<div style="text-align:left;"><img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201903/1553161779ba0b7888241c4a8aae58d704c62bca61__mn200403__w309__h550__f24590__Ym201903.jpg" width="309" height="550" alt="10764_10920_367.jpg" style="border:none;" filesize="24590"></div><br><div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">로마서7;12. ceramic, 17x25cm. Sculpture. 손미경</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><hr><br></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 나라</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각에도 무게가 있는지</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각을 하면 무거워집니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">물건에 질량이 있듯이</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각 생각에도 걸맞는 질량이 있습니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">그러므로 생각이 많은 생각일수록</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">많은 만큼의 중력에 시달립니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각에도 국경이 있습니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">불안한 나라처럼</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 지경地境에도 초병이 있습니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">무장한 채로 생각을 지킵니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">그래서 생각은 생각을 조심해야 합니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각이 생각을 넘는 일을</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 법은 금하기 때문입니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 무게와 생각의 국경과 생각의 법이</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 나라를 만듭니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각도 하나의 입헌국이라서</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 통치자들은</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 법에 어긋나 생각들을</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 감옥에 가둡니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각을 많이 사용한 생각에게</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">생각의 세리稅吏를 보냅니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">재고 측정하고 기록하여</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">세금고지서를 보냅니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">많이 생각한 생각일수록</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">누진생각세가 적용됩니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">-- 생각을 조심하세요.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">-- 생각을 조심하세요.이것이 매일 생각의 부탁입니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><hr><br></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">어렸을 때 내 머리와 가슴이 만들어낸 꿈이나 상상이나 희망 등은 자유롭다고 생각했습니다.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">그것이 비록 이루어지지 않더라도 이렇게 꿈꾸는 것, 상상하는 것 자체는</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">내 멋대로 내 의지대로 된다고 믿었지요. 그때까지만 해도 아무리 외부적 환경이 변한다고 해도</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">나의 생각이나 의식은 비교적 자유롭다고 생각했습니다. </span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">오래도 되지 않은 시절이었지요. 정치적으로 암울한 때, 언론, 문단, 영화 등 문화인들에 대한</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">검열이 수시로 있었지요. 이런 일이 있을 때마다 나는 내 시를 무의적으로 자기검열을 했지요.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">내가 쓴 시를 내가 수정하는 게 아니라 정치적 상황이 정한 기준에 의해</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">내 스스로 바꿀 수도 있다는 것을 알았습니다. 많이 고통스러웠습니다. </span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">우리의 몸뿐만이 아니라 우리의 생각이나 사상도 사회의 도덕적 기준과 정치적 상황에 따라</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">자동적으로 순응을 하는 겁니다. 사회에서 모난 사람, 불량한 사람, 부적응한 사람으로</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">낙인찍히지 않기 위해서 자신의 무의식이 알아서 스스로 통제하는 겁니다. </span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">라캉[Jacques Marie Emile Lacan(1901~ 1981)프랑스의 정신분석학자이자 정신과 의사]은</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">'인간은 타자의 욕망을 욕망한다.'고 말했습니다.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">인간은 사회 속에서 자신의 욕망대로 사는 게 아니라 타인의 욕망에 길들여진다는 말입니다.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">가정에서는 부모에 의해, 학교에서는 교사에 의해,</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">회사나 군대에서는 상사나 상급자에 의해 그렇게 된다는 겁니다.</span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"> </span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">‘생각의 나라’에도 ‘국경’이 있고 ‘초병’이 있고 ‘통치자’가 있고 ‘감옥‘과 ’세리‘가 있습니다.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">그러니 ‘생각을 조심하세요.’입니다. 이렇게 생각이 자유스럽지가 않습니다.</span></div> <div><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">우리의 생각이 교도소에 철저하게 갇혀 있습니다. </span><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><br style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;"><span style="color:#222222;font-family:'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, 'Apple SD Gothic Neo', 'Helvetica Neue', Helvetica, Roboto, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:16px;">누가 이 ‘생각의 나라’에서 탈출할 수 있을까요.</span></div>