 바라보는데 눈동자가 번쩍 빛납니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">보이니까 알지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">둘이나 돌아다니네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">한명은 모르겠는데 한명은 목 메단게 확실한 것 같고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">으아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.............</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">엄마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">........</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">정말 소리 지르면서 뛰쳐나가고 싶습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 또 쫄보 취급 받을 까봐 마지막 안간힘을 쓰며 웃었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">..</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">..</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">재</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">..</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">재밌네</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">근데 그런 장난 치지 마</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">섬뜩 하잖아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러자 그녀가 멍한 표정으로 저를 쳐다봅니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">장난 아닌데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?”</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제 표정이 벙 찝니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">아니 뭐 이런 애가 다 있지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라는 생각도 들고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">이게 지금 장난인지 아닌지 헷갈리기도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러니까 가지 말고 내 옆에 있어 줘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">나 혼자 이방에서 무섭게 어떻게 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 말을 듣자 갑자기 화가 머리끝까지 올라옵니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">“</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">너 진짜 해도 해도 너무 하는 거 아냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">? </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">진짜 내 보다보다 도저히 못 참겠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">. </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">여기서 자든 집으로 가든 네 맘대로 해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">” </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 말하며 제가 벌떡 일어섰습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 문께로 걸어가는데 그녀가 제 앞을 막아섭니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고는 눈을 치켜뜨고 저를 째려봅니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 비키라고 말하자 갑자기 입고 있던 까운 허리 밴딩을 끄르더니 옷을 벗습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">코카콜라 녀가 입고 있던 까운이 허물처럼 바닥에 떨어지더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 순간 당황해서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이건 또 뭐야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">?’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라고 생각 하는 순간</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그녀가 제 목에 매달리며 키스를 시도 합니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제가 당황해서 그녀를 침대로 확 밀쳤습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">원체 마른 체형이어서 그런지 그녀가 낙엽처럼 침대로 쓰러집니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">쓰러진 그녀에게 앞으로 다신 나한테 연락하지 말라고 말한 후 밖으로 나왔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">집으로 가는 길에 화낸 게 잘 한건지 잘못한 건지 마음이 갈지자입니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어찌 됐건 그때부터 그녀가 무섭게 느껴지기 시작 했습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">귀신이 보인다는 말이 진담 이었어도 무섭고 거짓 이었어도 무섭다는 생각이 들었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">하여간</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 아이랑은 좋게 좋게 관계가 이어 질수 없다는 답은 내렸지요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그리고 마음이 한쪽으로 결정을 내리자마자 코카콜라 녀가 어마어마하게 무섭게 느껴지는 겁니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어쨋건 택시를 타고 집으로 돌아갔습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">들어가자마자 씻고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">이런저런 정리를 하다 보니 새벽 한시가 넘은 시간이 되었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 저희 집이 복도식 아파트 였는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">제 방이 복도 쪽으로 나 있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">제 습관이 밤중에 불 끄고 제 방 의자에 앉아 멍하게 창밖을 바라보는 것이었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 날도 자기 전에 멍하게 창밖을 바라보고 있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">여름이니 창문도 다 열려 있었고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">멍하게 남산 타워를 바라보고 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">,</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어쩐지 복도에서 뭔가 은밀하게 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사각</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">사각</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하는 소리가 나는 것 같습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">소리가 나는 건지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그날 제가 신경이 예민해져서 환청이 들리는 건지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">가뜩이나 좀 전에 코카콜라 녀에게 그런 소리까지 듣고 나니 염통이 짜그라져 있는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">한참을 쫄아서 혼자 앉아 있다가 제 방에서 나가 현관문을 열어 복도를 바라보니 역시 아무도 없더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">‘</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">신경과민인가 보다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">’ </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">하는 생각에 잠자리에 들었어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">생각 보다 더 피곤했는지 잠은 금방 들었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그런데 날 이 밝아</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">어머니가 빨리 일어나서 밥 먹으라는 소리에 잠이 깻습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">일어나자마자 정신이 멍 하더군요</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어제 밤에 있었던 일이 꿈결처럼 느껴지기도 하고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">, </span><span style="font-size:10pt;">그러다 문득</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어디서 이상한 냄새가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.........</span><span style="font-size:10pt;">라는 생각에 냄새의 근원지를 찾기 위해 방안을 살피는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">어억</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.......</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그때 제방 창문에 격자무늬 쇠창살로 된 방충방이 달려 있었습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:10pt;">.</span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span><span style="font-size:10pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:10pt;"></span></p> <p style="margin:10px 0px;padding:0px;"><span style="line-height:1.5;"><span style="font-size:10pt;">그 방충망에 누군가 내</span>장이 다 터진 새끼 고양이 양발을 대자로 벌려 철사로 메달아 놨습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="line-height:1.5;font-family:'함초롬바탕';letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span> </p></div></li></ul>
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