<P style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이 이야기는 어느 의사가 겪었던 실화라고 합니다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">지금으로부터 5년전. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">내가 진주에서 인턴으로 근무할 때의 이야기이다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">공사장에서 추락 사고로 뇌를 다친 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">26살의 한 젊은이가 새벽에 응급실로 실려왔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이미 그의 얼굴과 머리는 심하게 손상되어 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">원래 모습을 전혀 알아볼 수 없었고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">의식은 완전히 잃은 후였다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">서둘러 최대한의 응급 조치를 했으나 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">살 가망은 거의 없을 것 같았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이미 식물인간이 된 상태나 마찬가지인 그가 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">호흡기를 달고 중환자실에 누워있는 그날 아침, </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 착잡한 심정으로 그를 지켜보았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">심전도를 체크하는 기계쪽으로 시선을 돌리는 순간 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나의 가슴은 무겁게 가라앉았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">규칙적이고도 정상적인 심장 박동을 나타내던 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">ECG(Electrocardiogram, 심전도) 곡선이 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">갑자기 웨이브 파동(V-tach)으로 바뀌었던 것이다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">힘차고 반복적인 정상적인 인간의 심장박동에서 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">점차 약해지며 그 힘을 잃어가고 있음을 나타내고 있었으며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그것은 곧 죽음이 가까이 옴을 의미했다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">보통 이러한 ECG곡선이 나타난 이후 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">10분 이상을 살아있는 이는 나는 본 적이 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 운명이 목전에 다가왔음을 느낀 나는 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">중환자실을 나와서 기다리고 있는 가족들에게 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">환자가 운명할 때가 되었으니 와서 임종을 지켜보라고 일렀다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이미 가족들은 환자에 대한 어떠한 조치(응급 심폐소생술)도 포기한 채 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 죽음을 기정 사실로 받아들이고 있었던 상황이었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">젊은이의 부모님과 일가 친척인 듯한 몇몇 사람들이 슬피 울며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이미 시체나 다름없이 누워있는 그에게 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">마지막 작별을 고하는 모습을 보며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 무거운 마음으로 중환자실을 나왔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">간호사에게는 심전도 파동이 멈추면 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">곧바로 영안실로 옮기라고 일러두었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">다른 한자를 보고 잠시후 다시 그 중환자실을 지나치면서 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 깜짝 놀라지 않을 수 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">1시간이 지난 아직도 그의 심장 박동이 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">느린 웨이브 파동 ECG를 그리면서 살아있는 것이었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이런 경우를 나는 그 이전에도 그 이후에도 본 적이 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">정말 신기하게 생각되어 지면서도 쉽게 믿을 수가 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그날 오후는 쏟아지는 응급 환자들을 돌보느라 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">더 이상은 그에 대해 생각할 겨를이 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">응급실은 거의 매일이 전장의 야전병원같은 분위기였다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">피곤한 몸을 이끌고 자는둥 마는둥 그날 밤을 보냈다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">다음날 아침, 나는 웬지 갑자기 생각이 들어 다시 그 중환자실을 가보았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">물론 지금쯤은 아무도 없는 빈 침대이거나 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">다른 환자가 누워있으리란 당연한 생각으로였지만 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">웬지 그의 생각이 머리속에 떠나지 않음은 스스로도 부정할 수 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">방에 들어선 순간 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 다시 한번 나의 눈을 의심하지 않을 수 없었다.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">아직도 그가 있었다.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">더없이 나약하지만 끊이지 않는 ECG곡선을 그리며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 영혼은 아직 거의 몸을 떠나지 않고 있었던 것이다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그것을 본 나는 무언가를 느꼈다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">웬지 이 세상에서 그가 쉽게 떠나지 못할 그 어떤 이유라도 있는 것일까. