<p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">아 진짜 생생해서...ㅡㅡ</span> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림"> </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">꿈이 어디서부터 시작했는지 잘 기억은 안나지만  </span> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림"> </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">제가 꾼 스펙타클하고 어이없는 꿈 이야기를 시작하죠. </span>  <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림"> </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">많은 분들이 매일 꿈을 꾸시는데 3일 밤낮을 지내는 꿈을 꾸신 분은 드물 겁니다. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">      <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림">(인셉션처럼 꿈속에서 꿈을 꾸는 것 말고요.) </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">꿈에서 3일 밤낮을 지냈거든요? </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">제가 유학하던 시절에 자주 가던 해변이 있는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">대학 졸업하고 한국 와서 사귄 한국 친구들이랑 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">유학시절 사귄 한국 친구들이랑 그 해변에 가서 재밌게 노는 것으로 첫날이 시작됩니다. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">문제의 발단은 '곧휴걸기 내기'였습니다. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그 해변에 놀러온 비키니를 입은 서양 여성분들을 꼬셔서 술 한 잔같이 하는 거였는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">실패하면 곧휴 자르기를 했어요.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">근데 실패했어요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그래서 곧휴를 잘렸어요.... ㅡㅡ;; </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">인셉션에 나오는 지하 침대방 있잖아요, </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그런 곳에서 잘렸는데 저의 곧휴와 친구들 곧휴가 잘렸는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">친구 곧휴가 잘리는 모습이 아직도 생생하네요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">제 곧휴 잘리는 건 포경수술 할 때처럼 그냥 처음엔 별 느낌이 없었어요.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">아프진 않지만 잘리면서 드는 생각이 '아 ㅅㅂ.. 이젠 나의 정체성은 뭐지? </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">이젠 여자로 살아야하나? </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">아니 ㅆㅂ 그럼 난 남자랑 결혼해야 되나? 하..' </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">진짜 별의별 생각이 다 들더군요... </span> </p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><o:p><br /></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">역시 꿈이라 그런지 잘리고 나서도 아프진 않았어요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">바로 활동을 했거든요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">잘리고 난 다음 날 아침에 일어나서 여느 때와 같이 뿡알을 긁으며 일어나려는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">곧휴가 없는거에요.(아니 이런 ㅆㅂ?) </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림">'잉? 아 맞다. 나 곧휴 잘렸지? 신기하네ㅋㅋ' 요정도로 생각하고 그냥 넘어갔죠. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림">(곧휴가 잘렸는데 쓸데없이 유쾌하게 넘어감) </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그날부터 서핑을 타고 바닷가에서 놀고 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">배타고 어디 가서 스킨스쿠버를 하는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">곧휴 없는 게 자꾸 신경 쓰이기 시작하는 거예요.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">눈앞에 펼쳐진 200마리의 니모도 제 정신을 온전히 뺏을 수 없었죠.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">  </p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">다음날도 일어나서 벅벅 긁으며 일어나려는데 허전함이 제 손을 감싸는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">상실감이 막 몰려오더라고요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">    <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그 날은 진짜 심각했어요. 뭘 하든 의욕이 안생기고 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">한숨만 나오고 술만 마시고 싶고... </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">세 번째 날엔 '와 ㅆㅂ 이게 꿈인가 생신가.... </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">제발 꿈이었으면 좋겠다...' 라고 생각을 했어요. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">공허함이 싸하게 몸을 휘감는데, 느낌이 마치 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">핸드폰을 집에 두고왔을때보다 훠얼씬 심한강도의 공허함이라고나 할까요?... </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 굴림; mso-fareast-font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림">8명이서 놀러갔는데 3명 곧휴가 잘렸는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">곧휴짤린 이 병신ㅅㄲ들은 아무 생각이 없는지 신나게 놀더군요..(실제로도 별 생각 없어 보임) </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그날 밤에 자려고 누웠는데 눈물이 나더군요.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"> <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">절로 기도가 나오더군요.. </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">그렇게 울다 지쳐 잠이 들었는데 </span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; -ms-layout-grid-mode: char"><span style="font-family: 굴림; mso-hansi-font-family: 굴림; mso-ascii-font-family: 굴림">지금 일어나보니 아니 이놈이 늠름하게 텐트를 치고 있지 뭡니까!!!!</span></p> <p class="바탕글" style="line-height: 130%; 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