<p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><strong style="letter-spacing: 0px"><font size="5">폭식녀 1</font></strong></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">새벽 12시에 눈이 떠졌어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그냥 갑자기 잠결에 정신두 없구.. 막 머가 먹고 싶더라구요 </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래서 24시 편의점으로 달려가서 과자를 2만원어치 정도 샀어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">못 믿으시겠죠?? 다들 그래요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">정말 친한 친구한테 그렇게 말했더니 결국은 안 믿더라구요. 그랬어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">12시부터 계속 먹어댔어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">참ing 1곽, 마가렛트1곽, 몽쉘 1곽, 오예스1곽, 카스타드 1곽, 엄마손1곽, 떡볶이과자, 자갈치, 버터링, 콘칩 등등등 </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">과자가 2만원어치면 어느정도인지 짐작하시겠죠? </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그렇게 먹고 이제 그만 먹어야겠다고 생각하고... </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">사실, 과자같은게배가 잘 안 차잖아요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">2%부족했어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래서 또 못참고 지갑들고 곧장 시내로 나갔어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그것두 새벽 6시에. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">시내 가다 떡집이 있길래 반달떡 2000원어치를 하나 샀어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그리고 야식집으로 튀어갔어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저희 동네는 24시간 하는 야식집이있어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">거기서 치즈떡볶이1인분이랑 만두1인분이랑 아까 사온 떡을 올려놓고 막 먹었어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">솔직히 새벽에 와서 그렇게 많이먹는 여자를 본 사람은 거의없을거에요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">거기 있던 알바생들두 슬금슬금 보더군요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래두 먹었어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">전 정말 음식에 미친거죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">다 먹고 다시 시내를 걸었어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">한 15분, 20분 걷다가 빵집이 있는거에요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">안된다함서 집에 갈려고 하는데 어느새 빵집 안에 들어와있더군요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아침에 빵 냄새는 죽여주죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">정말. 소보루, 찹쌀빵, 크림빵, 밤빵, 도너츠,피자빵 등등 3000원어치 넘게 샀던 거같네요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그 빵 들구 냅다 집으로 튀어갔어요.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> 그리고 또 빵을 미친듯이 먹어댔죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그리고 빵먹고 1시간쯤 텔레비보다가 또 뭐가 땡기길래 아까 새벽에 사둔 과자들을 다 꺼내서 막 먹었어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">오후쯤 한 2시, 3시쯤이에요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그렇게 먹다보니까 환상의 커플에서 짜장면을 먹더군요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">과자 제쳐두고 지갑들고 막 자장면집으로 튀어갔어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">울 집 옆이 바로 자장면집임.자장면 1그릇 포장해달라하고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> 또 앞에 포장마차에서 튀김 2000원어치 사서 집으로 튀어와서 자장면에 튀김먹구.. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">정말 저 미친거죠.. ㅠ.ㅡ </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">다 먹고 컴퓨터하다 놀다가 또 오후 5시 되니까 아까 남겨놓은 과자들 또 꺼내서 다 먹구.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> 밤 9시쯤에 또 텔레비에서 치킨이 나오는거에여. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">배달할 수도있었지만 그냥 걸었어요.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">운동도 아니겠지만 운동이라 혼자 생각하고. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">치킨 하나를 시켜서 정말 그짓말 하나 안하고 후라이드반 양념반 다 먹었습니다. