<p> <br></p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄는..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">페르시안 친칠라.. 10살이다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이는 올해 3월, 밥을 잘 먹지 않다가 똥을 달고 나와서 목욕을 씻기던중</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">몸이 노란것을 보고 병원으로 향했다. 황달이 심해져 병원에서 정밀 검사를 받은</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">결과는 황달이 심각 하다는 것이었다. 수액도 맞추고 이틀간 결과를 보았는데</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">상태는 나빴다 황달은 13.1에서 12.1 로 주춤하는가 싶더니 20을 넘어섰고..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">2차병원을 추천 받아 간 그곳에서 '간종양 말기' 판정을 받게 된다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">간이 남아있지 않단다... 내가 잘못 들은건가 싶었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">대성통곡하는 와이프를 진정시키고 몇가지 설명을 들었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">간은 10% 이상만 있어도.. 회복이 되는 장기인데 스퀄이는 10%채 남지 않았단다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">짧으면 한주.. 길어도 2주 정도의 시한부를 받았다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">병원에 간지 이틀차에 말이다.... 말기암 환묘인데 새침 검사를 하겠냐고 묻는다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">암이 양성인지, 악성인지를 알아낼수있단다.. 아이가 살아날 가망성이 없는걸 알지만</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">만에 하나의 경우를 생각 해서 새침 검사를 맡겼다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이는 병원에서 할수 있는 캐어가 없다 있다면 수액 처치인데 그것으로 황달은</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">떨어지지 않는다. 근본적으로 간이 망가졌기 때문에</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">어쩔수 없이 아이를 데리고 집으로 왔다 병원에서 아이를 죽게 할수는 없으니까..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">밤새도록 잠이 오지 않는다 흐르는 눈물을 억지로 참으며 인터넷 검색을 했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">간에 좋은 음식, 항암이 되는 음식 , 강제 급여 , 피하수액 등등 찾을수 있는 정보를 모두</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">찾아 노트에 필기 했다..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">시한부라는 일주일에 먼저 도전한다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">나는 아직 스퀄이를 포기할 마음이 없다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이는 기력이 없어 쓰러져간다 몸은 너무나 노랗다 피부가 귤색이 되어버렸다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">인터넷에서 본 자료를 가지고 강급 사료를 만들었다 주사기로 강제급여를 하는데</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 완강히 거부해 제대로 먹이질 못했다 </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 너무 힘들어 해서 거의 혼수상태에 가까운 지경이다 어쩔수 없이</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다시 병원으로 향해 수액을 긴급으로 맞춘다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">황달이 13.1 에서 20을 넘어 30.1 이젠 병원에서도 절대 감당 하지 못하는</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">수치 까지 올랐다..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">수액을 맞고 집으로 와서 또 강급을 한다 밤에는 죽지 않길 바라며</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">곁을 지키며.. 낮에는 병원에 가서 수액을 맞춘다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그렇게 반복하며.. 일주일이 지났다. 아이는 죽지 않았다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">강급은 효과가 있었고 나는 희망을 잃지 않고 아이의 캐어에 최선을 다했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그렇게 2주가 지났다. 병원엔 더이상 가지 않았다 아이에게 가는것 자체가</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스트레스기도 했고.. 이미 간종양 말기 판정에, 더 할수 있는 처치는 없기 때문이다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그사이 종양 결과가 나왔다 결과는 '악성' 아데노카시노마라 해서 세포성 침투 암이고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">전염성이 빨라서 항암치료도 안된단다... </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">기적이란것은 이제 더이상 남지 않았다 하지만. 2주를 버틴 스퀄이는</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이미 기적이나 다름 없었다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이제 아이가 살아있을때 까지 캐어 하는 장기적인 사투가 남았다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">자영업자라 와이프와 운영하던 가게를 번갈아가며 출근 하며, 아이를 돌봤다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">빚은 계속 늘어나지만 갚으면 된다 생각 했기 때문에 큰 문제는 되지 않았다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이는 나의 노력을 이해해주듯 강급 사료를 거부하면서도 잘 소화해냈고 </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그사이 또 인터넷을 보고 '구충제로 암을 치료한 사람들 이야기'나.. 여러 자료를</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">검색해 고양이 구충제 메벤다졸로 스퀄이도. 