<div class="1"><strong><font face="굴림"><font size="2"><font><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"><font face="바탕">쓰다보니 </font>넘나 길어짐 주의</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!</span></font></font></font></strong></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><strong> </strong> </font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오늘로 출산 일주일 된 산모임</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아이 낳고나면 기억력이 반감기처럼 반씩 줄어드는 관계로 잊기 전에 출산기를 적어보고자 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나의 출산기는 지극히 개인적인 경험이므로 참고하실 분만 참고하시길</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">첫째는 역아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뱃속에 아기가 임신 후기 머리를 아래쪽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">골반쪽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">)</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">으로 향해야 하나 옆으로 눕거나 앉아있는 상태</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">)</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">인 관계로 제왕절개 수술을 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">역아 회전술이 있다는 사실을 첫째 낳고나서 알아서 바닥을 치며 통곡</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래도 첫째는 넘나 예쁘고 사랑스러웠음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">생전 몸에 칼을 대본 적 없는 나는 출산후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">일간의 기억이 없음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그냥 멘탈 털린 표정으로 병원을 배회함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시간이 흘러 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">년후</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">둘째임신</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나는 다신 내 몸에 칼을 대기 싫음</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래서 브이백</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">첫째 제왕절개 후 둘째는 자연분만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">) </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하기로 결심</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">임신 기간동안 나는 임신체질인지 넘나 평화로웠음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">다른 임부들이 겪는 입덧 거의 없음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">키가 커서인지 막달까지 임부 티도안남</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래도 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">년만의 임신은 첫째때보다는 조큼 힘듬</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. (</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">한살이라도 젊을 때 아이를 낳아야 한다는 어르신들의 말씀 백번 옳음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">)</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><span lang="en-us"><font face="돋움" size="2"> </font></span></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">임신 막달에 담당의 선생님이 첫째에 비해 애기가 크다며 유도분만 권유</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, 37</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">주</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">6</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">일에 유도분만 하기로 결정</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">두근대는 마음으로 출산가방 챙겨 입원</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시에 입원수속</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시부터 유도제 투입 시작</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">수간호사 쌤 왈 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">맛보기로 조금만 맞아볼게요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">약 한시간 가량 유도제 투여</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오후</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나는 첫째 때 진통 없이 수술한 케이스로 폴리백 삽입 해 아기가 내려오는 것처럼 자궁을 속이는 뭐 그런 시술 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시술받고 약간 불편한 느낌과 함께 사르르 배가 아파옴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그런데 간호사 황급히 나에게 다가와 링거액 교체</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">+</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이미 투입되고 있는 링거액 빼냄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">수간호사 쌤 내게 다가와 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아이고 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시간만 맞출려고 했는데 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">분 더 맞았어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">허허</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.....</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">8</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">남편이랑 룰루랄라 저녁 먹으며 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나 유도제 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">분 더 맞았대</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">내일 새벽에 관장하겠지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">우왕 관장 한번도 안해봤는데 난 몇분이나 버틸려나</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?”</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋㅋㅋ </span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">라고 말하면서도 배가 살짝살짝씩 아픔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">9</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시에 남편 귀가</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">신나게 검블유 마지막회를 시청</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뭉쳐야 찬다를 보는데 배가 점점 더 아파옴</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">허재 아저씨 봐야되는데 집중이 안됨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이때 간호사쌤 소등하러 병실로 옴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">배가 아파요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...“</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">밤 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">11</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시 폴리백 빼고 내진</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. 2.5cm </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">열림</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이때부터 지옥문이 슬슬 열림</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">진통은 배로 오는 진통과 허리로 오는 진통이 있는데 난 후자</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">2~3</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">분 간격으로 허리가 넘나 아픔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그런데 이게 수치로 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1~10</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">중 얼마정도의 아픔인지 모르겠음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그냥 아픔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">난 엄청난 겁쟁이 쫄보라 걍 참음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">화장실이 자꾸만 가고싶어서 왔다갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">허리 아프면 변기에 앉아 이거 뭔가 생각하며 명상의 시간</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">새벽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시 아흑 너무 아펑</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">근데 이만큼 아픈게 맞나 싶음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아파아파아파아파</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">....</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">간호사 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">괜찮아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아흑 허리가 넘 아파요</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">간호사 내진 후 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“3.5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">센티네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">진통제좀 놔드릴까요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">네넵</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">간호사 진통제 가지러 간 사이 다른 간호사 와서 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">보호자 불러요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">수술해야 될 거 같아요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시전</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">왜요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">싫은데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이때 아까 그 간호사 와서 진통제 투여</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나님 남편한테 전화해야 하나말아야 하나 고민하고 있는데 엇</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">허리가 안아파</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">잠이온다 잠이와</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시간 폭풍수면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나중에 알고보니 허리 아프면 힘을 못줘서 출산이 힘들다 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시간 자고나니 넘나 개운한것</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋㅋ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">살만 하구만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하고 있는데 다시 슬슬 아파옴</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">새벽</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">4</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시 계속 아까처럼 아픈데 태동기 확인한 간호사 왈 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아이고 엄마는 요렇게 아픈데 아가는 엄마 맘도 모르고 잘</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">노네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">놀아라 놀아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아침 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">8</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시 계속 아프네</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그런데 옆에 긴급환자 발생</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나한테 아무도 관심 없어</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅠ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이 때 남편 와서 시름시름 앓는 목소리로 간간히 대화</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">진통올 때 남편 머리채 잡는 사람들 대단함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">난 눈감고 그냥 흐흡 앓는 소리 내는게 최선인데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">내가 기운 없는 소리로 얘기하니 남편 왈 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">브이백은 니가 결정한거다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.”