<p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">안녕하세요</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일전에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">오유에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">제가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">꿨던 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">꿈들의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이야기를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">올린 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">글쓴이입니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">오늘도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">다른 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이야기를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">올려 볼까 합니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">두 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이야기의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">공통점이라면</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">꿈이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아닌 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">현실과 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">수면장애 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">상태에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">겪은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이야기라는것이네요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">거듭 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">말씀드리지만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">필력이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">딸리는것은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이해</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">부탁드립니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p2" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p2" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p2" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><br></p> <p class="p3" style="line-height:normal;"><b><span style="font-size:20px;color:#ff0000;font-family:Arial;">(1) </span><span class="s2" style="line-height:normal;font-size:20px;color:#ff0000;font-family:Arial;">목소리</span></b></p> <p class="p2" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><br></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이건 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">꿈이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아닌 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눌렸을때 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">겪었던 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일이라 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">꿈이라 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">분류하긴 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">애매하겠네요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어렸을때부터 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">유난히 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">딱딱한 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">바닥에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">잠들었을때 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">간혹 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눌리는 편이었습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">제가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">금전적으로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">많이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어려울 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">시기에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">잠시 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">외할머니댁에서</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> 1</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">년 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">정도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">신세를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">진적이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">있었는데요</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눌림은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그때 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">겪었던일입니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">평소때와 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">다름없는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">주말낮에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">한창</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> 20</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">대의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">청춘을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">보낼때라 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">자는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">시간도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아쉬웠습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그렇지만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">우선 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">돈은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">벌어야할터</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"><span style="color:#000000;background-color:#ffffff;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">…</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> </span></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">평일을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">공장에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">하며 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">돈을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">벌었고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">주말엔 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">쉬었지만</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">시간 마저도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">놀고 싶어서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">매번 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">밤을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">새거나 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">낮잠을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">자는</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">허다했습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">(</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">지금 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">생각해보면 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">친구도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">많이</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">없었던</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">놈이</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="color:#000000;background-color:#ffffff;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">… </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">뭐 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그리 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">밤을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">새고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">싶었나</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="color:#000000;background-color:#ffffff;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">… </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">생각도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">듭니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">)</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">한번은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그냥 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">바닥에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">누워서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">뒹굴거리다 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">깜빡 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">낮잠을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">잤는데 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눈을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">떠보니 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">몸이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">움직여지지가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">않았습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">정말 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">오래간만의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">수면장애가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">온 터라 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">좀 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">당황스럽긴했지만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어렸을때 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위 눌림을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">경험하기도했고</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">직감적으로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위 눌림이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">왔다는걸 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">인지하고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그냥 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눈을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">감고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">자포자기로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">끝나기만을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">기다렸던것같습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">끝나기만을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">기다리던 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그때</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">누군가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">제 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">귀에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">대고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">속삭이더군요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><b><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">" </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">너 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">지금 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">안일어나면</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">지금 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">여기에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">있는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">네 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">동생하고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">할머니</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">내가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">죽여버린다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">? "</span></b></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">목소리는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">약간 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">중성적인 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">느낌의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">남</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">,</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">녀가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">섞인 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">톤이었고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">귀에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">너무나 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">현실감 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">넘치게 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">들리는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">섬뜩한 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">목소리에</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눈이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">번쩍 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">떠졌습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그때 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">목소리의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">실체가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">보이진 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">않았지만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어떻게든 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일어나야겠다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">라는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">생각만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가득했어요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가위 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눌림을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">경험하신분은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아실겁니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">오히려 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">더 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">발버둥치면</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">칠수록 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">갑갑해지고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">손</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">,</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">발이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저릿한 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">느낌을요</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">..