<embed src="http://player.bgmstore.net/6737" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="422" height="180"><br><a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/6737" target="_blank">BGM정보 : 브금저장소 - http://bgmstore.net/6737</a><div><br></div><div><br></div><p><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">어릴 때 </span></p><p><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">걷다가 또는 놀다가 넘어지는 경우가 많았다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">울면서 집에 가면 '이녀석!'하며 엄마가 혼을 내곤 내 무릎에 약을 발라주었다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">약을 바르고 다시 밖으러 나간다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'밥먹어야 되니깐 해떨어지기 전에 들어와라'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">나이가 들어 </span></p><p><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">학업에 치이고, 사람에 치이고, 돈에 치이고,</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">마음에 상처를 입고 집에 들어가면 </span></p><p><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">혼을 내고 약을 발라주는 사람이 이젠 없다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">다쳤던 무릎은 이제 새살이 돋아나 상처는 잘 보이지 않는다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">마음에 상처도 그렇게 될 수 있을까..?</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">시간을 내어 머리를 식히려 놀러 가고 싶어도 돈이라는 녀석이 나를 붙잡는다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'하루를 쉬면 돈이 얼만데...'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">라고 생각하지만 마음은 벌써 바닷가 바람에 취해 있다. 몸은 이불속에서 나오질 못한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">가끔 티비를 보면 너무나 즐겁게 살고 있다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'당연하지 저건 드라마인데'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">라고 생각하지만 부러운 건 어쩔 수 없다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">친구들과 얘기하는 카톡에 항상 붙이는 마침표 같은</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'ㅋㅋㅋ' </span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">나는 웃고 있는 게 아니다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">같이 일하는 사람이 나에게 말한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'미안하지만 너 일 못하는 거야'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">알고 있다. 그렇기에 더 씁슬하다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">친구에게 돈을 빌려줬다. </span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'다음달에 꼭 줄게'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">연락이 없다. 알고 있었다. 처음부터 줄 생각이 없었겠지.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">퇴근 후 편의점에서 사는 것</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'컵라면하나, 우유하나'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">계산하며 알바에게 하는 말</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'로또 자동5000원이요'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">물론 안된다는 건 알고 있다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">자기전에 생각 한다. 당첨되면 뭐하지?라고 </span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">다음날 아침이 즐거운 이유가 된다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">고민 상담을 한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">한잔, 두잔, 세잔, 이런 애기 할 때는 술이 빠질 수 없지.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">내 얘기를 듣던 사람은 말한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'야 나는 말이야...'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">항상 이 말로 시작한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">술자리는 어느 세 드라마 비련의 주인공들이 하나 둘 등장하기 시작한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">나는 말이지 '힘들었겠다. 힘내라' 이 한마디가 듣고 싶어서 얘기한 건데 말이야</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">옥상에 올라가 담배 한대를 핀다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'쓰으읍 후우우'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">하얀 연기가 나온다. 내 걱정거리도 함께 나왔으면 좋으련만</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">사람들은 말한다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'실패는 성공의 어머니이다.'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">어머니는 한명이면 충분하다. 너무 많다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">너무 착하게 사는 내가 싫다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'싫어'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">이 말이 수십번 목구멍 바로 앞까지 차올라도</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'그래'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">언제나 이 말이 나온다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">입에 달고 사는 말이 있다.</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">'괜찮아'</span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">아니다. 아니다. 아니다. </span><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">살아간다.<br style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; ">나는 이렇게 살아가고 있다.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: Gulim; font-size: 12px; line-height: 21px; "><br></span></p>