</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아놔 뭐 이런 섭섭한 얘기를</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!!! </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이건 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">30</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">년 까임권이다 생각하며</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그냥 계속 시름시름</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">옆으로 누우면 그나마 견딜만 한데 태동 검사한다며 자꾸만 똑바로 누우란다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시키는대로 꾸역꾸역 참으며 시름시름</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">10</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시쯤 되니 수간호사 쌤 등장 내진하더니 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">내일 출산 할 줄 알았는데 오늘 하겠네요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이 때</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">무통주사 맞고싶어요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">했는데 안된대</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">권하지 않는대</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">힝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">다들 맞는다고 하던데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하며 계속 아파아파</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하는데 수간호사 쌤이 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">화장실 가지 마세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이제 출산 할거예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">”</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">남편한테 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">무통 맞고싶었는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">어흑</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">근데 관장 안하네</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋㅋ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">개이득인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">무통 못맞은거랑 관장 안하는거</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뭐가 더 이득인가</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?” </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하고 있는데 갑자기 방수포 가져와서 양수 터트림</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이때부터 허리랑 배가 동시에 아파옴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">눈물이 찔끔</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">...</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">11</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시 조금 넘으니 출산 하자며 휠체어에 날 태움</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">수술실 입장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">출산준비 하고 옆에서 간호사들이 내 팔을 살포시 잡아주면서 힘주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">함.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">두 번정도 연습하고 담당의 선생님 등장</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">배 아프면 힘주세요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하는데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">난 계속 배아픈데</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?! </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">생각하며 언제 힘을 줘야 할지 모르겠음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">수간호사 쌤이 내 배를 살짝 만져보며 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">“</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">지금이예요</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~“ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">할 때 힘줌</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">걍 똥 눌때처럼 힘줌</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">두 번 힘주니 애기가 쑴풍 나옴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">....</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">시원하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">......</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">허허</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">후처치 하는데 의사선생님이 꼼꼼하게 동그랗게 꼬맴</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뭐지</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">했는데 힘주다가 똥꼬가 잘못됐나봄</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋㅋ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">난 넘 아파서 그냥 조용히 시름시름 앓았는데 간호사쌤들 모두 나한테 엄청 잘 참는다며 잘했다고 폭풍 칭찬해줌</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">7</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">월의 브이백 산모 중 젤 잘했다고 함</span><span style="letter-spacing:0pt;font-family:'함초롬바탕';">ㅋㅋㅋ</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아기 낳고 남편이 여기저기 전화하면서 내가 소리한번 안지르고 숨풍 아기를 낳았다며 자연분만 별거 아닌것처럼 얘기 했지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">난 출산 때 추진력을 얻기 위해 체력을 아낀것이라고 얘기하고 싶다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"> </font></font><p></p></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">첫째를 나처럼 역아여서 제왕절개로 출산한 엄마들에게 브이백은 정말 추천할만 하다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">하지만 조건이 몇가지 있다면</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나는 임신 중 체중 증가가 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">킬로 내외였음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이건 의도한건 아니고 그냥 아무 이유 없이 살이 안찜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.(</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">첫째때도 그랬음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">)</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">2. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뱃속 아가가 첫째에 비해 너무 크면 안됨</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나는 첫째는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">2.62kg, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">둘째는 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">3.13kg</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">임</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">3. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나는 의도치 않게 한시간 반이나 유도제를 맞았지만 브이백은 원래 유도제를 천천</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">히 투여 한다고 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래서 보통 브이백 유도분만 할 때 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">박</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">3</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">일 걸리나봄</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">..</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">후에 나는 그 때 유도제 길게 맞은 것이 좀 위험하긴 했지만 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">1</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">박</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">2</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">일 출산의 신의 한 수 였다고 생각하기로 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">(</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">초긍정</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">)</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">4. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">출산 할 때 보통 자연분만의 경우 의료진들이 배를 밀어주기도 한다는데 브이백은 자궁파열 위험 때문에 내 스스로 힘줘서 아가를 낳아야 함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">밀어주고 땡겨주는 그런거 없음</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">위험함</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></font></div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></span></font></font> </div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></span></font></font> </div><font size="2"><font face="돋움"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"> </span></font></font><div class="1"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">제왕절개에 비해 자연분만은 정말 회복이 잘된다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그걸로 난 넘나 만족</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">!</span></div> <div class="1"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">참</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">! </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">곧 출산을 앞두신 산모님들</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">저 같은 쫄보도 잘 낳았습니다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></div> <div class="1"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">다들 힘내시고 순산하세용</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~~!</span></div> <div class="1"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></span> </div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"> </span><div class="1"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이로써 조리원 천국에서 써본 출산기</span></div> <div class="1"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">끝</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">~!</span></div> <div class="1"> </div> <div class="1"> </div> <div class="1"> </div> <div class="1"> </div> <div class="1"><font size="2"><font face="돋움"></font></font> </div>
