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    <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-size:13.3333px;">프롤로그. </span><a target="_blank" href="http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88291" style="color:#0000ff;text-decoration:none;font-size:13.3333px;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88291</a></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span>1화. </span><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><a target="_blank" href="http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88292" style="color:#0000ff;text-decoration:none;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88292</a></span></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span>2화. <a target="_blank" href="http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88293" style="color:#0000ff;text-decoration:none;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88293</a></span></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;font-size:12px;line-height:21.6px;">3화. <a target="_blank" href="http://www.todayhumor.co.kr/board/view.php?table=panic&no=88319&s_no=88319&page=1" style="color:#0000ff;text-decoration:none;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88298</a></span></p> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;line-height:21.6px;">4화. <span style="line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><a target="_blank" href="http://www.todayhumor.co.kr/board/view.php?table=panic&no=88324&s_no=88324&page=1" style="color:#0000ff;text-decoration:none;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88319</a></span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;line-height:21.6px;">5화. <span style="line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><a target="_blank" 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style="color:#0000FF;text-decoration:none;background-color:transparent;">http://todayhumor.com/?humorbest_1263615</a></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;">15화. <span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><a target="_blank" href="" target="_blank">http://todayhumor.com/?panic_88539</a></span></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="margin:0in;color:#333333;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;line-height:21.6px;font-size:9pt;"><br></span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:'Malgun Gothic';font-size:10pt;">전태성</p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span>----- </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 식은땀으로 범벅이 되어버린 머리카락을 두 손으로 쓸어 넘기며 고개를 뒤로 젖혔다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">반은 오기로 말했던 것이었지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">한편으로는 터질지도 모른다는 불안감에 조마조마했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이 정도 정보로는 사실상 도움이 될 것 같지도 않았지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">없는 것보다야 낫겠지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“후우</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">온몸을 적셨던 식은땀이 마르면서 조급하고 불안했던 마음까지 싸늘하게 식어 내리며 냉정을 되찾았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">‘위 좀 봐봐요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.“ </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">귓속에 울리는 하늘이의 목소리가 들렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">기계에서 직접 흘러나온 목소리였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 하늘이의 목소리를 따라서 시선을 높이자</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, 2</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">층의 난간에서 하늘이가 나에게 손을 살짝 들어 흔드는 모습이 눈에 들어왔다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">안 보인다 싶었더니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">저기에 있었나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뭐를 하고 있었던 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것보다 저 손짓은 나보고 올라오라는 것 같았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어차피 나도 하늘이에게 할 말이 있었으니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">마침 잘 되었을지도 모른다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나는 그렇게 생각하며 앞으로 걸음을 내딛으려는 순간 머리를 스쳐</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us">  </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">지나가는 생각에 움직임을 멈추었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이가 그런 내 모습을 보며 의아한 듯 고개를 갸웃했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이 모든 게 하늘이의 의도이지 않을까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이의 의도대로 움직이는 것은 위험하지 않을까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">위험하지는 않을 것이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">위험해질 것이었다면 진작에 위험한 상황이 되어버렸겠지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 하늘이의 의도대로 움직이고 싶지 않았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">어차피 하늘이에게 물어볼 것이 있었으니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이에게 가야했지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">소녀의 대한 반항심이 마음속에서 고개를 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이에게 곧이곧대로 끌려</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">다니고 싶지 않았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">이미 충분히 끌려</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">다녔으니까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 계단을 오르는 것이 아니라 몸을 돌려 밖으로 향했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">단순히 하늘이에 대한 반발심에 한 행동이었지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">자신의 의도대로 되지 않았을 때</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 어떻게 행동할지 알고 싶었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? ...</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">‘어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? ...</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?’ </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 당황한 건지 육성과 기계음 두 가지 모두가 귀를 자극했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이가 어떤 표정인지 살짝 궁금하기도 했지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무시하며 발걸음을 옮겼다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">‘지금 어디로 가는 거예요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?‘ </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 귓속에서 들리는 말을 계속 무시하자 하늘이는 당황한 듯</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뭐라고 제대로 말을 하지 못하고 그저</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> ‘</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.’