<p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">캐나다이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈꾸고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있습니다</span>. 그래서 이민게를 자주 보는데요. 최근에 여러 글들을 보며 떠오르는 생각들을 정리해서 써보려 합니다.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-size:9pt;">저는 언어도 직업도 확실하지 않은상태에서 막연히 누가 거기서 잘산다더라 해서 이민 꿈꾸는 그런 naive한 경우는 아니에요. </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">자랑은</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아니지만</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">지금껏</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살며</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">공부하며 영어때문에 힘들어본 적은 없구요</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">.  IT</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">직렬</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">석사학위</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">마치는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">대로</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">경력</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">쌓고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">기술</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">준비를 시작할겁니다. </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">솔직히 저 정도면 한국에서도 얼마든지 부족하지 않게 살 수 있을거에요. 그럼에도 저는 꼭 캐나다로 이민을 가려합니다.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">제가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">결심한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이유가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">뭘까요</span>?</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">딱</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">두</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">키워드를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꼽습니다</span>.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한국은</span><span lang="ko"><b> </b></span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';"><b>정의</b>와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';"><b>꿈</b>이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">없는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나라이기 때문입니다</span>.</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">철학을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">공부한적이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">없어 '정의'의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정확한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">의미는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모릅니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그러나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">제</span><span lang="ko">  </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가치관에서의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">심플합니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정치인이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수백억대</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">비리</span><span lang="ko"> <font face="맑은 고딕">해먹었으면</font></span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">재산</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">환수하고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">징역</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살고</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아동성폭력범 </span> 5년 10<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">년</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아니라</span><span lang="ko">  </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">무기징역은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">받고</span>, 300<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">명이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">바닷속에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수장되었으면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">책임자들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">처벌</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">받고</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이렇게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나쁜</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">일</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">했으면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">상응하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">대가를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">치루는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거</span>…<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가장</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">기본적인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각하거든요</span>.  단순히 형사적 처벌을 떠나서 더 넓게 생각해보면요. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한국에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">터럭한끝이라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">부패하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">않은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">곳이</span><span lang="ko"> <font face="맑은 고딕">없어요. 해외석학 누가 말했듯 한국은 부패가 일상화된 나라입니다.</font></span> <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아파트</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">부녀회장</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">대학교</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">총학생회장마저</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어떻게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">조금이라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">못해먹어서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">안달인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나라잖아요.</span> 여러 이유가 있겠지만 저는 <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">부재때문이라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">보거든요</span>. </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">없는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사회라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다들</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">말</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">안</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">해도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아실</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각합니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">소득양극화가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">심해지면서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">죽도록</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">일해봐야</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">근근이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">입에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">풀칠하며</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살고</span>, 선진국에선 당연한 저녁이 있는 삶이 여기선 너무도 힘들고,<span lang="ko"> </span>3<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">포세대에 </span>88<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">만원세대</span>, <font face="맑은 고딕">평생을 일해도 내집 한채 장만하기 어렵고, 노인자살률 청소년자살률1위... </font> <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정권이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">바뀌면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나아질까요</span>? 저는 상당히 비관적입니다. 또 <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">단순히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">경제적인</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">측면을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">떠나서 </span>20<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">대</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">청년으로서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나라에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">도저히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">희망을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">찾기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어렵습니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">웃긴건</span>,  <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">현실이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">팍팍해도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나아질</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">희망이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있으면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">참고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">견딜</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있어요</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">근데</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">여기서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어떻게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">더</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">좋아질</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">희망이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">전혀</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">보이질</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">않네요</span>.</p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">근데 어떤</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사람들에게는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그다지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">중요하지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">않을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있습니다</span>. 어떤 분들은 <font face="맑은 고딕">이 정도면 정의롭고 희망찬 나라라고 생각하실수도있구요. </font><span lang="ko"> 그 분들</span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">에겐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">우리나라가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아직</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살만한거죠</span>.  <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그건</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">개개인의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가치관</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">차이이기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">때문에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">옳고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그름을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">따질</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">없는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">문제입니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그런데</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저</span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">삶에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있어</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">몹시</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">중요하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사람이고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">환경에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살아갈</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">때</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">행복함을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">느끼는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사람입니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그리고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저와</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">비슷한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이유로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">꿈꾸시는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">분들도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그렇게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각하시기</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">때문에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">고민하고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">계신게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아닐런지요</span>. </p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">지구상에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">유토피아</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">완벽한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">나라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">없다는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">걸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모를</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">만큼</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">순진한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사람이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있을까요</span>? <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어느</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사회에나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어떤</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">형태로든</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">부조리는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">항상</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있다는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것을</span><span lang="ko">  </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모르는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사람이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">과연</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있을까요</span>? 