<span></span> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">14년동안 동거동락을 해온 개(스타)가 있었습니다. </span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">대형견중에서 순하디 순한 불랙 래버도였죠.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이런 대형견종들의 평균 수명이 11-12살이고 주로 관절쪽 문제가 많죠.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">스타(개이름)가 14살이 넘어가면서부터 관절쪽 문제가 생겼어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">노후로 생기는 질환인지라, 제가 할수 있는거는 힘들어 할때마다 처방받은 진통제를 주는것 뿐이었어요. </span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">밤마다 고통스러워 끙끙대는 스타를 보며 힘들구나… 아프겠구나… 내가 어떻게 해줘야 하니…</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">진통제를 먹고나면 잠시나마 고통을 잊고 뛰어 다녀요. 한동안 장난도 치고..</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그렇지만 위에 부담이 가는 강한 진통제를 맨날 줄수가 없어요.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">다음날에는 전날 약발로 무리해서인지 더 큰 고통이 몰려오는듯 더 힘들어 해요.</span></p> <div><span><br></span></div> <div><span><br></span></div><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">조심스래 말이 나옵니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이제 그만 편안하게 보내주자고..</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">버럭 화를 냅니다. 그런말 꺼내지도 마라고.. 14년을 같이 살아왔는데..</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">고통스러워 잠을 못자고 끙끙댄지가 6개월정도 되었어요. 저도 많이 지쳐갑니다.</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">문득 이런 생각이 듭니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">이렇게 진통제를 먹여가며 잡고 있는게 스타를 위한걸까?</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">자기위안을 위해 이렇게 힘든 애를 내가 잡고 있는건 아닐까?</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">지난 시간 스타와 함께 산으로 들로 뛰어다니던 즐거운 시간들이 떠오릅니다.</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">그래 이만 편하게 보내주자..</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">병원에 가서 편하게 보내주고 싶다고 했습니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">마지막으로 꼭 안았습니다. 내품에서 그렇게 스타는 편하게 갔습니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">제 평생에서 그렇게 서럽게 운적이 없는것 같습니다.</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">살아 생전에 같이 다녔던 한적한 산속에 스타가 쓰던 매트를 깔고 묻어 주었습니다.</span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">편히 쉬어..</span></p><br><br><br><br><br><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">한동안 많이 자책했습니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">내가 잘못한걸까.. </span></p><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">또 이런 날이 올텐데 그때도이렇게 해야할까?</span></p><br><br><br><br><br><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">여기서 여러분의 생각이 궁금합니다.</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"> </span></p><br><br><br><p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;">안락사 어떻게 생각하시는지요? 여러분은 어떤 결정을 하실런지요?</span></p> <p dir="ltr" style="line-height:1.38;margin-top:0pt;margin-bottom:0pt;"><span style="font-size:15px;font-family:Arial;vertical-align:baseline;white-space:pre-wrap;background-color:transparent;"><br></span></p>
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