연명을 위한 치료를 시작했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그동안, 환묘게시판에서는 기적을 만들어낸 스퀄이 강급사료가 유행처럼 번졌다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">같은 시기 함께 걱정해주던 환묘들은 모두 고양이 별로 떠났다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">함께 위로 해주던 집사님들이 하나둘 사라진다 스퀄이가 살아있기 때문에 우월감 같은건</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">없다 너무 속상하고 죄스럽고 미안한 마음 뿐이다 아마 카페가 들어오기 싫었을것이다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">나라도 스퀄이가 죽는다면 2마리의 고양이가 더있지만 한동안 고다카페에 못오게될지도</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">모른다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이는 3월을 그렇게 버텨냈다 그리고 4월도 5월도..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">한달만 버텨달라 생각 했던.. 봄이 지나가고 여름이 왔다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">중간에 치아흡수병변까지 와버려.. 이제 사료는 아예 섭취할수가 없다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">강급 사료에 의존해 아이는 생존해간다. 한가지 다행인건 습식 사료는 곧잘 먹는다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">입이 까다로워서.. 한주 먹고 나면 식탐을 잃어버린다 그래서 스퀄이 때문에</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">산 습식 사료가 산더미다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">여름이 어느새 만연하게 다가왔다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이는 어릴때 내가 맥도날드 감자를 줬던게 화근이되서 사람먹는 음식을 매우 좋아한다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">사실 그리 많이 먹는 편도 아닌데 집사인 나를 너무 좋아하다 보니</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">내가 먹는것을 뺏어 먹는것에 관심과 사랑을 받는다고 착각하는것 같다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하지만 그때문인지, 입맛도 없고 몸도 안좋은 스퀄이는 치킨이나 고기 같은걸 배달해 먹을때 마다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">요구했고 강급 사료 말고 거의 일절 입에도 못대는 스퀄이는 집사가 외식할때면 같이 치킨을 먹을수</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">있었다 어쩌피. 죽어갈 아이이기때문에 염분이나 다른 병을 걱정하기 보다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그저 하고싶은거 먹고 싶은거 다 하고 떠나길 바라는 마음뿐이었다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이의 컨디션은 최고조에 달했다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">간종양이 커져서 토하는 횟수는 늘어났지만. 아이의 컨디션이 나쁜때를 피해서 강급과</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">간식을 적절하게 줘서 7월달에는 우다다도, 하고 스크레쳐도 하고 끈도 갖고 놀았다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">당장 죽을거라 생각 했던 아이가 살아서 이렇게 움직이는걸 보니 신기하다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">고다에 글쓰는것도 잊지 않았다 많은 사람들이 우리 아이처럼 기적을 누릴수는 없겠지만</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">최선을 다하다 보면 그속에 길이 있다는것도 보여주고 싶었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이의 컨디션이 난조였을때와 호전을 보일떄 내용을 빠지지 않고 기록해두었다 글을 썼다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이에게 최선을 다하는걸 잊지 않기 위함도 있었고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">먼저 떠나보낸 환묘들이 생각나서도 있었고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">기적을 이룬걸 함께 나누고 싶은 마음도 컸다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이의 배를 보니.. 종양은 나날로 커진다..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">메벤다졸 구충제 요법은.. 큰 영향을 끼치지 않는듯 하다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">종양이 커지면 언젠가는 죽는다.. 걱정이 되어 밤에 잠을 못자지만</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아내는 원래 죽었어야 할 아이가 지금 살아있으니 지금 최선을 다하라는 말을 한다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">기우였으면 좋겠다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그렇게 7월이 지나고 8월이왔다. 아이는 3월에 떠났어야 했는데 어느덧 5개월이 지났다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 언젠가 부터 똥을 잘 싸지 못한다. 종양이 워낙커져서 그런것 같기도 하고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">활동이 줄어서 그런것 같기도하다 관장약을 사와서 대변을 누게 하니 컨디션을 되찾는다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">문제는 똥이 차면, 장기가 눌러있는 상태라 그런지 토하는 횟수가 잦아진다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그래서 8월 부터는 일주일에 한번정도 관장하는단계에 이르렀다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 가끔 멍때리며 집안을 돌아다닌다 뭔가 기운이 이상함을 감지하지만..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">사실 와이프말대로 이제 더이상 할수 있는 방법은 없다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이허브를 통해 암에 좋다고 유명한 약들도 같이 먹이는 중이고 강급도 잊지 않았다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">종양은 나날히 커져가는것 같다.. 올해만.. 제발 올해까지만 버텼으면..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">8월 말이 되어서 아이는 변을 더욱 힘들게 누더니.. 