<p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">내가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">첫</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인턴을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">된</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산부인과였다</span><span class="s2">.</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">산부인과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산과</span><span class="s2"> + </span><span class="s1">부인과이다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">산과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아이를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">임신한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산모를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌보고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아이를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">낳기까지</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과정을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌보는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과이고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">부인과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">여성에게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생기는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">질환</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">및</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">암에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">대해</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌보는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과이다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">이러한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">두과가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">같이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">합쳐져</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산부인과가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되다보니</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산과에서는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생명의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">탄생을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">부인과에서는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생명의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마지막을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">동시에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보게되는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">일들이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">많았다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">첫</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병원생활을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이러한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">독특한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">특성을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">가진</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시작하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되었다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">인턴</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">첫</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">당직날</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">정말신기하게도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">응급제왕절개술을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시행하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되어</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">스크럽을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">서게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되었다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">의사가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">된</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">후</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술방에</span><span class="s2"></span><span class="s1">들어가서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보조하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">동시에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생명의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">탄생을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">직접</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">볼</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수있었다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">새벽에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잠을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">잘수</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">없었지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">첫</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">당직날을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생명의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시작과</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">함께한다는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">점에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">스스로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">의미를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">부여했던것</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">같다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">인턴은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">의사이지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">특정과에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">소속된</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">것이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아니라</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">여러</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돌면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">해당과에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">대해</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">배우고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">의사가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">해야하는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">일을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수행한다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">주로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인턴은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">의사가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">해야하지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">간단한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">일들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">된다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">학교에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">모의환자와</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">모형에만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">해봤던</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">술기들</span><span class="s2">(</span><span class="s1">동맥혈</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">채혈</span><span class="s2">, </span><span class="s1">혈액배양</span><span class="s2">, </span><span class="s1">동의서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">받기</span><span class="s2">)</span><span class="s1">을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">직접</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">및</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보호자들에게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시행하게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">된다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산부인과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">직접</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">약물치료도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">많이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병행하는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">특성상</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술방일과</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병동일</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">모두를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">접할수</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있어서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인턴</span><span class="s2"></span><span class="s1">생활을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시작하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">적응하는데</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">많은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">도움이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되었다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">모든인턴이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마찬가지겠지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병동에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">내던져지는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">상황에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">정말</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">무섭지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">동시에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">책임감을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">느낀다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">채혈을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">여러</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시술을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">할때에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그때의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">긴장감은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인생에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">느껴보는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">감정이였다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">한차례</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">두차례</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">술기들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">행할수록</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">대해</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">익숙해지면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">긴장감은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">희석되었지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자들에게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">느꼈던</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">책임감만큼은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">계속</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">지켜가고자</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아직도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">스스로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">노력중이다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">병동중에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산부인과는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산모를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">집중관리하는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병동이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">따로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">존재한다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">병동은</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">주로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">고위험산모들이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">입원하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">그에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">맞게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">응급으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처치가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">진행되는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">경우가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">많다</span><span class="s2"> </span></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">특히</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">고위험</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산모에게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마그네슘을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">주게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">경우가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있는데</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">부작용이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">많고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">위험하기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">때문에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인턴이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">옆에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있으면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시간을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">천천히하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자의</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">상태를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">살피며</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">약을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">주게된다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">처음으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">긴</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">시간동안</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">옆에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">안심시키고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">약부작용에</span><span class="s2"></span><span class="s1">대하</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">설명하며</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">약을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">주었다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이때</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">본인도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">힘들지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아이를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">걱정하는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">산모들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">보면서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">무사히</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아이가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">건강하기를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">같이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">기도했었다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">병동에서는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이러한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">간단한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">술기들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">되지만</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술방에서는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">인턴이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">준비실에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">대기하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">있는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술방에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">데려가고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마취를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">위해준비하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마취하는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">과정을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">돕게된다</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마취가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">끝나면</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">직접</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">스크럽을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">서기도하고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아니면</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">밖에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">대기하다가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">수술이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">끝나고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">다시</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">회복실로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">데려오는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">역할을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">한다</span></p> <p class="p2" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s2"></span><br></p> <p class="p1" style="margin:0px;font-size:17px;line-height:normal;"><span class="s1">수술방으로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">가는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자들을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">내가</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">데려가고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">마취에서</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">깬</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자를</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">회복실로</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">데려가는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">사람이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">나이기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">때문에</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">최대한</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">환자들이게</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">안심이되는</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">말과</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">행동을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">하기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">위해</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">노력해야겠다고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">생각했고</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">아직도</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">이</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">결심을</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">지키기</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">위해</span><span class="s2"> </span><span class="s1">노력중이다</span></p>