<span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">안녕하세요 저는 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">대학교 때</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 컴퓨터공학을 전공하고 지금 인턴으로 사무실에서 프로그램 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">개발 일을</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 하고 있습니다.</span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">재수 1년하고.. </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">1학년 때는</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 그냥 놀다가 1학기를 보내고 군대를 갔어요 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">군대 갔다 와서</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 1년 휴학하고 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">여러 가지</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">아르바이트를 해보았습니다.</span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">횟집 서빙,</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_red" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">만둣집(만두 만들고</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 판매), 푸드코트에서 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">순대 떡볶이도</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 팔아보고.. 그리고 복학해서 공부를 엄청 열심히 했어요.</span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">전공은 거의 A+을 받았네요.</span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그런데 지금은 공부한 것이 너무나 후회가 됩니다. </span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">사무실에 앉아서 컴퓨터만 들여다보며 </span><span class="re_green" style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">일하는 게</span><span style="color:#333333;font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 너무나도 싫습니다.</span><br style="color:#333333;font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;"><div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><br></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">저는 정말 활동적인 사람인데.. 움직이고 활동적인 일을 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하고 싶은데..</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 컴퓨터 개발자란 직업은 거의 사무실에서 앉아서 생각하고 연구하고 책만 보네요..</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">지금 인턴으로 근무하는 회사는 일도 힘들지 않고 사람들도 좋은데 사무실에 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">있는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 너무 갑갑하고 몸이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">근질근질합니다.</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span class="re_red" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">만둣집에서</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 만두 빚고 사람들 상대하고 판매할 때는 정말 행복했고, 순대 떡볶이 만들고 판매하는 것도 .. </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하루 종일</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">서있는 게</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 힘들지만 보람도 있고 </span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br></span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">재미 </span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">있었습니다.</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">지금 나이(28살) </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">정신 차려서</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">취업 준비를</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 제대로 하고 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">앞만 보고</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 달려도 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">모자랄 판에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 이 직업을 내가 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">평생 할</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 수 있을까????라는 생각이 들고 이 길</span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br></span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">이 내 길</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">이 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">아닌 것</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 같아서 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">취업 준비에</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 전력을 다하지 못하겠어요.</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">물론 2,3,4학년 때 공부하면서 적성에 맞지 않는다는 것을 알았습니다.(저는 활동적이고 사람들과 이야기하는 것을 좋아합니다. )</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그래서 저는 내가 하는 일이 내 적성으로 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">만들 거다!!라고</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 마음을 고쳐먹으면서 계속 꾸준히 공부했네요...</span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><br></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">공부하면서 보람도 있고 무엇인가 새로 깨닫고 알아간다는 것이 힘들지만 재미도 있었습니다. </span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">그런데.. 지금 취업을 막상 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">하려고 하니..</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 싫습니다.</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">다른 일을 도전해보려고 하는데.. 도저히 용기가 나지 않습니다. </span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">과감하게 제 적성에 맞는 일을 찾아서 하고 싶은데.. 나이도 28살이고 지금까지 공부한 것도 아깝고.. 다른 일을 한다고 해서 성공한다는 보장도 없고..</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">도저히 용기가 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">안 나요..</span></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">어떻게 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">해야 할까요?</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> ... <-이런 질문을 하는 것 자체가 참 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">바보 같네요..</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br>이 나이가 되도록.. 인생에 대한 신념과 철학도 없고... 정말 바보같네요..</div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><br></div> <div style="font-family:gulim, Dotum, Helvetica, AppleGothic, sans-serif;color:#333333;"><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">저보다 </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">인생 경험이</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> </span><span class="re_green" style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;">많으신 분들..</span><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"> 한마디씩만 해주세요..</span><br style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"></div> <div><span style="font-family:'돋움', Dotum, AppleGothic, sans-serif;background-color:#fefefe;"><br></span></div>
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