<p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하..</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어떻게 해야할지 잘 모르겠네요,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">처음에 경찰공무원 준비한다고 했을때, 의욕 넘쳤습니다.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">교재도 사고 강의도 끊고 열심히 들었죠.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">그런데, 이제 불과 20일 조금 넘긴것 뿐인데</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">앞길이 막막합니다.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">의지력이 약한건지 목표의식이 뚜력하지 않은건지.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">막상 되겠단 생각만 가지고 있으면서, 장기간 책상에 앉아있는것도,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">매일매일 3킬로씩 걷고 뛰며 운동하는것도,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">날이 추우면 날이 추우니까 안될것 같다,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">강의 듣는것도 아.. 필기 너무많다, 하기 싫다</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하는 생각이 자꾸 듭니다.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">이걸 어떻게 이겨내야 하는데.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">맨날 학교다니면서 고생만 하는 여자친구한테 당당하게 붙었다고, 결혼하자고</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">얘기할수 있으면 좋겠는데</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">하면서도 맘처럼 몸이 잘 안따라주는건 무슨 장난인지..</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">어렵고 힘들고, 목표의식을 다시 잡아야 할 것 같기도 하고,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">6개월 합격이 제겐 너무 부답이 되었던 건가,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">공무원이 그리 만만한게 아니었구나 하는 생각도 들고,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">여러모로 많이 힘들어지고 나약해 진것 같습니다.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">여기서, 쓴소리 한마디씩 듣고, 응원 한마디씩 듣고.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">힘내서 다시 뛸수 있는 힘을 얻어갔으면 좋겠습니다.</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">도와주세요,</p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; "><br></p><p align="center" style="font-family: dotum; font-size: 12px; line-height: 18px; ">다시 한번 더 일어나서 뛸수 있게 해주세요. </p></p>
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