<embed src="<a target="_blank" href="http://player.bgmstore.net/RKtjz" target="_blank">http://player.bgmstore.net/RKtjz</a>" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="422" height="180"></embed><br><a href="<a target="_blank" href="http://bgmstore.net/view/RKtjz" target="_blank">http://bgmstore.net/view/RKtjz</a>" target="_blank"> <div><br></div> <div><p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">나는 어렸을때 집이 부유했다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">지금도 집은 늘 부족함없이 커왔다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">하지만 나는 늘 부족함이 뭔지 알고 자랐다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">부모님은 늘 내게 가진것 보다 모자란것과 부족함이 뭔지를 알게 할려고 늘 노력하셨고</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">지금도 당장이면 큰집에 이사할수있지만</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">전세가 무엇인지 알게 하기 위해 </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">내집이 없는것이 얼마나 서러운것인지를 알게 하기위해</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">내가 결혼을 한 마당에도 100원에 도움도 주지않으셨다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">그리고 결혼을 하루 앞둔 그날에도 나에게 그러셨다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">" 니가 1억을 모았다면 내가 널 대견해 했겠지만</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">5000천 밖에 모으지 못한너를 열심히 살았다고 확정지을수없다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">그러니 너는 니가 열심히 살지 못한 댓가를 치뤄야한다"</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">나는 너무나 당연히 받아 들였고 </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">그집이 내가 살고 있는집이다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">와이프와 나는 1년을 열심히 모아서 3천이 넘는 돈을 저금했고</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">그것을 보신 아버지는 비로소</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">" 돈이라는게 쓸때는 가볍지만</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">가지고 있으면 얼마나 무거운 존재인지 이제서라도 깨달았으면 좋겠다 "</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">라면서 </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">32년 평생 내손을 처음 잡아 주셨다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">나는 그때의 감동과 울림을 잊지 못한다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">이제서야 처음으로 이야기 하는거지만</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">나는 그때서야 처음 돈의 무게를 알게됐다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">그리고 아버지의 뒷말씀이 나를 멍하게 만들었다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">" 가족을 꾸리고 가정을 만들어 가는 과정에서</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">돈은 필수다 어쩌면 이사회에서 돈이 주는 무게감은</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">니가 가정을 얼마나 소중하게 생각하게 생각하는지 만드는 기준이고 척도가 될꺼다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">자식새끼가 생기면 그 자식이 공부를 못하더라도</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">무엇인가를 열심히 하고 파고 들때  </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">바로 그때</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">돈의 여유가 있어서</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">" 그래 열심히 한번 해봐라"</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">라고 돈을 못쥐어줄망정</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">돈이 없어서</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">" 자꾸 공부말고 쓸데없는 것에 치우치지마라"</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">라고 돈에 문제에 부딪쳐서 </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">변명아닌 변명을 하지는 말거라"</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">하고 싶은걸 하게 해줘라" </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">라고 ..</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">아버지 저는 평생을 아버지의 말씀을 듣고 </p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">아버지의 모습을 따라왔는데도</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">아버지를 따라하지못했는데</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">이제는 노력해보려합니다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">감사합니다</p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;"><br></p> <p style="margin:0px;padding:0px;font-family:Verdana, Arial, Gulim;line-height:15.3600006103516px;">올바른 아버지여서</p> <div class="autosourcing-stub"><br></div> <p></p></div>