<div>종현이 지인분이 유서 가지고 있었다고 합니다.</div> <div><br></div> <div><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">종현과 마지막 인사를 하고 왔어요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">웃고 있는 영정사진을 보고서도 저는 여전히 종현이가 제게 다가와 이 모든 게 꿈이었던 것처럼 웃어줄 것 같았습니다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">얼마 전부터 종현이는 제게 어둡고 깊은 내면의 이야기들을 하곤 했어요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">매일같이 많이 힘들었던 것 같아요. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">불안한 생각이 들어 가족들에게도 알리고 그의 마음을 잡도록 애썼는데</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">결국엔 시간만 지연시킬 뿐 그 마지막을 막지 못했습니다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">아직도 이 세상에 그가 없다는 게 믿어지지 않고 너무 괴롭습니다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">지금도 이 글을 올리는게 맞는 건지 겁도 나지만</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">종현이 본인이 세상에서 사라지면 이 글을 꼭 직접 올려달라고 부탁을 했어요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">이런 날이 오지 않길 바랐는데...</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">가족과 상의 끝에,</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그의 유언에 따라 유서를 올립니다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">분명 저에게 맡긴 이유가 있을 거라고 생각해요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">논란이 있을 거란 걱정도 하고 있습니다. 하지만</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그마저도 예상하고 저에게 부탁을 했을 거란 생각에 제가 종현이를 위해 할 수 있는 마지막 일을 해야겠다고 결정했습니다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">이제라도 종현이 혼자가 아니었다는 것을 알아주길 바라요. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그리고 수고했다고...정말 잘했다고...</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">잘 참아줘서 고맙다고 얘기해주세요...</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">아름다운 종현아 정말 많이 사랑해 </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">앞으로도 많이 사랑할게. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그곳에서는 부디 아프지 않고 평안하기를 바라. .</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">유서 전문입니다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">난 속에서부터 고장났다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">천천히 날 갉아먹던 우울은 결국 날 집어삼켰고</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">난 그걸 이길 수 없었다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">나는 날 미워했다. 끊기는 기억을 붙들고 아무리 정신차리라고 소리쳐봐도 답은 없었다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">막히는 숨을 틔어줄 수 없다면 차라리 멈추는게 나아. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">날 책임질 수 있는건 누구인지 물었다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">너뿐이야.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">난 오롯이 혼자였다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">끝낸다는 말은 쉽다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">끝내기는 어렵다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그 어려움에 여지껏 살았다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">도망치고 싶은거라 했다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">맞아. 난 도망치고 싶었어. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">나에게서. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">너에게서.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">거기 누구냐고 물었다. 나라고 했다. 또 나라고 했다. 그리고 또 나라고했다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 자꾸만 기억을 잃냐 했다. 성격 탓이란다. 그렇군요. 결국엔 다 내탓이군요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">눈치채주길 바랬지만 아무도 몰랐다. 날 만난적 없으니 내가 있는지도 모르는게 당연해.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 사느냐 물었다. 그냥. 그냥. 다들 그냥 산단다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 죽으냐 물으면 지쳤다 하겠다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">시달리고 고민했다. 지겨운 통증들을 환희로 바꾸는 법은 배운 적도 없었다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">통증은 통증일 뿐이다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그러지 말라고 날 다그쳤다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜요? 난 왜 내 마음대로 끝도 못맺게 해요?</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 아픈지를 찾으라 했다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">너무 잘 알고있다. 난 나 때문에 아프다. 전부 다 내 탓이고 내가 못나서야.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">선생님 이말이 듣고싶었나요?</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">아뇨. 난 잘못한게 없어요. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">조근한 목소리로 내성격을 탓할때 의사 참 쉽다 생각했다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 이렇게까지 아픈지 신기한 노릇이다. 나보다 힘든 사람들도 잘만 살던데. 나보다 약한 사람들도 잘만 살던데. 아닌가보다. 살아있는 사람 중에 나보다 힘든 사람은 없고 나보다 약한 사람은 없다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">그래도 살으라고 했다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 그래야하는지 수백번 물어봐도 날위해서는 아니다. 널위해서다. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">날 위하고 싶었다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">제발 모르는 소리 좀 하지 말아요.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">왜 힘든지를 찾으라니. 몇번이나 얘기해 줬잖아. 왜 내가 힘든지. 그걸로는 이만큼 힘들면 안돼는거야? 더 구체적인 드라마가 있어야 하는거야? 좀 더 사연이 있었으면 하는 거야? </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">이미 이야기했잖아. 혹시 흘려들은 거 아니야? 이겨낼 수있는건 흉터로 남지 않아. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">세상과 부딪히는 건 내 몫이 아니었나봐.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">세상에 알려지는 건 내 삶이 아니었나봐. </span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">다 그래서 힘든 거더라. 부딪혀서, 알려져서 힘들더라. 왜 그걸 택했을까. 웃긴 일이다.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">지금껏 버티고 있었던게 용하지.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">무슨 말을 더해. 그냥 수고했다고 해줘.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">이만하면 잘했다고. 고생했다고 해줘.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">웃지는 못하더라도 탓하며 보내진 말아줘.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">수고했어.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">정말 고생했어.</span><br style="font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;font-size:14px;"><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;">안녕.</span></div> <div><span style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:14px;line-height:inherit;font-family:'-apple-system', BlinkMacSystemFont, 'Segoe UI', Roboto, Helvetica, Arial, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;"><br></span></div>
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