<b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">155: <span style="color:#cc0000;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)09:31:46 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 6년 전에 여동생에게 약혼자를 빼앗긴 것.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그리고 그것이 이유로 먼저 모친과 인연을 끊은 것.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그리고 그 2년 뒤에 부친과도 인연을 끊은 것.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그리고 여동생 부부가 빚을 짊어져서 곤란해 하고 있으니까 도와줬으면 한다고 부모님이 울면서 매달려 왔기 때문에, 누구에게도 아무 말도 하지 않고 이사를 하고 전화번호도 바꾼 것.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 자신에게 이런 결단력과 행동력이 있었다는 것에 놀랐다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 나는 6년 전에 납폐도 끝마치고 식장도 결정해서 앞으로 반년 미만이면 결혼하려는 때에 친가에 불려 가서, 가보니까 약혼자와 여동생이 도게자 하고 있었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 의미를 몰랐지만, 약혼자의 아이를 여동생이 임신해 버렸으므로, 약혼을 해소해 줬으면 한다는 말을 들었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그 때는 아버지는</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">「여동생과 약혼자가 나쁘니까, 약혼자는 (나)와 헤어지는 대신에 여동생과도 결혼하지마라. 그렇게 자기 멋대로인 짓은 시킬 수 없다」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말해 주었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 여동생이</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#741b47;">「아이를 죽일 수 없다」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말하자 아버지는,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">「마음대로 낳으면 되지만 의절할 것이고 약혼자에게도 위자료를 (나)에 청구하도록 할거고, 만일 결혼 한다해도, 지금까지 호강하며 생활하던 여동생이 놀랄 정도로 괴로운 생활 밖에 할 수 없게 될 것이다.」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말해 주었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그리고 아버지는 그 말 그대로로 해줬다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그러나 어머니는, 옛날부터 여동생 쪽을 편애하고 있었으므로, 결국 여동생 부부를 친가로 들여보냈다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그리고 어머니에게 있어서 나는, 귀여운 여동생의 실수조차 용서할 수 없는 귀신같은 언니라는 인식이었으므로, 나는 친가에 돌아가지 않게 되었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 아버지에게서는 가끔씩 연락이 있거나, 식사를 하거나 하고 있었지만, 여동생이 자식을 낳고 나서 2년 정도 되었을 때,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">「이제 슬슬 용서해 줄 수 없는가.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">자신도 처음은 용서할 수 없었지만, 손자를 보다보니 마음이 조금씩 용서할 수 있게 되었다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">(나)에도 2명을 용서하고 마음을 새롭게 하고 살았으면 좋겠다」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말했다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 내는 단 2년만에 아버지의 마음이 그런 식으로 바뀌어 버린 것이 쇼크였다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 아버지에게 무리이다고 고하면, 아버지가 </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">「어머니나 여동생이 말는 것처럼 (나)가 집념이 강하다」</span></b><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">라고 말했으므로, 그 날을 마지막으로 인연을 끊기로 했다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 아버지로부터의 전화도 받지 않았고 일절 연락을 하지 않았다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 어느 날 부모님이 나의 직장에 왔다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이유는, 약혼자가 나와 헤어진 경위를 알고 있는 상사에게,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#134f5c;">「인간 관계를 소홀히 하는 인간은 신용할 수 없다」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 라고 먼저 한직으로 돌려지고, </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">그 뒤 사직하고 기업을 했지만 제대로 되지 않고, 지금은 친가를 저당 잡혀서</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#351c75;">「이대로 갚지 못하면 경매로 나가 버린다. 돈을 빌려 주었으면 한다.」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 라는 것이었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 내가 지불기일을 물어보니까, 부모님은 안심한 듯한 얼굴을 하고, ○○이라고 대답했다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 벌써 내가 빌려줄 거라고 확신하고 있는 것 같았다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 나는 약혼자에게 지불받은 위자료와 결혼자금으로 1000만을 넘는 예금이 있었고, 일도 제대로 하고 있었으니까.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">그렇지만 나는, 일을 그만두고 모습을 숨기는데 며칠이 필요한가를 역산하기 위해서 알 필요가 있었기 때문에 물었을 뿐이었다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">그리고 나는 모습을 감추었다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그 뒤 친가의 근처에 가지 않았기 때문에, 어떻게 되었는가는 몰랐다. 최근까지는.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 최근이 되어 자택에서 가장 가까운 역에서 중학교 동급생이 말을 걸어왔다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 출장으로 이쪽에 와서 우연히 나를 찾아낸 것 같았다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그 사람에 따르면,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">부모님은 집을 빼앗겨, 현재 생활보호를 받으며 단지 아파트에서 살고 있는 것 같다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">아버지는 나에게 인연이 끊어진 것은 모친의 탓이라고, 그토록 모친에게 상냥했는데 지금은 DV(Domestic Violence, 가정 폭력) 남편화 되어 있는 것 같다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그만큼 엄격했던 부친이 그렇게 되어 있다니 놀랐다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">나의 약혼자였던 사람도, 빚으로 어떻게 해볼 도리가 없게 되서 아이가 있는데, 여동생을 풍속(매춘, 윤락업소)에 떨어뜨렸다고 한다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">아이는 그 근처에서는 유명한 방치아인 것 같다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">덧붙여서 일하러 가지도 않고, 여동생이 도망치지 않도록 직장까지 송영(보내고 맞아들임)을 하는 훌륭한 기둥서방인 것 같다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 여동생은 굉장히 나를 원망하고 있는 것 같다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#741b47;">「(나)가 약혼만 하지 않았다면」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말했다고 들었다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이것으로 좋았던 것인지 어떤지는 모르겠고 마음이풀린 것은 아니지만, 집이라도 살까하고 생각하고 있다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 자신이 정말로 집념이 강해서 기분나쁜 인간이라는 것을 자각할 수 있었으므로, 이제부터는 혼자서 살아갈 생각.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">156: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)10:08:55 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> GJ! 