</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그래서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이런 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">기분도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">싫기에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">자포자기로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">마인드</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">컨트롤 하시는분들도 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">많다고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">들었습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">여하튼 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">손발을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">계속 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">움직이다가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">비명을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">지르며 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일어났는데 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">온몸이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">식은땀이었습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">순간 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">일어나자마자 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">바로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">방문을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">박치고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">나갔는데</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">...</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">여동생하고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">외할머니는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">거실에서 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">티비를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">보고 있다가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">왜 그러냐며 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">눈이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">휘둥그레지시더군요</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">..</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">너무나 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">태평히 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">티비를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">보고</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">있는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">모습에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">헛웃음만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">나왔지만 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">당시엔 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">둘이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">무사히 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">있다는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">안도감이 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">더 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">컸었던것같습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">다만 몇년이 지난 지금도 그 낮선이의 섬뜩하고도 뚜렷한 목소리는 잊혀지지가 않네요</span><span style="background-color:#ffffff;color:#000000;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">…</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="background-color:#ffffff;color:#000000;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="background-color:#ffffff;color:#000000;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;"><span style="background-color:#ffffff;"><b> </b></span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;"><span style="background-color:#ffffff;"><b> </b></span></p> <p class="p3" style="line-height:normal;"><b><span style="font-size:18px;color:#ff0000;font-family:Arial;">(2) </span><span class="s2" style="line-height:normal;font-size:18px;color:#ff0000;font-family:Arial;">아버지</span></b></p> <p class="p2" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><br></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이건 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">제가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">초등학교 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">당시에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">겪었던일인데 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">당시에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">유행했던</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> '</span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">주온</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">' </span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이라는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">영화를 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">접한뒤로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">귀신에 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">대해 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">큰 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">공포심을 갖게</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">되었습니다</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">당시 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저희 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">가족은 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어머니가 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">계시지 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">않았고 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아버지는 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">홀로 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저희 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">남매의 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">교육을 </span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"></span><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">책임지며</span><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;"> 매번 집에 돌아오는것이 늦으셨는데요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span class="s1" style="line-height:normal;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그래서 저는 어두운 밤에 집에 홀로 있는것이 너무 무서웠습니다. </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아버지는 그런 사정을 아셨는지 한번은 애니메이션 OP, ED 곡을 시디로 구워 </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">저와 제 여동생에게 CD 플레이어의 사용법을 숙지시키고 잘때 틀어놓으라고 말씀하셨을 정도였죠</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">( 당시엔 시디 디스크가 보편적이었습니다. MP3도 보급이 안되었던 시기였기 때문입니다.)</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어쨌든 그래서 이렇게 음악 CD를 틀어놓고서 저와 제 여동생은 항상 같이 잠이 들었었는데</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">한번은 제 여동생과 제가 학교에서 시행하는 "수련회" 시기가 있었습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이 날만큼은 제가 반드시 혼자 자야하는날이라 저는 여동생이 수련회를 떠나는날이 제일 두려웠는데</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이번에 말씀드릴 이야기는 이 당시에 겪었던 이야기입니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">이러쿵 저러쿵해서 일단 제 여동생은 수련회를 떠났고 저는 그날 어김없이 CD 플레이어를 틀어놓고 잠이 들었습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그렇게 잠이 들었는데 중간에 왜인진 모르겠으나 잠이 깨더군요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">아마 음악도 나오지 않은걸로 보아 CD 플레이어도 음악들이 끝나서 중단된듯 보였습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">잠이 깬 순간은 몽롱한 상태여서 아직 어두운걸보니 새벽쯤? 됐으려나 생각하고 더 잠을 청하려고 눈을 감았습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그런데 갑자기 거실에 있는 전화벨 소리가 울리기 시작했습니다. </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">( 당시엔 집 전화기는 무조건 1대 정도는 있었던 시기였죠 )</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">뭐지.. 이런 어두운 시간에 전화를..? 이라는 생각도 들었지만 방금 막 잠에서 깬 참인지 </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">전화를 받으러가기가 귀찮아서 누워있었습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그런데 찰칵- 소리가 나면서 전화벨이 끊기며 누군가가 전화를 받더군요.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><b><i><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">"네 여보세요"</span></i></b></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">뚜렷한 목소리였지만 들린 목소리는 저희 아버지였습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">어..? 아버지가 계셨나? 라는 생각이 문득 들었지만 거실은 어두웠기에 제가 확인할수있는바는 아니었고 </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">전화를 받은 아버지의 목소리를 들은뒤 저는 다시 스르르 잠이 들었습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그리고 다음날 아침에 등교를 하고 귀가를 하니 아버지가 계셔서 문득 생각이 나 어제의 일을 말씀드렸습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-size:14px;font-family:Arial;">그런데 아버지는 갸우뚱한 표정을 지으시더니 무슨말을 하는건지 모르겠다.라고 하시더군요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">그래서 '어젯밤 새벽쯔음에 들어오셔서 울린 벨을 들었는데 전화 받아서 집에 있는줄 알았는데?' 라고 말하니</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><b><span style="font-family:Arial;">" 무슨 말하는거야. 아빠 밤새 일하고 오늘 점심쯤에 들어왔는데 "</span></b></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">이렇게 말씀을 하시더군요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font face="Arial">그럴리가 없다라고 얘기하면서 장난치지말라고 얘기했더니 아버지는 무슨 소리하는줄 모르겠다며 그냥 제 말을 귓등으로 흘리시면서</font></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font face="Arial"> </font></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><font face="Arial"><span style="font-family:Arial;">꿈꾼거겠지~ 라는식으로 어영부영 넘기셨습니다.</span></font></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">꿈이라기엔 너무나 생생했고 확실히 제가 자다가 일어났다는게 느껴진 현실적인 상황이라 저는 어안이 벙벙했어요</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">이후로 저는 그것을 어린아이의 단순 호기심에서 발생된 의문을 깔끔하게 잊고있다가 이틀정도후에 전화를 받다 갑자기 생각이 났습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">어느 전화기든 전자로 송출되는 집전화는 통화내역이 남기 마련이죠. 불현듯든 생각에 예전에 그 날짜로 내역을 찾아보았습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">내역을 찾아보았던 저는 그 자리에서 얼어붙을수밖에 없었습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">그날 새벽 2시경 전화 온 기록이 남아있었으니까요..</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">그 이후 저는 이 집전화를 최대한 받기 꺼려했습니다..</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">다음에도 기억나는일이 있다면 올려보도록하겠습니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">읽어주셔서 감사합니다.</span></p> <p class="p1" style="line-height:normal;color:#454545;"> </p>