<p></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; font-weight: bold; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">*STAR(</span><span style="font-weight: bold; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">스타</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; font-weight: bold; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">)*</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"> <!--[if !supportEmptyParas]--> <!--[endif]--> <o:p></o:p></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 입양아이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 입양되었다는 사실은 초등학교 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">5</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">학년 때 어쩌다 보니 알게 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 사실이 전혀 부끄럽지는 않았지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나를 쓸쓸하게 만들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엄마와 아빠는 변함없이 사랑을 주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이러면 안 되지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이래선 안 되지만 그 사랑이 가식적이라는 생각이 자주 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 내가 입양아라는 것을 알고 있다고 말씀드리고 나서는 혼 한번 내질 않으신다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 그게 더 어색했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 때부터 나는 점점 마음을 닫아갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">집에서는 말 한마디 안했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그건 어딜 가나 마찬가지였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아주 가끔 무언가 소리를 내려 할 때도 이상한 쇳소리 말고는 목소리가 나오지 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어차피 말을 안 할 것이기 때문에 차라리 잘 되었다고 생각했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 실제로도 별다른 불편함 없이 생활 할 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나의 생활은 남과의 소통을 끊은 대신에 혼자서 생각하고 노는 방법을 터득함에 이르렀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나 자신과의 대화는 언제나 활발했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그러다 보니 내 안에 있는 여러 명의 친구들을 만들어낼 수 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">모두 나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나 이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 스무 살이 되던 해 부모님은 나에게 정장 한 벌과 꽤 좋아 보이는 시계를 선물 해 주셨다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이런 것들의 의미는 잘 모르겠지만</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">정장은 옷걸이에 그대로 걸어 두었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">시계는 책상 서랍에 넣어두었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 스물 한 살이 되던 해에 아빠가 보채듯이 이제는 대학교에 가는 게 어떻겠냐고 물었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 대학생이 될 필요를 못 느꼈기에 가만히 고개를 저었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아빠의 표정이 살 짝 일그러지려 하자 옆에 있던 엄마가 급히 아빠를 데리고 방으로 들어갔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">문이 닫힌 방에서 이따금 아빠의 성난 듯 한 목소리가 새어 나오고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">책이 떨어지는 듯 한 둔탁한 소리도 났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하지만 나는 아무것도 할 수 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 아무것도 하기 싫었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">또 그렇게 시간을 보내고 있었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">밥을 안 먹고도 살 수 있다면 그러고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">움직이지 않고도 살 수 있다면 그러고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">숨을 쉬지 않는 게 고통스럽지 않다면</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그러고 싶었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 마침내 내가 호흡 하는 것 마저 할 필요성을 못 느끼게 되었을 때 우연히도 집에는 아무도 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다행이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">귀찮게 하는 사람이 아무도 없다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">안방에 들어가서 서랍을 뒤졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엄마가 먹던 수면제 몇 상자와 아빠가 먹었을 것 같은 신경안정제 몇 상자를 찾았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이런 걸 먹고 계셨구나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하지만 어떠한 연민이나 감정이 느껴지지 않는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">알약들을 한데 모으니 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">60</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">알정도 되었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">한 번에 꿀꺽 삼키기엔 양이 너무 많았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 이 정도는 되어야 할 것 같아 억지로 입 안에 털어 넣었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">잘 넘어가지 않아 물을 많이 마셨더니 배가 부르다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">살짝 속이 쓰렸지만 잠들면 되겠거니 하고 내 방 침대로 가서 누웠다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">누워 있은 지 얼마 지나지 않아 어지러움이 올라온다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">천장이 빙빙 돌기 시작한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">역겨움이 올라와 토를 하고 싶었지만 참았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">스르륵 눈이 감긴다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">몸에 힘이 풀린다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이제 다 끝났다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주변이 어두워지고 한기가 온다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아무 소리도 들리지 않지만 작은 진동이 느껴진다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">누군가 다가오고 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">눈은 떠지지 않고 몸은 천근만근 움직여지지 않는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">누군가 내 어깨를 툭툭 건드린다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">눈이 번쩍 뜨이면서 내가 지금 서 있음을 느낀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고개를 돌려 보니 낯이 익다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 얼굴이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">눈이 퀭하고 홀쭉한 게 내가 이렇게 생겼었나 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">생소한 소리가 들린다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 얼굴에서 나오는 소리다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 목소리를 처음 듣는 것 같다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가늘고 발음이 부정확 하지만 그래도 소리가 난다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">신기하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">뭐라고 하는지 잘 안 들려서 귀를 가까이 댔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">오랫동안 기다렸어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내가 누군지 알지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 고개를 끄덕였다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그럴 줄 알았어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 네가 만든 존재이니까 단번에 알아 볼 줄 알았지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런데 생각보다 늦게 와서 심심했어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">마음먹기 힘들었나 봐</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아니면 죽는 것조차 귀찮았던 건가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">상대편의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">는 내 표정을 읽은 듯</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 마음을 들여다 보 듯 이야기 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">여기가 어딘지 궁금하지 않아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">네가 지금 어떤 상태인지 궁금하지 않아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고개를 끄덕이자 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">는 계속해서 이야기 한다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">여기가 어딘지는 나도 자세히는 모르겠어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런데 