당연한 일이야, 이제 절대로 전・가족과 접촉하지 않으며 살아가야 한다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그렇다 치더라도, 약혼자나 배우자를 빼앗기는건 굉장히 존엄을 상처입는 것인데, 일가족의 일이 되면 어째서 느슨한 대응을 강요하는 가족이 있는 거지</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 문장으로 쓰거나, 제삼자가 보면 당연한 일인데, 분쟁 속에 있으면 감각이 이상해지는 것인가</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 여동생을 감싸는 엄마라고 해도, 여동생을 용서하는 대신에, 엄마의 남편인 보고자 아버지에게 마음껏 바람피고, 마음껏 풍속에 가라는 보증 문서를 주라는 말을 들으면 납득하는 건가</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 지금부터 혼자서 살아간다라는 것입니다만, 그것도 또 하나의 선택이고</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이 시대, 특별히 드물지도 않기 때문에 별 탈 없이 지낼 수 있겠지만</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 다만 한가지, 만일 당신이 죽고 상속이 발생하면, 독신일 경우는 유산이, 박정한 부모님이나 여동생, 그 아이에게 가 버리기 때문에, 지금 신탁은행이라든지 변호사 말대로 상담해서 유언장같은 것을 작성해 두는 것을 추천합니다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">157: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)10:09:30 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>155</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 당신은 기분나쁜 인간이 아니야</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 어디로 봐도 착실한 인간입니다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 당신의 가족, 전 약혼자가 이상한거야</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 배반한 인간을, 가족이니까 라는 이유만으로 의지하다니 어떨게 된거라고 생각된다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 지금부터 행복해져</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">158: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)11:59:40 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>155</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 나도 당신이 기분나쁜 인간이라고는 생각되지 않는다!</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 가족이 당신에게 한 짓은, 손가락으로 셀 수 있을 정도로 햇수로 용서받을 일이 아니라고 생각한다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 악연을 끊을 수 있었으니까, 인생 충실하게 행복해졌으면 한다!</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">163: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)13:28:45 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>155씨.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 가족을 가르쳐 준 동급생은 당신의 일도 가족에게 이야기하는 것이 아닐까요?</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 당신의 가족에 너무 자세하다는 점이 신경 쓰입니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">165: <span style="color:#cc0000;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)14:18:44 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>163</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 아마 괜찮지 않을까 생각하고 있습니다만.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 나의 결혼이 망해버린 경위는 현지에서 널리 알려져 있을 것이라고 생각합니다. 초대장을 보낸 뒤였으니까요.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 동급생이라고 하는 사람도 초대한 사람들 가운데 한 사람이었습니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 중학교・고등학교 같은 학교로서, 대학은 과연 같은 곳에는 가지 않았습니다만, 내가 자취을 감출 때까지는 최악이라도 반년에 한 번은 식사나 차모임을 같이하고 있었습니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 나는 그다지 자세히 이야기하지 않았습니다만, 여동생은 자신의 동급생에게 비극의 히로인이 된 것처럼,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#741b47;">「언니에게 용서받을 수 없는 불쌍한 나」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 라고 마구 이야기 했던 것 같네요.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그 뒤 빚을 마구 빌리려 해서 실소를 사고 있었던 것 같지만.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">한 번 도망치려다가 공공장소에서, 전 약혼자에게 머리카락을 잡히고 끌려가면서</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">「가게에 가고 싶지 않다」</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="color:#FF0000;">하며 경찰을 부를 정도로 큰소란을 일으켰다는게 중고교 동급생 사이에서는 유명한 이야기라고 합니다.</span></b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 부모님 일은 한 번 모친에게 내가 있는 곳을 모르는가 라고 물어보는 일이 있었던 것 같습니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그 때에 마음대로 사정을 마구 이야기한 것 같네요.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 여러가지 일이 너무 많아서 부끄럽다든가 그런 심경이 마비되어 버린 것 같네요.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 연락처는 물어왔습니다만,</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 「이쪽에서 연락을 할테니까 그걸로 참아주었으면 한다.」</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 이렇게 말하고 가르쳐주지 않았습니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 그렇지만 제일 가까운 역을 알려져 버린 것은 곤란하다고 생각합니다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 상황을 봐서 이사하는 쪽이 좋을지도 모르겠네요.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">167: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)14:51:13 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>155</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 약혼자의 여동생에게 손대는 인간과 결혼하지 않아서 다행이다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 전 가족과는 절연하고 살아가는 편이 좋겠지만</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 새로운 가족을 가지는 것은 부정하지 않아도 좋다고 생각해</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 또 집을 사면 주소가 들켰을 때 큰 일이 될지도 모른다</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 아무리 절연이라고 생각해도 거처를 조사하는 것은 할 수 있을 것이고</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 알려져도 또 관계 거절할 수 있도록 임대로 해두는 것이 좋지 않을까</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><b style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">168: <span style="color:#38761d;">무명씨@오픈</span> 2014/09/06(토)15:47:24 ID:???</b><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>155</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> >>167에 동의. 잃을 것이 없는 인간은 무엇 저지를까 모르니까</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 여차할 때를 대비하여 신변을 홀가분하게 해두는 편이 좋다고 생각한다.</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> </span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> 今まで生きてきて凄く衝撃的だった体験3度目 より</span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"> <a target="_blank" href="http://kohada.open2ch.net/test/read.cgi/kankon/1409295670/">http://kohada.open2ch.net/test/read.cgi/kankon/1409295670/</a></span><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><br style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;"><span style="font-family:sans-serif;line-height:16.7999992370605px;white-space:pre-wrap;">출처: 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