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">치킨두 보는 사람두 없는데 막 숨어서 먹었어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">정말 골룸같았죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">집에 오는길에 배부르면서 또 피자한판을 샀어요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그리고 집에 와서 또 텔레비보면서 막 먹었죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">신기하게 다 먹고나니 밤 12시더군요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">완전 하루내내 먹기만 한거죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아무리 휴일이라도 이럴 수는 없습니다. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저 사람이나요? 동물이나요? 이게 과연 사람이 먹은 양이라 할 수 있을까요? </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아무리 대식가라도 이 정도는 아닐겁니다. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">기네스에 오른 사람과 맞먹을지도 모르죠. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래도 제가 토는 못해요 이걸 고마워해야하는지 슬퍼해야하는지.. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">하지만 여기 글 올린 사람들을 보면 참 감사해야지요. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">토안하고 소화다한건 다행이지만 이 지방들이 모두 내 몸안에 있을걸 생각하니 넘 슬퍼요.. </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그냥 지금 이렇게 자서 내일 아침에 눈을 뜨지 않았으면 해요. ㅜ.ㅡ </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><strong style="letter-spacing: 0px"><font size="5">폭식녀 2 < 익게의 전설 <font color="#e31600">딤채녀</font>></font></strong></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">10키로 이상살을뺴서 <br />165에 47까지 뺐다. <br />1년간의 자제력이 어제,오늘완전 무너졌다.. <br /><br />어제 아침에 일어나보니 집에 아무도없었다. <br />큰일이었다.혼자있으면 엄청쳐먹는다.말릴사람도 눈치볼사람도없다. <br />항상 다엿한다고 안먹는다고한터라 누구잇으면 눈치보여못먹고 <br />너무 먹고싶으면 내방에 숨어먹었지만 것도 한계가 있어 결국 많이 못먹었다. <br /><br />암튼 아침에 일어나 <br />딤채를 열어보니 복숭아가 있다. <br />2개를 꺼내 깎아먹었다. <br />냉장고를 열어보니 토마토 주스를 갈아논게 있어 꿀을 넣고 마셨다. <br />그리고 다시 딤채를 오른쪽을 열어보니 포도가 있다.2송이를 다 먹었다. <br />그래도 뭔가 먹고싶어 다시 냉장고를 열었다.(미쳤군) <br />망고가 있다. <br />하나에 4000원을 호가하는터라 석류다음으로 집에서 보기힘든건데 <br />엄마가 한박스사다놔서 한개만 꺼내서 먹는데 너무 맛있다.ㅠ ㅠ <br />도저히 못참고 2개 꺼내 총 3개를 먹었다. <br />그리고 입가심으로 또 냉장고를 뒤져보니 땅콩이나온다. <br />땅콩 세줌을 껍칠째먹고(귀찮아서) <br />잣 4종지 정도 먹고 팥빙수 팥이랑 제리랑 떡을 그냥 따로 조금 먹었더니 <br />이젠 배가 너무 불렀다. <br />여기까진 그래도 과일이 주류니 괜찮지싶었다.(괜찮긴개뿔) <br />티비보고 인터넷하며 아침햇살 한잔하고한 몇시간지나니 배는부른데 <br />또 뭔가가먹고싶다. <br /><br />딤채를 다시여니 팥죽이있다. <br />냄비에 넣고 칼국수국수를 2인분 넣었다. <br />설탕듬뿍넣고 끓이니 너무맛있다. <br />다먹고 입이텁텁하다. <br />풀무원 비빔냉면이 있어 다시 만들어먹는다. <br />매운걸먹으니밥이 떙긴다. <br /><br />밥솥을여니 따뜻한 잡곡밥이 너무 맛있어보여 손가락으로 조금 집어먹으니 <br />도저히 못참겠다. <br /><br />냉장고에서 스팸이랑 계란을 꺼내 <br />잘게잘라 후라이팬에 밥이랑 버터넣고 볶았다. <br />양이 장난아니다.-_- <br />그리고 그위에 또 계란 2개로 오무라이스처럼 계란 덮개를 만들어 <br />케찹을 뿌려먹었다. <br />매실짱아찌랑 마늘짱아찌랑 열무김치랑 반찬으로. <br />너무맛있었다. <br />배는 터질것같은데 <br />라면이먹고싶다. <br />생라면으로 조금 뿌셔서먹고 또 망고하나를 먹었다. <br /><br />그리고 숨도못쉴지경이되었는데 <br />이젠 분식이 죽도록먹고싶다. <br />지갑들고 나간다. <br />순대1인분과 튀김들어간 라볶이를 사들고오는데 <br />슈퍼가 세일이네.-_- <br />홀린듯이 슈퍼로 들어간다. <br /><br />팅클,구운고구마,쿠키칩,오레오,웰미,아몬드뺴뺴로2개,누드빼뺴로1개,그냥빼빼로3개, <br />포카칩,도리토스와 체리마루 큰거한통,투게더 큰거한통을 사왔다. <br /><br />근데 오는길에 왜 뚜레주르가 보이니.. <br />가서 마늘빵이랑 연유바게뜨랑 치킨고로케랑 호두파이조각이랑 크림빵,팥빵을사서오는데 <br />던킨도넛이..이쯤되니 내정신이 아니다. <br />우선 사놓고 보자는 생각에 <br />거의 5천원어치를 또 사왔다. <br />먹는게 한아름이다. <br /><br />엄마가 늦는다고전화왔다. <br /><br />안심하고 마루에 먹는걸 펴놓고 티비를 튼다. <br />이미 배는 반쯤소화가되있었고 <br />먼저 라볶이와 순대를 꺼낸다. <br /><br />순대는 채 10개도 못먹고 라볶이도 반이상못먹고 비닐봉지째버렸다. <br />과자를 쳐먹기시작했다. <br />반쯤먹으니 목이막히고 무슨맛이 무슨맛인지 밀가루 설탕맛밖에 느낄수없어 <br />냉장고에서 체리마루를 꺼내 반쯤먹고 <br />투게더를 그릇에 왕창퍼서 우유를 부어 쉐이크처럼 빨대로 빨아먹으니 <br />숨을쉴수가없다. <br /><br />아무리배불러도 토하는성격은 아니라 그배를 움켜쥐고 헉헉댔다. <br />그와중에도 손으로는 깨작깨작 과자를 먹고있었다. <br />미쳤다는생각이들었다. <br />어떻게 내배에 저것들이 다 들어가나 하는 생각이들었다. <br /><br />주제에 지방좀 줄여보겠다고 녹차를 진하게 우려 마신다. <br /><br />화장실에가도 소식이없다.