이승이 아닌 것만은 확실해 보이지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주변이 이렇게나 어두운데 너랑 내 몸이 보이는 건 이상하잖아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">몸이 빛나는 것 같지 않아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래서 난 여기가 좋아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">꼭 스타가 된 것 같잖아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">마지막 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">스타</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">라는 말에 내가 피식 하고 웃자 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">역시 미소 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 궁금해 하던 너의 상태는 일단은 살아 있다는 거야</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">잠시 아쉬워하는 표정인 나를 보고 상대편 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">는 계속 이야기 했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런데 걱정 하지 마</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">얼마나 가겠어</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">? </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이 상태가</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">곧 저세상 가겠지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하하하</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">의 유머가 식상했지만 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">의 기분이 상할 까봐 웃어주었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">혹시 지금 이 상태가 된 게 후회되지는 않아</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 아쉬울 것이 없었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그 어떤 것에도</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">숨 쉬는 것조차도 흥미가 없었기에</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">하지만 지금 이 순간 비록 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이긴 하지만 아주 오랜만에 누군가와 즐겁게 대화 할 수 있는 것이 좋았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">너를 키워 준 부모님</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">비록 양 부모이지만 고맙긴 했었는데</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 마지막인데 얼굴 한 번 보고 가는 게 낫지 않을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">맞는 말이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그래도 지금껏 이런 나를 데리고 있었다는 것만으로도 감사할 만한 일이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그러자 갑자기 가슴이 뜨거워졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이 공간이 아닌 곳에서 누군가가 내 가슴을 심하게 때리고 있는 느낌이 들었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고통을 느끼며 눈을 질끈 감았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그러면서 주위가 확 밝아짐을 느꼈다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주변이 너무나 시끄럽다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">흐릿한 시야로 보이는 건 옆에서 나를 붙잡고 통곡하는 부모님과 제세동기로 나의 가슴에 전기 충격을 주고 있는 구급대원이 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 상체는 벗겨져 있었고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">흔들리는 걸로 보아 구급차 안에 있는 것 같다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">다시 살아난 것이다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나를 위해 울어주고 있는 엄마와 아빠의 모습이 왠지 처량하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">너무나 미안하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그리고 뜨거운 감사함을 느낀다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">거추장스러운 산소 호흡기를 떼고 싶다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">손을 움직이고 싶은데 말을 듣지 않는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">마지막 있는 힘껏 힘을 줘본다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">힘겹게 손을 올리니 구급대원이 제세동기 사용을 멈춘다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">산소 호흡기에 손을 가져다 대고 떼려고 시도하지만 잘 되지 않는다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엄마가 손을 뻗어 산소 호흡기 벗는 것을 도와준다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">아빠의 눈물도 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">엄마의 눈물도 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">땀 흘리며 숨 차하는 구급대원도 보았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나는 입을 열었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. 10</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">년 만에 처음으로 말을 하고 싶다는 마음이 생겼다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">뻐끔거리는 내 입에서 쉰 소리가 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: -시인M; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">...</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">감</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 궁서; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">..</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">사</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 궁서; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">....</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">해</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 궁서; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.....</span><span style="font-size: 9pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">요</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: -시인M; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주변이 스르륵 어두워졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">몸이 다시 가뿐해졌다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">샤워를 막 끝낸 것처럼 개운하다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">어느새 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">가 내 옆에 와 있다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">평생 외롭고 고독했었지</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">이젠 나랑 같이 있자</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">항상 너만을 위해 있을게</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">내 입에서도 자연스럽게 말이 나왔다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">.</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">“</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">고마워</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그런데 부모님도 내가 한 말을 들었을까</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">?”</span></p><p class="0" style="line-height: 2;"><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;"> </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">상대편의 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">는 아무 말도 하지 않고 미소만 지었다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나도 별로 궁금하지는 않았다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">그냥 편안한 마음으로 지금을 계속 느낄 수 있다면 좋겠다고 생각했다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">주변은 여전히 칠흑 같이 어둡고</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">, </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나와 </span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">‘</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">나</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">’</span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">의 몸은 여전히 빛나는 것처럼 밝아 보인다</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span><span style="background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">꼭 스타처럼</span><span style="letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">……</span><span lang="EN-US" style="font-family: 바탕; letter-spacing: 0pt; background-position: initial initial; background-repeat: initial initial;">. </span></p><p></p>
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