<p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">5. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">작은 아이</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">집 안으로 들어가기 위해 바구니를 내려놓고 양손으로 문을 밀었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">문이 열리면서 밖과는 발리 어두컴컴한 방이 눈에 들어온다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 빵</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">과일 등이 들어있는 바구니를 들고 얼른 들어갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가장 먼저 바구니를 탁자위에 올리기 위해 안간힘을 쓰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">문을 닫기 위해 열린 문으로 다가가 문을 닫았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그러고 나서 벽난로 위에 불을 켜기 위해 꺼져가는 불씨에 말린 가지를 올려놓고 풀무질을 해댄 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어느 정도 불이 생긴 뒤에는 송진을 바른 장작을 넣었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고개를 돌려서 또 다른 문으로 다가가 열고 들어갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">안에서 램프가 빛나는 것을 보며</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">안심</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">또 안심했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다녀왔어요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">!”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">침대에 앉아 조용히 책을 읽고 계시는 할머니에게 다가갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다행히 램프가 넘어지지 않았고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">침대도 젖어있지 않다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나 빵하고 과일 사왔어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">!”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 책을 덮고 나를 멀뚱히 쳐다봤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 눈이 안 좋다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엔젤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이제 오는 거냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">응</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">응</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나 오늘 빵이 어디서 나오는지 알아냈어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">! </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">화덕이라고 하는 곳에</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">글쎄 밀가루를 집어넣었는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나오는 건 커</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">-</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다래져서 나왔다니깐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">손을 벌려가며 내가 본 놀라움을 표현했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 그런 나의 머리를 쓰다듬어 주셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">기분 좋다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">빵 가져다 줘</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래주겠니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">응</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">!”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">곧바로 문을 열고 나가서 빵과 주전자에 있는 차를 찻잔에 담아서 큰 쟁반에 올려서 할머니에게 가져갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 고개를 흔들거리며 그새 졸고 계셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이거 받아줘요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니가 갑작스레 일어나며 쟁반 손잡이를 대신 잡고 자신의 다리 쪽에 놨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아직 못 움직이겠어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다리를 불편해하는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">움직이지 못하는</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">) </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 침대위에서 하루를 보낸다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 머리를 쓰다듬으며 말했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그렇단다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엔젤이 뛰고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">걷고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">서있을 수 있으니 괜찮아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">웅</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그렇구나</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">같이 빵 먹지 않겠니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아냐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니 먹어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 괜찮아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">일부러 음식에 대해 발을 땠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어쩌면 피가 묻어 있을지도 모르는 빵에 대해 답해야 할지도 모른다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">난 나가서 있을게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다 먹으면 탁자에 놔줘</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">손을 뒤로 가리며 문을 열고 나갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">문을 닫고 나서 문에 등을 기댔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">허리춤 뒤에 있는 손을 빼서 봤다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아까 넘어지는 바람에 손이 까졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">피는 멎었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">손이 더럽다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">벽난로를 바라본 뒤</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">욕실에 가서 손을 씻었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">물이 피가 번져 빨갛게 변했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">비누가 손에 닿을 때</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아팠지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내색하지 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">눈을 찡그릴 뿐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 할 수 있는 것은 그게 전부</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니에게 불안감을 주고 싶지 않다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">남아있는 사람은 할머니뿐인데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니가 슬퍼하면 내가 더 슬프다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 웃으며 아픈 것을 숨기면</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">할머니는 웃을 수 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">욕실에서 나와 벽난로 근처로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">송진이 발린 나무가 타면서 온기를 내뿜는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">혹시 몰라 부지깽이로 한 번 더 뒤적였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">일어나서 식탁으로 갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">위에 아빠의 작은 초상화가 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">오래되지 않아서 색이 바래지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">초상화를 들고서 말을 걸었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아빠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아빠</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">오늘은 손이 까졌어도 울지 않았어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">응</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">응</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">약속한대로 울지 않고 기다리면 올거지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">초상화를 어루만지면서 선하나 건드리지 않고 캔버스</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">(canvas)</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">의 끝만 잡았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그림이 지워질까 무서워서 닦지도 못했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">먼지가 쌓이지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">테두리만 닦았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이미 약속한 것은 늦었지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">희망이라도 가지면 좋지 않을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">초상화를 내려놓고 조용히 식탁위로 쓰러졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><br></span></p><p class="0" style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; 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