</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">라는 목소리만 반복해서 낼 뿐이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 이렇게 나올 줄은 전혀 몰랐던 모양이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 밖으로 나가기 직전 문 앞에서 멈춰 섰다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이렇게 장난치고 있을 때가 아니다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">지금 내가 뭐하는 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 스스로를 자책하며 천천히 몸을 돌렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">도대체 나는 지금 무슨 생각을 하는 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">사소한 반발심 때문에 이런 장난이나 치다니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">일의 경중도 파악하지 못하는 건가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">메세지의 진위여부를 확인해야한다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이렇게 낭비할 시간은 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아연이에 대한 것을 알 수도 있는 기회였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그런데 단순한 반발심에 이러고 있다니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뒤돌아선 그곳에는 하늘이가 어느새 말도 멈추고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뾰루퉁한 표정으로 팔짱을 낀 채로 난간에 붙어있는 모습이 보였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">마치 자신이 삐졌다고 시위하는 듯한 모습이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 무언가 익숙한 광경에 자연스럽게 몸을 움직여</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> 2</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">층으로 향했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그리고 나는 그런 나의 행동과 하늘이의 모습에 당황했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">옛날의 어떤 상황과 지금 이 상황이 머릿속에서 오버랩되고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">혼란스러웠다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">머리가 아파온다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그냥 하늘이를 쏴버리고 자살해버린다면 이런 두통도 없이 모든 게</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">여기에 있는 모두가 편하게 이 상황이 끝나버리겠지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">자살이라면 몰라도 누군가를 죽이는 짓을 할 수 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이미 권총조차 가지고 있지 않았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그리고 하늘이가 아연이에 대한 것을 알고 있을 지도 모른다는 것을 생각한다면 더더욱 죽일 수 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것에 관해 들어야했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어느새 나도 모르는 사이 계단을 전부 올라와 하늘이의 옆에 섰다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이는 나를 무시하듯이 내 쪽을 전혀 바라보지도 않고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">난간에 기댄 채로 그대로 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“왜 부른 건데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 내 말에는 미동도 없이 그 자세를 유지한다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이 상태라면 뭘 물어본다고 하더라도 제대로 된 대답을 하지는 않을 것이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“삐졌어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내 말에 하늘이가 고개를 홱 돌려버린다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 잠시 어떻게 해야 할지 생각했으나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내 몸은 이미 움직이고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이의 뒤로 갔다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이는 자세를 그대로 유지하고 있었으나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">불안함이 느껴졌는지 움찔하고 몸을 떨었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 몸을 살짝 숙였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 다시 몸을 움찔한다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이의 다리를 한손으로 받치고 그대로 안아 올렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“꺄악</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“쉿</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 놀랐는지 짧은 비명을 뱉었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 당황하지 않고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">입으로 바람소리를 내며 하늘이를 조용히 시켰다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무척이나 익숙한 몸짓으로</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">전에도 이런 적이 있었는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 때는 하늘이가 아니었지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“네가 내려온 게 아니라</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">굳이 이렇게 위로 불러낸 건</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">둘이서 말하려고 그런 거 아니었어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그렇다면 조용히 해야지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그제서야 하늘이가 얌전해진다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그래도 아직 불만이 남아있는 건지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">부끄러운 건지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">고개를 돌리고는 시선을 피하며 볼을 부풀렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 모습이 귀엽게 보일지도 몰랐지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">한편으로는 가증스럽게 느껴졌다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 의문도 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어떻게 이런 애가 그런 끔찍한 일을 한 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 그런 짓을 한 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이렇게 보면 정말 평범한 여자애로 밖에 보이지 않는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이를 든 채 바로 뒤에 있던 방</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> ‘2-2’</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">로 들어갔다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아으</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 살짝 신음성을 뱉었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그리고는 양팔을 교차시켜 자신의 상체를 가리는 시늉을 하며 말했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“이거</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">성추행이에요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이의 말에 튀어나오려는 웃음을 참고 문을 닫으며 말했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“적어도 극악무도한 살인범이 할 말은 아니지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“그건 그거고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">! </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이건 이거죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">!” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“이건 이거라고 치더라도 여전히 할 말이 없는 건 너일텐데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“왜요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">!” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 불만스러운 표정으로 따지고 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아까 일을 기억 못하는 건가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아침때만 하더라도 날 침대에 눕히기까지 하면서 날 유혹했던 게 누구였지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이제서야 하늘이가 입을 다물었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 고개를 들어 하늘이를 보면서 생각보다 자연스럽게 대화했다는 사실에 내심 당황스러웠다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아까 창고에 있을 때까지만 하더라도 이런 대화는 상상조차 하지 못했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">다 끝났다고 생각했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 범인인 걸 안 시점에서 다 끝났다고 생각했는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이렇게 자연스럽게 장난치듯 대화를 나누다니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">게다가 묘하게 익숙한 분위기까지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">지금 오히려 심각해져야 할텐데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 머리를 세차게 흔들고는 하늘이에게 말을 걸었따</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“그래서</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 부른 건데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“몰라서 묻나요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">대충 짐작은 가지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아까 이호철과의 대화 때문이겠지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“글쎄</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“자기가 