<span><font size="3"></font></span><div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div align="center">지극히도 무디기 때문에 나는 많은것을 보여주지 못했나보다.</div> <div align="center"><span><font size="3">그저 투박할수밖에 없었고 한목소리밖에 낼줄 몰랐나보다.</font></span></div> <div align="center"><span>----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></div> <div align="center"><span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span>어설피 둘러맨 목도리가 흘러내리면서도 나는 발걸음을 늦출줄 몰랐나보다. </span></div> <div align="center"><span>기다리고 기다리던 분만실 앞에서 너를 기다린다....... </span></div> <div align="center"><span>수고했어요. 고마워요. 사랑합니다. 아내의 손을 잡고 몇번이나 되뇌였다.</span></div> <div align="center"><span>10개월 간 발길질만 느꼈던 너를, 드디어 한고사리 움켜질수 있었다.</span></div> <div align="center"><span>나만을 위해 살던 자존심,치기어린 위엄....이제는 모두 내려놓는다.</span></div> <div align="center"><span>너만을 위해 살리라..너만을 생각하리라.</span></div> <div align="center"><span>회한과 찬미 섞인 방울방울이 너의 손위에 떨어진다.</span></div> <div align="center"><span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span>  </span><div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:599px;height:422px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0978.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784283ItqpgWLE6LacVKZiGpQ8bTY9KbPJ3wJ9.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><div style="text-align:left;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:590px;height:363px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0967.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784536PmiCAGwLHsNMtdP.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:588px;height:381px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0954.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415785000CzBIIRAClo.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div></div></div></div></div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:599px;height:422px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0978.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784283ItqpgWLE6LacVKZiGpQ8bTY9KbPJ3wJ9.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><div style="text-align:left;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:590px;height:363px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0967.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784536PmiCAGwLHsNMtdP.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:588px;height:381px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0954.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415785000CzBIIRAClo.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div></div></div></div> <div align="center"><span><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:587px;height:385px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_IMG_3681.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784550w7CaNUuY6Ne6m8vFW5iymiUiSB1oUDJE.jpg"></span></div> <div align="center"><span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:543px;height:341px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_IMG_3707.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415784562pe7Xfz7YrnUZLjO9afchAX2nmO4DA.jpg"></span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span></span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span>----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span></span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span>ㅇㅇ가 내팔에안겨 잠을 잔다</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>숨소리 심장의 두근거림,얼굴의 찡그림,움찔거리는눈,귀여운 몸부림</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>나는 아기를 들여다봄으로써 내자신을 바라본다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>나와 내이웃과 모든인간들이 갖고있는 따뜻함이 아름다움이 살아있음이</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>ㅇㅇ로 인해 또렷이 느껴진다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>태어나기전부터, 태어난다음 이순간까지 한해가 모두 ㅇㅇ로 부터 시작됐고</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>모든일이 ㅇㅇ를 통해서였다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>아기를 통해 인생의 눈은 이만큼 넓어지는가....</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>백일이 지났다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>바로 엊그제 배꼽에 흰붕대를 감고 쪼글쪼글한 살덩이 힘이 없어</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>축져진 얼굴로 시트에 누워있는 내곁에 왔던 ㅇㅇ !</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>소리를 지르고 눈을 맞추어 옹알이를 해대어 </span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>나를 미치게 한다...</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>시간은 활화산 같다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>몇일전 국민학교 입학식을 보며 훗날 내모습 (학부형이될)을</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>연상하다 피식 웃음이 나왔는데 그날도 멀지 않았다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span>느낄수가 있다.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span></span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span>精.</span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span></span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span>愛. </span></span></div> <div align="center"><span><span></span></span> </div> <div align="center"><span><span>88년 3월의 한자락에서.</span></span></div><span><span></span></span><div style="text-align:left;"> </div> <div style="text-align:left;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:754px;height:484px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="조각17번_2.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415785956B66Yg6JQF5vw1B2jrub.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:752px;height:496px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="조각17번_1.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/14157859553tkP79CgPdYQFELbptt.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="740" height="493" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="다운로드_(1).jpg" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415785955pSbDxD1YWPFKbtb2pW97L5.jpg"></div></div> <div style="text-align:left;"> </div> <div style="text-align:left;">---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</div> <div style="text-align:left;"> </div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                                          야근을 나간 남편이 돌아오지않는다. </div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                   으슬한 감기기운인지도 모를 한기에 기다림에 지쳐 일찌기 잠에 든다.</div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                          잠결에 몸을 뒤척이다 때아닌 식은땀과 하혈에 일어나 본다.</div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                                    새빨갛게 물든 시트와 잠옷 그리고 핏덩이...</div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                홀로 눈물과 핏물로 범벅이 된 핏덩이를 끌어안고 나는 집뒤 야산으로 향한다…</div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                               나의 아침은 핏덩이가 잠든 땅위에서 핏물과 눈물 </div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;">                                                                          그리고, 너를 계속 쏟아야만 했던 것..</div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;"> </div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;"> </div> <div align="center" style="text-align:left;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:719px;height:456px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0927.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786552aaslaQ3rOK7k.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:742px;height:669px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0932.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786553iYUjfPuQ.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:706px;height:435px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0933.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786554fRj3pecCHbhtDFskZ.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:718px;height:463px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0988.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/14157866948Vx1PyG775YWWxv.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:733px;height:469px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_0996.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786695Rn3rLvSvMNA.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:746px;height:469px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1001.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786696GXL49S3osVtxp.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:738px;height:465px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1006.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/14157866961CZBNaf21IdfKrzWi3oh.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="800" height="532" class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1050.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786924wbaoWzJJbv.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div></div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:688px;height:428px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1018.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786698CImZB4p6H4ilKd7.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:692px;height:571px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1027.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786698KOONBhZiRTwJu14SOvAf48N.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:691px;height:989px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1030.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786699cSxEgGT7v84M5ZlTmN2NAXKA.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;width:658px;height:957px;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1037.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415786699aDhn9TfeAMKdYQUhMQC7gOnMl65t.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;">------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------</div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;">마지막 책장을 쉬이 덮지 못하고 계속 머무른다는것은 힘든것이란다.</div> <div style="text-align:center;">이젠 쉬이 보이지도 않는 두눈으로 너의 등을 쓰다듬을수 있는 사실만으로도 나는 행복하단다.</div> <div style="text-align:center;">너는 어떻게 살았니, 너는 무엇을 꿈꾸었니, 아직도 우린 서로 대화가 부족한지도 몰라.</div> <div style="text-align:center;">애야, 그래도 항상 세상을 더 조심히 살렴, 언제나 차조심하고, 사람조심하렴,</div> <div style="text-align:center;">늙그막의 나의 마음은 언제나 항상 똑같단다.</div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;">사랑한다 아이야..... <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="800" height="532" class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_IMG_3931.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415787837rbeJrSyfYKDMu.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="800" height="532" class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_IMG_3913.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415787916z6RwPkYt94UX5L.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="800" height="531" class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_IMG_3919.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415787908GG7w4OgNH9P45lpl9z1ABYgyv8cF.jpg"></div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"> </div> <div style="text-align:center;"><img width="800" height="532" class="chimg_photo" style="border-bottom:medium none;border-left:medium none;border-top:medium none;border-right:medium none;" alt="크기변환_BAU_1085.JPG" src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/201411/1415787930zdugkC7SNrPe9997rxWcShoQJZr.jpg"></div></div></div>