<p class="p1"><span style="font-size:9pt;"><br></span></p> <p class="p1"><span style="font-size:9pt;">너와</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">함께</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">하지</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">못할</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">것이라는걸</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">나는</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">잘</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;"> </span><span style="font-size:9pt;">안다</span><span class="s1" style="font-size:9pt;">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>더<span class="s1"> </span>많은<span class="s1"> </span>것을<span class="s1"> </span>느끼고<span class="s1">, </span>경험하고<span class="s1">, </span>즐기고<span class="s1"> </span>싶어한다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">나는<span class="s1"> </span>지금<span class="s1"> </span>것만으로도<span class="s1"> </span>벅차고<span class="s1">, </span>충분하고<span class="s1">, </span>즐거운것<span class="s1"> </span>같다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">나는<span class="s1"> </span>너를<span class="s1"> 3</span>년전<span class="s1"> </span>스치듯<span class="s1"> </span>보았다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">나를<span class="s1"> </span>재밌는<span class="s1"> </span>아이라고<span class="s1"> </span>하던<span class="s1"> </span>너는<span class="s1"> </span>내<span class="s1"> </span>마음속에<span class="s1"> </span>가라앉았다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>언제나<span class="s1"> </span>많은<span class="s1"> </span>사람들<span class="s1"> </span>사이에<span class="s1"> </span>있었고<span class="s1">, </span></p> <p class="p1">나도<span class="s1"> </span>그러한<span class="s1"> </span>너를<span class="s1"> </span>닮으려<span class="s1"> </span>노력했다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">같은<span class="s1"> </span>클럽안에서<span class="s1"> </span>너를<span class="s1"> </span>보았을때<span class="s1">, </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>운명이라는<span class="s1"> </span>생각이<span class="s1"> </span>들었다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>나를<span class="s1"> </span>기억하는지<span class="s1"> </span>못하는듯<span class="s1"> </span>했지만<span class="s1">, </span>아무래도<span class="s1"> </span>상관<span class="s1"> </span>없었다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>우리는<span class="s1"> 1</span>년을<span class="s1"> </span>함께<span class="s1"> </span>보냈다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">함께<span class="s1"> </span>밥을먹고<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">함께<span class="s1"> </span>고민하고<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">함께<span class="s1"> </span>화를내고<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">함께<span class="s1"> </span>즐거워했다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>벗어나려했고<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">나는<span class="s1"> </span>붙잡으려했다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>우리는<span class="s1"> </span>각자의<span class="s1"> </span>길을<span class="s1"> </span>걸어갔다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>보스턴으로<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">나는<span class="s1"> </span>뉴욕으로<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그리고<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>너를<span class="s1"> </span>보기위해<span class="s1"> </span>보스턴으로<span class="s1"> </span>갔다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">나를<span class="s1"> </span>보고<span class="s1"> </span>힘껏<span class="s1"> </span>달려오는<span class="s1"> </span>너를<span class="s1"> </span>보며<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>너무<span class="s1"> </span>벅찼다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">내가<span class="s1"> </span>감당치<span class="s1"> </span>못할<span class="s1"> </span>것임을<span class="s1"> </span>알고도<span class="s1"> </span>한껏<span class="s1"> </span>껴안았다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그리고<span class="s1"> </span>우리는<span class="s1"> </span>그날<span class="s1"> </span>밤<span class="s1"> </span>함께했다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">그<span class="s1"> </span>다음날<span class="s1">, </span>모든걸<span class="s1"> </span>잊자는<span class="s1"> </span>너의<span class="s1"> </span>말에<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>상처를<span class="s1"> </span>받았다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">아무렴<span class="s1">, </span>그래도<span class="s1">, </span>상관없다<span class="s1">. </span>지난<span class="s1"> 3</span>년과<span class="s1"> </span>같았던<span class="s1"> </span>것처럼<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너는<span class="s1"> </span>너무나<span class="s1"> </span>아름답다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">내가<span class="s1"> </span>갖지<span class="s1"> </span>못할<span class="s1"> </span>꽃임을<span class="s1"> </span>앎에도<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">그렇게<span class="s1"> </span>너는<span class="s1"> </span>피어날<span class="s1"> </span>것이다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">언젠가<span class="s1"> </span>나의<span class="s1"> </span>마음을<span class="s1"> </span>전할<span class="s1"> </span>날이<span class="s1"> </span>오리라<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">그때까지<span class="s1"> </span>너가<span class="s1"> </span>아름답게<span class="s1"> </span>꽃피우길<span class="s1"> </span>바란다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">내<span class="s1"> </span>아픔마져<span class="s1"> </span>훌훌<span class="s1"> </span>털어버릴<span class="s1"> </span>수<span class="s1"> </span>있게<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너무나<span class="s1"> </span>공허하다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">하지만<span class="s1"> </span>나는<span class="s1"> </span>이겨낼<span class="s1"> </span>거다<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">너에게<span class="s1"> </span>난<span class="s1"> </span>당당해야만<span class="s1"> </span>하니까<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">너의<span class="s1"> </span>뒤에<span class="s1"> </span>항상<span class="s1"> </span>바라보고<span class="s1"> </span>있는<span class="s1"> </span>내가<span class="s1"> </span>있다는걸<span class="s1">,</span></p> <p class="p1">알아주기를<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p1">언젠가는<span class="s1"> </span>알게<span class="s1"> </span>되기를<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br></p> <p class="p1">언제나<span class="s1"> </span>나의<span class="s1"> </span>삶<span class="s1"> </span>한편속에<span class="s1"> </span>남아있을것임을<span class="s1">.</span></p> <p class="p2"><br><br></p>