못하겠다고 남한테 떠넘기는 짓은 비겁하다고 생각하지 않아요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“이건 나 혼자서만 하는 게 아니잖아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">모두에게 이 상황을 끝낼 수 있는 권한이 있을 텐데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 아닌 다른 사람이면 안되는 건가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아뇨</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">상관없어요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 제가 오빠에게만 이야기한 걸 가지고 남에게 떠들고 다니면 안 되죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“그래도 이게 터지지 않았으면 괜찮은 거 아냐</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">내가 귀를 가리키며 변명하듯이 말해보지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이가 한숨을 내쉬며</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">말했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“후우</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것도 제가 봐준 거예요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 이야기 할 때 제가 얼마나 조마조마했는지 알아요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">“몰라</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">별로 알고 싶지도 않고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그렇게 왜 나한테 그런 걸 말해서 그래</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그냥 내가 죽도록 내버려뒀으면 되는 거</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">였잖아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">안 그래</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">“그럴 수는 없었</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그게 이제</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">와서 할 소리에요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">방금</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뭐라고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“뭐</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">라고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">“그게 이제</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">와서 할 소리냐고요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 불만스러운 듯 볼을 부풀린다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">중요한 건 그 말이 아니었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 전에 뭐라고 한 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? ‘</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그럴 수는 없다고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?’ </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 말이 왜 여기서 나오는</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것도 하늘이에게서</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그럴 리 없다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그럴 리 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">잘못들은 거겠지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 맞는다면</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 그런 말을 한 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 전에</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 전에</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그럴 수는 없다고 한 거 맞아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아뇨</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 그렇게 대답하며 살짝 입술을 깨무는 모습이 보였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">분명히 무언가 있다는 생각이 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“네가 범인이라고 했지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">“그게 이제</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">와서 할 소리에요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 기어들어가는 목소리로 대답했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그렇다면 메세지도 네가 보낸 거야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“글쎄요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무슨 메세지를 말하는 건지 모르겠는데요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">모르는 걸까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">모르는 척 하는 걸까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">메세지를 범인이 보냈을 거라는 확신은 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 있을 수도 있는 가능성을 무시할 수는 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">유일하게 남은 가능성이었으니까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“나한테 왔던 메세지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아연이에 대한 메세지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 그 섬으로 향하게 했던 메세지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 메세지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">네가 보낸 거야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 아무런 대답도 안 한 채 시선을 피하고는 침묵을 지켰다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“글쎄요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무슨 소리인지 잘 모르겠네요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">역시 순순히 대답하지는 않는 건가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하지만 하늘이가 모른다고 둘러</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">댔어도 그것이 진짜가 아님은 분명했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">등대 안에 있었던 그 노트도 그렇고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이는 아연이를 알고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">메세지를 보낸 것도 분명 하늘이일 테지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그렇다면 하늘이는 날 왜 여기로 부른 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">이곳으로</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">왜</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그리고 아연이를 어떻게 알고 있는 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">잠깐</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“그럼 다른 걸 물어볼게</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이것까지만 대답해</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“네</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이가 대답을 꺼려하는 것 같아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">마지막 질문임을 못을 박자</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 마지못해 대답했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“네 성이 뭐야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“제 성이요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">제가 말 안했던가요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“그래</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">기억을 되짚어보아도 하늘이가 나에게 성을 이야기한 적은 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">굳이 숨긴 이유가 있을까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">처음에도 그냥 하늘이라고 했었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 이후로도 성을 이야기 한 적은 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것엔 무슨 관계가 있지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“진이요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">진하늘</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">! </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“설마</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">....... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">다시 한 번 물어볼게</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">진아연이랑 무슨 관계야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“글쎄요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">모른다니까요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">끝까지 시치미인가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">정말 아무것도 모를 수는 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">게다가 아연이와 성도 같다는 점이 마음에 걸렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">넌 알고 있어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">분명히 알고 있지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">네 목적은 도대체 뭐야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뭘 원하는 건데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">우리가 어떻게 하길 원하는 거야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">도대체</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">! </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">! </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이러는 건데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">!” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“좀 전에 질문은 이것까지만 이라고 했죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“젠장</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“오히려 제가 더 이해가 안 되는데요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 그렇게 집요한 건지 모르겠어요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어차피 죽으려던 것 아니었나요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그러면 죽으면 되잖아요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니면 갑자기 살고 싶기라도 한가요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그렇다면 저를 죽이면 되는 거 아닌가요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">제가 아까 오빠한테 드린 권총으로 말이에요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 그렇게 집착하는 거죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“내가 죽으려고 했던 이유의 원인을 알게 될지도 모르는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 집착 안 하게 생겼어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그래요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그래서요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">제가 이유를 말한다고 하면 뭐가 달라지죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그렇게 집착하는 것을 알게 된다면 뭐가 달라지나요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">내가 아연이의 죽음이 어떻게 된 건지 알게 되면</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">지금과 달라지는 것이 있을까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그녀가 어떻게 죽은 건지 그 내막을 알게 된다고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하더라도 거기서 내가 무엇을 할 수 있을 것인가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">무엇을 할 것인가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나는 어떻게 하기 위해 그것을 알아내려는 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">어떻게 하고 싶은 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나는</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 아무런 대답을 하지 못하자</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 나를 보던 시선을 살짝 내리깔았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">마치 내가 한심하다는 듯이</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이는 내가 무슨 대답을 해주길 바란 걸까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나로서는 알 수 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이는 이내 몸을 돌려 방밖으로 걸음을 내딛었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 그 모습에 나도 모르게 입을 열었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“나는</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 잠깐 멈춰선 듯한 착각이 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 나의 말은 더 이상 이어지지 못했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">떠오르는 말이 전혀 없었기 때문에</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그랬기에 문 밖으로 나가는 하늘이를 나가는 것을 막지 못했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 방밖으로 나가 하늘이를 붙잡았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">뭐라고 말을 해야 할지는 몰랐지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 하늘이를 붙잡았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 기다렸다는 듯이 걸음을 멈춰 섰다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 고개는 그대로 앞을 향한 채로 말했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무슨 할 말이라도 있나요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">막상 하늘이의 손을 붙잡았지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그렇다고 해서 머릿속에 무언가 떠오르지는 않았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그냥 잡지 않으면 안 될 것 같았으니까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">잡은 것뿐이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이는 내게서 아무런 대답이 없자 자신의 손을 당기며 말했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“할 말 없으면 이거 놔요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“너는 왜 이런 짓을 한 건데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“짓이라뇨</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">여전히 시치미 떼는 듯한 말투</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하지만 진짜로 모를 리는 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">모른 척 할 뿐이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나는 그런 소녀에게 파고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">들듯이 물었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“여기서 벌어진 모든 짓</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그리고 앞으로 네가 할 짓</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“제가 왜 말해야 되죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">?” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.......” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“언젠가 알게 될지도 모르죠</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">제가 왜 그랬는지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 몸을 돌리며 말을 이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">“적어도 지금은 아니지만요</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">.” </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">....... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">언젠간</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">언젠간 알게 될지도 모른다고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">무슨</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">정신을 차리고 고개를 들었을 때는 이미 하늘이가 아래로 내려간 후였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">내가 생각하며 주춤거리던 사이 밑으로 내려간 것이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">발소리는 이미 계단을 지나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> 1</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">층에서 울리고 있다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">결국 하늘이를 붙잡지 못했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아연이의 죽음에 대한 것을 알 수도 있었는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">결국 실패했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이는 뭘 알고있지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">아연이와는 무슨 관계</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이는 왜</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">무엇을 위해 이런 짓을 하는 거지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">단순한 살인</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그렇다기엔 당장 어젯밤 모두를 죽일 수 있는 기회를 버렸다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">분명 하늘이에게는 무언가 목적이 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그리고 하늘이는 지금 자신을 잡을 기회를 주고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그것도 