배안에서 그 음식들이 돌이되버린듯하다. <br /><br />쓴트름이 올라오고 다리가 퉁퉁붓는게 느껴지지만 빵이남아있다. <br />빵을 반쯤 다 먹고 내방가서 누웠다. <br />일어나보니 아침이다. <br /><br />어제의 엄청난 폭식에 위가 늘어났는지 허기진다.-_- <br /><br />어제먹다남은 과자,빵을 옷장에 숨겨놨는데 <br />다운받은 영화를 보며 다 먹는다. <br /><br />아침부터 고칼로리 고지방을 먹으니 또 땡긴다. <br /><br />냉장고를 열어보니 어제 언니가 아웃백을 다녀왔는지 <br />부시맨이 세개가 있다. <br /><br />후라이팬에 구워 허니버터에 발라먹었다. <br /><br />어느새 세개 모두를.-_- <br /><br />또 망고를 꺼내먹고 포도를 먹고.. <br /><br />아까는 라면이랑 비빔면 반개씩 먹었다. <br /><br />그리고 지금 교촌치킨먹고있다. <br /><br />그리고... <br />방금 스위스퐁듀피자 시켰다. <br />... <br /><br />거울을보니..사람꼴이아니다. <br />눈은 반쯤뜨고있고 <br />피부는 개기름이 흐르는데 푸석푸석하고 머리는 산발이고 <br />하룻밤만에 팔다리가 부어있다. <br /><br />체중계에 올라가보니..어제아침에 46,8이었던 몸무게가 <br />51이 되어있다. <br /><br />갑자기 눈물이나와 1시간정도 울었다. <br /><br />미쳤다는생각이든다. <br /><br />세상에 태어나 이런폭식처음이다. <br /><br />친구한테 말하니까 뻥치치말란다. <br />뻥이었으면 좋겠다. <br /><br />한번 이성의 끈을 놓고 어제오늘 내가 내가아닌것같다. <br /><br />무섭다.다시 찾아올 살들과 내 식욕. <br /><br />사주카페갔을때 점봐주는 사람이 나보고 대뜸 식신이 있댄다. <br />食(밥식)神(귀신신). <br />그때 애들이 살좀찌라고 했을때라 다 돌팔이 아니냐고 했는데 <br />맞는것같다. <br />아.진짜 운동도하기싫고 너무 찌뿌둥하고 또 과자먹고싶다. <br /><br />아 피자온것같다.-_-그럼.. <br /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px; text-align: center"><img src="http://cfile270.uf.daum.net/image/155013184A71899E2D85D8" class="tx-daum-image" actualwidth="590" hspace="1" width="590" vspace="1" border="0" style="cursor: pointer; clear: none; float: none" alt="" /></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">-----------------------</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><font color="#c2c2c2"></font> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><strong style="letter-spacing: 0px"><font size="5">폭식녀 3 <딤채녀를 버로우시킨 최강 폭식녀></font></strong></p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><strong style="letter-spacing: 0px"><font size="5"></font></strong> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"><strong style="letter-spacing: 0px"><font size="5"></font></strong> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">엄마가 동생 대학때문에 집 얻어 준다고 서울에 갔어.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">원래 저녁에 온다고 해서 아침/점심 반식하고 잘 버티고 있었는데</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">엄마가 결국 하루 자고 온다는 말에 터졌다-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">난 원래 166/61이였는데 166/50까지 뺐었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">2개월만에 뺐는데 4년동안 요요한번 없었어.. 엄마가 옆에서 컨트롤을 잘 해줬었거든</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">근데 엄마가 자고 온대-_- 요요걱정보다는 평소에 못 먹던거 맘껏 먹어보다! 라는 생각에 신났어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">전화 끊자마자 피자헛에서 리치골드랑 치즈스파게티 주문했어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">피자 배달오는 사이를 못 기다리고 냉동실에 있는 이마트 치즈도넛 아홉개랑 치즈스틱13개를 튀겼어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">기름이 아까워서 핫도그까지 하나 끼웠어-_- 딱 봐도 좀 많은 것 같았어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래도 진짜 맛있어서 다 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">암바사를 마시고 있는데 피자가 왔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">스파게티 먼저 다 먹고, 피자 4조각도 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">( 그래도 2조각은 아빠 주려고 남겼어ㅜㅜ )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">슬슬 걱정이되서 인터넷에 물어봤어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">' 20대 여성분들 보통 피자 몇 조각 드세요?? '</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">몇분을 제외하고는 다들 3~4조각이시래. 