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이것은 과학적, 의학적 상식으로 납득이 가지 않는 경우였다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 의학적 지식으로는 설명할 수 없는 그 이상의 어떤 존재를 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그 순간 무의식중에 감지했던 것 같다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">하루가 다시 그렇게 지나고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 심전도가 웨이브 파동을 그린지 장장 이틀이 지났다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">다음날 아침, 나는 다시 중환자실에 가보았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 신체는 죽은 것과 다름없었지만 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">영혼은 어떠한 이유인지는 몰라도 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">아직까지 더없이 미약하게나마 이 세상에 오래도록 머물고 있었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">심전도를 나타내는 모니터 화면이 그 상황을 보여주고 있었고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나의 예사롭지 않은 느낌역시 그것을 뒷받침 해주고 있었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그때 갑자기 한 젊은 여인이 중환자실로 들어왔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이제까지 보호자 중에 없었는데, </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">마치 멀리서 갑작스런 연락을 받고 급하게 온 듯 했다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">젊은이의 애인인 듯 했는데 마치 넋이 나간 사람처럼 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">제대로 환자를 쳐다보지도 못하고 창백한 얼굴로 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">금방이라도 바닥에 쓰러질 것만 같았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 곁으로 가까이 다가갈 수 있게 나는 한쪽 옆으로 비켜주었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">젊은 여인은 말없이 눈물을 흘리며 가까스로 침대 옆에 섰다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">바로 그 순간.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">갑자기 그의 심전도 파동이 멈추었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">모니터 화면에서 끊임없이 지속되던 웨이브 파동이 한순간 사라지고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">마치 전원이 꺼진 것 같은 한줄기 직선만이 화면에 나타났다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이틀간 미약하게나마 뛰어왔던 그의 심장이 바로 그때 멈춘 것이었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">내가슴은 순간 서늘해지면서 웬지모를 거대한 느낌에 사로잡혔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">이젠 정말로 이 세상을 떠난 그와 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 곁에 남겨진 여인을 두고 나는 중환자실을 빠져나왔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 임종 소식을 전하고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 보호자 중의 한 사람에게 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">방금 온 그녀가 누구인지 물어보았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">내게는 그녀가 그의 삶을 오늘까지, </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">정말 믿기지 않을 정도로 연장시킨 어떤 존재로까지 여겨졌던 것이다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그녀는.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">결혼한 지 3개월에 접어드는 그의 부인이었고 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">뱃속에 아기를 임신중이었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">놀라움과 마음 속 깊숙이 형용할 수 없는 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">감정의 파도가 밀려옴을 느끼며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 그 순간 내가 해야할 행동이 무엇인지를 깨달았다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그녀가 나오기를 기다렸다가 나는 그녀에게 다가갔다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그리고 이야기해 주었다.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">세상을 떠나기 전에 당신과 뱃속의 아기를 만나기위해 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그가 얼마나 그 오랫동안 죽음과 삶의 경계에서 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">사투를 벌이면서 오랜 시간을 기다렸는지.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">얼마나 힘겹고 가슴 아픈 영혼의 기다림이었는지.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그리고 그것은 부인과 그의 아기에게 전하는 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그의 이 세상 마지막 메세지라고.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그것은 바로 사랑의 작별 인사라고.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">듣고 있는 그녀의 눈에서 넘치는 눈믈을 바라보며 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 두려움과 함꼐 어떠한 경외심까지 느끼지 않을 수 없었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">애절하고 아름다운 사랑을 간직한 한 영혼이 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">바로 우리 곁을 떠나는 순간이었다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 영혼의 존재를 믿는다... </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">존재를 믿을 뿐 아니라 생생히 느꼈고 경험했다. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">그리고 그 존재를 이끌어주는 가장 큰 힘이 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">인간의 사랑이라는 것 역시.. </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">우리에게 가장 없어서는 안될 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">영혼과 사랑의 소중함을 일깨워주기 위해 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">의사의 길에 들어서는 후배들에게 </SPAN><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><BR style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px">나는 요즘도 이 이야기를 해주곤 합니다.</SPAN></P> <P style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; FONT-SIZE: 12px"></SPAN> </P> <P style="TEXT-ALIGN: left"><SPAN style="LINE-HEIGHT: 19px; FONT-FAMILY: 굴림, gulim, tahoma, sans-serif; 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