<span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">사람들은 남의 삶에 그다지 관심이 많지 않다.</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">그래서 남을 쳐다볼 때는 부러워서든, 불쌍해서든</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">그저 호기심이나 구경 차원을 넘지 않더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">정말이지 명품 핸드백을 들고 다니든, </span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">비닐봉지를 들고 다니든</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">중요한 것은 그 내용물이더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아 보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">남들의 가치 기준에 따라 내 목표를 세우는 것이 얼마나 어리석고,</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">나를 남과 비교하는 것이 얼마나 시간 낭비고,</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">그렇게 함으로써 내 가치를 깎아내리는 바보 같은 짓인 줄 알겠더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">결국 중요한 것은 껍데기가 아니고 알맹이더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">겉모습이 아니라 마음이더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">예쁘고 잘 생긴 사람은 TV에서 보거나 거리에서 구경하면 되고</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내 실속 차리는 것이 더 중요하더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">재미있게 공부해서 실력 쌓고</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">진지하게 놀아서 경험 쌓고</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">진정으로 남에 대해 덕을 쌓는 것이</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">결국 내 실속이더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 주는 친절과 사랑은 밑지는 적이 없더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">소중한 사람을 만나는 것은 한 시간이 걸리고</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">그를 사랑하게 되는 것은 하루가 걸리지만</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">그를 잊어버리는 것은 일생이 걸린다는 말이더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">내가 살아보니까</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">남의 마음속에 좋은 추억으로 남는 것만큼</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><span style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">보장된 투자는 없더라</span><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><br style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;"><b style="font-family:'굴림', gulim, tahoma, sans-serif;line-height:19.2000007629395px;">- 고(故) 장영희 서강대 교수의 '살아온 기적 살아갈 기적' 중에서 -</b>
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