<b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">#7</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">아침 점호가 끝나고 우리 중대만 남아서 연병장을 돌았다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">아침 배식 때가 되어서야 내무실로 돌아왔다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">김일병은 없었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">걸레를 빨아 놓고 그의 관물대를 보았다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">모든것이 너무나 가지런히 놓여 있었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">언젠가 받아 든 소원수리  종이처럼 하얗고 단정하게 놓여 있었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그때도 난 내가 무엇을 적어야 할지 몰랐다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그때도 난 내가 무었을 해야 할지 몰랐다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">고참들은 어떻게 할지 알지라고 침묵으로 말했다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">무사히 전역하라는 어머니 말씀도 떠올랐다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">군대를 다녀와야 어른이 된다는 아버지 말씀도 떠올랐다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">착한 어린이, 바른 청소년</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">내가 살아온 세상은 어제나 명사보다는 앞에 놓인 수식어에 집착했다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이제 또 뭘 놓아야 하나 </span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">잘 생각나지 않았다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">명료하던 것들이 갑자기 사라져 보이지 않았다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">나는 하얗게 표백된 백지를 냈다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그리고 나는 00중대 0소대원이 되었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그렇게 나는 자랑스런 군인이 되었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">#8</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">아침 집합을 하기 전에 중대 전원 내무반 대기명령이 전달되었다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">#9</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"> </b><div style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;" dir="ltr"><b style="font-weight:normal;"><span style="color:rgb(0,0,0);font-family:Arial;font-size:14.66px;font-style:normal;font-variant:normal;font-weight:400;text-decoration:none;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">얼마 뒤 연병장을 가로지르는 사이렌 소리가 들려왔다</span></b></div><b style="font-weight:normal;"><br></b>