<p class="0">아이들 다 그렇게되었습니다 <span style="letter-spacing: 0pt">ㅠㅠ</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">인정하니 이제 눈물이 납니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">어제 세월호 침몰</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, 3</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">명 사망 기사떴을 때</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그저그런 해양사고인줄 알았습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">그런데 실종자 290<font face="함초롬바탕"> 여명</font> 나왔을 때</p> <p class="0">아연실색했습니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">. </span>바다에서 실종이란 곧 죽음인데<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">  </p> <p class="0"><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5"> </span></p> <p class="0"><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">2001~3</span>년도에 특수구조단에서 근무했습니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">. </span>지금은 해체되었는데<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">,</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕"> </span></p> <p class="0">구조교육을 전문으로 받은 구조사들<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, </span>특수부대출신 요원들이 늘 하는 얘기가 있었습니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">‘</span>수십년 동안 구조활동 했지만 바다에서 산사람 구한적 거의없다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span>어쩔 수 없어<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..’</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕"> </span></p> <p class="0">바다에 빠진 사람 대부분이 빠지고 <span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">5</span>분 이내에 죽습디다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">익사로 죽는게 아니라 차가운 바닷물에 심장쇼크로 죽더군요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">한여름에도 바닷물은 체온보다 낮습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕"> </span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">에어포켓<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.. </span>이론적으로 가능하지만 현실적으로 어렵습니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">모든 함선내에는 격실 밀폐장치가 있고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">해군</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">. </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">해경</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">유도선들 침몰을 대비해서</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">보수</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">폐쇄</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">, </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">이함훈련도 많이합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">. </span><span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그래도 잘 안됩니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">그렇게 해도 힘들던대</p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">당황한 아이들이 그렇게 잠글수 있었을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">생각하니 못할것같고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">애어포켓은 천안함 사태때도 나온 얘기입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">,</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그래서 한준위가 구조작업하다 과로사했지만</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그때도 결국 격실 승조원들 아무도 구하지 못했습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">추정이지만 그 분도 안된다고 알면서 작업했을겁니다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그래서 희망을 버렸는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5"> </span></p> <p class="0"><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0">오늘 격실에 갇힌 아이에게서 날라왔다는 문자</p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그 많은 아이들 이름을 일일히 호명하는데 그걸 조작할 수는 없다고 믿었습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그런데 그것도 아니라고 판명나고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">  <span style="font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5"> </span></p> <p class="0"><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">아이들<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">...</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">아마 어제 침몰당시에 그렇게 되었을것입니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">왜 핏덩이같은 그 아이들 소중한 목숨이 왜 그렇게되었는지</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">저는 모르겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">다만 그 짧은 시간 얼마나 무서웠을지</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">떠올리면 가슴이 절절히 무너져내립니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">분노할 대상도 명확히 찾지 못하겠습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">물론 선장에게 가장 큰 책임이 있습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">선장에게 주어진 권한이 막중하거든요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">그런데 살려고 아등바등 기어나오는꼴 보니까 저 등신</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span><span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">이라는</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">한탄밖에 안나옵니다</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  </p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt"><o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">구조작업이 더딘걸 원망하지 맙시다<span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">무</span><span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">리해서 접안시도하면 그 사람들 또 죽습니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">바다는 물에 빠진 사람 목숨뿐아니라 구하려온 사람들 목슴도</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">같이 내놓으라고 항상 요구합니다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">.</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">잔잔한 바다 볼때마다 소름 끼칩니다</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">   <o:p></o:p></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 함초롬바탕"> </span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">아이들 한명이라도 더 살아있기를 간절히바랬지만</p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">이제 포기해야할 것 같아요</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">미안하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt"><span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5"> 정말 미안하다</span></p> <p class="0" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; margin-left: 19.4pt">  <span style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5">내가 할수 있는게 아무것도 없어서</span><span lang="EN-US" style="text-indent: -19.4pt; font-size: 9pt; line-height: 1.5; font-family: 함초롬바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt">..</span></p> <p class="0">   <o:p></o:p></p>