그토록 환장 하던 치킨을 먹을때도</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">뺏어먹는 양이 급격히 줄었다. 와이프는 둔해서 잘 눈치 못채는듯 하지만</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">나는. 이상한 기운을 느낄수 있었다 스퀄이는 여전히 활발해 보이지만 이것이 얼마남지</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">않았을수도있다는 기분이었다. 애써 외면하고 싶어 잘 못먹는 치킨을 챙겨두었다 나중에</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">주니 잘 받아먹는다.. 스퀄아 올해까지 살아줄거지?</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">9월이 왔다.. 언젠가 부터 간식을 주면 입에 머금고 있다가 맛만 보고 뱉어내듯 바닥에</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다 뱉어낸다 .. 와이프는 왜 먹는척만 하고 뱉어내냐며 아이를 타박해본다 내가 볼땐 안먹는게</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아니라 못먹는것 같다... 변을 못보는 횟수가 늘고 아이가 잠자리에 들때 스핑크스 자세를 유난히</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">취한다.. 종양이 커져서 불편해서 그런것 같다 그런데 더 할수있는게 없다 가장 괴로운 일이다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">9월 초 아이가.. 멍때리고 집안을 배회하는 시간이 잦아졌다 왜 그러는지 모르겠다 불편해서</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그런걸까..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">9월 10일이 지났다. 아이가 더이상 간식과 습식 사료와, 치킨을 먹지 않는다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다시 강급 양이 늘었다 그리고 변을 누는 것도 힘들어 한다. 체력이 많이 떨어졌다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">굉장히 위기가 올것 같다 와이프에게 강급을 절대 잊지 말라 했고 신경써서 아이를 지켜봤다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이는 밤에 잠을 잘 못잔다.. 배가 너무 빵빵하다 복수가 찬걸까? 그렇다고 하기엔</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">호흡은 아직 괜찮다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">사실 내가 유일하게 믿고있는게 아직 먹고, 자고, 싸고, 그리고 숨쉬는게 문제 없다는거였다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">9월 17일쯤 되서 호흡이 조금 빨라졌다 그리고 아이가 기운이 없다 밥을 식음전폐한다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">강급 사료를 토하는 횟수가 늘었다. 대변때문인가 싶어 관장을 하고 났는데도 기운이 없다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">똥은 변비가 맞다. 문제는 똥을 쌀만큼 먹지않았다 아이의 호흡이 나빠졌다는것에서 무서움이</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">든다. 저녁에 영상을 찍어 누나에게 보냈더니.. 앞서 떠났던 아이랑 상태가 비슷하다며 나쁜뜻이</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아니라 마음에 준비를 하라고 한다 새벽중에 아이가 피식 피식 쓰러진다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">걷는게 이상하다. 기력이 너무 없다 아이를 이불에 감싸줬더니 쓰러지는 몸을 붙잡고 자꾸 집안을</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">서성거린다 잠자리가 불편한걸까 왜그래 대체..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">9월 18일 아이가 너무 기운이 없다 화장실을 눈앞에 가져다줬는데 화장실에 다 들어가지 못하고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">오줌을 싼다.. 너무 겁이난다 .. 이제 아이가 떠날것 같다는걸 인정해야한다.. 아이가 가고싶어하는곳에</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">옮겨주고 이불을 덮어준다.. 누나와 , 와이프가 일찍 퇴근하고 왔다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">복수가 차서 그런게 아닐까? 복수가찬거면 호흡이 나빠진게 이해가간다 일단 밑져야 본전이니 </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">집앞 병원에 갔다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">병원에서 기다리는동안 아이는 거의 숨이 넘어간다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">갑자기 증세가 심각하다.. 복수가 찬거면 빨리 빼야할탠데 왜이렇게 진료가 밀려있는걸까</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이의 차례가 되었다.. 초음파를 가져다댔는데.. 결과는 침통했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">배는 모두 종양이고 종양이 아이의 전체를 뒤덮고있는거나 다름 없었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">복수는 거의 차있지 않았다 종양이. 전이가 되었거나 너무 커져서 심장이나 혈관을 압박해</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">숨을 못쉬는거였다 병원 원장님은 하루 이틀 정도로 시간이 남지 않았다고. 설명해준다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">마약성 진통제를 맞춰달라해서 집으로 왔다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 너무 힘들어한다 진통제 때문일까? 아니면 호흡이 힘든걸까</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이대로 죽게할수 없어서 수액을 맞춘다.. 수액을 맞추고 1시간쯤 있었을까</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">점점. 아이가 상태가 안좋아지더니.. 토를 한다.. 괴롭게.. 오후 4시쯤 먹였던 주사기 한개분도</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">안되는 강급 사료와 수액? 으로 추정되는 물을 다토했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그러고 1분뒤 컥 소리와 함께 숨을 쉬지 않는다.. 심장 마사지를 해봤지만</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이는 거짓말 같이 떠났다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">2020년 9월 18일 10시 50분 밤이었다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그리고 아이를 장례 해주었다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">가장 무서운건 .. 