오 괜찮아 ㅋㅋㅋ 이러고 안심했어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">( 지금 생각하면 참 병신 ㅋㅋㅋ 저분들은 피자 오기 전에 튀김류를 저렇게 안 쳐드셨겠지-_- )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">근데 계속 남긴 2조각이 걸렸어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 먹고 싶은데 꾹 참느라 나쵸에 치즈딥 찍어가며 반정도 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">암바사 남긴 걸 마시는데 좀 부족했어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 결국 마트에 갔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">과자 만칠천얼마나치 사오고 파리바게트에 들려서 진한치즈케익,생크림빵,유에프오빵,찹쌀도넛,크림치즈페스츄리,깨찰빵,본델리슈,허니토스트,야채모닝빵을 샀어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">나온 김에 옆에 있는 베스킨에서 쿼터에 민트초코칩이랑 쿠키앤크림을 꽉꽉 눌러왔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그리고 집에와서 야채모닝빵에 마요네즈 쭉쭉 짜서 암바사랑 먹고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">슬슬 단게 땡겨서 과자들을 아작내기 시작했어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">몽쉘 한박스, 찰떡쿠키 한박스, 롯데샌드, 찰떡파이를 끝냈어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그래도 단게 모자라서 식빵에 누텔라랑 피넛버터 번갈아 발라가며 바나나랑 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">총 6조각 ..( 한줄임-_- )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">우유를 마시다 보니 또 빵이 먹고 싶은데 찹쌀도넛이 눈에 띄었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저건 하루 지나면 맛 없는데-_- 어서 먹어야겠다 하고 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">같은 이유로 허니토스트랑 깨찰빵까지 먹었어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 이때 본격적으로 탄력을 받아서 크림치즈 유에프오 생크림 다 아작내고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">본델리슈는 2조각만 먹었어-_- 아빠가 좋아하는 빵이라 아빠 주려고....</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">식신이 강림했음을 느낄 수 있었어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 생각없이 그저 먹고 싶다는 생각에 굽네순살치즈를 시켰어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">( 꼴에 다이어트 한다고 그래도 튀긴거 안 시켰어-_- )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">기다리면서 잠시 정신이 들면서 배가 불러오길래 소화시키려고 매실을 마시고 있는데 치킨이 왔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">딱 2조각만 먹어야지 ( 순살치즈는 한마리가 4조각 ) 하다가 결국 다 먹었어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">디저트로 진한치즈케익 1/4조각 먹고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">속이 느끼한 것 같아서 민트초코로 입가심을 하고 있었는데 시계를 보니 8시가 다되가</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">( 엄마랑 통화했을 때가 4시 30분 쯤 됐었음 )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아빠한테 전화해보니까 오늘 늦게 들어오신대 ㅋㅋㅋ 아빠도 엄마가 없는 기회를 놓칠리 없지-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아이스크림 먹다가 매콤한게 땡겨서 간짬뽕을 끓였는데 배부르다 보니 맛도 없고 별로 맵지도 않고;; 그래도 반은 넘게 먹고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">나머지는 그냥 버렸어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">별로 맛없게 끓여진 것 같아서 아침에 먹다 남긴 새우전이랑 동그랑땡, 된장찌게에 밥 한공기 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그리고 남은 쿠키앤크림 오레오에 비벼먹고-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">배가 터질 것 같아서 숨도 못 쉴 것 같았어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">토할 것 같았지만 식이장애까지 앓고 싶지는 않아서 나름 소화 좀 시켜본답시고 옥요가나 한판 해야겠다 하고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">티비를 틀었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">csi가 하고 있는데 재밌는 에피같길래 그냥 소파에 앉아서 봤어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">티비보면서 오사쯔, 짱구랑 뻥이요 깨작거리다 결국 뻥이요 우유에 말아먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">배불러서 암바사에다 소화제를 먹었어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">계속 티비 보다 잠깐 졸았는데 