<a></a> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">초등학교 여름방학때 과학부라는데 들어갔다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">반에서 공부 좀 한다는 학생들을 차출하듯 ‘자발적’으로 과학부에 뽑아서 여름방학동안 과학실험을 시키는것이었다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">이유는 나중에 알게되었다. 전국 과학실험대회에 나갈 학생을 뽑기위해 시대표를 선발하는데.. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">그 대표를 뽑기위해 학교대표를 뽑을 요량이었던것이다. </span></div><font size="2"></font><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span><div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">간단한 실험 -</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">예를들면 굵기가 다른 지휘봉의 균형점을 찾는법, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">시약을 모래에 뭍고 불을 붙여 폭발을 시키고 화산이 생성되는 과정을 관찰, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">물이 끓는 온도 변화 관찰 등에 대해 보고서를 작성 하는게 주된 일이었다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">실험방법을 알려주고는 항상 담당 선생님은 어디론지 쓰윽 가버렸다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">과학실에는 꼬맹이들끼리 진지하게 실험을 하고, 또 보고서를 써내려갔다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님이 어디론가 쓰윽 사라진 이유는 방학중에도 출근해야하는 시골학교로 좌천되듯 발령난데 대한 감정인지, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">아니면 단순한 귀챦니즘이었는지 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">아니면 진짜 아이들이 실험하는 과정에 대해 어떤식으로든 입김을 미치지 않고, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">결과만으로 평가하고자 하는 의도였는지 알 수 없지만 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">창문에 전교회장 누구누구 이름이 박힌 검정 과학실 암막커튼이 달린 실험실에는</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> 꼬맹이들은 여름방학 일주일을 과학실험을 하면서 보내게 되었다.</span></div><font size="2"></font><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> 비커에 담긴 물을 알콜램프로 가열하고 또 물속에 고정시킨 온도계의 눈금 변화를 실하던 중 </span><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님은 또 어디론가 쓰윽 사라지셨다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">진지한 꼬맹이들은 그 변화를 기록하기 시작했다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">표를 만들고 각 시간별로 온도를 기록하기로 하고 진행하였다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">제일처음 온도 23도, 1분후 42도....... 4분후 94도.... 5분후.. 94도? </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">?????</span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">응? 100도가 되어야 하지 않나?</span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">야.. 니가 위에서 보니깐 그런거야... 밑에서 봐봐.. 96도로 보여... </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">응? 그런가? 그럼 96도 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">7분후 94도? 응.. 아니지.. 96도.... </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">왜 100도가 안되는거지? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">온도계가 너무 중간인가? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">온도계를 내리면 100도가 되지 않을까? 온도계를 내려보자... </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">그건 반칙인가? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">우리 모둠에서 이렇게 실험조작이 일어나기 시작했다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">진지한 과학자를 꿈꾸는 꼬맹이들은 필사적으로 100도에 물 온도를 맞추기 위해 최선을 다하기 시작했다. </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님도 안계신데.. 그냥 100도라고 가자.. </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">응? 응. 으..응. </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">나의 실험보고서는 그런식으로 기록이 되었다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">아마 다른 친구들도 똑 같았을것이다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">다른 모듬녀석들도 마찬가지였을거라 확신한다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">서로 시험지를 보여주면서 지금이 몇도같은데... 아니 난 몇도로 적었어. 너도 몇도라고 적어. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">이런식으로 시간이 지나자 왁자지껄해졌다. 관찰은 물 온도를 100도를 만들기 위한 노력으로 변경되었다.</span></div><font size="2"></font><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> 선생님이 오시고 보고서를 제출한것을 거두어 선생님에게 드렸다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님의 표정은 아직도 잊을 수가 없다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">사람 많이 죽인 대머리아저씨가 대통령하는 시대에 시골학교에 좌천되어서, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">그나마 순수함을 기대한 녀석들이 눈에 빤히 보이는 일들을 조작한 보고서를 읽는 표정 그대로였다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">미간에 있는 주름에 힘이 한껏 들어가 더 진해보이는 보고서를 읽는 찡그린 표정에 꼬맹이들은 주눅이 들었다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">거짓말을 들킨 아이의 표정 그대로 아무도 소리 내지 못했다.