<span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">어느 사이에 나는 아내도 없고, 또,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">아내와 같이 살던 집도 없어지고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">그리고 살뜰한 부모며 동생들과도 멀리 떨어져서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">그 어느 바람 세인 쓸쓸한 거리 끝에 헤매이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">바로 날도 저물어서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">바람은 더욱 세게 불고, 추위는 점점 더해 오는데,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">나는 어느 목수(木手)네 집 헌 삿을 깐,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">한 방에 들어서 쥔을 붙이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">이리하여 나는 이 습내 나는 춥고, 누긋한 방에서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">낮이나 밤이나 나는 나 혼자도 너무 많은 것같이 생각하며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">딜옹배기에 북덕불이라도 담겨 오면,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">이것을 안고 손을 쬐며 재 위에 뜻없이 글자를 쓰기도 하며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">또 문 밖에 나가지두 않구 자리에 누워서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">머리에 손깍지베개를 하고 굴기도 하면서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">나는 내 슬픔이며 어리석음이며를 소처럼 연하여 쌔김질하는 것이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">내 가슴이 꽉 메어 올 적이며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">내 눈에 뜨거운 것이 핑 괴일 적이며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">또 내 스스로 화끈 낯이 붉도록 부끄러울 적이며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">나는 내 슬픔과 어리석음에 눌리어 죽을 수밖에 없는 것을 느끼는 것이었다.</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">그러나 잠시 뒤에 나는 고개를 들어,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">허연 문창을 바라보든가 또 눈을 떠서 높은 천정을 쳐다보는 것인데,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">이때 나는 내 뜻이며 힘으로, 나를 이끌어가는 것이 힘든 일인 것을 생각하고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">이것들보다 더 크고, 높은 것이 있어서, 나를 마음대로 굴려가는 것을 생각하는 것인데,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">이렇게 하여 여러 날이 지나는 동안에,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">내 어지러운 마음에는 슬픔이며, 한탄이며, 가라앉을 것은 차츰 앙금이 되어 가라앉고,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">외로운 생각만이 드는 때쯤 해서는,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">더러 나줏손에 쌀랑쌀랑 싸락눈이 와서 문창을 치기도 하는 때도 있는데,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">나는 이런 저녁에는 화로를 더욱 다가 끼며, 무릎을 꿇어보며,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">어느 먼 산 뒷옆에 바우섶에 따로 외로이 서서,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">어두워 오는데 하이야니 눈을 맞을, 그 마른 잎새에는,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">쌀랑쌀랑 소리도 나며 눈을 맞을,</span><br style="margin: 0px; padding: 0px; color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px" /><span style="color: #404040; font-family: gulim, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; line-height: 22.100000381469727px">그 드물다는 굳고 정한 갈매나무라는 나무를 생각하는 것이었다.</span>
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