아빠가 술이 떡이 되서 돌아오셨어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저녁 못 챙겨줘서 미안하다고 술집에서 치즈돈까스랑 감자튀김을 사오셨어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">내가 완전 좋아하는거라 12시경이였지만 그냥 먹었어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아빠가 빵 드시고 싶다 하길래 본델리슈 드리고, 치즈케익 드리면서 내꺼까지 잘랐어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아빠랑 사이좋게 케익을 먹고 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 아빠는 주무시러 가셨어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아빠가 자러가니 정신이 돌아왔어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">미친 폭식했다고 자책하다 야식을 먹었으니 날이라도 새서 아침에 운동나가야겠다는 다짐을 하고</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">새벽내내 미드를 보고 있었는데 잠들었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아침에 소파에서 자고 있으니까 아빠가 깨워</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아빠 밥 차려드리고 난 속이 계속 느끼해서 컵라면을 먹었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아빠가 밥 먹다 얼굴이 부었다고 너 어디 아프냐고 걱정하시더라 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그게 아니고 어제 밤에 먹고 자서 그런다고 걱정하지 마라고 하고 아빠는 알았다고 하고 출근하셨어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">거울을 봤는데 좀 부은 것 같긴 했는데 잘 모르겠어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">( 배는 확실히 불렀어 무슨 임산부 같았어-_- )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그렇게 티가나나 싶어서 체중계에 올라가봤어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">한 2킬로 예상했는데 체중을 재보니 50-> 55였어-_-</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">미친 이게 고장났나?? 싶어서 다시 올라가봤더니 55.3이였어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">인정을 못 하고 밧데리까지 갈았어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 그래도 55.3 이였어-_- 기계따위가 나에게 그만 인정해 볍신아 라고 외치고 있었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">순간 인생이 허무해졌어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 눈물도 안나와서 멍때리고 있었는데 엄마가 왔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">터미널에서 경주빵을 사왔는데 그 와중에 그게 입에 들어갔어 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">엄마가 짐 풀고 너 얼굴이 띵띵 불었다고 엄마 없는 사이에 뭘 얼마나 먹었냐고 농담조로 말하길래 그냥 웃었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">엄마..엄만 상상도 못할꺼야-_- 내가 얼마나 많이 먹었는지</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">몸이 안 좋아서 그러는 거라고 하고 방에 들어와서 침대에 누왔는데 갑자기 졸라 서러워서 눈물이 났어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저녁까지 누워있으니까 가족들이 걱정을 하는데 갑자기 돼지가 된 것 같아서 밖에 운동하러 가기도 싫었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그렇게 그 다음날은 아침만 먹고 아프다는 핑계로 점심, 저녁을 스킵하고 계속  침대에서 혼자 질질 짰어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">밤에 울다 목말라서 녹차를 마셨는데 화장실이 가고 싶었어-_- 쾌변했어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">몸이 약간 가뿐해진 기분이였으나 배는 계속 임산부같아서 또 질질 짜다 잠들었어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">아침에 다시 몸무게를 재봤는데 53.8이였어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">똥덩어리 한번에 저렇게 빠진 것에 위안을 삼고 다시 아침부터 반식 들어갔어</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">저게 저번주 토요일 일이였는데, 지금은 51.4까지 돌아왔어( 여기서 안 내려가-_- )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">음식무게도 끼어있었지만 확실히 살이 찌긴 쪘어 ( 그 전에는 빈 속이면 49.6 막 이랬거든 )</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">오늘도 엄마아빠 모임이시라 아침에 터질 뻔 했는데 다행히 과식에서 멈췄어.</p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px"> </p> <p style="margin: 0px; word-wrap: normal; word-break: normal; padding: 0px; color: #444444; font-family: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; line-height: 19px">그러니까 언니들 폭식하고 좌절해서 극단적인 행동을 취하지마 ㅜㅜ 좀 조심하면 서서히 돌아와..</p>