<p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">원죄라는 것은 참 무섭다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">아니 아담과 하와가 선악과 따먹은 게 나랑 무슨 상관인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">내가 왜 그 언제 일어났는지도 모르는 옛날 일 때문에 수고롭게 일해야 하고 여성분들은 애를 아프게 낳아야 하는가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나는 그때 태어나지도 않았는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이런 억울함</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이 억울함을 피할 방법은 이것밖에 없는 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">저들보다 일찍 태어나는 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!’</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그럼 일도 안 하고 에덴동산에서 꿀만 빨다가 갔을 텐데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">저 먼저 태어난 게 나고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">아담 밑으로 태어난 모든 인류가 혜수의 마음일 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">난 성용이의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년 선배고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">성용이는 혜수의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년 선배다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">내가 원하든 원치 않았든 결과적으로 잘한 것은 딱 하나</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">성용이보다 먼저 태어난 것</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!’</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">혜수는 늦게 그것도 몇 달도 아니고 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년이나 늦게 태어난 큰 원죄를 가진 죄인이었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그래서 나에게는 해당사항이 없지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">혜수에게는 해산의 고통과 같은 게 성용이의 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">말</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;font-size:11.3pt;"> </p><p></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">성용이는 말을 돌려서 하지 않는다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">성용이가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">학년일 때 신입생 혜수를 울린 일이 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">어느 날 앞뒤 없이 가서 그랬다 한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">야</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">너 살 좀 빼</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">." </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">..</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">...</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">....</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.....</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">저게 인간의 탈을 쓰고서 할 수 있는 말인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">저건 낳아준 부모도</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">사랑하는 부부 사이에서도 못하는 말 아닐까</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">지나가다 뒤에서 짱돌로 찍는 거랑 마찬가지인 것 같은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">여튼 성용이는 저렇게 지나가던 혜수에게 짱돌을 던졌다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이 이야기를 하니까 갑자기 나도 뜨끔하는 게 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나는 죽을 때까지 부정할 거지만 나에게도 성용이와 비슷한 피가 흐르고 있다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그러나 비슷한 거지 엄연히 다르다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">학교 처음 가서 신입생이라고 모였는데 같은 수원지역에서 온 동기한테 </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">야 쟤 마이콜 닮지 않았냐</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">?"</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">하고 나는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">속삭였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.' </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그 애한테 가서 직접 한말이 아니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">성용이와는 다르다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이건 누가 봐도 우리끼리 웃고 끝내야 하고 절대 새어나가서는 안 되는 남의 외모를 만화 캐릭터에 빗대어 깎아내리는 저급 유머였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">근데 이 무뇌 친구는 며칠 뒤 마이콜에게 쪼르르 가서 </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">야 신일이가 너 마이콜 닮았대</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!" </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;font-size:11.3pt;"> </p><p></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">한 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">난 이 사실을 몰랐다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그 후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년 간 마이콜은 내 인사를 안 받아주고 투명인간 취급을 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">전달자인 무뇌 인사는 받아주면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">마지막 모임이 있던 날 마이콜이 족제비 같은 눈을 하고 나를 흘겨보며 다가왔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">야 엄신일</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나 너한테 할 말 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!" </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">응</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">뭔데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">?"</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나한테 왜 그랬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">?" </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">뭘</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">??"</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"> </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"(</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">갑자기 엉엉 울면서</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나 초등학교 때부터 고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">3 </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">때까지 별명이 마이콜이라 대학교 합격하고 머리도 하고 왔는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">... </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">첫 모임에서 니가 나 마이콜이라고</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">..." </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">"</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">헉</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그랬어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">?(</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">무뇌 이 녀석이</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">...)" </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이러고 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">분간 우는 애 달래주면서 사과했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나는 그런 의도가 아니었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">살려달라</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이러면서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그녀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">가 과거 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년 동안 받았던 상처까지도 내가 대신 사과한듯 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.(</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">별명이 마이콜인데 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그녀</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.) </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">여튼 그 아이는</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">무뇌 때문에</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이 사실이 알려지며 초중고 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">12</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년에 대학 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년까지 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">16</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">년을 마이콜로 살게 되었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. (</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">물론 아무도 대놓고 마이콜이라 부르진 않았다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.) </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">써 놓고 보니 결과는 같은 것 같다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">근데 내게 줄 벌은 공범 무뇌에게도 줘야 맞다고 생각한다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">다음 글은 마이콜 양에게 바친다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;font-size:11.3pt;"> </p><p></p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">20</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">살 두근두근 캠퍼스를 밟으며 </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">CC</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">를 꿈꿨을 마이콜 양</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">우리 그 뒤로 친해졌지만 </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그래도 그때 일은 미안하게 생각하고 있어</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">잘 지내지</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">진심으로 미안해</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">! </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">그리고 전국에 계실 마이콜 양들께도 </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">심심한 사과드립니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">근묵자흑이라고 역시 이 또한 성용이의 잘못이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">청출어람인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">여튼 성용이는 나보다 세다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">나는 입으로 훅 부는 독침 수준이라면 성용이는 죽창이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">!</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"></span> </p> <p> </p><div class="hwp_editor_board_content"></div> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:11.3pt;"></span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">이런 </span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">말</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">'</span><span style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;font-size:11.3pt;">로 사람의 상처를 주고 다니던 내 밑에서 자란 성용이가 내 안의 목소리 테스트를 자진해서 받아보겠다고 하며 벌어진 일이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">.</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;"> </span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-family:HelveticaNeue;letter-spacing:0pt;font-size:11.3pt;">다음편</span> </p> <p style="background:#ffffff;"> <span lang="en-us" style="font-size:15.0667px;"><font face="HelveticaNeue"><a target="_blank" href="https://blog.naver.com/dakiup/223382840526">https://blog.naver.com/dakiup/223382840526</a></font></span> </p>
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