보란</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">듯이</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">언제 자신이 죽을 지도 모르는데</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">당장 자신이 죽더라도 상관이 없는 걸까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나한테 준 권총도 그렇다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">웃으며 죽어</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">주겠다니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">왜</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">왜 나한테만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">내가 못할 것 같아서일까</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그건 모르는 일이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이가 나에게 권총을 준 이유는 정말로 자신이 죽어도 상관없기 때문이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 나한테 하늘이는 권총을 주었나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">왜 하필 나한테</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">? </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이와 나 사이의 연결고리는 하나</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">진아연</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이도 분명 아연이에 대한 것을 알고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그 노트의 이름부터 하늘이의 반응까지 생각해보면 거의 확실하겠지</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 거기서 왜 그랬는지를 생각하기엔 조금 모잘랐다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 도대체 어떻게 해야</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">...... </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">나는 몸을 돌려 걸음을 옮겼다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하늘이가 내려간 반대 방향의 반대인 올라가는 방향으로</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어제 우리들은 자기 전에 공구상자를 제외한 나머지 것들을 전부</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> ‘3-4’</span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">에 가져다 놓았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그것들이 무언가 도움이 될지도 몰랐다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">특히 다이어리</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">자물쇠로 잠겨있던 그 안을 아직 보지 않았었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">실마리를 풀어냈다는 사실에 그것을 잊고 있었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">어떻게 보면 가장 비밀스러운 것인데도 말이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">달칵</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나는</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko"> ‘3-3’ </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">안으로 들어가 권총부터 챙겼다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그리고 더 깊은 방</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko"> ‘3-4’ </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">안으로 들어가 탁자에 널부러져</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">있는 물건들 중에서 다이어리를 집어 들었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">다이어리는 스프링노트에</span><span style="font-family:Arial;"> a5 </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">정도의 크기였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">자물쇠로 잠겨있긴 하지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">다이어리에 달린 자물쇠는 장난감 같은 것이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">이런 것 쯤은</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">... </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">콰직</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">권총을 꺼내</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">들어 손잡이 부분으로 자물쇠를 내리찍었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">자물쇠가 부서지지는 않았지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">자물쇠를 거는 부분이 박살</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">나 떨어졌다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">여기에 있던 모든 물품들은 전부 범인</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그러니까 하늘이가 비치해</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">둔 것이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">이런 소품 하나하나가 전부 하늘이가 의도적으로 가져다 놓은 것이라면</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">이 안에도 있을 것이다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하늘이가 우리한테 말하고 싶었던 무언가가</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">헛된 수고를 했을 리가 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">다이어리를 넘겼다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">당연스럽게도 일기가 보인다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">적혀있는 날짜들을 보면 일기는 꽤나 꾸준히 쓴 것 같았다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">비록 년도는 써져</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">있지 않았지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">주에 한두 번 간격으로 쓴 모양이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">내용 자체는 사춘기 소녀의 별 일없는 일상이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">그렇게 천천히 일기를 몇 장 넘기다</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">보니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">...... </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">날짜의 간격이 점점 좁아졌다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">부부싸움이었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아버지가 노름으로 빚을 졌고 그것으로 인한 부부싸움</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">비록 애한테까지 폭력을 휘두르지는 않은 것 같았지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">대신 그 부부싸움을 계기로 아버지가 집을 나가게 되었고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">집에 남은 것은 어머니와 언니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">그리고 일기를 쓴 자신까지 셋</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">하지만 이어진 내용으로 보면 오히려 셋이 된 이후로 더 화목해</span><span style="font-family:Calibri;" lang="en-us"> </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">진 듯 했다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">일기의 간격도 원래대로 돌아갔고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">돈으로는 조금 부족한 듯 했지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">일기의 내용은 문제없어 보였다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">언니도 장학금때문에 대학을 조금 낮추긴 했지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">무사히 입학했고</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">비록 거리 때문에 자취를 하게 되었지만</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">큰 문제는 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';" lang="ko">라고 일기는 끝을 맺었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;" lang="ko">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-family:Arial;font-size:10pt;"><span>....... </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">별다른 내용은 없었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">아니</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">, </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">남들이 보기에는 별다른 내용은 없었을지도 모른다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">하지만 나에게는 아니었다</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">삑</span><span style="font-family:Arial;">-. </span></p> <p style="margin:0in;font-size:10pt;"><span style="font-family:'Malgun Gothic';">벌써</span><span 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