미게에 올리나 자게에 올리나 공포게에 올리나.. <div><br></div> <div>어딜 가도 소소할 뿐인 이야기입니다.</div> <div><br></div> <div>---------------------------------<br><div><br></div> <div><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">할아버지 제삿날이 음력 1월 8일입니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">즉, 설날 일주일 뒤죠.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">근데 할머니 기일이 음력 8월 8일입니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">즉, 추석 일주일 전이죠.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">여기까진 있을만한 우연.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">아버지가 2003년에 돌아가셨는데, 암으로 고생을 반년 이상 하셨습니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">그때도 저는 서울에 살고 있고, 아버지는 대구에서 가족들과 함께 지내셨죠.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">2003년 설에 아버지를 뵈었는데, 이미 앙상한 팔뚝과 야윌대로 야윈 얼굴에서..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">아..준비해야겠구나 하는 느낌을 받았습니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">다시 서울로 올라와서 지내다가.. 센과 치히로의 행방불명 DVD를 밤에 보고 있었는데..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">밤 12시가 조금 지난 시각..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">형수님에게서 전화가 왔습니다. </span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">아버지가 돌아가셨다는 것이었죠.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">그래서 급히 보던 DVD를 끄고 인터넷으로 가능한 차편을 알아보고 있었습니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">그런데.. 날짜를 설정하던 중..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">어?</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">설 일주일 뒤였습니다. 즉, 음력 1월 8일..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">내려와서 가족들이랑 이야기해보니, 11시 50분 정도에 화장실을 가고 싶다고 하시더니..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">화장실에서 어머니가 도와주시다가 함께 10분쯤 지나서 나오셨는데..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">12시가 거의 되자 마자 빙글빙글도시더니... 어머니 품에서 쓰러지셨답니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">그래서 우리집에서는 할아버지 제사와 아버지 제사를 같이 지내게 되었습니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">아직도 제삿날에는, 우린 할아버지가 아버지를 같은 날 데려가신 걸로 여깁니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">또는,</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">아버지가, 가족들이 두 번 지낼 제사를 한번만 모시도록 억지로 그렇게 시간 넘겨서 가셨다는 이야기도 합니다.</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">물론 돌아가실 때에는 슬프고 무섭기도 한 이야기였지만..</span><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><br style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><span style="line-height:21.6000003814697px;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;">시간이 10년이 넘게 지나고 나니 소소하지만 신기한 이야기로 기억에 남아 있네요.</span></div></div>