사실 아이가 아플때 최선을 다하지 않는것이라생각했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">특히 스퀄이는 유년기때 나의 사업 실패 등으로 아이의 캐어를 제대로 못해서</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이에 대해서 늘 미안함이 컸다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그래서 아이가 처음 죽을병에 걸렸을때 엄청 울었고 자책의 원망도 많이했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하지만 아이에게 기적이 일어나면서 캐어하는 6개월 동안 정말 혼신의 힘을 다했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그래서 아이가 죽어도 크게 원망하거나 후회할일은 없을것이라 생각 했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하지만.. 그건 정말 잘못된 생각 이었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 떠나고 난뒤 </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이에게 최선을 다했냐 안했냐</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">의사의 처치가 적절했냐 안했냐</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이런건 다 의미가 없었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">중요한건 더이상 아이는 세상에 존재 하지 않고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이제는 시체조차도 만질수도 볼수도.. 온기를 느낄수도 없다는것이다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 떠난지 하루가 지났는데 </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그것이 나를 미치게 만들고 괴롭게 만든다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아이가 떠나고 첫날은 잠을 자지 못했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하루는 눈물로 밤을 지새우고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">하루는 사진을 정리하다 밤을 지새우고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">또 하루는 영상을 편집 하며 밤을 지새웠다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">이제 내가 할수 있는건 아이를 그리면서 아이의 것들을 정리 하는것과</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그래도 기적을 만들어온 6개월간의 일기를 블로그와 카페에 정리 해서 아픈 환묘들에게 기회를 주는것</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그리고.. 스퀄이에 대한 사진과 영상을 올리며 그것을 기리는게 고작이다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다 필요 없고 스퀄이가 너무너무 보고 싶다..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">너무 보고싶다.</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"></span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/1600840957a09ad21467a04a9fabd88f7e1310fc44__mn316156__w800__h600__f77735__Ym202009.jpg" alt="100717.JPG" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="77735"></p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">1달 반정도 된 아이를 2010년 7월쯤 데려왔다.. 엄마 고양이는 '오늘이' 스퀄이는 '아들이'라는 이름이었다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">그래서 스퀄이라 부르면서 아들이라고 항상 같이 불러줬다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008409795ca13e25b9ff4e449600ddabb28781d0__mn316156__w800__h1067__f143350__Ym202009.jpg" alt="100726-5.JPG" style="width:800px;height:1067px;" filesize="143350"></p> <p> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;">스퀄이는 미묘였다 .. 생긴것도 암컷 같은데 숫컷이다.. 하지만 성격은 암컷 같아서 남집사인 내 껌딱지 처럼 붙어다녔다</span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008409966b3919aea4d845fb9fce30986470a6e1__mn316156__w800__h451__f89728__Ym202009.jpg" alt="110614.JPG" style="width:800px;height:451px;" filesize="89728"></p> <p> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;">스퀄이는 털이 긴것 보다 동그랗게 깎은게 더 귀여웠다. 그런데 내가 손이 삐꾸라 잘 깎는 경우가 잘 없었다 미안해</span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008410138c101e4f4d9a4aef9c4f6e3e410e3970__mn316156__w800__h450__f62072__Ym202009.jpg" alt="140529 3.jpg" style="width:800px;height:450px;" filesize="62072"></p> <p> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;">한참 자리를 많이 비울때 스퀄이가 외로울것 같아 둘째 까미를 들였다 고다를 통해 안타까운 사연을 갖고 있던 아깽이었다</span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/160084103483e4487253e6462e85213da297ad500e__mn316156__w800__h1423__f179422__Ym202009.jpg" alt="140529 5.jpg" style="width:800px;" filesize="179422"></p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">사이 좋게 지내길 바랬는데.. 어찌된 일인지 파주 짬타이거 출신인 까미는.. 