</span></div><font size="2"></font><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span><div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님은 잠시후 표정이 풀렸다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">요새말로 맨탈을 다시 잡으신듯 간단한 평가가 이어졌다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">물은 100도에서 끓는다 다 알지? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">근데 그 물은 순수한 물이라서 그런거야. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">보통 수돗물은 100도에서 끓을 수가 없어. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">불순물 때문이거든 소금물이 0도에서 얼지 않듯 물이 끓는점이 100도일 수는 없어. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">더 높은 온도에서 끓을수도 있고, 더 낮은 온도에서 끓을 수도 있어.</span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">실험마친다. 다 실험기구 정리하고 문단속 잘하고 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">열쇠는 이승환(가명)이가 시험지랑 같이 들고 교무실로 가지고 와.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div><font size="2"></font> </div> <div><font face="바탕" size="2"></font> </div><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span><div> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">직접 한 학생을 거론하며 교무실로 열쇠를 가지고 오라니, </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">또 그 승환이라는 조용조용한 친구라니(그 선생님은 학생 이름을 모른다. 관심이 없었다.) </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">선생님이 나가자말자 우리들은 승환이에게 갔다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">그리고 시험지에 승환이가 적은 표를 봤다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">94도, 94도, 94도. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">당연하게도 학교대표는 승환이가 나가게 되었다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div><font face="바탕" size="2"></font> </div><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> <div> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> 영화를 봤다. ‘스파이 브릿지’ </span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> 첫 장면 루돌프 아벨이 자화상을 그리는 장면에서부터 어디에선가부터 물이 끓기 시작했고 승환이가 올라오기 시작했다. </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">보이는대로 그리는것. 거울이 앞에 있다면 정면모습의 자화상이었을테고 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">거울이 옆에 있다면 옆모습의 자화상이었을것이다. 자화상이라고 꼭 정면일 이유는 없다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">사회전체가 반공이 당연한 가치로 받아들이고 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">절차따위는 국익이라는 결과에 맞추어 내려는 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">1957년 미국과 내가 지나온 1985년 대한민국은 어찌 그리 닮았을까? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">결과에 과정을 맞추는게 이익이다. 절차는 어찌해도 좋다는 인식은 </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">왜 1985년에서 2015년 30년이 지났는데도 어째서 아직도 여전히 94도인가? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">민주적 대통령이 2번 10년 동안에 2도는 오르지 않았냐고? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">그런가? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">96도 아니냐고? </span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">아니 94도인거 같다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">내 키가 조금 더 자라서 조금 더 높은 곳에서 바라봐서 그런지</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;">지금 내가 보이는 온도계는 94도로 보인다.</span></div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></span> </div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><span style="text-align:justify;line-height:21px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"><br></span></div><font size="2"></font> <div style="margin:0px;text-align:justify;line-height:21px;text-indent:0px;font-family:'바탕';font-size:13.3px;"></div>
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감맛이 나길래 감맛이라고 하는데.. 왜 감맛이 나냐고 하면.. 아 몰랑. 내머리. |
참고로 승환이는 가명이다.. 
사실 이름도 비슷하다. 
이 친구는 고등학교때 전국 물리대회에서 준우승을 하면서 카이스트로 특차로 들어가게 되었다. 
특차제도가 지금처럼 활발하지 않던 93년도였으니 대단한 놈이다. 
고등학생 정치집회 행사때도 가끔 얼굴이 보였다. 
대학시험따원 걱정하지 않아도 되는 가진놈의 여유? ㅎ 였는지는 모르겠지만.  
나는 가끔 라면 물끓일때도 1985년 여름을 기억한다.
이후로도 많은 실수를 했고, 또 많은 실수를 앞으로도 계속할게 분명하지만
내가 믿는것에 대해 의심하는 아주 좋은? 버릇하나는 생겼다.
그런데도 불구하고 천주교 신자인고, 세례명은 ‘토마’이다. 
94도인것이 이런데서 내려오는것가 가끔은 의심이 들기도 한다.  
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