선진국에서도 부잣집 아들내미는 부자병에 걸려서 음주운전으로 네명을 치여죽여도 뻔뻔하게 잘 사는걸요. 그럼에도 불구하고 선진국이라고 불리는 나라들은 한국보다 전반적으로 훨씬 정의로운 사회라고 생각합니다. 일례로 한국에선 돈만 있으면 법을 초월하잖아요. 없는집 아들들은 군대에서 지뢰로 발목이 날아가고 죽어도 돈있는집 아들들은 군대도 안갈수있고, 얼토당토 않는 이유로 비행기를 돌려도 법정에서 눈물만 흘리면 쨘 풀려나고, 대기업 회장님들은 검찰조사만 받으면 앰뷸런스 타고 병상에 드러누워서 오시잖아요. 70억 횡령보다 마트에서 라면 훔치는게 더 큰 죄인 나라입니다. 그래도 되는 나라에요 이나라는. 솔직히 <span style="font-size:9pt;">미국, 캐나다, 호주 선진국이라고 해도 저런 일들이 없진 않겠죠. 서브프라임모기지때 결국 금융권에서 책임진 사람 하나 없이 피해자만 덩그러니 남는거 보면 여기나 거기나 있는사람 위주로 사회가 돌아가는건 똑같아요. 근데 한국처럼 부패, 부조리, 비정의가 만연하고 일상화되어있지는 않다는 말입니다.</span><span style="font-size:9pt;"> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><br></p> <p class="MsoNormal">또 어떤게 있을까요. 내가<span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">자국민일땐</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">느끼지</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">못했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민자</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">외국인으로서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">받을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">차별도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있을겁니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">언어</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">문화의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">차이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">분명히</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있겠죠</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거기서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">오는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">괴리감,</span> <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">외로움</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">등</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각했던</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이상으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민자로서의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">삶이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">훨씬</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">힘들거라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">잘</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">알고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있고요</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그러나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모든</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">감안하고서라도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">지금</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">현재</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한국에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것보다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그곳에서의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">미래가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">훨씬</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">낫다는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">판단을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">내린</span><span lang="ko"> 겁니</span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">왜냐면</span><span lang="ko"> 한국과는 다르게 이민가고자 하는 나라들은 </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">최소한의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">상식과</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">최소한의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정의가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko"><font face="맑은 고딕">당연하게 받아들여지기</font></span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">때문입니다</span><span lang="ko">. </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';"><br></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">솔직히</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> 생각해보면 </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한국사람이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살기엔</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한국땅이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">최고에요</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">언어</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">문화</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">, </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">음식</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그리고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사랑하는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가족과</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">친구들이</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모두</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">여기에</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">있는걸요</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">. </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그런데</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그걸</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">버리고서라도</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가고</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">싶다는</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거죠</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">. 제겐 한국이 </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">너무나</span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-size:9pt;font-family:'맑은 고딕';">암담한 현실이니까요</span><span style="font-size:9pt;">. 그리고 결정적으로 저는 이런 나라에서 제 자식을 낳아 기르고 싶지 않습니다.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다른</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">분들은</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모르겠습니다</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">근데</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">막연하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">난</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어디로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">갈거야</span>~ <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정도가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아니라</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">진지하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">구체적으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각할</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정도면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">저런</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">생각</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">한번</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">안</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">해봤을까요</span>? <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">정말로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">진지하게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">고려하시는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">분들이라면</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수십번</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">수백번</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">머리</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">싸매고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">고민한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">후에</span><span lang="ko">  </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">내린</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">결론일거란</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">말입니다</span>. </p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">자꾸</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민게시판에서</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">선진국으로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">가려한다</span>, <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">이민</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">후</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">어떻게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">살고있다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">라는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">글에</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">댓글로</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">훈수</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">두듯</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">여기나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">거기나ㅋ</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">선진국이라고</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">좋은게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">아닌데</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">뭘</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">모르는구나</span>? <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">하는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">듯한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">댓글들이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">자주</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">보이는데요</span>. 물<span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">론</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">각자의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">처지가</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다르니</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">현실을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">느끼는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">것도</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">다르겠죠</span>. <span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">그러나</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">마치</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">우매한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">민중을</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">계몽시키는듯한</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">뉘앙스의</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">댓글에는</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">기분이</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">언짢아지는게</span><span lang="ko"> </span><span lang="ko" style="font-family:'맑은 고딕';">사실이에요. 먼저 이민 가신 분들의 진심어린 충고와 조언은 정말 유익한 때가 많습니다. 하지만 일생 일대의 큰 고민을 충분히 오랜기간 심사숙고해서 내린 사람을 바보취급하는 댓글들을 볼 때면 정말로 눈살이 찌푸려질수밖에 없네요.</span></p> <p></p> <p class="MsoNormal"></p> <p> </p> <p 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