집에온날 스퀄이를 바로 제압해버려서 서열이 뒤집혔다</span> </p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다행인건 대면 대면한 사이라는것</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/1600841054ef9d88b891aa469ab2a15ab8326a0587__mn316156__w800__h450__f51907__Ym202009.jpg" alt="140529 9.jpg" style="width:800px;height:450px;" filesize="51907"></p> <p> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/1600841072e08f1f6d56ba4ac7a118f48fb0a55fe1__mn316156__w800__h534__f70790__Ym202009.jpg" alt="140707.JPG" style="width:800px;height:534px;" filesize="70790"></p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이.. 착하고 똑똑하다.. 집사 가 뭐먹을때 옆에서 콩고물 먹는것으로 사랑받는다 착각하고</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">'기다려' 라는 말을 알아 듣는다.. 집사가 식탁위에 피자같은걸 먹으면 식탁위로 올라오려다 기다려라는 말을 들으면</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">다소곳이 앉아서 5분도 10분도 기다린다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/160084108911a9f99c6fb048f18530cf5a4d04ac1f__mn316156__w800__h600__f78923__Ym202009.jpg" alt="191003.jpg" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="78923"></p> <p> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;">스퀄이는 털이 길때도 이쁜데.. 털이 잘 꼬여서 자주 빗겨줘야했다</span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/1600841111fb78fbc7ae384dc19c541731c15e4b13__mn316156__w800__h600__f66490__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200317.jpg" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="66490"></p> <p> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;">황달로 입원했을때.. 처음엔 대수롭지 않았는데 초음파에서 간 아래 잡힌 큰 덩어리가 종양이라고 알았을때 부터 지옥이 시작됐다</span> </p> <p> <span style="font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/1600841155bc9277335b2243779ef274859e940082__mn316156__w800__h450__f47670__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200319.jpg" style="width:800px;height:450px;" filesize="47670"></p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">황달 수치가 30까지 올라간 고양이는 처음 본다 했다 사실 13.1 도 엄청 높은 수치다 정상이 1이라 했으니까..</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">스퀄이가 살아날거라곤 나도 사실 기대하지 않았다</span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008411736a006f63cc164262a900d5db74163c97__mn316156__w800__h600__f65299__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200405 6.jpg" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="65299"></p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">황달을 이겨낸 스퀄이.. 그렇게 암도 이겨내고.. 15년까진 아니더라도 11살까진 살아줄거라 생각 했다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008411900d3fbb700ff84c54a45a6be38120e2e2__mn316156__w800__h1067__f120184__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200405 10.jpg" style="width:800px;height:1067px;" filesize="120184"></p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">냉장고랑 현관을 가장 좋아한다 냉장고 앞에서 요리하면 저렇게 다소곳이 앉아서 콩고물을 기다리는게 포인트</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">사람을 유독 안무서워하는데 현관에 띵똥 누르면 죄다 배달이라.. 현관에 소리나면 매우 좋아한다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">고양이 답지 않다</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/16008412076c9476d689cd4efd860701b8498daec8__mn316156__w800__h600__f46394__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200429 2.jpg" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="46394"></p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">아픈 아이 캐어해줬더니 뭘 알고 보는건지 집사들 사진을 보고 있다.. 2021년도 함께 살아줄거지? 라고 물었더니</span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;">야옹이라 했다.. </span> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" style="margin:0px;padding:0px;border:0px;font-style:inherit;font-variant:inherit;font-weight:inherit;font-size:13px;line-height:inherit;vertical-align:baseline;"> </span> </p> <p> <br></p> <p> <img src="http://thimg.todayhumor.co.kr/upfile/202009/160084123830f757ebde074a2eaa410bd1db828477__mn316156__w800__h600__f108869__Ym202009.jpg" alt="200919.jpg" style="width:800px;height:600px;" filesize="108869"></p> <p> </p> <p class="se-text-paragraph se-text-paragraph-align-" style="padding:0px;border:0px;font-size:0px;line-height:1.8;font-family:'Apple SD Gothic Neo', '맑은 고딕', 'Malgun Gothic', '돋움', dotum, sans-serif;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:#ffffff;"> <span class="se-fs-fs13 se-ff-" 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