<div> <font size="3"> </font> <div></div></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">잠시라도 혼자 떠날 수 있었던 시절</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그때마다 나는 제주도에 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">늦은 결혼과 출산을 거치며 나의 삶은 거대한 현실 속으로 빨려 들어갔고 <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">가끔씩 되살아나는 그런 추억이 있다는 것만으로도 과분하고 행복했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span lang="en-us"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">되돌릴 수 없는 시간처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그런 일은 더 이상 일어날 수 없는 일이라 생각했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></span></span></span></span></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그렇게 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">5</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">년이라는 시간은 어디론가 흘러가고 있었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"> </font></div><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"> </font></span> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아내는 딸아이를 데리고 친구들과 함께 멀리 떠났다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"> </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">일주일 간 남편들만 빼고 떠난 여행은 외로움과 동시에 꿀맛 같은 자유를 선사했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span> <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">오랜만에 느껴보는 자유로움 </span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span><br> <span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"> </span><br><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">자유는 마음 한 켠에서 부러움을 불렀고 한동안 잊고 지냈던 그곳을 떠올리게 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span> <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">혼자 떠날 수 있었던 그곳</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span></font></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></span><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">제주도였다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span> <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나만 빼고 떠난 걸 핑계 삼아 그곳으로 떠나고 싶다 말했고 </span> <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아내는 고맙게도 감사하게도 혼자 떠남을 허락해주었다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span> <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나에게 있을 수 없는 일이 일어난 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"> </div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">과연 유부남 혼자 떠나면 어떤 여행이 될까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? </span></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">영화나 드라마를 너무 많이 본 당신은 일탈 또는 불륜을 먼저 떠올릴 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"><font size="3">제정신 아니라며 도저히 이해할 수 없다는 표정을 지으면서도 그 안에는 살짝 <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">부러움을 내비치게 될 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></font></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">뭐라고 하든 상관없다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그들에게 아쉽겠지만 <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">결국</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나를 위한 여행이 될 것이다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></span></font></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div><font size="3"> </font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">여행 당일 아침</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">집을 나서기 전 아내와 아이가 자고 있는 방으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">아이의 머리를 쓰다듬으며 </span></span></font></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">며칠 못 볼 거라 생각하니 아쉬운 마음마저 든다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">그래도 아내에게는 인사는 해야 될 거 같아 잠시 깨웠다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></span></font></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"></div><font size="3"> </font> <div><span lang="en-us"><span lang="en-us"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">영원히 못 볼 것처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">영원히 못 올 것처럼</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">딱히 뭐라 표현할 수 없는 이 기분</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. </span></font></span></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div><span lang="en-us"><font size="3"> <span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">‘</span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">과연 내가 잘 하는 것일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">?’ </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">이 순간에도 오락가락하는 생각들로 머리는 꽉 차기 시작했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">.</span></font></span></div><font size="3"> </font> <div></div><font size="3"> </font> <div style="letter-spacing:0pt;"><font size="3"><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">지하철과 버스 안의 그들과 나의 길은 분명 다르지만</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">출근길 같았던 나의 길</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">여유 있고 느긋한 시간을 보내기 위한 길마저 늦지 않도록 서둘러야 했다</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">. <span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">왜</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">, </span><span style="font-family:'함초롬바탕';">나의 아침은 항상 바쁜 것일까</span><span lang="en-us" style="letter-spacing:0pt;">? 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